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Name: I'm Not As Gone as You Think
Censor: PG-13 (If you're under thirteen like me keep reading and don't tell your parents even though mine let me watch R rated movies! I'm SUPERIOR TO ALL MWAHAHAHAHAHA!)
Summery: Sirius is gone! GONE FOREVER!! Hermione can't take it! She is so depressed she may do the unthinkable! (spoilers: 1-5)
Chapter 2:
** At Hogwarts**
Hermione's eyes were still stinging from crying at the sorting. McGonagall was holding the sorting hat over a small stool. The hat looked more worn than usual.
"When I call out your name you will come up to the stool. The hat will be placed upon your head and it will sort you into your house." McGonagall's voice spread all over the great hall.
"Alador, Ben"
"SLYTHERIN"
"Bane, Laura"
"HUFFLEPUFF!"
"Barkly, Sirius" Hermione gave a whimper at the name and started to shed silent tears. Why, o, why me! Ron tried to comfort her, but it was no use. The first year looked oddly like Sirius.
"GRYFFINDOR" Hermione collapsed on the table into a nervous wreck. She didn't notice the time going by. Her thoughts were completely on Sirius (Black) and Sirius alone. The food was on the golden plates when she lifted her head. Ron's arm was around her. It felt so warm unlike her own body. Hermione started to chew, not noticing what she was eating. Nothing mattered to her anymore.
Hermione glanced up at the staff table to see Dumbledore with a look of concern on his face. Remus sat between McGonagall and Snape. Snape had a look of sheer loathing on his face. She couldn't stand looking at Remus, he reminded her too much of Sirius. Why did everything have to remind her of Sirius? She looked up at the bewitched sky to see Canis Major, the dog constellation, to just see the star Sirius.
It's just a star. One of the brightest stars in fact! Not Sirius! It's called Caniculus, Dog Star, Aschere, HR 2419, and HD 48195. Wow I know that. If only I could tell Sirius! O DON'T THINK ABOUT SIRIUS! Hermione mentally kicked herself. She looked down at her food to see the worst combinations of food, which included macaroni and cheese, M&Ms with a few rashers of bacon, but Hermione didn't give a damn about that.
Ron grabbed her by the arm and dragged her off because she was zoning out and didn't notice that they could leave. She suddenly realized what was happening and got on her own feet. Hermione didn't see Draco Malfoy look at her in an odd way. Neither did she notice the pictures asking if she was all right and that she should get some sleep. Hermione just didn't care.
They finally reached the common room, when Ron pushed her towards the stairs and said, "Go, Hermie. Get some sleep, you need it! See you in the morning!" In response to this she walked up the stairs like a zombie and got into her four-poster bed.
Ron told her to get sleep, but that was useless. Her dreams were riddled with memories of Sirius.
Dream Sequence
Hermione was standing in the library looking into a pair of warm violet-brown eyes. They were filled with warm and comforting feelings. The face they belonged to was happy and had a soft smile on. The man had long velvety, black hair which fell around his face in a lusciously elegant way. His square jaw was perfect and his lips were handsome. His nose was perfectly in the center.
The man's hands grasped her waist firmly; Hermione's own hands were in his beautiful hair. He was pulling them closer together, finally bringing their lips together in a passionate yet gentle kiss. His tongue finding its way into her mouth massaging her mouth. When they finally broke apart, they gazed into each other's eyes for what seemed like an eternity.
"Hermione, I'll love you forever. I'm not as gone as you think," the man whispered into her ear, her insides melting.
End of Dream Sequence
Hermione woke up with a start, realizing she had just dreamt about a drop-dead gorgeous man. She thought a while about her dream, with a look of perplexity on her face. That man was Sirius! What did he mean by I'm not as gone as you think? If only that was true! She began to cry at the very thought of Sirius. She gazed out of the window and saw Crookshanks and a great black shadow streak across the dewy lawn.
~ AN ~
Do u like! Next chappie coming up maybe tonight! Please rr.
