I'm waiting and I'm waiting, but
It hurts, it hurts so much, there's an
Aching in my heart, I don't know if you
Can stop it this time.
They're all watching me seeing what they should
Do, I don't know what to tell them,
We were best friends I loved you, but it wasn't enough
I don't understand how you could have let it
Get this far without saying something,
With out telling me, how you were
Feeling how scared you were.
I was scared too, but I was willing to try
Your love guided me here, helped me when I
Was weak, mine obviously wasn't worth the fight
Though.
All it took was some visions to stop you?
You faced worse, but you've made your choice,
It's easy to walk away to claim it's for the best
To say your thinking of me, but your
Not, thinking of me would have kept you here
Not sent you away.
The pain won't go away nothing will
Rid me of it, not only heart break but
Embarrassment, I've turned into all the
Foolish girls who over the century's I've
Pitied who I've been summoned to help
Whose pain has caused me to torture.
I thought that I more then anyone should be able
To see what a person really was, who he really was
And I thought I saw the real you, I loved you,
My best friend who guided me in my new
Life style, helping me adjust.
But you were just the same as the countless men
Who I've maimed, tortured and punished.
Nothing was different with you, it was me I changed
I became weak I didn't see what was happening
All I saw was you and that's when I fell into it.
The emotion that killed me, that human way, the condition
I've always pitied trained myself not to feel for so long,
I thought I'd forgotten, thought I'd save myself from the
Pain only to find it 1000 years in my future,
To find and kill my heart in you Xander Harris,
In this moment when you left me.
It hurts, it hurts so much, there's an
Aching in my heart, I don't know if you
Can stop it this time.
They're all watching me seeing what they should
Do, I don't know what to tell them,
We were best friends I loved you, but it wasn't enough
I don't understand how you could have let it
Get this far without saying something,
With out telling me, how you were
Feeling how scared you were.
I was scared too, but I was willing to try
Your love guided me here, helped me when I
Was weak, mine obviously wasn't worth the fight
Though.
All it took was some visions to stop you?
You faced worse, but you've made your choice,
It's easy to walk away to claim it's for the best
To say your thinking of me, but your
Not, thinking of me would have kept you here
Not sent you away.
The pain won't go away nothing will
Rid me of it, not only heart break but
Embarrassment, I've turned into all the
Foolish girls who over the century's I've
Pitied who I've been summoned to help
Whose pain has caused me to torture.
I thought that I more then anyone should be able
To see what a person really was, who he really was
And I thought I saw the real you, I loved you,
My best friend who guided me in my new
Life style, helping me adjust.
But you were just the same as the countless men
Who I've maimed, tortured and punished.
Nothing was different with you, it was me I changed
I became weak I didn't see what was happening
All I saw was you and that's when I fell into it.
The emotion that killed me, that human way, the condition
I've always pitied trained myself not to feel for so long,
I thought I'd forgotten, thought I'd save myself from the
Pain only to find it 1000 years in my future,
To find and kill my heart in you Xander Harris,
In this moment when you left me.