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can and I have a lot of schoolwork to do. But I think I tortured you all
long enough with that horrible cliffhanger so now you can all find out what
happens.
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CH: 8 What Happened Last Night?
Morning came far too early as far as Sesshoumaru was concerned. The sun filtering into the room burned against his closed eyes. He turned, burying his head further into his pillow, which carried a pleasant floral scent. 'Floral scent...?' Sesshoumaru's sleep filled mind was able to grasp.
He opened his eyes but found that in his position he still couldn't see much. He pulled back a bit and was greeted with Kagome's sleeping face. He blushed as he realized he had been nuzzling into the crook of her neck. 'Why am I in bed with Kagome?' Sesshoumaru quickly looked under the sheets to find that they were both still clothed. He was slightly disappointed, but he shook it off. He couldn't remember what had happened the night before, and he knew that if he were to be blessed with being with Kagome he would definitely want to be sober enough to remember every detail.
'What did happen last night?' Sesshoumaru wondered as he settled back down next to Kagome. A small smile graced his features as he watched her. A strand of hair had fallen into her face and her nose twitched in irritation. Sesshoumaru gently brushed the midnight strand behind her ear. His fingertips moved from her ear down her cheek tenderly brushing across her soft skin.
Sesshoumaru watched Kagome sleep, not paying attention to what time it was or where he was. His hand on her cheek froze when he felt her stir. Kagome's eyes fluttered open slowly and soon Sesshoumaru's golden eyes were staring into Kagome's sleep filled blue ones.
"Ohayou." Kagome whispered and snuggled closer against Sesshoumaru's broad chest. He couldn't help but be surprised at her actions, but he did nothing to stop them. "Hmm...What time is it?" Kagome asked. Sesshoumaru just shrugged while brushing his fingers through Kagome's hair. He couldn't help but wonder what had happened the night before to cause Kagome to go from avoiding him to being in the same bed as him.
"We should get up." Kagome stated after a few more minutes had passed. She regrettably left the warmth that Sesshoumaru provided and sat up. She stretched her arms and let out a small yawn. Sesshoumaru took the chance to finally look around at where he was. A quick glance at his surroundings and he knew he was in Kagome's room. His confused thoughts were interrupted when he heard laughter.
Kagome couldn't help, but giggle when she saw the confusion in Sesshoumaru's golden eyes. "You're probably wondering how you got here." She guessed. Sesshoumaru nodded in response. "Well...you got completely drunk and started dancing and singing in front of everyone until you finally just passed out in the middle of the room. Being the wonderful friend that I am, I, of course, dragged you out of there and got Miroku to drive us to my house." Kagome stated with mock seriousness.
To anyone else Sesshoumaru would have looked like his calm self, but Kagome noticed how some of the color in his already fair complexion seemed to drain and there was a look of dread in his eyes. "I was just kidding." Kagome laughed. "You didn't do any of the dancing or singing, but you did pass out drunk and I got Miroku to take us to my place. I'm pretty sure you didn't want your father or Inuyasha to see you so intoxicated. You should feel lucky though since surprisingly it doesn't seem like you have a hangover."
Sesshoumaru had calmed after she had told him she was just joking. With his reputation, he would never have been able to live something like that down. He also couldn't agree more about his luck. He wasn't suffering a hangover and he got to wake up to the one he loved. "That wasn't funny." Sesshoumaru said as he slid out of the bed.
"Hontou? I thought it was." Kagome stood as well. "Well, it's Saturday, so what do you want to do?"
"Shiranai." Sesshoumaru answered.
"I think you need to brush your teeth." Kagome stated as she waved her hand in front of her to illustrate her point. The scent of alcohol was still pungent on Sesshoumaru's breath. "I think we could both use a shower also. You might want to go to your house to get some clothes. Then you can come back when you're all clean and we can have breakfast."
Sesshoumaru could only nod as Kagome grabbed his hand and pulled him from her room. "You're car is outside since Sango drove it over to my house following Miroku. We didn't think you would like it if we left your car with Kagura." Kagome said as she handed Sesshoumaru his keys, which she had taken from him the night before. Kagome gave an unnoticeable sigh and blush at remembering when she had taken his keys. Sango would never let her live down how much she had been blushing when she had to stick her hand into Sesshoumaru pocket to get them. The first time she had tried his right pocket, but that one had been empty so she had been forced to check the left on as well. Sango and Miroku had just teased her saying that she had chosen the wrong pocket on purpose the first time, and that she wanted to get her hands down Sesshoumaru's pants.
Sesshoumaru gave her a small appreciative look. He would not have liked having to get back to Kagura house to retrieve his car. Who knows what she would have done to it? "Everyone's so lucky they can drive. I can't wait till I can get my license. I guess I need someone to teach me to drive first though, ne?" Kagome rambled on trying to forget about the whole keys fiasco.
"I'll teach you." Sesshoumaru stated as he followed Kagome down the stairs and to the door.
"Hontou?" Kagome asked. Her eyes glittered in hope and anticipation. Sesshoumaru just nodded, unable to answer as he found himself staring into Kagome's shining blue eyes. "Well, you should probably go." Kagome slid open the front door for Sesshoumaru. "I promise to have breakfast on the table by the time you get back." Her smile was contagious and Sesshoumaru couldn't help but smile back at her.
When Sesshoumaru's figure disappeared as he descended the steps, Kagome closed the door and leaned back against it. 'Does he even remember what he said last night? Did he really mean it? I once heard a drunken man's words are a sober man's thoughts, so maybe he did mean it.' Kagome decided to think it over better in a hot bath.
Souta was just exiting his room as Kagome got to the top of the stairs. She couldn't help but think about how adorable he looked still half asleep. In one hand he was still holding his blanket while the other rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "So are you and Sesshoumaru going out yet?" Souta's question caught Kagome off guard.
"Who told you that?" Kagome questioned.
"I'm not blind." Souta said sounding irritated. "He's been over a lot lately and you talk about him all the time."
Kagome blushed as Souta stated his observations. "Anou...not yet." Kagome answered and walked towards her room.
"Well hurry up already!" Souta yelled as he watched Kagome retreat to her room. He shook his head and turned around, going back into his own room.
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Sesshoumaru was quietly closing the front door planning to get cleaned up and back to Kagome's without any interactions with his family. Unfortunately, his wish was not to be granted. "Where the hell have you been?" Inuyasha asked from the top of the staircase.
Sesshoumaru ignored his brother as usual and tried to pass him on the staircase. Inuyasha had different plans, however, and moved in his brother's path. "I asked you a question. Where the hell were you last night?" Inuyasha repeated getting irritated, as he often did when Sesshoumaru paid him no mind.
"Where I was is of no concern of yours, little brother." Sesshoumaru replied pushing Inuyasha out of the way and into the stair railing. Inuyasha let out a small grunt when his stomach impacted with the steel bar of the railing. Sesshoumaru paid no attention. When he had been younger and had hurt his brother, Sesshoumaru would feel slightly guilty for it, but over the years Inuyasha consistently proved that he often got what he deserved.
"I'm tired of your self-righteous bullshit!" Inuyasha yelled and tackled his unsuspecting brother. Both of them fell to the ground with a crash. Sesshoumaru bit his lip when he hit the ground, causing a small trickle of blood to flow from his lower lip and down his chin. In retaliation, Sesshoumaru elbowed Inuyasha in his already sore stomach and knocked this younger sibling off him.
The noise attracted the attentions of many of the staff in the house. Some gathered in the halls while other at the bottom of the stairs watching the two boys fight. None were foolish enough to get in the middle of the sibling battle for fear that they would either lose their heads or their employment.
Takara-sama was exiting his study when he noticed two servants hurrying down the hall. He allowed his curiosity to get the best of him and followed them. He was led to the hall in front of the main staircase, but could not see what was going on because of the many gathered bodies that were blocking his view. However, being the lord of the household, the crowd parted when he when he cleared his throat in annoyance.
All the servants quieted when Takara-sama made his way down the hall. He got to the front of the crowd just in time to see Sesshoumaru slam his younger brother into a wall. Sesshoumaru was holding Inuyasha pressed against the wall by the collar of his shirt. Inuyasha's feet kicked at Sesshoumaru in an attempt to get released and because his elder brother was holding him high enough that his feet couldn't reach the ground.
Sesshoumaru held Inuyasha with one hand and pulled back his fist, intending to lay what would probably be the final blow in this sibling bout, but instead was thrown back against the wall behind him. Without anything supporting him, Inuyasha fell to the hard marble floors with a grunt. Sesshoumaru rubbed the back of his head and looked up from his new position on the floor to see his father standing between himself and Inuyasha.
