Oky doky, chappie 3, I know the last one was a bit lame, but I thought it had an interesting vibe to it. I mean….Hermionie???

In this chappie I am going to include parts from the song bittersweet symphony by the verve, partly 'cause I really like, and partly 'cause it fits in

Hellos miss darkening Bruce! I haven't received the pics yet, thanx for reading my stuff oh and BEG to go 2 my Halloween party!!!! I 'twill be lol. Vaca cagada is going, as well as Sophie, pollo, Nicolas, pato, angel, penny, chicken, Rebecca, bruja, zorra, nube, ulyses, mao, dany, itzi, luis, kay, dafne, diego, sammy, dan, lucero, mareva, fresa and PUH LEASE take your friend paulina…. Ok some more people are going, but I can't be bothered to write them down, bring food or summing. (los puse por apodo …. Jejeje q de pelos ok miss darkening black!!! Oye nadie entiende esto…que padre… sigue mandando reviews okas? Oye... se supone q soy inglesa… sigue con la broma!)

Thanx to harryphsyched too, keep up the reviews!!!! I loved ur new chappie!!! It's really cool!!!

Lots and lots of love Abby (did you know that my friends call me Narcissa? I mean, am I DESTINED to be related to the Malfoys???? Hehehe!)  REVIEW!!!!    °-*:_ Abby_:*-°

Chapter three°- The things you never knew

I walked away from granger; I didn't like the girl, even if she was to share my fate. She was a traitor, and there was no proof that she wasn't capable of it again.

I had managed to control my desperate urges, and to be able to walk without screaming like a madcap. My arm throbbed, but I felt imposing and I was glowing, a dark eerie glow, but glow is glow, and I had never glowed before.

20 hours until my death, hardly an encouraging thought, but at least now, I felt I had pride to lose. But then I felt awful about these things, I wanted to live a normal life, sometimes I even wanted to be a  muggle, to just find joy in the simple things of life.

The sunset, a rainbow, sweet summer rain, spring, waking up late on Sundays…. Sometimes I think my nirvana will be the most simple off  all. Without thinking it, I fell down on my knees and began to beg god for forgiveness, I wanted to live, I wanted to find the simple joys in life I knew I deserved.

Well I never pray, but tonight I'm on my knees yeah, I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me yeah, I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now, but the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now…

I was still walking away from the meeting place, and I couldn't help but wonder if god thought me too lost to be found, bad time to start believing in god, since in a few hours I will be slaying many wizards and witches with rightful and respectable thoughts. 

But now an ecstasy filled my mind, what if when I died in the war I went to heaven, but that made me also wonder, if there is heaven there is also hell, and by the time this is over, it will be less than I deserve.

These thoughts also made me wonder, what is death? I could not however have a sensible definition of life, and so can not give you one of death, but I can give you one of existence ; mere presence, and that is all I felt right now.

I had learnt my routine pretty well, I would wait behind the autonomy bridge with many others, and wait for the need of reinforcements call, then, we would charge with all we had, and tear them apart, all of them. It's said much easier than done.

Suddenly a disconcerting thought filled my mind, wasn't it said that the dark lord only took purebloods? These made me go running to Hermionie, who was sitting under a massive cedar tree.

"Why'd you do it? …. I mean how did you?"

She smiled.

"Draco Malfoy… I expected no more of you."

"I expected more of you"

"Then you have many things to learn"

"Why would you?"

"Never judge a book by it's cover, it's not wise."

"The word 'wise' bears no meaning."

"What would make you believe such things?"

"There are many types of wisdom granger, of mind and of soul."

"Then wisdom could be defined as perfection."

"Perfection does not subsist…. So…."

 "I'm a spy Draco, I'm not a mudblood, I'm of the Granger family, yes, but maybe you sub estimate us. My blood is just as pure as yours. I was perfectly disguised, and I was a perfect spy on Harry, he never guessed, this was my fate since I was born, just like for you, but I had to pretend I was someone else all my life, it stings Draco, it always has."

"That's a perfect plan, I must say"

"Perfection does not subsist, Draco, just as you said."

" I believe I take it back."

"I must leave"

I offered her my hand, and she took it to help herself up, she too was glowing. I curtsied and kissed her hand, she bowed, and then we both parted to opposite directions.

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life, try to make ends meet, you're a slave to money then you die, I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down yeah, you know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet yeah.

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"Father I refuse to fight"

"We will see that tomorrow"

"I WILL NOT fight!"

"NEVER think that you can over run me child"

"We should see about that"

"Are you challenging me?"

"Glad you noticed"

"Crucio!"

"AAaaaargh!  Mmph   aaargh!!!!"

"You will fight boy, you incompetent fool! I thought i had made better of you!"

"You……bastard"

"Say again?"

"Forgive me father"

"Good"

I woke from my nightmares, my memories, six hours until my death, how… exquisite. But I had to start making my way to the battlefield, I was Voldemort's right hand, I lead the reinforcements with Hermionie, and I knew they would be needed.

As I made my way towards the battlefield in Hogwarts, so that nobody could apparate or disapparate, I heard loud sobbing, coming from the forbidden forest, it was no longer forbidden to me since I was no longer a student there , so I followed the sobs.

After following for about five minutes, I came face to face with a small little girl to whom I calculated 8 years of age, she was similar to me in features, too thin and too pale, with too blonde hair, her gray eyes were doused with tears, and the second she saw me she ran up to me.

"Draco, you're killing me! You must stop! I cannot breathe! Please, please save me! Only you can…………."

End of chapter 3°- dun dun DUN!

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Tons of love°°°°° °-*:_ Abby_:*-°