A/N: Hello dear people of fanfiction.net. This will be my first "fluff
fic", and even then it's not too fluffy. The story is from Hermione's
point of view . . . Kinda. She's writing in her diary so its from her
diary's point of view . . . If that's possible. Anyway please enjoy and
reviews are MUCH appreciated. ON WITH THE STORY!
Smart Love
Dear Diary,
School ended two weeks ago. A lot happened at school. Too much to even begin to actually write down, and I'm afraid Harry will never be the same. He was having a bad year to begin with. Then Sirius died. I can only imagine how much pain Harry's going through right now. I've never had someone that close to me die. Sirius was the only family Harry had left, now that he's gone Harry must feel so alone.
But he's not alone. He has Ron and I. Not to mention all the members of the Order of the Phoenix. Harry seemed ok when he left to go live at his aunt and uncle's house. But I think he was covering something up. The calm is always followed by the storm. He might already be yelling and screaming at any unfortunate person he happens to run into. Hopefully he'll be able to go to Ron's soon. He always has a good time there.
I haven't sent Harry an owl yet. One part of me is afraid I might say something that relates to a . . . touchy topic, but another part of my mind says if I don't send any thing he'll just get more angry with me then if did I send something. Sometimes I wish I was as impulsive as Ron. He would do what ever first come to his mind! Which explains why most of the things he says are brainless or rude. When I do something I always think it through to see if it's "correct" or if it will hurt someone. Sometimes I wish I wasn't the one everyone looks at to say the right thing, or have the right answer. Being smart sucks.
~Hermione
P.S. Ignorance is bliss
Dear Diary,
I got an owl from Ron saying that he invited Harry over to the Burrow. He also invited me of course. I still have to check with my parents. They will most likely say no. They say I don't spend enough time with them. I can seem that they want to see me more, but they just don't understand. Harry needs me so much more then they do! Maybe I will be able to work some thing out with them. They're adults right? They'll understand.
~Hermione
P.S. hopefully . . .
Dear Diary,
I withdraw what ever I once said about my parents being nice! They are making me stay here until three week before school starts. What if Voldemort tries to hurt him again! I have to be there if Harry needs me! Sometimes my parents can be so selfish! . . . That felt good, to vent like that I mean. Well I better write back to Ron and give him the new. The bad news.
~Hermione
P.S. The very bad news
Dear Diary,
I FORGOT ABOUT THE O.W.L.S! How could I forget about them! Well I got the results back today. I did a lot better then I thought I did. Not perfect of course, but close enough. I sent an owl to Ron and Harry to see how they did on their tests (that's if they tell me the truth). Seeing these tests makes me miss school. I feel more at home there. I guess its cause there are people there like me, the witches, wizards and even the ghosts. In a way I feel that I'm slipping away from my family. More like all muggles in general. It's sad; because that used to be the only thing I ever knew, then all of the sudden one letter turned my world upside down. Don't get my wrong I wouldn't give up for anything in the world. I met the best friends I've ever known because of that one letter.
Now that I think about it a lot of muggle born people's lives must have been changed by the little piece of paper. Heh, isn't it ironic?
~Hermione
P.S. That's a good song.
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A/N: Kinda short but it's the first chapter I have an excuse. Anyways any type of feedback is awesome. It's getting cold outside flames keep me warm ^^
Smart Love
Dear Diary,
School ended two weeks ago. A lot happened at school. Too much to even begin to actually write down, and I'm afraid Harry will never be the same. He was having a bad year to begin with. Then Sirius died. I can only imagine how much pain Harry's going through right now. I've never had someone that close to me die. Sirius was the only family Harry had left, now that he's gone Harry must feel so alone.
But he's not alone. He has Ron and I. Not to mention all the members of the Order of the Phoenix. Harry seemed ok when he left to go live at his aunt and uncle's house. But I think he was covering something up. The calm is always followed by the storm. He might already be yelling and screaming at any unfortunate person he happens to run into. Hopefully he'll be able to go to Ron's soon. He always has a good time there.
I haven't sent Harry an owl yet. One part of me is afraid I might say something that relates to a . . . touchy topic, but another part of my mind says if I don't send any thing he'll just get more angry with me then if did I send something. Sometimes I wish I was as impulsive as Ron. He would do what ever first come to his mind! Which explains why most of the things he says are brainless or rude. When I do something I always think it through to see if it's "correct" or if it will hurt someone. Sometimes I wish I wasn't the one everyone looks at to say the right thing, or have the right answer. Being smart sucks.
~Hermione
P.S. Ignorance is bliss
Dear Diary,
I got an owl from Ron saying that he invited Harry over to the Burrow. He also invited me of course. I still have to check with my parents. They will most likely say no. They say I don't spend enough time with them. I can seem that they want to see me more, but they just don't understand. Harry needs me so much more then they do! Maybe I will be able to work some thing out with them. They're adults right? They'll understand.
~Hermione
P.S. hopefully . . .
Dear Diary,
I withdraw what ever I once said about my parents being nice! They are making me stay here until three week before school starts. What if Voldemort tries to hurt him again! I have to be there if Harry needs me! Sometimes my parents can be so selfish! . . . That felt good, to vent like that I mean. Well I better write back to Ron and give him the new. The bad news.
~Hermione
P.S. The very bad news
Dear Diary,
I FORGOT ABOUT THE O.W.L.S! How could I forget about them! Well I got the results back today. I did a lot better then I thought I did. Not perfect of course, but close enough. I sent an owl to Ron and Harry to see how they did on their tests (that's if they tell me the truth). Seeing these tests makes me miss school. I feel more at home there. I guess its cause there are people there like me, the witches, wizards and even the ghosts. In a way I feel that I'm slipping away from my family. More like all muggles in general. It's sad; because that used to be the only thing I ever knew, then all of the sudden one letter turned my world upside down. Don't get my wrong I wouldn't give up for anything in the world. I met the best friends I've ever known because of that one letter.
Now that I think about it a lot of muggle born people's lives must have been changed by the little piece of paper. Heh, isn't it ironic?
~Hermione
P.S. That's a good song.
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A/N: Kinda short but it's the first chapter I have an excuse. Anyways any type of feedback is awesome. It's getting cold outside flames keep me warm ^^