Hi! This is my first fic in English and it's kind of depressing. I'm
warning you, someone is going to die. Oh, did I say to much? Sorry. But
have fun reading and reviewing it. Thank you!
And if there are mistakes, blame me. And I think there will be some
mistakes. Sorry for that!
Disclaimer: I don't own the "Friends".
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Annoyed
My name is Chandler. I've got a beautiful girlfriend and great friends. But I'm not normal. I think I'm crazy but nobody knows that. I've got a job that I hate. And I hate the people who are working with me. I'm about to do something terrible. I don't know why. A voice is saying that to me. Always.
I'm sitting here in my Office and I'm doing nothing. All I hear is that damn voice and all it is saying is "Do it! Do it! Do it!". It's driving me nuts. Work is so boring and for that reason I'm leaving. I make my way to Central Perk where I expect my friends to be. And I'm right. They are sitting on the couch laughing an smiling. I realize that I can't do it. But the voice is still saying "Do it! Kill them!". 'I don't know how' I think myself. "The knife! Use your knife!" says the voice. 'I don't have a knife but there's one at home.'. I'm still standing in the entrance and they haven't seen me yet. I decide to go home. But I won't get the knife and come back here. So I'm leaving to go home.
At home the voice returns into my head and says "Go and fetch the knife. Then go and kill your friends. You have to!" "No! I'm not killing my friends! Why should I? They're my friends!" I yelled at the voice, at myself. "It is an order! Go back and kill them!" the voice continues. "Who are you to tell me what I have to do or not?" I yelled louder. "I'm you! I'm not real! I'm telling you what you think all the time. You are crazy Chandler. You don't deserve to live. Your life sucks." The voice starts yelling at me. "Stop it! Stop it!" now I'm screaming.
I can't take it anymore. I'm taking a sheet of paper and I'm writing something down. I put the note on the counter. I'm taking the knife and head for my room. When I'm in, I close the door and start to stab myself. The first one did hurt much. The next one hurt as much as the first one. I'm stabbing myself 2 more times. It hurts really much. And the last one. I would say this one hurt the most because it was near the heart. I'm falling on my bed. I'm crying. The voice is just laughing.
I'm hearing Joey calling my name. He's here. He can't see me dying. So I stay quiet. He calls again. Then there is silence. Maybe he found my note. Then I hear him screaming and running out of the apartment. Yes, he found the note. I think he went to Monica with it.
I notice that I might die any minute now.
Suddenly my door swung open. I hardly realize that there are my friends standing in the door. Almost everybody of them is crying. Their faces are pale. They're all standing around me. Monica is asking me why I did that. It sounds like they are far away from me. She starts sobbing. I would do everything to turn back the time. How could I be so stupid? It's all my fault. I can't say 'It's the voice's fault. I'm just the victim!'. I commit suicide. Everything what happens around me now I'm almost not realizing anymore. Then they all start sobbing. Monica is hugging me. But it isn't helping the fact that I'm dying. I'm crying, too. They're losing me. They're losing a friend. They're losing a part of the family. And I'm the cause for that. I hate myself for that. But anyhow, it's to late.
Suddenly everything went black and I died. I killed myself. I commited suicide. Just to make the voice happy. -----------------------
That's pretty much it. Well, what du you think? Should I go on with another Chapter? Maybe a POV of another Friend? Or should this be not continued? Or do you think that I should quit? Please read & review!
Annoyed
My name is Chandler. I've got a beautiful girlfriend and great friends. But I'm not normal. I think I'm crazy but nobody knows that. I've got a job that I hate. And I hate the people who are working with me. I'm about to do something terrible. I don't know why. A voice is saying that to me. Always.
I'm sitting here in my Office and I'm doing nothing. All I hear is that damn voice and all it is saying is "Do it! Do it! Do it!". It's driving me nuts. Work is so boring and for that reason I'm leaving. I make my way to Central Perk where I expect my friends to be. And I'm right. They are sitting on the couch laughing an smiling. I realize that I can't do it. But the voice is still saying "Do it! Kill them!". 'I don't know how' I think myself. "The knife! Use your knife!" says the voice. 'I don't have a knife but there's one at home.'. I'm still standing in the entrance and they haven't seen me yet. I decide to go home. But I won't get the knife and come back here. So I'm leaving to go home.
At home the voice returns into my head and says "Go and fetch the knife. Then go and kill your friends. You have to!" "No! I'm not killing my friends! Why should I? They're my friends!" I yelled at the voice, at myself. "It is an order! Go back and kill them!" the voice continues. "Who are you to tell me what I have to do or not?" I yelled louder. "I'm you! I'm not real! I'm telling you what you think all the time. You are crazy Chandler. You don't deserve to live. Your life sucks." The voice starts yelling at me. "Stop it! Stop it!" now I'm screaming.
I can't take it anymore. I'm taking a sheet of paper and I'm writing something down. I put the note on the counter. I'm taking the knife and head for my room. When I'm in, I close the door and start to stab myself. The first one did hurt much. The next one hurt as much as the first one. I'm stabbing myself 2 more times. It hurts really much. And the last one. I would say this one hurt the most because it was near the heart. I'm falling on my bed. I'm crying. The voice is just laughing.
I'm hearing Joey calling my name. He's here. He can't see me dying. So I stay quiet. He calls again. Then there is silence. Maybe he found my note. Then I hear him screaming and running out of the apartment. Yes, he found the note. I think he went to Monica with it.
I notice that I might die any minute now.
Suddenly my door swung open. I hardly realize that there are my friends standing in the door. Almost everybody of them is crying. Their faces are pale. They're all standing around me. Monica is asking me why I did that. It sounds like they are far away from me. She starts sobbing. I would do everything to turn back the time. How could I be so stupid? It's all my fault. I can't say 'It's the voice's fault. I'm just the victim!'. I commit suicide. Everything what happens around me now I'm almost not realizing anymore. Then they all start sobbing. Monica is hugging me. But it isn't helping the fact that I'm dying. I'm crying, too. They're losing me. They're losing a friend. They're losing a part of the family. And I'm the cause for that. I hate myself for that. But anyhow, it's to late.
Suddenly everything went black and I died. I killed myself. I commited suicide. Just to make the voice happy. -----------------------
That's pretty much it. Well, what du you think? Should I go on with another Chapter? Maybe a POV of another Friend? Or should this be not continued? Or do you think that I should quit? Please read & review!