Takara-sama had not been shocked by his sons fighting, but was incredibly displeased. He looked down at his two sons, taking in the possible extent of their injuries. Inuyasha looked by far the worst of the two. His lower lip was already swelling along with his cheek which had a fresh bruise replacing the one he had gotten only a few nights before when Sesshoumaru had punched him after dinner. His shirt was ripped in various places and there were spots of blood on his clothes from the scratches he had sustained, but nothing truly serious.
Sesshoumaru may have looked less damaged, but he had not gotten away unscathed. Blood still trickled from his bitten lip, he had a scratch across his cheek which was bleeding as well, and his hair was in complete disarray.
Takara-sama turned his back to Inuyasha and, for the moment, focused his attention on his eldest son. "You should know better than this, Sesshoumaru." He reprimanded. "You're stronger than Inuyasha is and you could have sent him to the hospital. I'm disappointed in you. Go get cleaned up."
Sesshoumaru pulled himself off the ground with a lot of dignity for a person who had just taken part in a brawl. He glared at Inuyasha before walking through the group of servants who were still gathered around.
"I don't know what you did, but you should learn to conduct yourself in a more mature fashion, Inuyasha." Takara-sama stated, turning his attention to his younger, more battered, son. "I know Sesshoumaru would not have started a fight without you provoking him. Now go get cleaned up as well, and I don't want any more trouble between the two of you." Inuyasha knew by his father's stern voice that he had no choice but to obey. The fact that his father had actually taken the time to breaking up one of their fights, proved he was getting really aggravated with them.
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Sesshoumaru assessed his injuries in his mirror while combing his hair. He had showered and brushed his teeth and was about to leave for Kagome's, but wasn't sure if he should. The scratch on his cheek was fairly obvious, and his lower lip was a bit swollen. There was no doubt in his mind that Kagome would worry and ask what had happened. How could he tell her he had been in a fight with Inuyasha because of her?
He was still trying to figure out what had happened the night before to cause her to seem so much more affectionate when a few days ago she had been avoiding him. She seemed even more affectionate than she had been before the kiss. 'Something must have happened last night, but I can't remember.' Sesshoumaru remembered going to the party and drinking to mourn the loss of Rin. Everything after that was a blur.
He tried focusing a bit on his blurry memories. He sort of remembered going upstairs and something about Kagome, but nothing detailed. 'I guess I could just ask her.' Sesshoumaru told himself as he finally decided that he would go over to her house even if she would worry over his injuries. Kami help him, but he kind of liked the way she worried about him.
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Kagome sat at the kitchen table waiting for Sesshoumaru. Souta had already eaten and run off saying he was going to the park. She sighed and looked over at the clock again. "It can't take him that long to take a shower, can it?" Kagome asked the little white puppy in her lap. Just then she heard a knock at the door. Kagome put Fluffy onto the floor and went to answer it.
"It's about time. I thought I'd have to send the cavalry..." Kagome joked as she opened the door, but she stopped when she saw the scratch on Sesshoumaru's cheek. "What happened?" She asked as she pulled him through the doorway and rushed him to sit in one of the chairs.
"Did you get that looked at? Are you okay? Who did that to you? Do you want me to clean it?" Kagome questions rambled on faster than Sesshoumaru could answer them. Sesshoumaru finally just placed a hand over Kagome's mouth in order to get a word in.
"I'm fine. I just got into a fight with Inuyasha. It's not that important." Sesshoumaru said and slowly lowered his hand from her lips.
"Why were you and Inuyasha fighting?" Kagome asked, but Sesshoumaru just seemed to hang his head a bit as if afraid she was angry with him. Kagome noticed this and sighed a bit. There was no way she could ever be angry with Sesshoumaru. "Breakfast is getting cold. We better eat." Kagome said dropping the topic and going to her own seat.
"Do you remember what happened yesterday?" Kagome asked after a few moments of silence. She had been wondering the entire time while getting ready if she should ask him that. She also thought over what she would say if he didn't. Unfortunately, she hadn't come up with anything great. She just figured she'd remind him and see how he took it. If he took it really badly she figured she could always just play it off as a joke.
"I remember I went to the party to get my mind off losing Rin and I just ended up drinking a lot. I don't remember much after that." Sesshoumaru answered honestly.
"Oh..." Kagome had hoped he'd remember. She didn't want to have to remind him and look like a fool if he didn't really mean what he had said. What if it really had been just the alcohol-induced ramblings of a depressed teenager?
Her reaction made Sesshoumaru even more curious of what had happened the night before. She seemed almost disappointed that he didn't remember. "What did happen the night before?"
"Nan demo nai. I already told you most of it." Kagome said and stood, taking the empty dishes with her to the sink.
Sesshoumaru, however, was not fooled. He stood and walked over to her, taking her hand away from the dishes and holding it in his. "What really happened last night, Kagome?" Sesshoumaru's tone told her that he wasn't going to let her get away without telling him and she was too easy for him to read if she chose to lie.
"Y-you kissed me..." Kagome began and felt Sesshoumaru tense and his hand gripped hers tighter. "Then you said..." Kagome couldn't seem to get it out. She was incredibly embarrassed and was staring at their clasped hands instead of Sesshoumaru's eyes. Sesshoumaru was tense wondering what he could have said. He already couldn't believe that he had kissed her again and had not remembered. "You said...you l-loved me."
Sesshoumaru closed his eyes for a moment trying to grasp the information he had just been given. Kagome's stuttering and pauses told Sesshoumaru that this was definitely no joke. 'I can't believe I don't remember that, but this morning we had been so much closer. She wasn't angry. Could she feel the same way?'
"You're not upset?" Sesshoumaru asked, making sure that she wasn't going to hate him for saying what he did.
Kagome shook her head, not understanding why she would ever be mad at him. "Did you mean it?" She asked. Her voice wavered a bit, and she still refused to meet his gaze.
Sesshoumaru paused for a moment wondering how to answer. If he told her the truth he left himself vulnerable to her rejection. However, if he didn't tell her the truth then it was possible he could be missing his chance with her. Could he live with himself knowing he had screwed up his chances with her again? He knew he couldn't and that it was about time she learned how he truly felt about her.
Sesshoumaru brought his free hand to Kagome's chin and tilted her head up so her eyes met his. "Hai, I've loved you for as long as I can remember." Sesshoumaru answered and waited for Kagome's reaction. He felt the beginning of his heart breaking when he saw tears begin to fill her eyes and felt as if he had said the wrong thing.
Before he had a chance to say anything more, however, Kagome threw herself at a very bewildered Sesshoumaru. She had never been so happy in her life. She couldn't keep her tears of joy at bay when she had heard Sesshoumaru's answer. She wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her face into his chest. It took Sesshoumaru a moment to figure out what had just happened. When he did, he wrapped his arms around Kagome's waist and pulled her closer.
"Why didn't you ever tell me?" Kagome asked when she finally pulled back. When she looked into Sesshoumaru's eyes, she saw in them more emotion than she had ever seen in them before and she understood. He had been afraid. She had to admit to herself that she had never given him any great signs of encouragement, but she hadn't known how she felt until just recently. She then realized that she hadn't told him how she felt.
Kagome pulled herself tight against him once again. "I love you, Sesshoumaru." Sesshoumaru could hardly believe his ears when he heard her confession. Only in his dreams had he heard her say those words. He almost pinched himself to make sure that this wasn't a dream, but then again if it was, he didn't want to wake. He had never felt so happy or so...whole.
Sesshoumaru slid his hand up from Kagome's waist to her cheek and stroked his thumb against her soft skin. His hand then traveled to the back of her head, tilting her head back as he lowered his own and claimed her lips in a slow, tantalizing kiss. For the first time, Kagome kissed him back.
Kagome's fingers massaged against his scalp and tangled in his long silver hair. She moaned when Sesshoumaru's tongue darted out to run across her bottom lip. She opened her mouth, granting his questing tongue entrance. His tongue ran over every inch of Kagome's mouth, tasting her. Sesshoumaru was getting drunk off her unique flavor.
Kagome hesitantly brought her own tongue up to run against Sesshoumaru's, causing him to make a small sound in the back of his throat almost akin to a growl. She decided she liked that sound and tried to get him to make it again. Instead this time she got a moan which was also pleasing to her ears.
Sesshoumaru swore he was in heaven as his senses were filled with Kagome's essence. Her touch, her scent, her taste, the small noises she made, it was all very overwhelming and arousing to Sesshoumaru. He pulled her tighter against him and deepened the kiss. The hand on her waist moved in small circles up her lower back. Sesshoumaru was so lost in the moment, he barely noticed his own hand slowly inching its way under Kagome's blouse.
