"Stacy you're pregnant" was all she could keep hearing in her head. How
could a baby survive the pain and torment she went threw those 4 weeks?
This baby obviously was going to be a fighter, the tears suddenly starting
running down her face. She put her child in danger and she still was as
long as Connor was alive. Sonny could see she was battling her own demons
in her head. He reached out and held her hand quickly pulling her back into
reality.
"Stacy are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine Mr. Corinthos."
"Stacy, you can call me Sonny. . .or what ever you want to call me."
Outside Carly was still trying to understand everything that was happening. Sonny has a daughter, but she was raised by Sammy Tagliati, this girl has been hit numerous times, her mother is dead, and now she's pregnant with Jason's baby. Carly knew that she would have to be there for Sonny more then she ever had before. Her attention was brought back to Jason who was sadly staring into Stacy's room threw the little window on the door. She reached over to her friend, placing a comforting hand on his shoulder.
"Maybe you should talk with her, she needs you now more then ever."
Staring back at his best friend he knew she was right. He couldn't believe he was actually admitting it but Carly was right, Stacy did need him right now. He needed to be there for Stacy and for their baby she was carrying inside of her. Knocking on the door, he slowly opened it, looking at Stacy, she forced a smile on her face feeling badly about how she acted when she woke up from her nightmare. Sonny realizing that the two needed some time to talk he placed a kiss on Stacy's cheek and smiled at her.
"I'm going to see about getting you checked out of here okay?"
Stacy nodded and watched as Sonny left closing the door behind him, sighing she looked up at Jason unsure of what was going threw his mind. Walking over to her bed he took a seat next to her, taking her hand in his as he looked into her eyes.
*Tell me what else can I do
Tell me what else can I say
The closer that I get to you
The further you push me away*
He wondered if she was ever going to tell him about everything that had happened while she was gone.
"So I guess you know right?"
Nodding at her she turned her head away from him.
"I don't have to keep it you know. I could get an abortion and we could just forget this ever happened."
*Til I don't know where to go
And I don't know why I stay
Do you even care
Or am I some little game you play*
He couldn't believe it, she wanted to kill their baby. This wasn't the women he thought he had began to fall in love with, there was something else wrong.
"Is that what you want? You want to kill our child? Come on Stacy is that really it or are my feelings right and something else is wrong?"
She couldn't look at him, truth was she was afraid if he found out everything about what had happened while she was gone, that he'd leave her or think of her as a whore. She had to push him away from her now before it got too hard to do it.
*Are you ever gonna need me baby
Like I need you
Are you ever gonna want me baby
The way I want you to
I know that you love me
And oh baby down deep inside I know that you do
But are you ever gonna love me
The way that I love you*
"I don't want this child, and I don't want you. So why don't you do both of us a favor and just leave?!"
He just stared at her, did she really want him to leave or was she just trying to protect herself from him?
"Jason just leave! GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Her scream caught him off guard, looking back at her one last time he walked out of the room slamming the door as he left. He walked a few feet from her room and just stared back at it, he could hear her muffled sobs. It took every urge and every fiber of his being not to go back in there and hold her as she cried. He knew what he had to do though, he had to find the person that hurt her and make him pay. He took a few steps towards her door but stopped, sighing.
*I never know how you feel
'Cause baby I can't read your mind
Do I just keep waiting
Or am I just wasting time*
She wanted to run out of her room towards him, and have him hold her in his arms, but she needed to do this. Eventually he was going to get himself killed because of her and she couldn't allow that to happen to him. She put her hand over her stomach, she couldn't believe there was a little baby growing inside of her. She would never allow any harm to come to this baby, she could protect her child with every ounce of strength. She could give this baby more then she had, a safe family, never fearing when the next beating was going to happen.
*Are you ever gonna need me baby
Like I need you
Are you ever gonna want me baby
The way I want you to
I know that you love me
And oh baby down deep inside I know that you do
But are you ever gonna love me baby*
Wiping away some of her tears, she sighed as Sonny and Carly came walking into the room. Carly looked around a bit surprised that Jason wasn't in here.
"Where's Jason?"
"He left."
Carly just looked at Stacy, she could tell she was pretty upset, she knew either Stacy had made Jason leave or Jason left on his own. Either way she didn't want to push the issue when she knew how much pain this girl had gone threw. Johnny walked in pushing a wheelchair in front of him.
"You can leave, the papers are all signed. We're going to take you back to the penthouse, but you have to leave in the wheelchair, hospital rules."
Stacy looked up at her father and nodded her head. Reaching out for some help, Johnny picked her up and placed her in the wheelchair. Sonny thought she'd be happy about leaving the hospital, but all he saw from his daughter was nothing, she just stared at nothing as if she was in her own world. He had a feeling this had something to do with Jason, he made a mental note to talk to Jason later about Stacy's behavior. Walking behind the chair, Sonny pushed his daughter out of her room, hoping the Penthouse would be to her liking and knowing he'd do anything to keep her and her baby safe, his family was growing which meant more people to protect.
"I don't want this child, and I don't want you. So why don't you do both of us a favor and just leave?!" her words kept going threw her head, if anything happened to Jason before she got a chance to tell him that she was wrong and that she loved him and wanted this child, she wouldn't be able to forgive herself.
*Are you ever gonna love me baby
The way I love you*
Song Credit: Chris Cagle "Are You Ever Gonna Love Me?"
