Does No One Understand?!

Disclaimer: Shaman King is not mine!!!
Author's Notes: This sucks big time, I wrote it in 5 minutes. Hao angst. The poem doesn't even rhyme. Remember to give me at least one flame... -.-

No one understands this feeling
how I stand alone
in a desolate illusion of mine
trying to grip the finer lines of life

But I know
you will never understand me
because the facade that covers my face
it's the darkness that wants to kill the human race

But do know
I was not destined to kill
I do not even know
If I am doing it against my own will

I am floating in darkness
trying to seek my healing remedy
but am I just trying to find inexistence?
for human emotion can never be healed

Does no one understand my pain?
my last word to you
I am human and I have feelings too