I'm glad people like this new fic. I wanted to try a new perspective to the average "trapped in a game" style fic.

I Hate You All!

After Seymour's dead body was dragged from the room we were in we began to leave the area. However, once we reached that icy tunnel again it began to dematerialize.

"Looks like we'll have to go through a Cloister of Trials after all." Tidus said aloud holding his chin.

"Well it looks like we'll be here for awhile. I'd like to get to know you." The summoner said tilting her head holding her hands.

"Not much to know. I barely know myself really." I told her placing my right hand on my hip letting the other hang freely.

"But you are very strong and devoted, those weapons you use are incredible." Yuna told me. She is easily pleased.

"They're called firearms. This is really the only skill I know." I told her.

"I'd...like to ask you to become my guardian." She said sheepishly.

"If that is what you want I would be pleased to be your guardian." I told her bowing gracefully.

"What is your name, Sir Guardian?" she asked me.

"Shinn. Just call me Shinn." I told her. That was the other thing I knew. My name was Shinn, I'm an Al Bhed, and I can use these guns with great skill somehow.

"Can you speak any Al Bhed? I find the language very fascinating even though I don't know much of it." She asked me. Then somehow a few words Rikku tried to teach me and some other phrases came to mind.

"Lady Yuna, ed ec yh ruhun du pa ouin Guardian." I spoke. I was a little amazed how I was able to say that correctly. My brain must have picked up the trick. Just memorize key letters and put them together.

"I wish I knew what you said." Yuna said smiling.

"He said 'Lady Yuna, it is an honor to be your Guardian' right?" Rikku said in the distance of the large icy room.

"Something like that. How much longer are we gonna be in here for?" I moaned sitting on the frozen ground.

"You could help us you know!" Tidus groaned pushing a stand along the iced floor down a path below.

"I'll pass. I'd rather just sit and think things over." I replied.

"Think about what?" Yuna asked. She was awfully cheerful for a person.

"Well for one I can't seem to go anywhere without hearing that word 'heathen' or 'traitor', and now it seems we're in big trouble and I just got here! Hell, I don't know where I come from or anything. I don't remember being Al Bhed ever or anything. I'm just so confused right now." I declared. It felt like I was just bitching about everything.

"You don't remember where you come from? How strange." She said holding her chin.

"Don't worry about me. I really could care less. The present is all that is important now." I said. I sounded so deep, but I really didn't know much about what I was saying.

"I think this should do it!" I heard Wakka say placing a white sphere into a column in the center. The ice bridge was now complete and we could walk across.

"Let's continue on." Auron commanded to us. I knew that summoners were the important ones but Auron seemed to be more in control than Yuna was. Perhaps it's best that way.

Upon exiting the tunnel we were met with opposition.

"Lady Yuna and he guardians! I am afraid we cannot let you leave here!" that green guy, who I was told was called Tromell Guado, told us.

"But we didn't do anything wrong!" Tidus shouted at him. A large group of these Guado assembled before us, not letting us go.

"Jyscal's sphere! We can show them!" Rikku suggested.

"You mean this?" Tromell said holding the sphere up high, then shattering it with his hand.

"Hey! You bastard! Who the hell do you think you are?" I screamed at him.

"We Guado handle Guado problems!" he told us with a grim look on his wrinkled face.

"Run!" Auron commanded us pushing past everybody.

What was happening? I thought being with these people was something to look forward to. Now I'm a fugitive with them, what is going on?

I ran through the cold and snow, wherever my legs would allow me to go. Eventually I became so tired and numb that it was like my body was taking me somewhere on its own.

"Keep running!" I heard Auron yell from up ahead.

Once we reached that big ice lake where I met them all a large white monster leapt over a snow bank and then struck the ground sending us toppling below. I don't remember the fall down though.

Well I guess I really was a "Traitor" and a "Heathen" now. Who do I have to blame for that? Everyone! Every goddamn one of them! I just sat in the water hugging my knees to my face staring at my sorry reflection in the water.

"Is everybody okay? Yunie needs some rest first." I heard Rikku shout to everyone. I didn't want to listen to anything right now.

"Let's see...everyone seems to be here. Where's Shinn?" she asked aloud. She then let out a sigh of relief when she saw me huddled in the corner near where Auron stood.

"There you are! Are you hurt?" she asked me.

"No!" I said with hate in my voice.

"What's wrong?" Tidus asked.

"I hate them! Hate all of them!" I yelled.

"Well I'm mad at them too, but it's no reason to just shout it out like this." Tidus told me.

"I hate them! Not just them! Everything!" I shouted rising to my feet. "I hate Yevon, Guado, Summoners, Sin, Al Bhed, I hate all of you!"

"Wh-what do you mean?" Lulu asked.

"This would never have happened if you people didn't want me to come with you! I mostly blame you!" I said pointing a strong finger at Rikku.

"M-me?"

"Yes! You wanted me to come along so badly thinking it would go all peachy and stuff but it didn't turn out that way at all! Do me a favor and don't come near me again." I said lowering my voice.

"You will still guard Yuna?" Auron asked me.

"I haven't decided." I said as the ground began to rumble.

"What is this?" Wakka asked trying to regain his balance.

I looked down under the water. It was a giant creature of some kind.

"Sin! The toxin watch out!" Lulu said before I hit the ground and blacked out.

How did you like this one? I didn't want to write the battle with the Wendigo to just get to the important parts. Well review and let me know what you think.