Kagome couldn't believe a kiss could ever be so passionate. Sure she had kissed Inuyasha before, but it was nothing compared to what she was experiencing at that moment. A shiver traveled down her spine at the feeling of Sesshoumaru's hand on the bare skin of her lower back. She yearned for more of his touch and that new feeling of need shocked her. She pushed back from Sesshoumaru, catching her breath.
Sesshoumaru was surprised at her sudden action and wondered what had happened. 'Did I do something wrong?' Sesshoumaru wondered. Considering he had never had any girlfriend lasting longer than two dates because he had been so hung up on Kagome, he didn't have much experience in intimate matters.
Kagome looked up at Sesshoumaru and understood his confusion. "I just think we should slow down a bit." Kagome explained still a little breathless.
Understanding dawned on Sesshoumaru and he nodded. Kagome was afraid that the same situation that had happened between her and Inuyasha would happen again. "I'd never force you to do anything." Sesshoumaru brushed some strands of hair out of Kagome's face and she smiled up at him.
The moment was interrupted by a yap coming from somewhere near their feet. Kagome looked down to see Fluffy wagging his tail and yapping for attention. She crouched down and picked the pup up while giggling as he licked her face. Buyo was still asleep on Kagome's bed upstairs still asleep. "What do you say we three go to the park?" Kagome suggested, turning her attention from the white puppy in her arms to Sesshoumaru.
Sesshoumaru nodded in agreement. After Kagome had gotten Fluffy's leash, they left the house. The drive to the park was filled with comfortable silence. Sesshoumaru was still on cloud nine having the knowledge that Kagome loved him. Kagome, on the other hand, was a little nervous. Sesshoumaru was always so unapproachable in public, whereas, Kagome reveled in small public displays of affection. She was worried she'd embarrass him by hugging or kissing him in public. He didn't seem much like the type.
Her worries were put to rest however, when they arrived at the park. Sesshoumaru opened her door for her and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek before they started walking around.
They walked down one of the stone paths trailing behind Fluffy, who kept testing the limits of his leash. Kagome bit her lip and linked her hand with Sesshoumaru's, a blush rising slowly on her cheeks.
Sesshoumaru gave her a small smile and reassuringly squeezed her hand. His smile faltered when they came to a familiar small clearing in the park. Kagome noticed the change in his mood, and looked around to see what had caused it. She squeezed his hand softly when she realized where they were. They were in the clearing where they had first met and saved Rin.
Kagome pulled Sesshoumaru to a sakura tree and sat down motioning for him to do the same. After he had sat down, Kagome leaned against him. Fluffy, feeling a bit left out, hopped onto Kagome's lap and settled down for a short nap. "So how did...what happened...with Rin?" Kagome asked.
"They found a relative of hers." Sesshoumaru explained. His arm went around Kagome's waist and pulled her closer against his chest. He placed his cheek on the top of her head, occasionally nuzzling against her soft raven tresses. Her presence calmed the ache in him caused by the loss of Rin.
"Don't worry. I'm sure she's fine." Kagome whispered as she snuggled against Sesshoumaru. Her fingers were brushing through Fluffy's soft fur as he slept in her lap. The couple just sat in comfortable silence basking in the sunlight, an occasional gentle breeze, and each other.
After a couple hours, Fluffy woke up and started getting restless. "I guess he's telling us something." Kagome said as she watched the little white pup running back and forth yapping at the two teenagers playfully. Kagome stood up, allowing Sesshoumaru to stand. "We should start getting back anyway, it's getting a little cold." A strong breeze passed by causing Kagome to shiver and illustrate her point.
Sesshoumaru slipped off his jacket and placed it over Kagome's shoulders. She turned and gave him a grateful smile, which he responded to with a kiss on the cheek. Kagome had never thought Sesshoumaru had such a romantic side. She liked this new side of him that he was showing her. The fact that she was the only person to ever be privy to this side of him made her feel special, like she was the only one who knew how sweet Sesshoumaru could actually be.
'I can't wait to tell Sango about everything that's happened.' Kagome thought as she got into Sesshoumaru's car once again. She was startled when the alarm on her watch began to go off. "I almost forgot I have work today." Kagome said as she remembered just why her alarm was going off.
"I can drop you off." Sesshoumaru offered, slightly disappointed that his time with Kagome would have to be cut a bit short.
"But what about Fluffy?" Kagome asked as she remembered animals weren't allowed in her workplace. She would need to think of something fast because she could already see Kaede's shop coming up. The small dog's ears moved in response to hearing his name.
"I'm sure he won't mind spending time with me. He can accompany me to pick you up after work." Sesshoumaru stated making it sound as if Fluffy would be doing him the favor of keeping him company rather than Sesshoumaru doing a favor of taking care of the little pup.
"Okay, but I'm not going to keep on letting you do things for me all the time. This isn't a one-way relationship. You have to let me do something for you once in a while." Kagome said as Sesshoumaru parked his car in front of Kaede's store.
Sesshoumaru turned to Kagome and brought his hand up to stroke her cheek. "But I already have everything I want." He said, leaning in for one last kiss before letting her go. Kagome blushed as she struggled to undo her seatbelt. Her heart was still trying to jump out of her chest do to the kiss Sesshoumaru had given her.
Sesshoumaru watched her, taking pride and amusement out of the way she reacted after one kiss. He could only imagine how she'd react after allowing him to do more than kiss her. But he swore to himself he would never make the same mistake Inuyasha had. He wouldn't ruin his relationship with Kagome by forcing her into more than she was ready for.
He smirked as Kagome blew him a kiss before she shut the car door and went to work. He waited until she disappeared into Kaede's shop before driving off. He decided to go back home although he was not looking forward to another confrontation with Inuyasha. Sesshoumaru did, however, want to see his brother's face when Inuyasha found out he was now with Kagome.
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'This is not the way things were supposed to work.' Naraku thought as he walked down the hall toward his office. Everyone in his path moved in fear. An obviously upset Naraku was not something that people wanted to confront.
'The boy was supposed to be too depressed to even go to that party. What is wrong with him? Perhaps he does not care for the child as much as he appeared to. If that is the case then the child is useless and should be disposed of.' Naraku had gotten word from Kanna that Sesshoumaru and Kagome were now a couple and he knew Kanna's surveillance was never wrong.
She had given him a full report on what had occurred at Kagura's party and the Higurashi residence and at the park. Naraku had been sure that if he took the child from Sesshoumaru, then the boy would be too depressed to make any move towards Kagome. The two had seemed less than friends as of late. Kagome had not been going to school the last couple of days and he himself had observed her at the hospital. The loss of the child should have caused the final rift between them, seeing as though the child had served as a continual link between the two.
He swung out his arm, causing a vase from his desk to shatter against the wall. The resounding crash seemed to calm him a bit. "Come in Kagura."
Kagura had been loitering in front of Naraku's office, hoping to hear some sort of information she could use against him. So far, all she knew was that Naraku wanted Kagome and Kagome was now with Sesshoumaru. Kagura had observed Sesshoumaru before. He was a very interesting specimen. In order to fit in with those at school, she had played along acted as if she worshipped the ground Sesshoumaru walked on. In truth, she did admire the way he held himself as if he were higher than all the others. It was a demeanor she had only seen with Naraku, but she could tell that Sesshoumaru had no lust for causing others pain as Naraku did.
Kagura was now finding a new respect for Sesshoumaru now that he was a thorn in Naraku's side. Anyone who caused Naraku problems gained her thanks and respect. Unfortunately, most of them had been killed. 'Will Naraku take such measures to gain this Higurashi girl?'
Kagura's thoughts were interrupted by Naraku's invitation to enter. She silently cursed herself for being so careless as to let him know she was there. She steeled her will and straightened herself before opening the door and entering Naraku's office. For a few minutes he said nothing and just stared at her. She felt like she was shrinking under his intense crimson gaze as if he were boring a hole through her.
"For what purpose were you standing in front of my door, Kagura?" Naraku finally spoke. Kagura just stood in her place, not knowing what to say. She had no folder with her at the moment so she couldn't pretend to have some report to give him. The look in his eyes told her he knew she had no excuse.
She stood waiting for whatever punishment he would hand her. She knew that something would happen just as it always did. "Go check on the new addition to our little family." Kagura tried hiding her shock. She nodded and left the room before he changed his mind and gave her a real punishment.
'What sort of game is he playing?' Kagura wondered as she hurried away from Naraku's office. She decided to keep on her toes since something was obviously up. Naraku lived for handing out punishment.
