The True Thoughts
Chapter Two
I rubbed my eyes and rolled over, letting out a tiring moan. I didn't want to do anything but sleep, I was too tired to get up and do anything else. I hadn't eaten anything all week and I didn't plan to eat anything tonight. The guys could care less if I starved myself to death, so what was the point anyway?
Hell, all they cared about was chicks, especially her. I sighed and closed my eyes again as Magnet walked into the tent, my one true friend. He laid down on his cot, stretching his arms wide with a yawn. I rolled over again to face him, my untamed hair covering my eyes.
"Yah got one weird head of hair Zig." He said laughing to himself in a mocking way.
I pushed it out of my eyes, letting it fall whichever way it pleased. I sat up stretching my arms, letting them crack as they usually did.
"Whatta'yah doin' here?" I asked," Shouldn't yah be at dinner with everyone else?"
He smiled," I came to get my best bud. Come on Zig yah haven't eaten all week."
"Ain't hungry..." I mumbled, wiping the sweat from my eyes.
"Then just come, you don't gotta eat nothin'. Besides I heard that there was some new chick, guys say she's really hot." He said a glint in his eyes.
"I know I've seen 'er. What's the big deal?"
He shrugged," Just tellin' yah is all.come on les get outta here."
I stood up, following him out letting my feet drag against the ground. I somehow felt a slight regret as I tagged along side him.
When we entered the cafeteria all eyes were on her, including my own. I sat at an empty table, waiting for Magnet to come back with his "food." I saw her in line; I just couldn't keep my eyes of her, like everyone else in the Cafeteria. Yet somehow I managed to revert my gaze down to the tabletop. I hadn't seen her walk up and when I heard her speak it nearly made me jump.
"Can I sit here with you?"
With you, those words tumbled through my mind. I'd do anything to be with you. I felt my heart skip a beat as I thought these words. The emotions were too jumbled together to understand clearly then. I looked up into her red tinted shades, staring at my own reflection, as if I could somehow see past the sunglasses into her soul.
I nodded and answered a weak,"Uh.yeah sure."
She sat don't and I could feel every pair of eyes in the room set themselves down on me and her. Everyone took everything so seriously then. She stared at me from across the table dabbing her fork into her so called food. Magnet finally came over after what seemed like 5 hours of waking, sweating, dreadful silence. I sighed in relief as he sat down beside me, nudging me in the ribs. I looked at him, my eyes narrowed, showing that I could care less about her. But I knew it was a lie. She looked at Magnet, brushing the hair from her face. I could have guessed that she had winked at him behind those shades, if only I could find out. The three of us sat in silence during that meal, my eyes were frozen to the table, and I dared not look at her. She stood up after sometime of just sitting there, playing with the mush on her plate.
"I'll be in the Wreck Room..." She said, staring straight at me, but the comment was probably meant for us both.
Her voice was low, and it caused my brain to think of other things that..I'd rather not.mention. Then she left as quietly as she had come, chucking her tray out and opening the door. I looked at Magent as he looked at me; his eyes clearly showed he wanted to go along. I ran my hands through my greasy hair as he nudged me in the stomach with his elbow.
"Come' on les go." He said getting up.
"No you go..." I murmured.
"No.you gotta come."
"Why should I? She clearly doesn't want me to tag along."
"Yeah right.then why was she staring at you through the whole meal buddy?"
"Tch...Uh huh and hell 'ell freeze over."
I sighed and walked out first, head to the stars. I always confided myself in the stars, they always seemed to put my mind at ease. He ran up next to me, placing his hand on my shoulder. I smiled at him and watched my feet drag along the dried mud like ground. It was hot, so hot in fact that I had unzipped my jumper and let it hang at my waist, revealing my off white T- shirt. Magnet seemed blissfully unaware of the scolding heat, as if he was totally oblivious to the fact of the tremendous heat around him. We walked up to the Wreck Room together, taking the steps two at a time. I opened the door and stepped in first. The place was empty; I could care less who was there. I flicked on the old, rickety fan and jumped onto the sofa. I kicked the TV, and it turned on automatically. It had no reception but I didn't mind, I just liked staring at the screen. I put my feet up on the set and leaned back on the couch, putting both hands behind my head. That's when she walked in. I didn't turn my head, my heart was beating to fast and my brain wasn't thinking correctly. Magnet sat in the armchair, staring over at her like an anxious puppy dog. She sat down on the couch next to me and I could feel the heat rise in my body, boiling my blood. She smiled and said in a cheerful voice," I'm glad you guys came. The name's Andi. So what's yours cutie?" Directing the comment at me. After that the three of us sat there talking all through the night about random things, nothing really interesting.
Author's Note: HI! My lazy self finally put up the 2nd chapter for ya'll. And yes I forgot to mention that Andi tis not my character tis Stevie's my besties buds. So yeah.nothing really more to say.you guys will probably have to wait a while for the 3rd chapter...I'm so busy lately with school and all.and I type as fast as a dead bug. Well please R&R I love reading your comments! WE WUVS FOXY GNOME MOMMA'S!!
