Chapter 13: The Wedding Day

The next morning, Lily's eyes opened promptly at 8 o'clock. She hadn't gone to bed until 4, but she didn't feel it. Instead, she felt as though she had a full night's sleep and was pleased with herself for not having a hangover, or any other sign that she had spent the previous night drinking.

"Wow, it actually worked," she said to herself, smiling into a mirror and looking at the reflection of a small bottle on the nightstand. There was a knock on the door. "Come in!"

"Good morning, dear. How are you?" Victoria asked.

"I feel wonderful, Gran!" Lily gave her a hug. "And really, thank you for leaving that potion for me, I think it really helped."

"What potion, Lily?"

"The one on the nightstand. Didn't you leave it?" Victoria shook her head. "Oh. Well, it was probably Claire or Marilyn then."

Victoria smiled. "I'm sure you're right."

"Do you know what time Marilyn is going to get here?"

"She said she'd be here by 9. Maybe you should eat something first."

"Oh, Gran. I don't think that I could if I tried! I've got butterflies in my stomach something awful."

"I'm sure you do, but you need to try and eat."

"I will later, I promise," Lily told her. Victoria reluctantly agreed.

James wasn't nearly as fortunate as Lily when he woke up. at 11:30 on the living room couch. "Ow, my head." he said, rubbing his temples. He threw a pillow at Sirius, who was also still asleep, but on the lazy boy.

"What's that for?" Sirius groaned. He turned around and looked at the countdown clock. "Oh god! You've only got 2 ½ hours!" He was suddenly wide-awake.

"How are you not dying?" James asked. "My head is killing me."

"Well, I didn't even drink half as much as you did, dumbass." Sirius got up and grabbed something from the kitchen cabinet. "Take this."

"What is it?"

"It'll help, trust me."

"Fine," James agreed, somewhat skeptical. Five minutes later though, he was feeling perfect. "What was that?"

"A little something I picked up in Diagon Alley the last time I was there. perfect for hangovers and things like that."

James got up and headed for the stairs. "I guess I'm going to go take a shower, can you do me a favour though and make a pot of coffee?"

Sirius smiled. "What do I look like? Your personal slave?" he laughed. "Yeah, yeah. Don't worry, it'll be ready when you get back down here. Just go and try to make your hair sit straight."

"Oh god. I didn't even think about that."

Sirius shook his head and went to make coffee. When James made it back down, it was just about time to leave for the Palace.

"It's about time! You've only got like an hour left! We have to leave," Sirius told him.

"Is everyone meeting us there?" Sirius nodded. "Well then, let's go!" The two friends disapparated for the Palace of the Prophets, arriving in the room set-aside for the groom.

"I was beginning to wonder if you were going to show up!" Marilyn exclaimed when she saw her son had arrived.

"Don't worry, mum. I wouldn't miss this, trust me. Where's Lily?"

"She's in her own room getting ready. Don't you worry about her. Everything is perfect. Just sit in here, relax, and we'll come and get you when it's time. Alright?" James nodded. "Good." Marilyn kissed his cheek. "You look very handsome, just like your father," she whispered. "Now just try to do something about your hair!" she yelled as she walked out of the room.

When Marilyn rejoined Lily in her room, she found the bride pacing around in her wedding dress. Unfortunately, her hair had yet to be done. "Lily, darling, why don't you sit down and let Claire finish your hair?" she asked.

"I can't. I tried, but I can't sit still. It's just not going to work. There hasn't been any sign of James yet, my hands are shaking, I feel really lightheaded, and there's just no way. I can't sit. It won't work. I can't even stand still. Look at me! I'm a nervous wreck!"

"And she's hardly stopped to breathe in the past 10 minutes," Claire added.

"Okay, Lily, don't worry. Everything is going to be alright. James is here, and he's almost ready. We've only got 45 minutes until show time, and we need to finish getting you ready," Marilyn said, trying to coax her into a chair.

Jem and Virginia each jumped up a grabbed one of Lily's arms. They guided her to a chair, into which she collapsed and took a deep breath. "He's here, ok, that's good. At least I know that."

"Deep, calming breaths," Jem kept repeating to Lily, taking them right along with her. She then gave Marilyn a nervous look. "I think she's going to hyperventilate."

"Nonsense! She's going to be fine. just a bit nervous, that's all," Marilyn insisted.

Lily kept breathing deeply and Claire worked on her hair. Virginia then started the finishing touches on Lily's makeup. They finished with 15 minutes to spare.

"Alright, Lil, all done," Claire said.

Lily stood up and looked in the mirror. She hardly recognized the person in the reflection. "Thank you all so much." she whispered. "It's perfect, really!"

The girls giggled. "Well, it's not like we had that big of a challenge in the first place," Claire said, winking at Lily.

"I wish my parents were here," Lily told them.

Marilyn walked over to her and hugged her. "I know you do, darling. I wish they could have been too."

There was a knock at the door. Jem got up and opened it, letting Professor Dumbledore walk into the room.

"Breathtaking!" he declared. "Absolutely stunning."

"Thank you, Professor," Lily said, lowering her eyes.

Dumbledore walked over to her and lifted her head with his hand. "My dear, you do look like an absolute vision. Today your entire family is very proud of you, regardless of whether they are here in body, you may rest assured that they are here in spirit. And, I must say that it is my pleasure and honour to escort you down the aisle."

"Well, thank you, just the same. It means so much to me that you're willing to do this," Lily said. Dumbledore nodded. Lily looked around. "Where did Marilyn go?"

"She went to tell James that it's time," Claire said.

Lily's eyes widened and she put her hands over her face. "It is, isn't it?"

Everyone nodded. Then Dumbledore spoke again. "I shall be waiting for you just before you reach the garden."

"Thank you," she said again.

Dumbledore smiled and left.

"Okay, Lil," Jem said. "Last minute check. Something old?"

"The dress," Lily answered.

"Something new?"

"Veil and shoes."

"Something borrowed?"

"Ohmigod! I don't have anything borrowed! What am I going to do?"

"Calm down! Here, you can borrow my bracelet. Just be sure to give it back," Claire winked at her.

"Thank you," Lily said, very relieved.

"And something blue?"

"The garter. Well, it's actually green and blue. Do you think that counts? I mean, it's just to match both James's and my eyes, but it was April's idea, I can get something else if I need to."

"Lily! Stop! It's fine," Claire told her.

Marilyn appeared at the door with all of the bouquets. "It's time," she smiled.

Lily took a deep breath and went with her soon-to-be mother-in-law and her bridesmaids toward the garden where the ceremony was to take place. Jem helped her put her veil in place, and everyone made sure that they were ready to walk down the aisle themselves.

Victoria was there waiting with Dumbledore to walk Lily down the aisle as well. "You look perfect," she said, giving Lily a small hug, careful not to disturb anything.

Even though she couldn't stop smiling, Lily could feel the tears welling up inside when she heard the music begin. Marilyn was being escorted down the aisle by one of James's uncles. After her, came Marilyn and Sirius, who gave Lily a quick wink and a thumbs up when her saw her. After them, it was Claire and Remus, followed by Peter and Virginia.

Then Aaron walked down the aisle, with the ring pillow and James's little cousin, Sara as the flower girl.

And then, the music changed. Lily could hear everyone getting up from their seats to stand as she walked down the aisle. The traditional wedding march began, and Lily stepped into the archway, with Dumbledore and Victoria on either side of her. Her heart was beating so quickly she was sure that it was buzzing. Before taking her first step forward, she looked down toward the end of the aisle and made eye contact with James who was, thankfully, standing at the altar. He had put his hand over his heart when he saw Lily. They smiled at each other, and then Lily felt it. The first tear.

Halfway down the aisle, Lily received quite a shock. Petunia was actually there! And she looked as though she was crying! Chances are she's crying because she's surrounded by non-muggles though, Lily thought. Or, maybe she's just jealous? Oh well, it doesn't matter now. God James looks amazing. don't trip. don't trip.

They reached the end of the aisle, and the Minister of Magic himself was there performing the ceremony. "Who gives this woman away?" he asked.