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After Kagura had left the room, Naraku seemed to be lost in thought for a few moments. "Goshinki..." A tall man with gray hair and red eyes stepped out from the shadows of Naraku's dark office. He was dressed in a purple suit and waited silently for his orders. "Follow her and make sure she doesn't choose to do anything foolish."
Goshinki nodded and exited the room. Naraku went back to thinking up plans for just what to do with Sesshoumaru. He did not really think of Kagura as much of a threat. She was not foolish enough to go against him and if she happened to gain the courage to do such he trusted Goshinki to take care of her. 'I wonder if the foolish boy is worth calling in special help.' Naraku thought. 'Even if he's not, I'm sure he'd give them good sport.' Naraku smirked and reached for the intercom button. "Kanna, contact the Shichinintai." 'This should prove interesting.'
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Kagura paused in her thoughts on her way to Rin's room. 'I'm being followed.' She noticed, though she wasn't sure just who was following her at the moment. She slowed her pace and observed the people around her. There were too many people in the hall for her to pinpoint who it was following her, but whoever it was made shivers run down her spine. She decided to ignore it, but keep on her toes should anything happen.
She finally made it to a door at the end of the hall. She entered and saw a small girl sitting in the middle of the room scribbling on some papers. Upon hearing someone enter, Rin turned her head, her face hopeful, but her hopeful look faltered when she saw that it was not the person she wanted to see. "How are you fairing?" Kagura asked. She felt sorry for the small girl. She remembered what it was like feeling as if you had lost everything.
"When will Rin be able to see Sesshoumaru-tousan?" The small girl asked.
"I don't know." Kagura answered, avoiding the little girl's innocent eyes. She was too naïve and innocent to Kagura. 'I won't let Naraku taint her. I was already too late to help Kanna.'
Kagura sat down and looked at Rin's drawings. Many were portraits of Sesshoumaru and Kagome. The drawings were just barely recognizable seeing how young Rin was. "Will you give Sesshoumaru-tousan Rin's pictures?" Rin asked, offering the drawings to Kagura.
Kagura just nodded taking the drawings from the small girl and headed out the door. 'If I give Sesshoumaru the drawings he will wonder how I got a hold of them.' Kagura thought to herself as she returned to Naraku's office to tell him the child was fine. 'Perhaps I should tell him she's miserable. That way he will not harm her thinking that she was content and wanting to destroy that.'
Goshinki had listened at the door while Kagura had been with Rin and was now following her again. 'What a boring job. I would much rather prefer meeting this Sesshoumaru that has Naraku so upset.'
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"Konnichi wa, Kagome."
"Konnichi wa, Kaede-baba." Kagome greeted the old woman behind the cashier counter. Kagome thought of Kaede as a grandmother. The older woman had always been so kind to her.
Kagome went to her normal job of stocking the shelves before he store opened. "I see you are feeling better." Kaede's observation confused Kagome for a second before she remembered she had called in sick the weekend before.
"Hai I feel much better." Kagome answered.
"So are you going to tell me what truly happened, child?" Kaede asked after a few moments of silence.
Kagome gave a small smile. 'She always could see through me.' Kagome relayed what had happened over the past two weeks and Kaede patiently listened. Kagome would get sad at some points and furiously rant at others. Finally she ended with Sesshoumaru and her getting together though she left out how for Sesshoumaru's pride.
"It would see life has taken a change for the better." Kaede observed.
"Yeah, better." Kagome repeated, though she didn't believe it herself. She couldn't help but feel saddened as she thought of the small dark haired child who'd called her kaasan.
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Wow that took a while didn't it. I hope it was worth the wait. I have so many stories to catch up on. It's sad some people took me off their favorite authors list, probably since I've been gone so long. Atleast I hope that's the only reason.
Inuyasha: Feh, the reason is because you make me out to be the jerk in all your stories. That's why they don't like you.
Shichan: I didn't ask you. Anyways I have a new story in the works.
Kagome: Are you sure it's smart to be starting a new story when you have so many to work on.
Shichan: Nope, but I give everyone my promise that I will finish all the stories I start. Anyways, in my new upcoming story Inuyasha isn't a jerk or the bad guy. But it's not Inu/Kag either. Actually for that one I'm going to let the readers vote for the pairing, but I just say no Inu/Kag because I already have plans for Inuyasha in the story that can't be altered.
Inuyasha: They had better not be bad plans.
Shichan: Me? Bad plans? Never.
Translations:
hai: yes
kaasan: mother
konnichi wa: good afternoon
ohaiyou: good morning
nan demo nai: nothing
hontou: really
shiranai: I don't know
Kami: god
tousan: father
Review Responses:
DemonLady1: Here's the update, finally. Hope you enjoyed.
CrimsonBlade16: I've written more and will continue to right so you can put the mallet down. Unless of course you're going to use it on Kikyou or some other annoying character because then go right ahead.
Tsuki no Tennyo: A little later than I would have hoped, but I'm back. Yeah I realized there is another 'n' in minna-san. My Japanese is slipping, haven't spoke any all summer.
Lady Psyche: No problem I'll keep writing. Thanks for liking it.
Aira^o^: The new apartment is cool. One of the girls I live with is really weird and fun to hang out with. The other is like our mom, because she tells us to study and likes cleaning and keeping things organized. Weird... Anyways still no internet at my apartment, but hopefully soon. And decorating was very cool, I got all these great Japanese style antiques for real cheap.
Sora Moto: Thanks for the tip. I actually don't know where the local library is though. Hmm...I should go check that out, I'm using the one at my school.
FluffyGirl: Yay Kagome confessed, I won't be hurt. Yes Naraku and Kikyou will die, how I'm not so sure yet. I do accept suggestions. (hint hint)
Infinite Silence: Well, now you know about the things guys go through when they sleep. One of my guy friends complains about it, because he says it's really embarrassing that he can't leave his room for a while after he wakes up.
AnImEfReAk81: Naraku took Rin himself. I guess the sadistic jerk wanted to see the hurt look on poor Sesshie's face.
Dark Whispers: Rin will be back. Sesshoumaru would kill me if I didn't give her back.
Mistress Fluffy: I finally updated. Yay! Hope you enjoyed.
Tessa3: Is Sesshou really that OCC? Hmm...I guess, but he only shows emotion for Rin and Kagome. Unless you count the anger with Inuyasha.
Dark Youkai: Yeah, I'm sorry for keeping everyone waiting. Hope it was worth it though.
Byjinder: The fic is rater R so there will be adult content, but I think the full on lemon will be only on MM.org since FF.net already kicked one of my stories because of the lemon. But when the lemon is written I'll give the link in my bio, but that won't be for a while seeing as though they'll probably take things a little slow and they have Naraku to deal with.
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DespitefulSaint: I guess this is a happy day, since there's a new chapter. I wonder when the next wonderful day will be. Maybe when I can understand what my German chem. teacher is saying.
Big Rikku fan: Nice to know you love my story so much. Hope you enjoyed the new chapter.
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Nekiochan: Poor Sesshou didn't remember, but luckily Kagome reminded him. Yay, they're finally together. Don't worry I'll take care of Naraku, hopefully. He can be a bit tricky.
Tsukitani: Of course I didn't do it one purpose...(looks innocent). And look for once I didn't make something weird happen and I actually let them get together.
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Fluffy fan: Umm...gomen. Was it really that horrible of a cliffhanger?
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Lilfrozenfire: Inuyasha might shape up. Haven't decided yet. Naraku and Kikyou not likely.
Aki no Yume1: It was actually how I imagined him to confess since the beginning of the story. I don't know why. Well now you know Naraku's next move, the Shichinintai.
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Wow I responded to a lot of people. Sorry if I don't respond to certain people, but that usually because I don't know what to say without sounding really weird or generic. I don't mind the weird so much as the generic. Anyways thanks everyone for all the great reviews. Keep them coming and hopefully I'll get back to this fic soon. I have life five other going on right now also.
~*Shichan
Oh yeah, I just want to tell you all to go check out Shellbabe's new website. It's really cool and she has pictures of the voice actors for all the main characters both Japanese and English.
CH: 8 What Happened Last Night?
Morning came far too early as far as Sesshoumaru was concerned. The sun filtering into the room burned against his closed eyes. He turned, burying his head further into his pillow, which carried a pleasant floral scent. 'Floral scent...?' Sesshoumaru's sleep filled mind was able to grasp.
He opened his eyes but found that in his position he still couldn't see much. He pulled back a bit and was greeted with Kagome's sleeping face. He blushed as he realized he had been nuzzling into the crook of her neck. 'Why am I in bed with Kagome?' Sesshoumaru quickly looked under the sheets to find that they were both still clothed. He was slightly disappointed, but he shook it off. He couldn't remember what had happened the night before, and he knew that if he were to be blessed with being with Kagome he would definitely want to be sober enough to remember every detail.