Siriusis4ever
Name: I'm Not As Gone as You Think
Censor: PG-13 (If you're under thirteen like me keep reading and don't tell your parents even though mine let me watch R rated movies! I'm SUPERIOR TO ALL MWAHAHAHAHAHA!)
Summery: Sirius is gone! GONE FOREVER!! Hermione can't take it! She is so depressed she may do the unthinkable! (spoilers: 1-5)
Chapter 2:
** At Hogwarts**
Hermione's eyes were still stinging from crying at the sorting. McGonagall was holding the sorting hat over a small stool. The hat looked more worn than usual.
"When I call out your name you will come up to the stool. The hat will be placed upon your head and it will sort you into your house." McGonagall's voice spread all over the great hall.
"Alador, Ben"
"SLYTHERIN"
"Bane, Laura"
"HUFFLEPUFF!"
"Barkly, Sirius" Hermione gave a whimper at the name and started to shed silent tears. Why, o, why me! Ron tried to comfort her, but it was no use. The first year looked oddly like Sirius.
"GRYFFINDOR" Hermione collapsed on the table into a nervous wreck. She didn't notice the time going by. Her thoughts were completely on Sirius (Black) and Sirius alone. The food was on the golden plates when she lifted her head. Ron's arm was around her. It felt so warm unlike her own body. Hermione started to chew, not noticing what she was eating. Nothing mattered to her anymore.
Hermione glanced up at the staff table to see Dumbledore with a look of concern on his face. Remus sat between McGonagall and Snape. Snape had a look of sheer loathing on his face. She couldn't stand looking at Remus, he reminded her too much of Sirius. Why did everything have to remind her of Sirius? She looked up at the bewitched sky to see Canis Major, the dog constellation, to just see the star Sirius.
It's just a star. One of the brightest stars in fact! Not Sirius! It's called Caniculus, Dog Star, Aschere, HR 2419, and HD 48195. Wow I know that. If only I could tell Sirius! O DON'T THINK ABOUT SIRIUS! Hermione mentally kicked herself. She looked down at her food to see the worst combinations of food, which included macaroni and cheese, M&Ms with a few rashers of bacon, but Hermione didn't give a damn about that.
Ron grabbed her by the arm and dragged her off because she was zoning out and didn't notice that they could leave. She suddenly realized what was happening and got on her own feet. Hermione didn't see Draco Malfoy look at her in an odd way. Neither did she notice the pictures asking if she was all right and that she should get some sleep. Hermione just didn't care.
They finally reached the common room, when Ron pushed her towards the stairs and said, "Go, Hermie. Get some sleep, you need it! See you in the morning!" In response to this she walked up the stairs like a zombie and got into her four-poster bed.
Ron told her to get sleep, but that was useless. Her dreams were riddled with memories of Sirius.
Dream Sequence
Hermione was standing in the library looking into a pair of warm violet-brown eyes. They were filled with warm and comforting feelings. The face they belonged to was happy and had a soft smile on. The man had long velvety, black hair which fell around his face in a lusciously elegant way. His square jaw was perfect and his lips were handsome. His nose was perfectly in the center.
The man's hands grasped her waist firmly; Hermione's own hands were in his beautiful hair. He was pulling them closer together, finally bringing their lips together in a passionate yet gentle kiss. His tongue finding its way into her mouth massaging her mouth. When they finally broke apart, they gazed into each other's eyes for what seemed like an eternity.
"Hermione, I'll love you forever. I'm not as gone as you think," the man whispered into her ear, her insides melting.
End of Dream Sequence
Hermione woke up with a start, realizing she had just dreamt about a drop-dead gorgeous man. She thought a while about her dream, with a look of perplexity on her face. That man was Sirius! What did he mean by I'm not as gone as you think? If only that was true! She began to cry at the very thought of Sirius. She gazed out of the window and saw Crookshanks and a great black shadow streak across the dewy lawn.
~ AN ~
Do u like! Next chappie coming up maybe tonight! Please rr.
Siriusis4ever