"We do," Dumbledore and Victoria replied together. They each then turn turns lifting Lily's veil and kissing her cheek, Victoria going first. Dumbledore gave her a wink before he placed her hand into James's and found his seat.

The Minister then began. "Dearly beloved, we are gathered together here in the sight of God to join together this Man and this Woman in holy Matrimony; which is an honourable estate, instituted of God in Paradise, and into which holy estate these two persons present come now to be joined.

"Therefore if any man can shew any just cause, why they may not lawfully be joined together, let him now speak, or else hereafter for ever hold his peace."

Sirius looked around at the crowd, half expecting to see Snape or someone else jump up. Luckily, nobody did.

The Minister then continued. "I require and charge you both, as ye will answer at the dreadful day of judgment when the secrets of all hearts shall be disclosed, that if either of you know any impediment, why ye may not be lawfully joined together in Matrimony, that ye confess it. For ye be well assured, that so many as be coupled together otherwise than God's Word doth allow are not joined together by God; neither is their Matrimony lawful. At which day of Marriage, if any man do allege and declare any impediment, why they may not be coupled together in Matrimony, by God's Law, or the Laws of the Realm; and will be bound, and sufficient sureties with him, to the parties; or else put in a Caution (to the full value of such charges as the persons to be married do thereby sustain) to prove his allegation; then the solemnization must be deferred, until such time as the truth be tried."

He then turned to James. "Wilt the have this Woman to be thy wedded wife, to live together after God's ordinance in the holy estate of Matrimony? Wilt the love her, comfort her, honour, and keep her, in sickness and in health; and forsaking all other, keep thee only unto her, so long as ye both shall live?"

"I will," James answered.

The Minister then turned to Lily. "Wilt the have this man to be thy wedded husband, to live together after God's ordinance in the holy estate of Matrimony? Wilt the obey him, and serve him, love, honour, and keep him in sickness and in health; and, forsaking all other, keep thee only unto him, so long as ye both shall live?"

"I will," said Lily, smiling through her tears.

It was now time for James to say his vows. He took Lily's hand in his. "I, James Harry Potter, take thee, Lily Marie Evans to my wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, for fairer or fouler, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us depart, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereunto I plight thee my troth."

And now Lily, still holding James's hand, said her vows. "I, Lily Marie Evans, take thee, James Harry Potter to my wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, to be bonny and buxom at bed and at board, to love and to cherish, till death us depart, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereunto I plight thee my troth."

Aaron then stepped forward and presented the rings. The Minister took them, and said "Bless these Rings, O merciful Lord, that those who wear them, that give and receive them, may be ever faithful to one another, remain in your peace, and live and grow old together in your love, under their own vine and fig tree, and seeing their children's children. Amen."

"Amen," everyone said.

He then handed a ring to James, who placed it on Lily's finger. "With this Ring I thee wed, and with my body I thee honor, and with all my worldly goods I thee endow; In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen."

Lily then took the ring that the Minister handed her and placed it on James's finger. "With this Ring I thee wed, and with my body I thee honor, and with all my worldly goods I thee endow; In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen."

Lily and James then kneeled before the altar.

"Let us pray. O Eternal God, Creator and Preserver of all mankind, Giver of all spiritual grace, the Author of everlasting life; Send thy blessing upon these thy servants, this man and this woman, whom we bless in thy Name; + that, as Isaac and Rebecca lived faithfully together, so these persons may surely perform and keep the vow and covenant betwixt them made, whereof this Ring given and received is a token and pledge, and may ever hereafter remain in perfect love and peace together, and live according to thy laws; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen."

Lily and James then stood and joined hands.

"Those whom God hath joined together let no man put asunder. Then shall the Minister speak unto the people. Forasmuch as N and N have consented together in holy wedlock, and have witnessed the same before God and this company, and thereto have given and pledged their troth each to the other, and have declared the same by giving and receiving of a Ring, and by joining of hands; I pronounce therefore that they be Man and Wife together, in the Name of the Father, + and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

"God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, bless, preserve, and keep you; the Lord mercifully with his favour look upon you; and so fill you with all spiritual benediction and grace, that ye may so live together in this life, that in the world to come ye may have life everlasting. Amen.

"You may now kiss the bride," he finished.

James lifted Lily's veil and they kissed, their first kiss as husband and wife. Everyone around them cheered and applauded.

That is to say that everyone cheered and applauded other than Petunia. Petunia was too busy sitting in her seat looking around with a terrified expression at all of the witches and wizards surrounding her. She nearly screamed when she saw some wands being pulled out and sparks flying through the air. Rather than stay for the reception, she decided to run out as quickly as possible.

Neither Lily or James, or anyone else for that matter, took any notice of Petunia's hasty departure. James led Lily back up the aisle, each of them smiling so widely that it almost looked fake. Lily was clutching to James as though she feared he was going to disappear into the crowd of people.

"Lily! James!" Marilyn cried. The newlyweds ran over to her and she hugged them both. She was crying too. "Oh, my new daughter. how wonderful!"

This made Lily start crying again. "Thank you so much."

"It's time for the pictures to be taken, and then it's off to the reception," Marilyn told them. "So, if you'll come with me, we can get started."

James nodded, and still refusing to let go of Lily, led her down the path to another garden set aside for the photographer.

"Wonderful, wonderful!" Mr. Lituchy, the photographer, exclaimed. He took the hands of Lily and James and positioned them under a beautiful ivy archway. "Just stay like that and smile!"

That wasn't exactly a hard instruction for them to follow. The stood there, beaming looking into each other's eyes, looking straight ahead at the camera, and then in several other poses that were requested. Then it was time for them to separate so that Lily could have her own portrait done. She was then joined by the bubbly bridesmaids for some more pictures.

Once the bridal party was finished, it was time for James and his groomsmen. First, just James and Sirius had their picture done, and then pictures were taken with Remus and Peter, and then Aaron as well.

Next, Marilyn and Claire had their pictures done, first alone, then joined by James, and then with Lily as well. Victoria joined them as well, and then had her picture done with Lily. Dumbledore joined them soon after, and then it was time for the entire wedding party to have its portrait done. Never has there been a more immaculate crew. Not a hair out of place, or anything. The pictures were all stunning.

Once the pictures were finished, everyone made their way to the reception. Lily and James first went to a small side room to freshen up.

"Yeah, I'm sure that's what you're going to do," Sirius said, smirking at James.

"Nothing you say can ruin this day for me, so it's not even worth trying," James told him, still grinning.

"Come on," Lily whispered, leading James away from everyone. "We'll be there in 10 minutes, don't worry. They'll make the announcement."

They entered the room and James closed the door behind them. "Alone at last," he said.

"I hope that you aren't getting any crazy ideas, I really do just want to touch up my makeup," Lily told him. She walked over to a mirror and pulled out some mascara.

James came up behind her and put his arms around her waist. "We did it," he whispered in her ear. "You are finally my wife."

"And you, dear husband, are in my way, as usual," she laughed, prying his hands off of her so that she could fix her makeup.

"Some things will just never change. You'll have to learn to live with it."

"Haven't I already?" she teased. "All better!" She turned to face James. "I can't believe that you are my husband. you know, I'm going to have to keep saying it to make sure it's true."

"Oh, it is, don't worry." he said, leaning forward to kiss her again.

They were lost in a passionate embrace for what seemed like a fraction of a second. Unfortunately though, it wasn't. Claire appeared in the doorway and cleared her throat.

"Sorry for interrupting," she began, "but we've been waiting on you two for about 20 minutes. you might want to make an appearance at your own wedding reception."

"Oh, right!" James said. "Thanks." He grabbed Lily's hand and led her out, pausing to kiss his sister on the cheek.

Just as they were about to enter into the reception, they heard a voice booming over the crowd. "And here they are, better late than never, Mr. and Mrs. James Potter!" Everyone cheered once again and Lily and James entered. "And now the couple will dance their first dance as man and wife."

The dance floor cleared as James extended his hand to Lily who nodded slightly and accepted it. The band began to play "Michelle" by the Beatles.