'What did happen last night?' Sesshoumaru wondered as he settled back down next to Kagome. A small smile graced his features as he watched her. A strand of hair had fallen into her face and her nose twitched in irritation. Sesshoumaru gently brushed the midnight strand behind her ear. His fingertips moved from her ear down her cheek tenderly brushing across her soft skin.
Sesshoumaru watched Kagome sleep, not paying attention to what time it was or where he was. His hand on her cheek froze when he felt her stir. Kagome's eyes fluttered open slowly and soon Sesshoumaru's golden eyes were staring into Kagome's sleep filled blue ones.
"Ohayou." Kagome whispered and snuggled closer against Sesshoumaru's broad chest. He couldn't help but be surprised at her actions, but he did nothing to stop them. "Hmm...What time is it?" Kagome asked. Sesshoumaru just shrugged while brushing his fingers through Kagome's hair. He couldn't help but wonder what had happened the night before to cause Kagome to go from avoiding him to being in the same bed as him.
"We should get up." Kagome stated after a few more minutes had passed. She regrettably left the warmth that Sesshoumaru provided and sat up. She stretched her arms and let out a small yawn. Sesshoumaru took the chance to finally look around at where he was. A quick glance at his surroundings and he knew he was in Kagome's room. His confused thoughts were interrupted when he heard laughter.
Kagome couldn't help, but giggle when she saw the confusion in Sesshoumaru's golden eyes. "You're probably wondering how you got here." She guessed. Sesshoumaru nodded in response. "Well...you got completely drunk and started dancing and singing in front of everyone until you finally just passed out in the middle of the room. Being the wonderful friend that I am, I, of course, dragged you out of there and got Miroku to drive us to my house." Kagome stated with mock seriousness.
To anyone else Sesshoumaru would have looked like his calm self, but Kagome noticed how some of the color in his already fair complexion seemed to drain and there was a look of dread in his eyes. "I was just kidding." Kagome laughed. "You didn't do any of the dancing or singing, but you did pass out drunk and I got Miroku to take us to my place. I'm pretty sure you didn't want your father or Inuyasha to see you so intoxicated. You should feel lucky though since surprisingly it doesn't seem like you have a hangover."
Sesshoumaru had calmed after she had told him she was just joking. With his reputation, he would never have been able to live something like that down. He also couldn't agree more about his luck. He wasn't suffering a hangover and he got to wake up to the one he loved. "That wasn't funny." Sesshoumaru said as he slid out of the bed.
"Hontou? I thought it was." Kagome stood as well. "Well, it's Saturday, so what do you want to do?"
"Shiranai." Sesshoumaru answered.
"I think you need to brush your teeth." Kagome stated as she waved her hand in front of her to illustrate her point. The scent of alcohol was still pungent on Sesshoumaru's breath. "I think we could both use a shower also. You might want to go to your house to get some clothes. Then you can come back when you're all clean and we can have breakfast."
Sesshoumaru could only nod as Kagome grabbed his hand and pulled him from her room. "You're car is outside since Sango drove it over to my house following Miroku. We didn't think you would like it if we left your car with Kagura." Kagome said as she handed Sesshoumaru his keys, which she had taken from him the night before. Kagome gave an unnoticeable sigh and blush at remembering when she had taken his keys. Sango would never let her live down how much she had been blushing when she had to stick her hand into Sesshoumaru pocket to get them. The first time she had tried his right pocket, but that one had been empty so she had been forced to check the left on as well. Sango and Miroku had just teased her saying that she had chosen the wrong pocket on purpose the first time, and that she wanted to get her hands down Sesshoumaru's pants.
Sesshoumaru gave her a small appreciative look. He would not have liked having to get back to Kagura house to retrieve his car. Who knows what she would have done to it? "Everyone's so lucky they can drive. I can't wait till I can get my license. I guess I need someone to teach me to drive first though, ne?" Kagome rambled on trying to forget about the whole keys fiasco.
"I'll teach you." Sesshoumaru stated as he followed Kagome down the stairs and to the door.
"Hontou?" Kagome asked. Her eyes glittered in hope and anticipation. Sesshoumaru just nodded, unable to answer as he found himself staring into Kagome's shining blue eyes. "Well, you should probably go." Kagome slid open the front door for Sesshoumaru. "I promise to have breakfast on the table by the time you get back." Her smile was contagious and Sesshoumaru couldn't help but smile back at her.
When Sesshoumaru's figure disappeared as he descended the steps, Kagome closed the door and leaned back against it. 'Does he even remember what he said last night? Did he really mean it? I once heard a drunken man's words are a sober man's thoughts, so maybe he did mean it.' Kagome decided to think it over better in a hot bath.
Souta was just exiting his room as Kagome got to the top of the stairs. She couldn't help but think about how adorable he looked still half asleep. In one hand he was still holding his blanket while the other rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "So are you and Sesshoumaru going out yet?" Souta's question caught Kagome off guard.
"Who told you that?" Kagome questioned.
"I'm not blind." Souta said sounding irritated. "He's been over a lot lately and you talk about him all the time."
Kagome blushed as Souta stated his observations. "Anou...not yet." Kagome answered and walked towards her room.
"Well hurry up already!" Souta yelled as he watched Kagome retreat to her room. He shook his head and turned around, going back into his own room.
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Sesshoumaru was quietly closing the front door planning to get cleaned up and back to Kagome's without any interactions with his family. Unfortunately, his wish was not to be granted. "Where the hell have you been?" Inuyasha asked from the top of the staircase.
Sesshoumaru ignored his brother as usual and tried to pass him on the staircase. Inuyasha had different plans, however, and moved in his brother's path. "I asked you a question. Where the hell were you last night?" Inuyasha repeated getting irritated, as he often did when Sesshoumaru paid him no mind.
"Where I was is of no concern of yours, little brother." Sesshoumaru replied pushing Inuyasha out of the way and into the stair railing. Inuyasha let out a small grunt when his stomach impacted with the steel bar of the railing. Sesshoumaru paid no attention. When he had been younger and had hurt his brother, Sesshoumaru would feel slightly guilty for it, but over the years Inuyasha consistently proved that he often got what he deserved.
"I'm tired of your self-righteous bullshit!" Inuyasha yelled and tackled his unsuspecting brother. Both of them fell to the ground with a crash. Sesshoumaru bit his lip when he hit the ground, causing a small trickle of blood to flow from his lower lip and down his chin. In retaliation, Sesshoumaru elbowed Inuyasha in his already sore stomach and knocked this younger sibling off him.
The noise attracted the attentions of many of the staff in the house. Some gathered in the halls while other at the bottom of the stairs watching the two boys fight. None were foolish enough to get in the middle of the sibling battle for fear that they would either lose their heads or their employment.
Takara-sama was exiting his study when he noticed two servants hurrying down the hall. He allowed his curiosity to get the best of him and followed them. He was led to the hall in front of the main staircase, but could not see what was going on because of the many gathered bodies that were blocking his view. However, being the lord of the household, the crowd parted when he when he cleared his throat in annoyance.
All the servants quieted when Takara-sama made his way down the hall. He got to the front of the crowd just in time to see Sesshoumaru slam his younger brother into a wall. Sesshoumaru was holding Inuyasha pressed against the wall by the collar of his shirt. Inuyasha's feet kicked at Sesshoumaru in an attempt to get released and because his elder brother was holding him high enough that his feet couldn't reach the ground.
Sesshoumaru held Inuyasha with one hand and pulled back his fist, intending to lay what would probably be the final blow in this sibling bout, but instead was thrown back against the wall behind him. Without anything supporting him, Inuyasha fell to the hard marble floors with a grunt. Sesshoumaru rubbed the back of his head and looked up from his new position on the floor to see his father standing between himself and Inuyasha.
Takara-sama had not been shocked by his sons fighting, but was incredibly displeased. He looked down at his two sons, taking in the possible extent of their injuries. Inuyasha looked by far the worst of the two. His lower lip was already swelling along with his cheek which had a fresh bruise replacing the one he had gotten only a few nights before when Sesshoumaru had punched him after dinner. His shirt was ripped in various places and there were spots of blood on his clothes from the scratches he had sustained, but nothing truly serious.
Sesshoumaru may have looked less damaged, but he had not gotten away unscathed. Blood still trickled from his bitten lip, he had a scratch across his cheek which was bleeding as well, and his hair was in complete disarray.