Chapter Two
I rubbed my eyes and rolled over, letting out a tiring moan. I didn't want to do anything but sleep, I was too tired to get up and do anything else. I hadn't eaten anything all week and I didn't plan to eat anything tonight. The guys could care less if I starved myself to death, so what was the point anyway?
Hell, all they cared about was chicks, especially her. I sighed and closed my eyes again as Magnet walked into the tent, my one true friend. He laid down on his cot, stretching his arms wide with a yawn. I rolled over again to face him, my untamed hair covering my eyes.
"Yah got one weird head of hair Zig." He said laughing to himself in a mocking way.
I pushed it out of my eyes, letting it fall whichever way it pleased. I sat up stretching my arms, letting them crack as they usually did.
"Whatta'yah doin' here?" I asked," Shouldn't yah be at dinner with everyone else?"
He smiled," I came to get my best bud. Come on Zig yah haven't eaten all week."
"Ain't hungry..." I mumbled, wiping the sweat from my eyes.
"Then just come, you don't gotta eat nothin'. Besides I heard that there was some new chick, guys say she's really hot." He said a glint in his eyes.
"I know I've seen 'er. What's the big deal?"
He shrugged," Just tellin' yah is all.come on les get outta here."
I stood up, following him out letting my feet drag against the ground. I somehow felt a slight regret as I tagged along side him.
When we entered the cafeteria all eyes were on her, including my own. I sat at an empty table, waiting for Magnet to come back with his "food." I saw her in line; I just couldn't keep my eyes of her, like everyone else in the Cafeteria. Yet somehow I managed to revert my gaze down to the tabletop. I hadn't seen her walk up and when I heard her speak it nearly made me jump.
"Can I sit here with you?"
With you, those words tumbled through my mind. I'd do anything to be with you. I felt my heart skip a beat as I thought these words. The emotions were too jumbled together to understand clearly then. I looked up into her red tinted shades, staring at my own reflection, as if I could somehow see past the sunglasses into her soul.
I nodded and answered a weak,"Uh.yeah sure."
She sat don't and I could feel every pair of eyes in the room set themselves down on me and her. Everyone took everything so seriously then. She stared at me from across the table dabbing her fork into her so called food. Magnet finally came over after what seemed like 5 hours of waking, sweating, dreadful silence. I sighed in relief as he sat down beside me, nudging me in the ribs. I looked at him, my eyes narrowed, showing that I could care less about her. But I knew it was a lie. She looked at Magnet, brushing the hair from her face. I could have guessed that she had winked at him behind those shades, if only I could find out. The three of us sat in silence during that meal, my eyes were frozen to the table, and I dared not look at her. She stood up after sometime of just sitting there, playing with the mush on her plate.
"I'll be in the Wreck Room..." She said, staring straight at me, but the comment was probably meant for us both.
Her voice was low, and it caused my brain to think of other things that..I'd rather not.mention. Then she left as quietly as she had come, chucking her tray out and opening the door. I looked at Magent as he looked at me; his eyes clearly showed he wanted to go along. I ran my hands through my greasy hair as he nudged me in the stomach with his elbow.
"Come' on les go." He said getting up.
"No you go..." I murmured.
"No.you gotta come."
"Why should I? She clearly doesn't want me to tag along."
"Yeah right.then why was she staring at you through the whole meal buddy?"
"Tch...Uh huh and hell 'ell freeze over."
I sighed and walked out first, head to the stars. I always confided myself in the stars, they always seemed to put my mind at ease. He ran up next to me, placing his hand on my shoulder. I smiled at him and watched my feet drag along the dried mud like ground. It was hot, so hot in fact that I had unzipped my jumper and let it hang at my waist, revealing my off white T- shirt. Magnet seemed blissfully unaware of the scolding heat, as if he was totally oblivious to the fact of the tremendous heat around him. We walked up to the Wreck Room together, taking the steps two at a time. I opened the door and stepped in first. The place was empty; I could care less who was there. I flicked on the old, rickety fan and jumped onto the sofa. I kicked the TV, and it turned on automatically. It had no reception but I didn't mind, I just liked staring at the screen. I put my feet up on the set and leaned back on the couch, putting both hands behind my head. That's when she walked in. I didn't turn my head, my heart was beating to fast and my brain wasn't thinking correctly. Magnet sat in the armchair, staring over at her like an anxious puppy dog. She sat down on the couch next to me and I could feel the heat rise in my body, boiling my blood. She smiled and said in a cheerful voice," I'm glad you guys came. The name's Andi. So what's yours cutie?" Directing the comment at me. After that the three of us sat there talking all through the night about random things, nothing really interesting.
Author's Note: HI! My lazy self finally put up the 2nd chapter for ya'll. And yes I forgot to mention that Andi tis not my character tis Stevie's my besties buds. So yeah.nothing really more to say.you guys will probably have to wait a while for the 3rd chapter...I'm so busy lately with school and all.and I type as fast as a dead bug. Well please R&R I love reading your comments! WE WUVS FOXY GNOME MOMMA'S!!