Michelle, ma belle

These are words that go together well

My Michelle

Michelle, ma belle

Sont des mots qui vont tres bien ensemble

tres bien ensemble

I love you, I love you, I love you

that's all I want to say

Until I find a way

I will say the only words I know you'll understand

Michelle, ma belle

Sont des mots qui vont tres bien ensemble

tres bien ensemble

I need to, I need to, I need to

I need to make you see

Oh, what you mean to me

Until I do I'm hoping you will know what I mean

I love you

I want you, I want you, I want you

I think you know by now

I'll get to you some how

Until I do I'm telling you so you'll understand

Michelle, ma belle

Sont des mots qui vont tres bien ensemble

tres bien ensemble

And I will say the only words I know that you'll understand

My Michelle

James held Lily close to his heart as they danced. All eyes were on them, many of them tear-filled, but the pair didn't notice. All they saw was each other, and it even took them a moment to stop dancing once the song had ended.

The voice then sounded again, this time telling the guests "If everyone would please take their seats, and the wedding party make their way to Top Table, the meal is about to begin."

All of the guests did as they were told, finding their seats at various tables. Once everyone was seated and quieted down, Sirius stood and gently tapped his spoon against his champagne flute. "May I have your attention please? I just have a few things that I would like to say."

Lily and James were sitting in the center of the Top Table, smiling brilliantly. James started to shake his head though, unsure of what his best man was about to say.

"As you all know, I am Sirius Black, best friend, and best man, of James Potter. I have known James for longer than I would care to admit," he paused for the laughter to subside, "but I will gladly admit to knowing Lily for nearly 8 years now. When we first met Lily on the Hogwarts Express, I expected a fight to break out. Sure enough, I was right. And it lasted for the next 4 years. James and I were constantly arguing about who would have the rights to this fine young lady, each of us wanting her attention more than the other. Then, my heart was crushed. In our 4th year, James asked her out, and she said yes.

"Salvation was soon to come though, for through all of our various pranks and trouble-making," he paused again, looking for Dumbledore, "sorry, Professor," and then paused again for the laughter, "Lily decided to dump him and go out with me."

"Get to the point, Sirius!" James yelled. This caused another uproar of laughter.

"As I was trying to say, before I was so rudely interrupted, I knew something wasn't right. Lily and James just weren't themselves when they weren't together. So, after Lily and I ended our brief relationship, I, along with our other best friends Remus and Peter, did my best to try to throw those two back together. We tried everything. In fact, once we even jinxed them causing them to be stuck to each other for a whole day!"

"That was you?!" Lily yelled.

Through everyone's laughter, Remus yelled "and you're welcome!"

"If I may continue? Thank you," Sirius said. "When the end of our time at Hogwarts arrived, we were ready to face a grim defeat. And then, one day, James came to us with his realization. Lily, he said that he loved you like no one else, and that he needed to be with you. So we helped him put a charm together, and got everything ready for the proposal. Then we waited. And we waited some more. We didn't think you would actually say yes at first, but once we heard the screams, we knew you had. Never have we been more thankful or excited about anything in our lives.

"So today, I toast you. May your lives together be full of gaiety, wonder and excitement. Never allow yourselves to have a dull moment, and always strive to live up to your potential. To James and Lily! The best friends anyone could ask for!"

"To James and Lily!" the crowd echoed, raising their glasses and then taking a drink.

Jem then stood up. "Much like Sirius, I too have known James and Lily for 8 years now. But unlike Sirius, I will make this speech brief." The crowd laughed at this. "Who knew that the pair who used to fight like cats and dogs would one day be joined in marriage? After all of the endless pranks, and sleepless nights it has come to this. Lily, you are my best friend, and I consider it a great honor to stand here speaking on this, your most special of days. I love you both dearly, and can't wait to see what the future will bring. To my best friend, Lily, and the boy she finally trained to do right, James. To the Potters!"

"To the Potters!" everyone repeated, drinking again.

Once the speeches were finished, everyone enjoyed a wonderful meal. Every food you could imagine appeared on the tables, ranging from your basic caesar salad to chicken kiev. It was quite impressive.

After the meal, everyone started dancing and chatting. Dumbledore walked over to Top Table and asked if Lily would give him the honour of a dance. "Of course," she blushed, kissing James on the cheek as she got up.

Dumbledore took Lily's hand in his and twirled her around on the dance floor. They laughed and danced, and Lily felt almost as if her father was there with her again. She turned her head around and was pleased to see that James was also dancing, this time with Victoria. Yes, she thought, this is my new family. Just as it should be.

When the song ended, Dumbledore thanked her for the dance and handed her over to Sirius who was waiting anxiously for his turn.

"Do you mind?" he asked.

Lily laughed. "Of course not! After all, you are the best man!"

"Always!" Sirius whisked Lily around the dance floor. "So, did you like my speech?"

"It was very. interesting. But yes, I loved it."

"Good, it took me forever to write it." He grinned.

"Somehow I doubt that, but if you say so," Lily said.

Just then someone tapped on Sirius's shoulder. It was Remus. "May I cut in?"

"No," Sirius told him just as Lily replied "Of course!"

Lily gave Sirius a look, and then without waiting for another word, joined Remus.

"You look amazing, Lil. Absolutely perfect," Remus said.

"Thanks, but you don't have to say it."

"Sure I do! How else will you ever believe all of us?"

Lily smiled and shook her head while Remus led her around the dance floor.

Several songs and dance partners later, Lily found herself back in the arms of James.

"Missed you," he whispered, pulling her close to him for a slow dance.

"Me too," she said just before kissing him.

The music then stopped and an announcement was made. "Would the bride and groom please come to the stage, it is time for the cutting of the cake!"

All of the guests gathered around on the dance floor as Lily and James walked over to the cake. It was perfect. The cake was 8 tiers and had predominantly white icing. It did, however, have flowers and ribbons decorating it in a special icing that changed colours, going from red, to blue, to yellow, to green, to purple, etc. Lily and James joined hands and picked up the bejeweled silver cake knife and sliced the first piece of cake.

James picked up a piece and fed it to Lily, very careful not to get any on her face. Lily decided not to return the favour though. She picked up a piece and, as politely as one could imagine, shoved it into James's mouth and all over his face. Everyone laughed and applauded, none louder than Sirius and Remus, as James pulled off his glasses and wiped them off on a napkin that someone handed him. James then grabbed another piece of cake and smeared it over Lily's face, causing her to scream.

Once a few pictures had been taken of the mess that was the bride and groom, Marilyn pulled out her wand and magically the couple was as clean as they had been before the cake fiasco. James and Lily, however didn't even notice. James had his arms around Lily and they were laughing about their little food fight, and Sirius was just behind them laughing as well when another picture was snapped. Little did they know the important role that this picture would play later on.

After the cake had been cut and everyone had had some, the voice returned yet again. "All eligible bachelors, please come to the dance floor. And the bride and groom, please come to the stage! It's time for the garter toss!"

Lily giggled as James led her up onto the stage. James sat down in the chair that was waiting for them. He grinned as Lily sat down on his lap. She then crossed her legs and lifted the skirt of her dress, just high enough to reveal the garter. Grinning, James slipped the garter belt down Lily's leg and off of her. He then turned around and flung it into the waiting crowd, very curious to see who would come up victorious.

"Back off!" Sirius yelled.

"No, you!" shouted Peter.

"I've got it!" declared a third voice.

James and Lily turned around to see who it was. When they saw who it was, their eyes, along with most everyone else's, grew wide.

Albus Dumbledore was standing in front of the crowd, holding the garter up for everyone to see. Rather than saying anything else, Dumbledore turned to face Victoria, winked and then walked off.

Lily turned to James and whispered, "What was that about?"

James laughed. "I have no idea."

Chapter 14: The Newlyweds

Lily and James enjoyed a few more dances before departing from the celebration to change clothes. When they returned, everyone was standing out by the Palace doors waiting to see them off. Lily was wearing a gorgeous emerald green dress that matched her eyes perfectly. James had changed into a pair of brown pants with a blue shirt, but the second that Lily saw him, she pulled out her wand and suddenly his outfit changed to a pair of khakis and a black silk shirt. This, again, made everyone laugh.

Lily of course was still holding her bouquet. "Gather 'round girls!" Lily called. She then turned her back and threw the bouquet, which landed right in the hands of.