Takara-sama turned his back to Inuyasha and, for the moment, focused his attention on his eldest son. "You should know better than this, Sesshoumaru." He reprimanded. "You're stronger than Inuyasha is and you could have sent him to the hospital. I'm disappointed in you. Go get cleaned up."
Sesshoumaru pulled himself off the ground with a lot of dignity for a person who had just taken part in a brawl. He glared at Inuyasha before walking through the group of servants who were still gathered around.
"I don't know what you did, but you should learn to conduct yourself in a more mature fashion, Inuyasha." Takara-sama stated, turning his attention to his younger, more battered, son. "I know Sesshoumaru would not have started a fight without you provoking him. Now go get cleaned up as well, and I don't want any more trouble between the two of you." Inuyasha knew by his father's stern voice that he had no choice but to obey. The fact that his father had actually taken the time to breaking up one of their fights, proved he was getting really aggravated with them.
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Sesshoumaru assessed his injuries in his mirror while combing his hair. He had showered and brushed his teeth and was about to leave for Kagome's, but wasn't sure if he should. The scratch on his cheek was fairly obvious, and his lower lip was a bit swollen. There was no doubt in his mind that Kagome would worry and ask what had happened. How could he tell her he had been in a fight with Inuyasha because of her?
He was still trying to figure out what had happened the night before to cause her to seem so much more affectionate when a few days ago she had been avoiding him. She seemed even more affectionate than she had been before the kiss. 'Something must have happened last night, but I can't remember.' Sesshoumaru remembered going to the party and drinking to mourn the loss of Rin. Everything after that was a blur.
He tried focusing a bit on his blurry memories. He sort of remembered going upstairs and something about Kagome, but nothing detailed. 'I guess I could just ask her.' Sesshoumaru told himself as he finally decided that he would go over to her house even if she would worry over his injuries. Kami help him, but he kind of liked the way she worried about him.
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Kagome sat at the kitchen table waiting for Sesshoumaru. Souta had already eaten and run off saying he was going to the park. She sighed and looked over at the clock again. "It can't take him that long to take a shower, can it?" Kagome asked the little white puppy in her lap. Just then she heard a knock at the door. Kagome put Fluffy onto the floor and went to answer it.
"It's about time. I thought I'd have to send the cavalry..." Kagome joked as she opened the door, but she stopped when she saw the scratch on Sesshoumaru's cheek. "What happened?" She asked as she pulled him through the doorway and rushed him to sit in one of the chairs.
"Did you get that looked at? Are you okay? Who did that to you? Do you want me to clean it?" Kagome questions rambled on faster than Sesshoumaru could answer them. Sesshoumaru finally just placed a hand over Kagome's mouth in order to get a word in.
"I'm fine. I just got into a fight with Inuyasha. It's not that important." Sesshoumaru said and slowly lowered his hand from her lips.
"Why were you and Inuyasha fighting?" Kagome asked, but Sesshoumaru just seemed to hang his head a bit as if afraid she was angry with him. Kagome noticed this and sighed a bit. There was no way she could ever be angry with Sesshoumaru. "Breakfast is getting cold. We better eat." Kagome said dropping the topic and going to her own seat.
"Do you remember what happened yesterday?" Kagome asked after a few moments of silence. She had been wondering the entire time while getting ready if she should ask him that. She also thought over what she would say if he didn't. Unfortunately, she hadn't come up with anything great. She just figured she'd remind him and see how he took it. If he took it really badly she figured she could always just play it off as a joke.
"I remember I went to the party to get my mind off losing Rin and I just ended up drinking a lot. I don't remember much after that." Sesshoumaru answered honestly.
"Oh..." Kagome had hoped he'd remember. She didn't want to have to remind him and look like a fool if he didn't really mean what he had said. What if it really had been just the alcohol-induced ramblings of a depressed teenager?
Her reaction made Sesshoumaru even more curious of what had happened the night before. She seemed almost disappointed that he didn't remember. "What did happen the night before?"
"Nan demo nai. I already told you most of it." Kagome said and stood, taking the empty dishes with her to the sink.
Sesshoumaru, however, was not fooled. He stood and walked over to her, taking her hand away from the dishes and holding it in his. "What really happened last night, Kagome?" Sesshoumaru's tone told her that he wasn't going to let her get away without telling him and she was too easy for him to read if she chose to lie.
"Y-you kissed me..." Kagome began and felt Sesshoumaru tense and his hand gripped hers tighter. "Then you said..." Kagome couldn't seem to get it out. She was incredibly embarrassed and was staring at their clasped hands instead of Sesshoumaru's eyes. Sesshoumaru was tense wondering what he could have said. He already couldn't believe that he had kissed her again and had not remembered. "You said...you l-loved me."
Sesshoumaru closed his eyes for a moment trying to grasp the information he had just been given. Kagome's stuttering and pauses told Sesshoumaru that this was definitely no joke. 'I can't believe I don't remember that, but this morning we had been so much closer. She wasn't angry. Could she feel the same way?'
"You're not upset?" Sesshoumaru asked, making sure that she wasn't going to hate him for saying what he did.
Kagome shook her head, not understanding why she would ever be mad at him. "Did you mean it?" She asked. Her voice wavered a bit, and she still refused to meet his gaze.
Sesshoumaru paused for a moment wondering how to answer. If he told her the truth he left himself vulnerable to her rejection. However, if he didn't tell her the truth then it was possible he could be missing his chance with her. Could he live with himself knowing he had screwed up his chances with her again? He knew he couldn't and that it was about time she learned how he truly felt about her.
Sesshoumaru brought his free hand to Kagome's chin and tilted her head up so her eyes met his. "Hai, I've loved you for as long as I can remember." Sesshoumaru answered and waited for Kagome's reaction. He felt the beginning of his heart breaking when he saw tears begin to fill her eyes and felt as if he had said the wrong thing.
Before he had a chance to say anything more, however, Kagome threw herself at a very bewildered Sesshoumaru. She had never been so happy in her life. She couldn't keep her tears of joy at bay when she had heard Sesshoumaru's answer. She wrapped her arms around his neck and buried her face into his chest. It took Sesshoumaru a moment to figure out what had just happened. When he did, he wrapped his arms around Kagome's waist and pulled her closer.
"Why didn't you ever tell me?" Kagome asked when she finally pulled back. When she looked into Sesshoumaru's eyes, she saw in them more emotion than she had ever seen in them before and she understood. He had been afraid. She had to admit to herself that she had never given him any great signs of encouragement, but she hadn't known how she felt until just recently. She then realized that she hadn't told him how she felt.
Kagome pulled herself tight against him once again. "I love you, Sesshoumaru." Sesshoumaru could hardly believe his ears when he heard her confession. Only in his dreams had he heard her say those words. He almost pinched himself to make sure that this wasn't a dream, but then again if it was, he didn't want to wake. He had never felt so happy or so...whole.
Sesshoumaru slid his hand up from Kagome's waist to her cheek and stroked his thumb against her soft skin. His hand then traveled to the back of her head, tilting her head back as he lowered his own and claimed her lips in a slow, tantalizing kiss. For the first time, Kagome kissed him back.
Kagome's fingers massaged against his scalp and tangled in his long silver hair. She moaned when Sesshoumaru's tongue darted out to run across her bottom lip. She opened her mouth, granting his questing tongue entrance. His tongue ran over every inch of Kagome's mouth, tasting her. Sesshoumaru was getting drunk off her unique flavor.
Kagome hesitantly brought her own tongue up to run against Sesshoumaru's, causing him to make a small sound in the back of his throat almost akin to a growl. She decided she liked that sound and tried to get him to make it again. Instead this time she got a moan which was also pleasing to her ears.
Sesshoumaru swore he was in heaven as his senses were filled with Kagome's essence. Her touch, her scent, her taste, the small noises she made, it was all very overwhelming and arousing to Sesshoumaru. He pulled her tighter against him and deepened the kiss. The hand on her waist moved in small circles up her lower back. Sesshoumaru was so lost in the moment, he barely noticed his own hand slowly inching its way under Kagome's blouse.
Kagome couldn't believe a kiss could ever be so passionate. Sure she had kissed Inuyasha before, but it was nothing compared to what she was experiencing at that moment. A shiver traveled down her spine at the feeling of Sesshoumaru's hand on the bare skin of her lower back. She yearned for more of his touch and that new feeling of need shocked her. She pushed back from Sesshoumaru, catching her breath.
Sesshoumaru was surprised at her sudden action and wondered what had happened. 'Did I do something wrong?' Sesshoumaru wondered. Considering he had never had any girlfriend lasting longer than two dates because he had been so hung up on Kagome, he didn't have much experience in intimate matters.
