Disclaimer: I don't own anyone from Everwood.

When? - part 2

"Ephrams POV"

Lately things had between me and Amy have started to get more and more complicated. She's still grieving Colin and for that she can't be blamed. She loved him so much.

Considerating this I can't help to think that her very sudden and intense interest in me is just another way for her to overcome her grieve.

Maybe I'm wrong. Who knows? I really like her. But at the same time I'm a little scared. Scared that it's going to be like it was in the beginning.

When we first moved here and she started to spend time with me, it turned out that there was a hidden motive behind it. She wanted my dad to operate her boyfriend who was in a coma.

I was very hurt. I thought that I had gotten my first friend in Everwood and that she really liked me. Sure she liked me, but only as a friend. I wanted to be more than her friend.

But like I said things have gotten more and more complicated lately. One night when she came over, she just kissed me. At first I didn't know what to do, but then I started to kiss her back.

I had dreamed about this for so long. And now it finally happened. When we finally broke the kiss I couldn't help but to stand there and stare at her. What was going on with her now? Why was she doing this? Is she playing with me again? Or maybe it's for real this time.

To be continued...?

© february 15th