Jem screamed. She was so excited, she was jumping up and down, holding on the bouquet as if for dear life. She ran straight in the direction of Sirius, whose eyes opened wide. He then started to run away from her. "Oh no! Lily! I'll get you for this!" he shouted.

Lily and James couldn't help but laugh at the situation. They then turned to head down the walkway and leave for the first night of their honeymoon.

"How are we getting to London?" Lily asked.

"Sirius is letting us use his new motorcycle. don't worry, it's magical. it flies," James told her.

"Really? I'm surprised that he's letting it out of his sight!"

"I know, but he's coming to get it in the morning," James said.

They then started walking, rather quickly, as everyone pulled out their wands and bubbles came flying at Lily and James on their way to the motorcycle.

"Goodbye!" they called, waving at all of their guests.

"Bye! Have fun! Don't get into too much trouble!" came the various calls, as they climbed onto the motorcycle and flew off into the night.

James and Lily flew the motorcycle to Diagon Alley where its arrival was far more accepted than it would have been anywhere else in London. After leaving it in a safe location that James and Sirius had agreed upon earlier, James led Lily through the Leaky Cauldron and out onto the streets of London. They then flagged down a taxi, and James told the driver they were going to the Langham Hilton on Oxford Street.

James paid the driver with some muggle money he had exchanged at Gringotts earlier in the week, and the couple then entered the hotel. Lily was awed by the hotel's extravagance. James checked them in, and they were then escorted to the honeymoon suite, where Lily was surprised to find their luggage already there.

As soon as the door shut behind the bellboy, Lily and James pounced on each other. At last, the night they had been waiting for had arrived. Even though the last thing Lily wanted was to be apart from James for another minute, she forced herself to step out of his embrace. "I'll be right back," she told him, as she picked up a bag and headed for the dressing room. James nodded, breathing heavily and made a flying leap for the bed, tearing most of his clothes off on the way.

When Lily returned, she found James sitting on the bed, waiting expectantly for her. He had lit candles all over the room, and was holding two glasses of champagne. He almost dropped them however when he saw Lily. She was wearing one of the white teddies that she had received at her bridal shower. "Why thank you," she whispered, as she glided toward James and joined him on the bed, taking a glass from him.

"To my beautiful wife," James said.

"To my handsome, husband," Lily said, clinking their glasses together and taking a sip of the champagne. She set her glass down on the nightstand. "To my handsome," she kissed James's forehead, "wonderful," she kissed his nose, "kind," she kissed his lips, "sexy," she kissed his neck, "perfect," she kissed his chest over his heart, "husband," she finished, coming back up to kiss his lips again. James had put his glass down as well, took Lily in his arms, and kissed her, never wanting to let go.

When the young married couple woke up the following morning, they were of course running a bit late. James had arranged for a car to pick them up and transport them to Heathrow Airport where they would be taking a plane to California. Lily had insisted that James try this muggle form of flying, and he was actually rather excited by the idea. Unfortunately, when James put his glasses on, he noticed that the car was supposed to be downstairs waiting for them 10 minutes earlier.

"Lily," he whispered, "it's time to get up. We've got a plane to catch."

"Mmm hmm." she said, turning over on the bed.

"Lily, really," James said. "I'm sorry, but we overslept. The car is waiting."

"Okay, I'm awake," insisted Lily, eventually letting her eyes flutter open. She yawned. "I've got to get ready."

"Alright, you do that and I'll ring downstairs to check on the car. But hurry ok?"

"Don't worry, I'll be ready in a few minutes," she told him, smiling.

Lily and James made it to Heathrow just as the boarding for their flight was beginning. James was fascinated by everything in the airport, from the muggles waiting for their different flights to the different shops and kiosks.

"What's that?" James asked Lily, pointing out the window.

Lily looked around hoping nobody overheard him. Luckily, they hadn't. "James," she hissed, "that's a plane."

"How on earth is that big heavy thing going to fly with all those people in it and without any magic?"

"James, trust me, it does. It's all about aerodynamics and mechanics. Don't worry about it." She pointed out another window. "Look, there's one taking off now."

James stared out the window thoroughly awed. "That's amazing." he whispered.

Lily giggled and rolled her eyes. "Come on, we're about to board our plane." She then had to drag him away from the window and to their departure gate.

"Now boarding, British Airways flight 42 to San Francisco, California, First Class Passengers only," one of the flight attendants announced.

"That's us, come on," Lily said.

She and James walked arm-in-arm through the gate and onto the plane. When they found their seats, James started reading all of the flight literature that the airline had to offer.

"Absolutely fascinating." he kept saying.

Lily just shook her head and tried to steal his attention. It wasn't until the plane had actually taken off though that she was successful.

For the remainder of the flight, it was quite obvious to everyone that Lily and James were the newlyweds on the plane. They were constantly whispering things to each other, holding hands, kissing, drinking champagne through linked arms. All of the flight attendants smiled at them whenever they walked by, and were more than willing to do anything that the couple asked of them. James was especially thrilled when they offered to show him the cockpit.

"Just like a little boy," one of the attendants said to Lily.

Lily laughed. "You have no idea. it's his first time on a plane."

"Really?" Lily nodded. "Well then, no wonder he was excited about this. Where are you two going?"

"To Napa, for our honeymoon."

"We all thought that was why you were traveling," she smiled. She then saw James on his way back to his seat and smiled again. "If there's anything you need, please don't hesitate to ask."

"Thank you," Lily said, laughing at James who returned to her with the wide eyes and smile of the 11-year-old boy she first met.

"Incredible! All of that stuff." he started. "And they actually do fly without magic!" he added in a whisper.

Lily laughed. "I told you, didn't I?"

"I just thought you were nuts, but now. wow."

"Thank you, darling."

"I'm only kidding," he said, taking her hand and kissing it. "I love you."

"I love you too, even though I find myself wondering why more and more recently."

Nearly 12 hours later, the plane arrived in San Francisco. Lily and James got off the plane and went to collect their luggage at baggage claim. After this, they found the car that was waiting for them and were driven to a quaint bed & breakfast in the Napa Valley.

For the next 2 weeks, Lily and James didn't have a care in the world. They spent every moment together, and did everything from riding bicycles through various vineyards, to taking a hot air balloon ride over the valley. They enjoyed the barrel making tour at Seguin Moreau Cooperage, and went canoeing in the Russian River region. They spent a wonderful day relaxing on the sands of the beach in Carmel, and hiked to the top of Mt. St. Helena. They made sure to go to several wine tastings, and sample the nightlife of San Francisco. One evening they even went to see the Napa Valley Symphony play.

Needless to say, Lily and James were not excited when their honeymoon was over and they had to head home.

"I can't believe it's already time to say goodbye to this place," Lily said, shaking her head as she finished packing.

"It was fun though, wasn't it?" James asked, coming up behind her and putting his arms around her waist.

"I know I'll never forget it," she told him, turning around and kissing him.

They then heard a car honking outside.

"That's our ride," James said, frowning.

"I know, let's go."

They took one final look around the room to make sure they hadn't forgotten anything and then went out to the car.

Upon their arrival back at Heathrow, the last person they expected to find waiting for them at the gate was Kenneth Turnipseed, the Minister of Magic, who they had last seen at their wedding. Once they saw his expression though, the smiles disappeared from their faces, and Lily would have fallen to the ground, had James not been quick enough to catch her.

"What happened?" James asked.

"I think you had both best come with me," Mr. Turnipseed told them gravely.

Lily could barely breath. Horrible images flashed through her mind. Could it be Victoria? Or maybe Marilyn was dead. Sirius was dead. Or perhaps it was Remus and Aaron? What about Claire?

"I can't handle this!" she cried. This outburst caused several muggles to turn around and try to see what was going on. "I'm going to go mad if you don't tell us what happened!"

"Please, calm yourself, Mrs. Potter," Mr. Turnipseed pleaded. "This is not the place to discuss such matters."

"Well, let's go somewhere more appropriate then," James said, trying to conceal an angry tone.

