~*Chapter 2*~
Awakening

Her eye's shout out, wide and open. She did not move an inch as she surveyed her surroundings. Thinking of what happened in her dream she wanted to cry. "NO", she thought. " I am much stronger than that!" She looked around again her mind was lost in thought the first time. A bead of sweat started to slide down her face. She finally realized were she was. She was resting her head on her husband's bear chest, her hand still right by her face.

Whipping the sweat off she lifted her head, and surveyed his face. He slept peacefully. His features were very masculine and handsome. * "He is very handsome." "Indeed."* Black hair caressed his face and the pillow. His hair was shaggy like a dog, but silky and shiny. She admired it very much. She leaned up right to his sleeping face placing her lips on his. Very lightly she planted a kiss.

His black eyes opened. Grinning as he looked at her. Placing a hand behind her head, he pulled her forward to give her a very passionate kiss. Their mouths opened letting each other inside. As the sweetness of there taste overwhelmed them both, they stopped for it would lead to something the both wanted but could not do. Other maters awaited them in the day to come. They broke apart and stared at each other.

" Well, good morning Sirius." She smiled and kissed him again.

"Good morning Selene." "Have a good sleep?"

" Why a matter of fact I did. Until." She cut her self off as she realized what kind off dream she had still haunting her each night she had it. She turned her head away from him, looking at the bed's sheets.

The smirk that appeared on Sirius's face now turned in a concerned look. " What is it? Is there something wrong?"

Selene looked up and smiled. "No, nothing is wrong." Shaking her head. "I had just a bad dream."

Knowing what bad dreams sometimes represent, he placed a hand on her face. "Do you want to talk about it?"

"No Sirius, it is ok, I am fine."

"Very well then, but remember you know what bad dreams sometimes represent."

"Yes my love I know."

Then a baby's cry erupted from the bedroom next door. "I'll tend to him," Selene said getting up from the bed. She pulled on her robe, and fled to the room.

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"Shhhhh.there, there now don't cry. Mummy's here." She gently picked up the crying baby and held him in her arms. Sitting in a rocking chair she hummed him a song while he latched on to her breast. Suckling to get food, and grunting to get more. He was a beautiful son, she thought. Just like his father he had black hair.

"My dear Endymion, your mum is here now, don't you cry." I remembered how he came to this world a week ago. He was crying and trying to get warm. The Mediwitch brought terrible news to Sirius and I that day. I will never forget.

~*Flash Back*~

" Your son is perfectly healthy, but I am sorry to say that we discovered your child is blind."

Selene clapped her hands over her mouth suppressing a gasp.

"We have nothing to give him to make him see. He will be blind the rest of his life, but his other senses are quite strong which is something I haven't seen before. I am truly sorry," the Mediwhitch said looking at Selene. She then left.

Sirius was holding me, rubbing my back and saying that everything would be ok. I sat there crying, thinking of the beautiful things he will miss seeing. But that won't mater, at least he is healthy that is all I ever wanted..

~*End of Flashback*~

Filling her heart as she remembered, she kissed his silky head, loving him all the same. But thoughts of all happiness soon turned to hatred as she remembered that dream she had. It was not only a dream, only a very bad memory.

She was ten years old when he took her away from the people she knew and loved. Leaving Egypt she left behind half of her, and her heart. Making a void in her heart that would not be the same. She could not leave all the bad things behind her. Before she was weak, but now she is strong. He was still out there. Voldemort was the one person she knew best, but despised him all the same. She was called to his aid before giving berth. "I was lucky he did not call me earlier. He is still controlling me!"

"*I don't want to think about him I just want to be left alone and be free of this monster!*"

" Sirius does not know that I was called to Voldemort's aid, there are many things he does not know about me. Besides the fact I grew up half of my life with a dark family. I hated staying with the Malfoys! They were an evil batch of purebloods I detested. Anything that was evil I hated. The time I spent in Egypt was the greatest, for it was my home."

I have to watch out for many obstacles in my way. One in one cases Peter Pettigrew. "That traitor!" Each day I thank Merlin that the Dark Lord did not find out that I had a baby. Each day I made Peter even more stupid, in front of Sirius, James, and Lupin. I would obilviate his memory and threaten to kill him if he ever told the Dark Lord. Yes, the Dark Lord definitely knew I was married to Sirius, but to him it will make my job easier. After all I was his spy and servant."

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