Kagome looked up at Sesshoumaru and understood his confusion. "I just think we should slow down a bit." Kagome explained still a little breathless.
Understanding dawned on Sesshoumaru and he nodded. Kagome was afraid that the same situation that had happened between her and Inuyasha would happen again. "I'd never force you to do anything." Sesshoumaru brushed some strands of hair out of Kagome's face and she smiled up at him.
The moment was interrupted by a yap coming from somewhere near their feet. Kagome looked down to see Fluffy wagging his tail and yapping for attention. She crouched down and picked the pup up while giggling as he licked her face. Buyo was still asleep on Kagome's bed upstairs still asleep. "What do you say we three go to the park?" Kagome suggested, turning her attention from the white puppy in her arms to Sesshoumaru.
Sesshoumaru nodded in agreement. After Kagome had gotten Fluffy's leash, they left the house. The drive to the park was filled with comfortable silence. Sesshoumaru was still on cloud nine having the knowledge that Kagome loved him. Kagome, on the other hand, was a little nervous. Sesshoumaru was always so unapproachable in public, whereas, Kagome reveled in small public displays of affection. She was worried she'd embarrass him by hugging or kissing him in public. He didn't seem much like the type.
Her worries were put to rest however, when they arrived at the park. Sesshoumaru opened her door for her and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek before they started walking around.
They walked down one of the stone paths trailing behind Fluffy, who kept testing the limits of his leash. Kagome bit her lip and linked her hand with Sesshoumaru's, a blush rising slowly on her cheeks.
Sesshoumaru gave her a small smile and reassuringly squeezed her hand. His smile faltered when they came to a familiar small clearing in the park. Kagome noticed the change in his mood, and looked around to see what had caused it. She squeezed his hand softly when she realized where they were. They were in the clearing where they had first met and saved Rin.
Kagome pulled Sesshoumaru to a sakura tree and sat down motioning for him to do the same. After he had sat down, Kagome leaned against him. Fluffy, feeling a bit left out, hopped onto Kagome's lap and settled down for a short nap. "So how did...what happened...with Rin?" Kagome asked.
"They found a relative of hers." Sesshoumaru explained. His arm went around Kagome's waist and pulled her closer against his chest. He placed his cheek on the top of her head, occasionally nuzzling against her soft raven tresses. Her presence calmed the ache in him caused by the loss of Rin.
"Don't worry. I'm sure she's fine." Kagome whispered as she snuggled against Sesshoumaru. Her fingers were brushing through Fluffy's soft fur as he slept in her lap. The couple just sat in comfortable silence basking in the sunlight, an occasional gentle breeze, and each other.
After a couple hours, Fluffy woke up and started getting restless. "I guess he's telling us something." Kagome said as she watched the little white pup running back and forth yapping at the two teenagers playfully. Kagome stood up, allowing Sesshoumaru to stand. "We should start getting back anyway, it's getting a little cold." A strong breeze passed by causing Kagome to shiver and illustrate her point.
Sesshoumaru slipped off his jacket and placed it over Kagome's shoulders. She turned and gave him a grateful smile, which he responded to with a kiss on the cheek. Kagome had never thought Sesshoumaru had such a romantic side. She liked this new side of him that he was showing her. The fact that she was the only person to ever be privy to this side of him made her feel special, like she was the only one who knew how sweet Sesshoumaru could actually be.
'I can't wait to tell Sango about everything that's happened.' Kagome thought as she got into Sesshoumaru's car once again. She was startled when the alarm on her watch began to go off. "I almost forgot I have work today." Kagome said as she remembered just why her alarm was going off.
"I can drop you off." Sesshoumaru offered, slightly disappointed that his time with Kagome would have to be cut a bit short.
"But what about Fluffy?" Kagome asked as she remembered animals weren't allowed in her workplace. She would need to think of something fast because she could already see Kaede's shop coming up. The small dog's ears moved in response to hearing his name.
"I'm sure he won't mind spending time with me. He can accompany me to pick you up after work." Sesshoumaru stated making it sound as if Fluffy would be doing him the favor of keeping him company rather than Sesshoumaru doing a favor of taking care of the little pup.
"Okay, but I'm not going to keep on letting you do things for me all the time. This isn't a one-way relationship. You have to let me do something for you once in a while." Kagome said as Sesshoumaru parked his car in front of Kaede's store.
Sesshoumaru turned to Kagome and brought his hand up to stroke her cheek. "But I already have everything I want." He said, leaning in for one last kiss before letting her go. Kagome blushed as she struggled to undo her seatbelt. Her heart was still trying to jump out of her chest do to the kiss Sesshoumaru had given her.
Sesshoumaru watched her, taking pride and amusement out of the way she reacted after one kiss. He could only imagine how she'd react after allowing him to do more than kiss her. But he swore to himself he would never make the same mistake Inuyasha had. He wouldn't ruin his relationship with Kagome by forcing her into more than she was ready for.
He smirked as Kagome blew him a kiss before she shut the car door and went to work. He waited until she disappeared into Kaede's shop before driving off. He decided to go back home although he was not looking forward to another confrontation with Inuyasha. Sesshoumaru did, however, want to see his brother's face when Inuyasha found out he was now with Kagome.
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'This is not the way things were supposed to work.' Naraku thought as he walked down the hall toward his office. Everyone in his path moved in fear. An obviously upset Naraku was not something that people wanted to confront.
'The boy was supposed to be too depressed to even go to that party. What is wrong with him? Perhaps he does not care for the child as much as he appeared to. If that is the case then the child is useless and should be disposed of.' Naraku had gotten word from Kanna that Sesshoumaru and Kagome were now a couple and he knew Kanna's surveillance was never wrong.
She had given him a full report on what had occurred at Kagura's party and the Higurashi residence and at the park. Naraku had been sure that if he took the child from Sesshoumaru, then the boy would be too depressed to make any move towards Kagome. The two had seemed less than friends as of late. Kagome had not been going to school the last couple of days and he himself had observed her at the hospital. The loss of the child should have caused the final rift between them, seeing as though the child had served as a continual link between the two.
He swung out his arm, causing a vase from his desk to shatter against the wall. The resounding crash seemed to calm him a bit. "Come in Kagura."
Kagura had been loitering in front of Naraku's office, hoping to hear some sort of information she could use against him. So far, all she knew was that Naraku wanted Kagome and Kagome was now with Sesshoumaru. Kagura had observed Sesshoumaru before. He was a very interesting specimen. In order to fit in with those at school, she had played along acted as if she worshipped the ground Sesshoumaru walked on. In truth, she did admire the way he held himself as if he were higher than all the others. It was a demeanor she had only seen with Naraku, but she could tell that Sesshoumaru had no lust for causing others pain as Naraku did.
Kagura was now finding a new respect for Sesshoumaru now that he was a thorn in Naraku's side. Anyone who caused Naraku problems gained her thanks and respect. Unfortunately, most of them had been killed. 'Will Naraku take such measures to gain this Higurashi girl?'
Kagura's thoughts were interrupted by Naraku's invitation to enter. She silently cursed herself for being so careless as to let him know she was there. She steeled her will and straightened herself before opening the door and entering Naraku's office. For a few minutes he said nothing and just stared at her. She felt like she was shrinking under his intense crimson gaze as if he were boring a hole through her.
"For what purpose were you standing in front of my door, Kagura?" Naraku finally spoke. Kagura just stood in her place, not knowing what to say. She had no folder with her at the moment so she couldn't pretend to have some report to give him. The look in his eyes told her he knew she had no excuse.
She stood waiting for whatever punishment he would hand her. She knew that something would happen just as it always did. "Go check on the new addition to our little family." Kagura tried hiding her shock. She nodded and left the room before he changed his mind and gave her a real punishment.
'What sort of game is he playing?' Kagura wondered as she hurried away from Naraku's office. She decided to keep on her toes since something was obviously up. Naraku lived for handing out punishment.
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After Kagura had left the room, Naraku seemed to be lost in thought for a few moments. "Goshinki..." A tall man with gray hair and red eyes stepped out from the shadows of Naraku's dark office. He was dressed in a purple suit and waited silently for his orders. "Follow her and make sure she doesn't choose to do anything foolish."
Goshinki nodded and exited the room. Naraku went back to thinking up plans for just what to do with Sesshoumaru. He did not really think of Kagura as much of a threat. She was not foolish enough to go against him and if she happened to gain the courage to do such he trusted Goshinki to take care of her. 'I wonder if the foolish boy is worth calling in special help.' Naraku thought. 'Even if he's not, I'm sure he'd give them good sport.' Naraku smirked and reached for the intercom button. "Kanna, contact the Shichinintai." 'This should prove interesting.'