Mr. Turnipseed led the couple to a Ministry car that was waiting for them. Once they entered the car, they were sped out of London and onto the street where they lived. That's when Lily and James saw it. There, lurking in what seemed to be a deep fog was the Dark Mark, the calling card of Lord Voldemort and his Death Eaters.

"What's going on? Why is that over our street?" Lily asked, nearly frantic.

Mr. Turnipseed couldn't speak. The car then stopped and Lily and James got out and saw what had happened.

Their house had been destroyed, and the Mark was hovering above what remained.

"Why?" asked James.

"First, let me say that nobody was hurt. The house was in fact empty. We believe that they were after you and your wife, but due to an anti-tracking spell that Professor Dumbledore placed on you before you left, they were unable to find you while you were gone. Dumbledore said you would know what they were after. Does that make sense?"

Lily was in tears, collapsed on the sidewalk, but she managed a nod.

James took a deep breath, knelt down, and held Lily in his arms. "Yes," he said. "We know."

"Then I am certain it will come as no surprise that Dumbledore has requested to meet with you as soon as possible. We are to apparate to Hogsmeade and then continue to Hogwarts. He wishes to perform the Fidelius Charm as soon as possible."

"We understand," James said.

"Have you a Secret-Keeper in mind?"

"Yes," James answered. "Come on, baby," he said, helping Lily to her feet. "We've got to go."

She was still crying. "Our home, James. that's where we were going to raise a family!" She turned her tear-stained face to James. "What are we going to do now?"

James shook his head. "I don't know, baby. I just don't know."

They all apparated to Hogsmeade a few minutes later and found a carriage waiting for them. When they arrived at the Hogwarts entrance, Lily and James were shocked to find half of the school's professors there waiting, along with Marilyn, Sirius and Remus.

"Peter would have been here, but he had to do some work for Lockhart in Brazil," Remus said.

Lily started crying again, and Marilyn took her in her arms.

"Follow me, please," Dumbledore said. James noticed that the usual twinkle in his eye was missing.

The group was led through the castle and down to the charms classroom. As they walked through the hallways, they passed several students wandering around.

"All students were instructed to remain in their house common rooms. Five points from Ravenclaw for each of you," Professor McGonnagall said. The students went running back to their house.

When they reached the classroom, Dumbledore stopped outside the door. "Thank you, Professor McGonnagall. If you would please notify the other professors that we are not to be disturbed, it would be much appreciated."

"Of course, Professor," she replied before walking off.

Dumbledore then entered the room and gestured for Lily and James to follow him. After they entered, the door closed behind them.

"I am very sorry that things have come to this, but alas, it is out of my control," he said.

"We understand, Professor," James said.

"Do you have anywhere to go?"

James nodded. He then turned to Lily, who looked very nervous. This obviously hadn't even occurred to her. "I think that we will return to the Evans' house, if that's alright with you, Lily. I mean, we never did get the chance to put it on the market."

Lily gulped down her tears. "You're right, it makes the most sense."

"Have you decided on someone to be your Secret-Keeper?"

"Yes," Lily answered.

"My mother," James said.

"You are certain?" They both nodded. "Very well then. I shall ask her to join us then."

Marilyn went into the room and the charm was performed. This meant that as long as Marilyn kept her son and daughter-in-law's secret, Voldemort and his followers could walk right passed James and Lily's home and not know that they were living there.

After a very long night, Remus escorted Marilyn home and Sirius went with Lily and James. The unfortunate collapse of the Potter house also left Sirius without a home, but he had moved into Remus and Aaron's apartment for the time being.

"I'm so sorry," Sirius kept repeating. "I should have been able to do something, but none of the Aurors even found out until it was too late."

"It's not your fault," James said.

"We'll be fine now. Everything will be alright," Lily said, trying to convince herself more than anyone else.

Chapter 15: Doctor's Orders

It took some time, and a lot of help from friends and family, but after a few days, the Potters found themselves settled into their new home. Things returned to normal as James went back to work and Lily started looking for a new job.

"Lil," James said one night after returning from work, "you really don't have to work. We're doing fine."

"I am not going to be one of those wives who just sits around cleaning and cooking all day. I need something more stimulating to do."

James knew there was no point in arguing with her. They had already been through this same fight time and time again. So, he sighed and gave in. "Well, if there's anything I can do to help you find something, just say the word."

The next few weeks flew by without any major occurrences. James was hard at work with Sirius trying to track down Voldemort and his supporters. Mr. Ocran seemed to be working them harder than ever, but it was not without just cause. The Death Eaters had gone on a rampage, attacking witches, wizards and muggles alike, and no matter what they did, the Ministry of Magic seemed to always be 10 steps behind.

It was a snowy evening at the end of January when James came home and was surprised to find Jem sitting in the living room waiting for him.

"What's going on? Where's Lily?" he asked, nervously. Lily had never not been there when he got home.

Jem smiled. "Don't worry, everything is fine. Lily is actually upstairs lying down."

"Why?"

"Doctor's orders, I'm afraid."

James didn't waste a second. He ran upstairs and was relieved to find Lily lying in their bed without any injuries.

"What's wrong, hon?" he asked.

Lily smiled. "I've been ordered to stay in bed for the next couple of days."

"Why?"

"Well, James, we're going to have a baby."

James collapsed onto the bed. "What?"

"I'm two months pregnant."

After the initial shock had passed, James grew quite excited about the idea of having a child.

Two nights later, Lily had invited everyone over for dinner.

"Think of all the pranks we can teach him!" Sirius laughed.

"Oh, no you don't," Lily warned. "You will not be teaching my child to get into all of the trouble you four used to."

"Oh, so now you weren't involved in any of it, is that right?" Remus grinned.

"Besides," Lily added, "how do you know it's going to be a boy?"

"Yeah, think about how darling James would be carrying a little princess around," Jem said.

Sirius and Remus rolled their eyes. Just then James walked in carrying a huge stack of papers. He dropped them onto the table and kissed Lily hello.

"What's all that?" Sirius asked.

"Work. Remember? You used to actually go once in a while."

"My how the tables have turned," Lily said, laughing. "Darling, would you mind not leaving all of that on the table while we're trying to eat?"

"Sorry," James said. He flicked his wand and the papers disappeared onto his desk in the study. "What's for dinner?"

Lily summoned a plate of lasagna for him along with a drink. "That's all that's left, I'm afraid. You should have let me know you were going to be late again."

"So what are you hoping the baby is, James?" Jem asked. "Boy or girl?"

"Just so long as it's happy and healthy, I really don't care." Everyone laughed. "No, really. boy or girl, either is fine with me."

"Well, at least we can agree on that!" Lily said, squeezing his hand. "These madmen over here are hoping for a boy though, and I refuse to let them teach him any tricks!"

"We'll have to wait and see about that," James said, winking at Sirius and Remus.

Lily slapped his hand playfully and everyone laughed.

Once all of their friends had left, it was already quite late so Lily and James decided to head up to bed. Lily sighed. "I have the worst headache."

"Do you have anything to take for it?"

"Hmm. actually, yes, I do. There's a little brown bottle in the medicine cabinet. Could you get it for me?"

James got up to get the bottle. When he found it he looked at it cautiously. "What's this?"

"It's something that Claire gave me a while ago. It works wonders."

"If you say so," he said, looking at her skeptically. "But if it's from Claire, god only knows what's in it."

Lily laughed. "You really ought to have more faith in your sister. after all, she's going to be an aunt soon!"

James smiled. "I know, you're right."

"Of course I am, that's nothing new. Now come on and get in this bed," Lily smiled.

"Yes, ma'am!" James said. He then climbed into bed and took Lily in his arms.

By the end of the week, it seemed that everyone in the world knew that the Potters were expecting their first child. Countless congratulatory cards arrived by owl each day, along with various baby magazines and books that Marilyn had sent with a short note.

My darlings,

I'm so sorry that I can't be with you to celebrate this joyous news for I have been detained out of the country. Rest assured that I will be there as soon as I can though. For now, read through these and let me know if and when any decisions are made or if you have any more news!

Love,

Mum

True to her word, Marilyn appeared on their doorstep early the following week. She sat with Lily and they went through the various magazines, Lily showing her the different pieces of furniture and nursery décor she was considering.