All right sorry about not putting up these chapters a few days ago, lots of personal stuff. I'll write some more chapters tomorrow and hopefully you guys will like them. Thanks for all the great feedback! I appreciate it so much!
"Stacy are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine Mr. Corinthos."
"Stacy, you can call me Sonny. . .or what ever you want to call me."
Outside Carly was still trying to understand everything that was happening. Sonny has a daughter, but she was raised by Sammy Tagliati, this girl has been hit numerous times, her mother is dead, and now she's pregnant with Jason's baby. Carly knew that she would have to be there for Sonny more then she ever had before. Her attention was brought back to Jason who was sadly staring into Stacy's room threw the little window on the door. She reached over to her friend, placing a comforting hand on his shoulder.
"Maybe you should talk with her, she needs you now more then ever."
Staring back at his best friend he knew she was right. He couldn't believe he was actually admitting it but Carly was right, Stacy did need him right now. He needed to be there for Stacy and for their baby she was carrying inside of her. Knocking on the door, he slowly opened it, looking at Stacy, she forced a smile on her face feeling badly about how she acted when she woke up from her nightmare. Sonny realizing that the two needed some time to talk he placed a kiss on Stacy's cheek and smiled at her.
"I'm going to see about getting you checked out of here okay?"
Stacy nodded and watched as Sonny left closing the door behind him, sighing she looked up at Jason unsure of what was going threw his mind. Walking over to her bed he took a seat next to her, taking her hand in his as he looked into her eyes.
*Tell me what else can I do
Tell me what else can I say
The closer that I get to you
The further you push me away*
He wondered if she was ever going to tell him about everything that had happened while she was gone.
"So I guess you know right?"
Nodding at her she turned her head away from him.
"I don't have to keep it you know. I could get an abortion and we could just forget this ever happened."
*Til I don't know where to go
And I don't know why I stay
Do you even care
Or am I some little game you play*
He couldn't believe it, she wanted to kill their baby. This wasn't the women he thought he had began to fall in love with, there was something else wrong.
"Is that what you want? You want to kill our child? Come on Stacy is that really it or are my feelings right and something else is wrong?"
She couldn't look at him, truth was she was afraid if he found out everything about what had happened while she was gone, that he'd leave her or think of her as a whore. She had to push him away from her now before it got too hard to do it.
*Are you ever gonna need me baby
Like I need you
Are you ever gonna want me baby
The way I want you to
I know that you love me
And oh baby down deep inside I know that you do
But are you ever gonna love me
The way that I love you*
"I don't want this child, and I don't want you. So why don't you do both of us a favor and just leave?!"
He just stared at her, did she really want him to leave or was she just trying to protect herself from him?
"Jason just leave! GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Her scream caught him off guard, looking back at her one last time he walked out of the room slamming the door as he left. He walked a few feet from her room and just stared back at it, he could hear her muffled sobs. It took every urge and every fiber of his being not to go back in there and hold her as she cried. He knew what he had to do though, he had to find the person that hurt her and make him pay. He took a few steps towards her door but stopped, sighing.
*I never know how you feel
'Cause baby I can't read your mind
Do I just keep waiting
Or am I just wasting time*
She wanted to run out of her room towards him, and have him hold her in his arms, but she needed to do this. Eventually he was going to get himself killed because of her and she couldn't allow that to happen to him. She put her hand over her stomach, she couldn't believe there was a little baby growing inside of her. She would never allow any harm to come to this baby, she could protect her child with every ounce of strength. She could give this baby more then she had, a safe family, never fearing when the next beating was going to happen.
*Are you ever gonna need me baby
Like I need you
Are you ever gonna want me baby
The way I want you to
I know that you love me
And oh baby down deep inside I know that you do
But are you ever gonna love me baby*
Wiping away some of her tears, she sighed as Sonny and Carly came walking into the room. Carly looked around a bit surprised that Jason wasn't in here.
"Where's Jason?"
"He left."
Carly just looked at Stacy, she could tell she was pretty upset, she knew either Stacy had made Jason leave or Jason left on his own. Either way she didn't want to push the issue when she knew how much pain this girl had gone threw. Johnny walked in pushing a wheelchair in front of him.
"You can leave, the papers are all signed. We're going to take you back to the penthouse, but you have to leave in the wheelchair, hospital rules."
Stacy looked up at her father and nodded her head. Reaching out for some help, Johnny picked her up and placed her in the wheelchair. Sonny thought she'd be happy about leaving the hospital, but all he saw from his daughter was nothing, she just stared at nothing as if she was in her own world. He had a feeling this had something to do with Jason, he made a mental note to talk to Jason later about Stacy's behavior. Walking behind the chair, Sonny pushed his daughter out of her room, hoping the Penthouse would be to her liking and knowing he'd do anything to keep her and her baby safe, his family was growing which meant more people to protect.
"I don't want this child, and I don't want you. So why don't you do both of us a favor and just leave?!" her words kept going threw her head, if anything happened to Jason before she got a chance to tell him that she was wrong and that she loved him and wanted this child, she wouldn't be able to forgive herself.
*Are you ever gonna love me baby
The way I love you*
Song Credit: Chris Cagle "Are You Ever Gonna Love Me?"
All right sorry about not putting up these chapters a few days ago, lots of personal stuff. I'll write some more chapters tomorrow and hopefully you guys will like them. Thanks for all the great feedback! I appreciate it so much!