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Kagura paused in her thoughts on her way to Rin's room. 'I'm being followed.' She noticed, though she wasn't sure just who was following her at the moment. She slowed her pace and observed the people around her. There were too many people in the hall for her to pinpoint who it was following her, but whoever it was made shivers run down her spine. She decided to ignore it, but keep on her toes should anything happen.
She finally made it to a door at the end of the hall. She entered and saw a small girl sitting in the middle of the room scribbling on some papers. Upon hearing someone enter, Rin turned her head, her face hopeful, but her hopeful look faltered when she saw that it was not the person she wanted to see. "How are you fairing?" Kagura asked. She felt sorry for the small girl. She remembered what it was like feeling as if you had lost everything.
"When will Rin be able to see Sesshoumaru-tousan?" The small girl asked.
"I don't know." Kagura answered, avoiding the little girl's innocent eyes. She was too naïve and innocent to Kagura. 'I won't let Naraku taint her. I was already too late to help Kanna.'
Kagura sat down and looked at Rin's drawings. Many were portraits of Sesshoumaru and Kagome. The drawings were just barely recognizable seeing how young Rin was. "Will you give Sesshoumaru-tousan Rin's pictures?" Rin asked, offering the drawings to Kagura.
Kagura just nodded taking the drawings from the small girl and headed out the door. 'If I give Sesshoumaru the drawings he will wonder how I got a hold of them.' Kagura thought to herself as she returned to Naraku's office to tell him the child was fine. 'Perhaps I should tell him she's miserable. That way he will not harm her thinking that she was content and wanting to destroy that.'
Goshinki had listened at the door while Kagura had been with Rin and was now following her again. 'What a boring job. I would much rather prefer meeting this Sesshoumaru that has Naraku so upset.'
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"Konnichi wa, Kagome."
"Konnichi wa, Kaede-baba." Kagome greeted the old woman behind the cashier counter. Kagome thought of Kaede as a grandmother. The older woman had always been so kind to her.
Kagome went to her normal job of stocking the shelves before he store opened. "I see you are feeling better." Kaede's observation confused Kagome for a second before she remembered she had called in sick the weekend before.
"Hai I feel much better." Kagome answered.
"So are you going to tell me what truly happened, child?" Kaede asked after a few moments of silence.
Kagome gave a small smile. 'She always could see through me.' Kagome relayed what had happened over the past two weeks and Kaede patiently listened. Kagome would get sad at some points and furiously rant at others. Finally she ended with Sesshoumaru and her getting together though she left out how for Sesshoumaru's pride.
"It would see life has taken a change for the better." Kaede observed.
"Yeah, better." Kagome repeated, though she didn't believe it herself. She couldn't help but feel saddened as she thought of the small dark haired child who'd called her kaasan.
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Wow that took a while didn't it. I hope it was worth the wait. I have so many stories to catch up on. It's sad some people took me off their favorite authors list, probably since I've been gone so long. Atleast I hope that's the only reason.
Inuyasha: Feh, the reason is because you make me out to be the jerk in all your stories. That's why they don't like you.
Shichan: I didn't ask you. Anyways I have a new story in the works.
Kagome: Are you sure it's smart to be starting a new story when you have so many to work on.
Shichan: Nope, but I give everyone my promise that I will finish all the stories I start. Anyways, in my new upcoming story Inuyasha isn't a jerk or the bad guy. But it's not Inu/Kag either. Actually for that one I'm going to let the readers vote for the pairing, but I just say no Inu/Kag because I already have plans for Inuyasha in the story that can't be altered.
Inuyasha: They had better not be bad plans.
Shichan: Me? Bad plans? Never.
Translations:
hai: yes
kaasan: mother
konnichi wa: good afternoon
ohaiyou: good morning
nan demo nai: nothing
hontou: really
shiranai: I don't know
Kami: god
tousan: father
Review Responses:
DemonLady1: Here's the update, finally. Hope you enjoyed.
CrimsonBlade16: I've written more and will continue to right so you can put the mallet down. Unless of course you're going to use it on Kikyou or some other annoying character because then go right ahead.
Tsuki no Tennyo: A little later than I would have hoped, but I'm back. Yeah I realized there is another 'n' in minna-san. My Japanese is slipping, haven't spoke any all summer.
Lady Psyche: No problem I'll keep writing. Thanks for liking it.
Aira^o^: The new apartment is cool. One of the girls I live with is really weird and fun to hang out with. The other is like our mom, because she tells us to study and likes cleaning and keeping things organized. Weird... Anyways still no internet at my apartment, but hopefully soon. And decorating was very cool, I got all these great Japanese style antiques for real cheap.
Sora Moto: Thanks for the tip. I actually don't know where the local library is though. Hmm...I should go check that out, I'm using the one at my school.
FluffyGirl: Yay Kagome confessed, I won't be hurt. Yes Naraku and Kikyou will die, how I'm not so sure yet. I do accept suggestions. (hint hint)
Infinite Silence: Well, now you know about the things guys go through when they sleep. One of my guy friends complains about it, because he says it's really embarrassing that he can't leave his room for a while after he wakes up.
AnImEfReAk81: Naraku took Rin himself. I guess the sadistic jerk wanted to see the hurt look on poor Sesshie's face.
Dark Whispers: Rin will be back. Sesshoumaru would kill me if I didn't give her back.
Mistress Fluffy: I finally updated. Yay! Hope you enjoyed.
Tessa3: Is Sesshou really that OCC? Hmm...I guess, but he only shows emotion for Rin and Kagome. Unless you count the anger with Inuyasha.
Dark Youkai: Yeah, I'm sorry for keeping everyone waiting. Hope it was worth it though.
Byjinder: The fic is rater R so there will be adult content, but I think the full on lemon will be only on MM.org since FF.net already kicked one of my stories because of the lemon. But when the lemon is written I'll give the link in my bio, but that won't be for a while seeing as though they'll probably take things a little slow and they have Naraku to deal with.
Samarah-chan: Yay, another popular author likes my work. I feel so special. ^_^
Youkai Yume: I had to move for school. My apartment is a couple miles away though so the bus is my new best friend. Hope the wait didn't kill you.
Lunabelle: Sorry all those questions will have to answered another time. But I agree padded rooms sound very fun.
Fluffy+kagome=kawaii: You have to update. I love your stories. I did it. Update! ^_^
DespitefulSaint: I guess this is a happy day, since there's a new chapter. I wonder when the next wonderful day will be. Maybe when I can understand what my German chem. teacher is saying.
Big Rikku fan: Nice to know you love my story so much. Hope you enjoyed the new chapter.
Hinoke: I don't think it was very soon, but the new chapter is finally up. Hope you enjoyed.
HellzAznGrl: One of the best fics in the world? Really? That's so cool.
Yaiko Youkai: Thanks, hope you liked the new chapter.
Trina3: I don't think it was very fast, but it's finally updated.
Nekiochan: Poor Sesshou didn't remember, but luckily Kagome reminded him. Yay, they're finally together. Don't worry I'll take care of Naraku, hopefully. He can be a bit tricky.
Tsukitani: Of course I didn't do it one purpose...(looks innocent). And look for once I didn't make something weird happen and I actually let them get together.
KITSUNE-chan3: Don't worry Rin will be safe. Strangely enough she has Kagura looking out for her.
Fluffy fan: Umm...gomen. Was it really that horrible of a cliffhanger?
CrissyKitty: I know the cliffhanger was mean, but it was just too tempting.
Lilfrozenfire: Inuyasha might shape up. Haven't decided yet. Naraku and Kikyou not likely.
Aki no Yume1: It was actually how I imagined him to confess since the beginning of the story. I don't know why. Well now you know Naraku's next move, the Shichinintai.
Kayrin: I'm glad you think so and I hope you think this chapter was worth the wait.
Angel Cynergy: I love it when people tell me they start liking a certain genre after reading one of my fics. It's so cool.
Kaimi: Hope I didn't keep you waiting too long.
Saria4: I'll try to keep writing good, but I make no promises. School might fry my brain.
Familia-Ficz: Sorry about the cliffie, but I can say many of your prediction will come true.
Michellf1987: I don't know, cliffhangers are just too tempting. They demand to be written.
KinOfDragons: Don't worry, I haven't been on the internet lately either. If you couldn't tell by all the people who want to kill me since I haven't updated in a while.
Wow I responded to a lot of people. Sorry if I don't respond to certain people, but that usually because I don't know what to say without sounding really weird or generic. I don't mind the weird so much as the generic. Anyways thanks everyone for all the great reviews. Keep them coming and hopefully I'll get back to this fic soon. I have life five other going on right now also.
~*Shichan