During the next few weeks, it became more and more obvious that Lily was pregnant. In addition to the morning sickness and extreme fatigue she had already been experiencing, she started having mood swings. Gradually though, these symptoms all seemed to subside, much to James's relief. He loved Lily, but at times she was almost too much to handle.

Before they knew it, Lily was well into her fourth month of pregnancy. "Are you going to come with me to see Dr. Voyles today, James?" she asked.

"What time is the appointment?" Lily looked at him with horrified eyes. "I'm only kidding. Of course I'll be there. 2:30, Right?"

Lily forced a smile. "Yes," she said.

"I'll meet you there, don't worry. As if I'd miss this. today we find out whether we're having a boy or girl."

When James arrived in Dr. Voyles' waiting room, he wasn't at all surprised to see his mother sitting there waiting with Lily. "Hello, mum," he said, walking over to them.

"Here you are!" Marilyn said. "Finally."

"What? I'm early!"

"She's just giving you a hard time," Lily said, smiling.

"Mrs. Potter?" the nurse called.

"Coming!" Lily said, getting up from her chair.

James looked at her and smiled. It was beginning to show that she was pregnant. "I'm right behind you," he told her. He then turned to his mother. "Are you going to stay out here?" She nodded.

Lily and James returned to the waiting room nearly an hour later, both with wide smiles on their faces.

"Well?" Marilyn asked anxiously.

"Congratulations," Lily said, "You're going to have a granddaughter!"

By the time Lily and James got home, Sirius and Jem were already there, Jem with a big pink teddy bear. "It's so wonderful!" she squealed.

"I know! I'm so excited! I knew it was going to be a girl, I just knew it!" Lily exclaimed. "Come on upstairs, I'll show you the new wallpaper that we picked out!"

Without another word, the girls had run upstairs, leaving a bewildered James and Sirius behind.

"You wanted a son, didn't you?" Sirius asked, once he was sure the coast was clear.

"I thought so, but this might be better."

"Man, you are going soft. you are just going to spoil this little girl to death, aren't you?"

"And what if I do?"

"Nothing, nothing. She's your kid. But just to let you know, I ain't smoking no pink cigar!"

James laughed. "But I think I'd pay money to see that."

"At least we'll get to teach her how to defend herself. Between you and Lily she's gonna be quite the pistol."

"She will not! She'll be the princess that she deserves to be!"

"A-ha!" Sirius shouted. "I can't believe you. don't go all mushy on us now!"

"Sod off!"

"And what kind of language is that for a father of a little 'princess'" Sirius said, mocking him.

"When are you going to grow up?"

"Half past never."

"That's obvious," Jem said, coming back downstairs.

Lily joined them a minute later. "What's going on?" she asked.

"Oh, nothing. Sirius just admitted what a child he is." Jem said menacingly.

Lily laughed. "Some things will never change." She kissed the top of Sirius's head as she walked behind his chair. "And we all love you dearly for it."

"At least you do, Lily," Sirius said triumphantly.

"Hey, back off, jacko, she's spoken for!" James joked.

Everyone laughed. The four of them stayed up well into the night discussing various things, but mostly the baby and work.

Chapter 16: A Death Eater's Betrayal

The next few weeks proved to be quite busy for Lily. Despite James's countless pleas, Lily insisted on decorating the baby's room by hand. She bought the different paint, and wallpaper, and fabric and set to work. With some help from Marilyn and Jem, the room was beautifully finished with just under 3 months to go.

That's when it happened. Lily felt a sudden burst of pain in her abdomen in the middle of the night. She screamed and James bolted up beside her in bed.

"What happened? What's wrong? What can I do?" he asked.

Tears were streaming down Lily's face and she was shaking. "I don't know, but I need to see a doctor, now!"

James quickly jumped out of bed, and holding Lily tightly in his arms, they disapparated to St. Mungo's Hospital Emergency Room.

When they arrived at St. Mungo's Magical Hospital, Lily was admitted immediately and rushed into surgery. Despite the fact that the doctors did not want James in the operating room with them, they knew it would be worthless to argue, they simply didn't have the time. So, James stayed by Lily's side, holding her hand and trying to assure her that everything was going to be alright.

While they were in the O.R. one of the nurses contacted Marilyn, who then contacted several others, including Sirius, Jem, Claire and Professor Dumbledore. Within an hour, all had arrived.

"Has there been any news yet?" Claire asked, seeing her mother pacing in the lobby area.

"Nothing. They're still operating."

When Dumbledore appeared, he did his best to calm everyone down and try to make sense of the situation. But the nurses refused to tell even him what was going on.

After a grueling 7 hours of surgery, Lily and James were introduced to their 1 pound, 6 ounce daughter.

Lily cried as she held the still baby in her arms. "Angelica, it would have been an honour to know you here..." she whispered, tears streaming down her face. James was too choked up to say anything. All he could do was stroke Lily's hair, trying to keep it out of her eyes.

The doctors then came over to them and took the tiny, unmoving Angelica away. "We need to examine her, to find out why this happened," one doctor said solemnly.

James nodded, watching as his daughter was taken out of the room.

Lily was then given a potion to help her sleep, and James left her side for the first time that day. He went to talk to their waiting family and friends.

As soon as he walked out into the lobby area, he collapsed into a fit of tears. Marilyn rushed to his side, along with Claire, and they tried to hug him and help him up, but he refused.

"No!" James shouted. "Just leave me!"

"James, dear, what happened?" Marilyn asked.

"They don't know," he sobbed. "But she's dead... Angelica didn't have a chance..."

Just then a doctor came out. "Professor Dumbledore, if you wouldn't mind, we would appreciate your opinion on something."

"Yes, of- of course," Dumbledore stammered, looking very sad as he passed James.

The doctor led Dumbledore to a small examination room where little Angelica Potter was lying motionless on a table. Even Dumbledore had to look away from her for a moment, and wipe a tear from his eye.

"Professor, I was hoping you could take a look at this. It is something that we found in the child's bloodstream."

The doctor held up a small vile that had a deep purple liquid in it.

"Is that what I think it is?" Dumbledore asked.

"What is it that you suspect?"

"It looks like Epulsione Potion!"

"That is exactly what we made of it as well, Professor."

"That would mean that someone sabotaged this child, before she had even been conceived..."

"Our conclusion as well. We will need to talk to Mr. Potter to see if he might know anything about this-"

"You cannot do that. I will not allow it. He is in no state for this," Dumbledore said.

"I understand, sir, but we've no choice."

"I shall handle this, Doctor."

James was still sitting in a heap on the floor when the hospital doors flew open and a cloaked figure rushed in.

"I need to see Lily Ev- Potter!" a familiar voice hissed.

"I'm sorry sir, but no visitors are allowed," the nurse told him.

"It is a matter of life and death!"

"What's all this?" Sirius demanded, having over heard the request to see Lily.

"It is nothing for you to- Black."

Sirius peered at the cloaked figure suspiciously. A hand then reached up from under the cloak and confirmed his suspicions.

"Snape."

Sirius spat out the name with so much hatred that everyone in the lobby area turned to see what was going on. Even James found himself setting aside his grief for a moment; just long enough to take a deep breath, collect himself and leap over to the nurses' station where Snape was standing.

James didn't waste a minute. He grabbed Snape by the collar and slammed him against a wall, his eyes looking as if ready to shoot daggers if provoked. "What do you want with my wife?" he demanded, holding Snape up a good foot off the ground.

Sirius was standing behind James with his arms out, trying to prevent anyone from approaching them.

Snape didn't say a word. He simply stared James straight in the eyes.

"I will ask you one more time!" shouted James. "What do you want with my wife?"

Sirius then noticed Snape reaching for something in his robes. As soon as he started to pull it out, Sirius yelled "Expelliarmus!" only to discover that it wasn't a wand that Snape had retrieved, but a small beaker containing a pale yellow liquid.

"What is this?" asked Sirius, staring at the bottle he now held in his hands.

"What indeed," said Dumbledore, entering into the hostile scenario. "Is that what I believe it to be? Is it the antidote, Severus?"

