Ok, new fic time, this is a song fic, my first song fic but I thought it
was time to do 1!!!!
If u see ' * ' then that is the song, in case my italics don't work, k? Ok
then and ' + ' is a persons thoughts
Disclaimer: I don't own Harry potter, I don't own any of the songs I include in this fic
Summary: Hermione is depressed, mute and tortured, yet through it all, no one cares, in her mind, but her mind is slowly driving her insane.
Ch 1 Touched
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She climbed out of the taxi loaded her trunk onto the trolley and turned around and walked away, onto the platform. Her last year at Hogwarts was supposed to be special, but what use was happiness? She hadn't spoken for three weeks after the death eaters had killed everyone she loved, well the only people she could talk to were Ron and Ginny, but she didn't talk, not now, not ever again.
* now i will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried *
She got onto the platform, didn't bother to be inconspicuous at the barrier, who cares? Muggles deserve to know, she told herself. Ron and Ginny were standing near the front of the train, she spotted them as they saw her, and with their yells from behind her she turned in the other direction, No one cared, Ron had admitted in a fight they had last year that her was only nice to her because she helped him get good grades. And Ginny was, well Ginny was Ginny, boring was one of the only way to describe her.
* screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me *
Though she didn't notice, she caught the eye of her favourite slytherin. He of course knew of her trauma.
* don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
maybe I'll wake up for once *
She found an empty compartment, there were plenty left due to the amount of people that had not returned to Hogwarts ad the watchful eye of Dumbledore.
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The train had left two and a half hors ago, she had locked the cabin with a complicated locking spell, and was now sprawled out on the seat, staring upwards and showing no emotion, her eyes blank but her mind full.
* not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom *
+ Thank god, now one saw me, they might have asked me how my summer was. I could have killed Ron and Ginny, if it weren't for my cover being blown then, I swear I would of. I wonder how Draco is? His father was important to the lord and I know Draco never liked him but he was still his father. +
"Hey granger, nice lock work you did on that door, but you might want to know that I am head boy and 2nd smartest in this school" he said blankly after receiving a questioning look from Hermione.
* i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under *
" And yes I know that we aren't supposed to talk to each other when others are around but I thought you looked a bit quiet, am I correct?" he said and resumed his trademark smirk. Hermione resisted the temptation yet again to speak, but got out a pad of parchment and quill to write on. She started writing, ignoring the questioning looks she was getting from Draco. On the pad she wrote 'Why do you care?' And held it up to his face so he could read it.
* blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I cant trust myself anymore *
" I care because I know who you are, what you believe in and that you aren't a death eater by request, I know you more then even Potter did Granger, and it would be so much easier if you shoved that fucked up pad up your ass and actually spoke when ask--"
*so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away *
He didn't get time to finish because he was punched in the face, hard; he fell to the floor unconscious. Hermione got out her pad again and scribbled 'don't you ever talk about Harry in my presence again, you know why I wont talk, deal with it bitch' and tore it off the pad, took out a safety pin and pinned it to his cloak. Then she gathered her things and set off in search for another compartment.
* i won't be broken again
I've got to breathe i can't keep going under
I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through *
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Wow, another chapter of another story, plz r/r thanx ppl
Disclaimer: I don't own Harry potter, I don't own any of the songs I include in this fic
Summary: Hermione is depressed, mute and tortured, yet through it all, no one cares, in her mind, but her mind is slowly driving her insane.
Ch 1 Touched
+++++
She climbed out of the taxi loaded her trunk onto the trolley and turned around and walked away, onto the platform. Her last year at Hogwarts was supposed to be special, but what use was happiness? She hadn't spoken for three weeks after the death eaters had killed everyone she loved, well the only people she could talk to were Ron and Ginny, but she didn't talk, not now, not ever again.
* now i will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried *
She got onto the platform, didn't bother to be inconspicuous at the barrier, who cares? Muggles deserve to know, she told herself. Ron and Ginny were standing near the front of the train, she spotted them as they saw her, and with their yells from behind her she turned in the other direction, No one cared, Ron had admitted in a fight they had last year that her was only nice to her because she helped him get good grades. And Ginny was, well Ginny was Ginny, boring was one of the only way to describe her.
* screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me *
Though she didn't notice, she caught the eye of her favourite slytherin. He of course knew of her trauma.
* don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
maybe I'll wake up for once *
She found an empty compartment, there were plenty left due to the amount of people that had not returned to Hogwarts ad the watchful eye of Dumbledore.
+++
The train had left two and a half hors ago, she had locked the cabin with a complicated locking spell, and was now sprawled out on the seat, staring upwards and showing no emotion, her eyes blank but her mind full.
* not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom *
+ Thank god, now one saw me, they might have asked me how my summer was. I could have killed Ron and Ginny, if it weren't for my cover being blown then, I swear I would of. I wonder how Draco is? His father was important to the lord and I know Draco never liked him but he was still his father. +
"Hey granger, nice lock work you did on that door, but you might want to know that I am head boy and 2nd smartest in this school" he said blankly after receiving a questioning look from Hermione.
* i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under *
" And yes I know that we aren't supposed to talk to each other when others are around but I thought you looked a bit quiet, am I correct?" he said and resumed his trademark smirk. Hermione resisted the temptation yet again to speak, but got out a pad of parchment and quill to write on. She started writing, ignoring the questioning looks she was getting from Draco. On the pad she wrote 'Why do you care?' And held it up to his face so he could read it.
* blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I cant trust myself anymore *
" I care because I know who you are, what you believe in and that you aren't a death eater by request, I know you more then even Potter did Granger, and it would be so much easier if you shoved that fucked up pad up your ass and actually spoke when ask--"
*so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away *
He didn't get time to finish because he was punched in the face, hard; he fell to the floor unconscious. Hermione got out her pad again and scribbled 'don't you ever talk about Harry in my presence again, you know why I wont talk, deal with it bitch' and tore it off the pad, took out a safety pin and pinned it to his cloak. Then she gathered her things and set off in search for another compartment.
* i won't be broken again
I've got to breathe i can't keep going under
I'm going under
drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through *
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Wow, another chapter of another story, plz r/r thanx ppl
