FORSAKEN

                He has forsaken me.  Nicholas, my protégé, my son.

                My love.

                You were a strange boy, with your glinting eyes and smooth, polished teeth.  That odd humanity you embraced like a safety blanket, a fish, swimming through a dark abyss filled with angry vampires of whom you never were part.  Not really.

                I beat you with a hammer once.  I shorn you of your beard.  And once, once, I robbed you of your humanity.

                You were my finest creation, Nicholas, and my most painful.

                Why have you done this?  Forcing me to destroy what I loved?

                I suppose it was justice; you destroyed your love because of what I made you, so you had to make me do the same.

                I will never find another one like you, another person to share my heart, my soul.

                Oh Nicholas.

                Why have you forsaken me?