Screwed

By Insanebych

Caught in a tangled web
The Devil's new pawn
Doing what he wants me too
Just as long as Lucifer hands me that brand new toy
Insecurity
Longing for nirvana
Without having to give up a single thing
Wanting the karma without having to do the necessary dharma
Grasping it
Feeling it
Never wanting to part with it
In the end
All I've done is won a seat by the throne of Satan
And all I accomplished is bloody, unreasonable, unmerciful death
All I longed for was happiness
But
As it turns I lost what was real
For eternity I have to live with what I did
My screwed, tortured soul