Snape choked as James's grasp tightened around his neck. He then lowered his eyes and gave a small nod. James stared at him in disbelief, releasing his hands and causing Snape to call to the floor in a fit of coughs.

"Severus, will not ask of you at this time how you became aware of Lily's particular ailment, or why you have chosen to step forward and appear here tonight bearing the potion to correct her, for I am certain that one day you will be prepared to make it known to us all," Dumbledore said. "Now please, hand me the potion that he brought, Sirius."

Snape took a deep breath and stood at last. He walked over to Dumbledore, and without a word, handed him a small, folded up piece of parchment. Dumbledore nodded knowingly, and Snape turned to leave. Before he did though, he gave a sudden, pain-filled gasp and his hand immediately shot to his forearm. James, who was quick to notice things, had a split-second view of what Snape was trying to hide, under his robes and cloak. It was a tattoo of the Dark Mark. Before he could say anything though, Snape had disapparated.

James walked toward Dumbledore, intending to join him to go see Lily, but Dumbledore put a stop to that. "Now is not the time, James. You should remain here with your family and friends. When she is ready, I will send for you to come in."

"But-" protested James.

"No," Dumbledore said, settling the matter. He then turned and went down a hallway back toward Lily's room.

James sat down in a chair and buried his head in his hands. His thoughts were flying around in his head as he was trying to make sense of the situation. The dark mark. he kept thinking. But why would Snape help her? How could he have known? Why does Dumbledore trust him.And then James had a sudden realization. "He's still in love with her," he said out loud.

"What?" asked Sirius.

James quickly shook his head, realizing he had spoken those words, rather than just thinking them. "Nothing, nothing," he lied.

Dumbledore returned to Lily's bedside with Snape's potion in hand. She was just beginning to wake up, and was shocked to find Dumbledore at her side rather than James.

"Where is he?" she asked quietly.

"He's waiting outside," Dumbledore told her, stroking her forehead gently. "I just want you to relax for a minute and answer something for me, alright?" When Lily nodded, he continued. "Up until today, how have you been feeling recently?"

"I've been alright, I suppose," she whispered, trying to forget the horrible events of the day.

"Nothing out of the ordinary?"

"Not other than a headache or two."

"Did you take anything for your headaches? Any medicine?"

Lily shook her head. "Nothing really. once in a while I'd take something that Claire left for me the morning of the wedding, but that's it."

"What was it that she left?"

"Just a small bottle, with a sort of dark coloured potion in it. I wasn't feeling very well, as we had. gone out the night before, and it helped." Dumbledore shook his head. "What is it?" Lily asked nervously.

"Can you tell me if this," he pulled out the small vile from earlier, "is the colour of what you had taken?"

"It looks like it, but I couldn't be certain."

Dumbledore sighed. "Lily, your daughter's death was no accident." Lily's eyes widened and she opened her mouth to speak but no noise came out. "This potion is called Epulsione Potion. Are you familiar with what it does?" Lily shook her head. "It really is quite simple, even though it takes a very advanced wizard to concoct it. The potion serves as a cleansing tool, it will remove any foreign elements from your body once ingested. This would include alcohol, and most unfortunately, another life."

Lily's eyes filled with tears again. "Who would do such a thing?"

"I think you know the answer to that."

"But why? Why the child?" Lily was now crying.

"Lily, the item in your protection. the Stone, you are it's only guardian. However, if you were to have a child, the gift would then be passed on. It would be in Voldemort's best interest to leave that power with you. The only thing that bothers me about this, though," he continued, "is how you came in possession of the potion in the first place. You said that Claire gave it to you?"

"Yes, I mean, I think so. I- I found it on my nightstand in the Palace with a note saying that it would help. I didn't think that-" Lily choked as her throat swelled and tears streamed down her face.

Dumbledore tried to calm her. He took her hand in his and sighed. "Of course you didn't, child. Why should you?"

"It's my fault." she whispered.

"No, it most certainly is not. And nor is it too late for help. Here," he pulled out the antidote. "If you drink this, it will reverse the effects of the potion."

"But what about Angelica?"

Dumbledore looked down at the floor and shook his head. "I'm afraid that it is too late," he whispered.

Lily turned her head away from him. "Can I see James?"

"Lily, the potion. It is most imperative that you take it."

"I'm sorry, Professor, but not until I speak with James."

"Very well." Dumbledore then stood and left the room to fetch James.

When Dumbledore left, Lily turned her head back and noticed a piece of parchment sitting beside her. It took all the strength she had, but she unfolded it and began to read. She recognized the writing at once though. "Severus," she whispered.

My Dear Lily,

I am writing to you now to let you know that you are in very real danger. No doubt, by now Professor Dumbledore has acquainted you with the precarious circumstances surrounding your hospitalization. I cannot help but feel partly to blame for this. While I was not the one who left the potion for you in the first place, I was well aware that it was happening. I have never stopped loving you, Lily, and perhaps that is why I am able to fight the instructions left for me. I just couldn't let you live your life in such misery. For your sake, I hope that you will take the potion I left for you with Dumbledore. Other than that, I have but one more request to make of you. You must never speak of this to anyone. If word was to get out, about what happened, and about my having gotten involved, I fear for both you and myself. Potter has already put himself in great danger, please do not intensify this. I hope that you will do the right thing.

With love,

Severus Snape

There was a knock at the door, and Lily quickly shoved the letter under her pillow, just in time. James walked in, and Lily couldn't help but notice he had tearstains on his face. He sat on the edge of her bed, taking her hand in one of his, and stroking her cheek gently with the other.

"I'm so sorry, baby," he whispered. He then realized what he had said. "I mean, it's just." he sighed. "I'm sorry," he said again.

"I know, I know," she nodded. Lily longed to show James the letter from Snape, but knew that if she did, they were both as good as dead. Instead, she forced a small smile. "Dumbledore says that he can help. that if I take this potion here, it'll fix me up, good as new."

James nodded slowly. "Are you going to take it?"

"Why shouldn't I?"

"Lily, you have to know where it came from."

"It's from Dumbledore!"

"No, Lily, Snape brought it. And then he took it. I don't know if you should trust it."

"Well, I don't see why I shouldn't."

"What? Lily, this is Severus Snape that we're talking about!"

"And I still trust him! Hell, James, even Dumbledore trusts him!"

"I just think that we should have that potion looked at before you take it."

"Don't be ridiculous. I would trust Severus with my life."

"Lily!" James couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Do you have any idea what Snape is? Who he works for?!" Lily shook her head. "Lily, he's a Death Eater! I saw it! I saw the mark!"

"That can't be."

"Well, it is! You have to believe me."

"I don't care, James. I'm going to trust him."

"He is a lying murderer! How can you trust him!"

"Like this!" she yelled. She then grabbed the potion off of the nightstand and began to drink.

"No!" yelled James, reaching for the bottle. But it was too late. She drank every last drop.

Lily looked James right in the eyes and said "Done." Unfortunately, at that moment she lost her grasp on the beaker the potion had been in and dropped it, causing it to shatter on the floor as she fell back onto her pillow in a faint.

"Lily!" James shouted, grabbing her shoulders and shaking her. "Lily, wake up!" When she didn't answer, James called for help "Is anyone there? Help me!"

Two nurses, a doctor, and Dumbledore all rushed into the room.

"What happened?" asked the doctor.

"She drank it, whatever it was, and then fainted!"

Dumbledore heaved a sigh of relief. "James, she will be fine. As long as she took it, everything is going to be alright."

"How can you say that? I saw him! It was probably poisoned."

"James, you are being irrational. Lily will be just fine."

James looked at Dumbledore as though he were crazy. He then stormed out of the room and back to the lobby where everyone was waiting to find out what happened.

"Don't talk to me!" James snapped when his mother came over to him.

"But why? What happened?" Marilyn asked.

James was in a rage. "I can't believe her! That's it. I can't stay here. I'm going home." Before anyone could say another word to him, he had disapparated.

As soon as James had gotten home, he went straight into his study making a conscious decision to do everything in his power to get even with Snape. He pulled out all of his work notes and research that he and Sirius had been working on about Voldemort's rise to power and his followers. He knew that the tattoo had to mean something and that Snape had to be up to no good. But what?

Much to his disappointment, before he could get anything accomplished, James was interrupted by Sirius. "What do you want?" he asked.

"Oh, nothing really. Just rather curious about why you left your wife alone in the hospital after everything she's been through today. But other than that, nothing." He then looked at the things James had on his desk. "What're you doing?"

"That potion. that Snape brought for Lily. She drank it."

"So?"

"It was from Snape."

"But Dumbledore said she needed it."

"I know, but you don't understand. You didn't see it."

"See what?"

"The mark." Sirius gave James a perplexed look. "The Dark Mark."

"What?"

"When he flinched with pain, it was because of the Dark Mark. I saw it."

"You don't actually think."

"I would bet my life on it."

"You mean we've found one!" Sirius was starting to get excited now.

"Not exactly. We haven't found him. Just discovered who one is."

Chapter 17: A Difficult Decision

When Lily woke back up, she felt an odd combination of anger and relief to find Marilyn sitting next to her rather than James. "Where did he go?" she asked weakly.

"Home, I think," Marilyn replied. "How are you feeling?"

"As well as I can be. I'm so sorry, Marilyn. It's all my fault," Lily cried. "If I had been stronger, she would have survived."

"Shh, shh," Marilyn said, trying to calm her. "There was nothing more that could be done."

"You don't know. you wouldn't understand," Lily said, turning her face away.

"Well then, why don't you tell me?"

"I can't do that." Lily sighed. "Can I please have a moment alone?"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. Please."

Even though it was against her better judgment, Marilyn got up and left Lily alone in the room. As soon as the door was closed, Lily pulled the letter from Snape back out and reread it.

"I've got to do it," she whispered, nodding to herself.

It was nearly 5am before James and Sirius could bear to tear themselves away from their new quest to entrap Snape, stopping only because James felt a sudden pang of guilt for the way he had last treated Lily.

"Sirius, I can't believe that I did that to her."

"I know, man. It was rather harsh. I mean, think of everything that she's been through in the last 24 hours." He looked at his friend. "James, I know she was your child too, but Lily's gotta feel like her body failed her, that maybe she just wasn't good enough."

"But it's not true!"

"Well, she doesn't necessarily accept that! Think about it, James! I'm sure you telling her how stupid it was to take the potion or whatever didn't exactly help things."

"You think I should go back and talk to her?"

Sirius looked at James as though he was insane. "You're only just figuring that out?! Yes, I think you should go!" Sirius rolled his eyes. "Jesus!"

"Alright, I'm going. Wait here." James instructed him. He then disapparated back to St. Mungo's.

When James arrived though, he was in for a surprise. Lily's bed was empty.

"Where is she?" he demanded of a nurse who was passing by.

"Who?"

"My wife! Lily Potter!"

"She was released last night," the nurse told him calmly.

"Well, where the hell did she go?"

"Pardon me?"

"Where did she go?" he asked through gritted teeth.

"I don't know, sir."

"Terrific," he muttered under his breath. James then disapparated back home.

When Lily woke up that morning, she felt strangely empty and incomplete. She got up and out of bed, put some clothes on, and went to meet Victoria in her office before going to breakfast.

"Thank you so much for taking me in, Gran. I didn't know where else to go," Lily said.

"In times like these, it is always best to turn to family," Victoria told her. "And that, my dear, is the reason why I sent for you. You do realize that you cannot run away from your James forever though, right?"

Lily nodded. "I just can't handle facing him yet," she sighed. "It's so hard."

"I know, child. But we must make it through these bad times in order to reach those that are better. I have seen much of what is to come, and, if you are willing to accept the bittersweet with the sweet, then I shall help you to see it as well. The gift can be used as a means of forewarning and protection, you know. But only if you are to discover it for yourself."

"What do you mean?"

"While you stay here, I will teach you to further develop your seeing abilities, but only on the understanding that you will use them wisely."

"Yes, of course."

"You have the makings of greatness about you, Lily. I wish for you to fulfill your destiny."

"Thank you."

"We will start tonight."

James searched high and low for Lily. He tried all of her usual spots, from different restaurants and shops to movie theatres and friends' houses. He checked with his mother, and even sent an owl to Dumbledore at Hogwarts to see if she was there. It was all useless though. And then, it hit him. She must be with her Gran, he thought.

Sirius came running up the stairs at that moment, and was struggling to catch his breath when he finally found James. "No- time- full- moon- must- get- Remus!" he said between breaths.

"Oh no! Sirius, I don't have time for this, I've got to check for Lily at the Palace of the Prophets!"

"Can't- go- there. No- men- allowed- uninvited." Sirius finally caught his breath. "If she's there, you just have to wait for her to come to you."

"Maybe I can get someone to go for me."

"James, we don't have any time! The full moon comes out tonight and we need to get Remus and find someone to watch Aaron!"

After convincing Jem to watch Aaron, Sirius and James returned to the house with Remus. Unfortunately, James was still extremely distracted by thoughts of Lily.

"Are you sure that I shouldn't go and try to see her?" he asked.

"Um, James, now is not really a good time. Would you please transfigure so that we're ready for him?" Sirius bellowed.

"Fine, fine. God, there's no reason to get all huffy about it."

"We don't have time for this crap right now, let's just try and help Remus, ok?"

James nodded, and the two of them transfigured into their animagi forms just in time.

"It is always best to meditate under the watchful eye of the full moon," Victoria told Lily as she led her up a dimly lit passageway and one of the palace's many towers.

"Full moon?" Lily asked nervously.

"Yes, dear, why?"

"There's just- well, I usually do something rather important when there's a full moon."

"Not to worry, everything has been taken care of."

"But, are you-" Lily started nervously.

"I am quite certain of it, dear." Victoria opened an old wood door that creaked on its hinges. "Here we are."

Victoria then showed Lily some basic meditation techniques and an old Celtic incantation that would assist her in finding her heina. "Each seer's heina is unique to them," Victoria explained. "Many people compare it to an aura, but the heina is what you must learn to control in order to have power over your visions. Once you have mastered that, you should no longer experience headaches or fainting spells. Do you understand?" Lily nodded. "Then let us begin."

Lily sat down as Victoria had instructed her to and began to breath deeply and center herself. She then began repeating the incantation.

"Lo there do I see my mother/ Lo there do I see my father/ Lo there do I see my brothers and sisters and all of my line back to the beginning. Lo they beckon me to come live among them in the Halls of Ballika/ Where the brave shall live forever!"

"That's exactly right," Victoria said encouragingly. "Just keep repeating that."

Lily was halfway through the incantation for the 5th time when she suddenly saw something appear in front of her. It looked like some gold sparks were flying right up to her. That can't be, she thought. She continued with the incantation and was shocked to see a form taking shape in front of her. It was her aunt, her father's sister Claudia. But you've been dead for nearly 10 years, Lily thought. She was gesturing for Lily to follow her, so she got up to do so. When Lily looked back down at the ground though, she was surprised to see her body still sitting there, meditating and muttering the incantation.

"I see you have met our beloved Prelate Victoria," Claudia told her. "I am sure that you have many questions to ask of me, and I must confess that I can't answer them for you. I am only here as a guide. I will lead you into the depths of your mind to discover your heina."

"But why are you here, Auntie?"

Claudia smiled. "That, I can tell you. I am here because I too possessed the gift, but my parents did not wish that I pursue the craft. They were much like your sister, insisting that anything to do with magic was not at all acceptable."

Lily took a deep breath and shook her head. She knew all too well the kind of muggle that Claudia was talking about. "What is it that I am looking for exactly?"

"You will know it when you find it, just trust yourself," Claudia said.

"Trust myself," Lily repeated. She strained her eyes to see every detail around her.

It seemed as though ages had passed, but she still saw nothing. And then, there it was. A bright gold light was flashing before her eyes. The way that it glinted it reminded Lily of the golden snitch, but it wasn't actually anything tangible. "Is that it?" Lily asked.

"Do you believe so?" Claudia responded.

Lily nodded vaguely, but before she could say anything else, she felt her eyes getting heavy and her body go limp. When she opened her eyes again, she was lying on the floor staring up at Victoria. "Where is Claudia?" she asked, dazed.