All the different thoughts kept running threw his head, he didn't want to
lose her, and if he lost her and their child, he'd blame himself for it for
the rest of his life. It seemed as though everyone had gathered, Sonny,
Carly and Michael sat together, Mike and Bobbie were talking together about
stuff Jason didn't care about, and his baby sister Emily along with her
husband Nikolas sat next to him waiting for any kind of news. Tyler and his
father Brian had gone to the chapel to pray for Stacy while Johnny stood by
her door, never moving from it, even when Alan had threatened to have him
thrown from the hospital, he stood his ground, his bond with Stacy had
grown since their vacation.
His attention quickly turned back to Stacy as Doctor Meadows along with Monica walked towards them, quickly standing up he prepared himself for the worst. "Mr. Morgan?" Sonny and Carly stood next to Jason, hoping everything was all right.
"Jason after examining Stacy we ordered a lot of tests because she had done the same thing a couple months ago, the tests results showed that Stacy's heart isn't pumping the way it should. Basically one of the walls is pumping blood in instead of out like it should be doing. To make matters worse she's spiked a very high fever and is lapsed into a coma. The only way we could repair the defect is to operate, but with her pregnancy already in it's 15th week, you have to make a decision, we can either postpone the operation until she goes into labor, but you run the risk of her lapsing into another coma, one she may never come out of. . . or you could choose to end the pregnancy and have the operation."
All of the information seemed like so much for him to take in at once, he wasn't sure what to do, all he wanted was to see Stacy, maybe she'd wake up and then they'd know what to do.
Looking around at everyone, Sonny finally broke the silence. "Is the baby okay?"
"Yes the baby's fine, she's a little underweight right now for how long she is but if she continues with the pregnancy you should have a healthy grandchild sometime around the end of October beginning of November."
"Can I see her?"
"Yes, Jason, follow me."
Following the women he used to call 'mom' she lead him to Stacy's room, it seemed as though not too long ago he had went into her hospital room the first time they had found out she was pregnant. Stopping in front of her room he saw Johnny standing guard, he could tell the guard was tired but knew that he would stand tall until someone else took his place.
Placing his hand on his shoulder he nodded his head in thanks as he walked into the room, the monitors beeping two heartbeats, one obviously Stacy's, and the other one was obviously their child's. So many things were hooked up to Stacy; a tube in her mouth was the only thing helping her breathe. Walking over to the side of her bed, he reached out and held onto her hand.
*How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life.*
Breathing hard, trying to hold back his tears he placed his other hand on her protruding stomach, their child was in there, 'could their baby feel what was going on? Did their baby know that it's mother would fight from the depths of hell to get back to them?' Looking up to her face, he couldn't help but think that she looked so pale and fragile. Holding onto her hand even harder, he pushed back the tears that wanted to get released.
*Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life*
"Stacy? Sweetheart I know you can hear me, please wake up sweetie, I need you to wake up, please. I know you probably don't want me to be here, but those two months that you were gone I was miserable. . .I couldn't stop thinking about you and our baby. Stacy you have to believe that the only reason why I pushed you away was to keep you and our baby safe from the danger. Monica says that you need surgery, but if you get the surgery they'll have to kill our baby. Stacy please I need you to wake up, I can't lose you. Sonny and I have gotten along since he found out I was the father, I thought he was going to kill me at first. You can't leave. You're not going to leave us, not when we have a future together to live for. I want to live for us, Stacy, so if you can't fight for yourself, then you need to fight for the baby and me. I love you so much, and I need you to love me back. Please, please, stay with me. Please. Please Stacy stay with me."
*And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?...*
Reaching up he wiped away the tears that had finally fell from his face, brushing away some strands of hair from her face he finally let his emotions go, tears falling from his face as he held onto her hand tighter.
*If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby cuz you know your everything good in my life*
"Stacy I know you can hear me, fight, FIGHT STACY! God please fight Stacy, I can't live without you baby. I can't lose you god please just fight for us, please!"
Inside the hospital chapel Sonny and Carly walked in, seeing Tyler and Brian sitting down, taking a seat next to them Sonny explained the situation to both of them, he could tell Tyler cared about Stacy from the tears that suddenly fell from his face. Standing up, Carly and Brain walked Tyler out of the chapel leaving Sonny alone to pray. Doing the sign of the cross he folded his hands and looked up towards the heavens, hoping that god would hear his prayer.
*And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live *
"God, I know that I've done a lot of bad things in my life. Having a family isn't something I ever thought I'd get to have, but you gave me a daughter and you kept her as safe as you could and you brought her to me. Now she's in there fighting for her life and the life of my grandchild, God please watch over Stacy. Give her courage and keep her safe. And let her know that I'm not going to give up on her. I love my daughter, and I'm going to do everything in my power to keep her safe and alive."
"It's her time Michael, it's time to let go"
Quickly looking around the room he couldn't see anyone, suddenly a white light started to shine brightly in front of him, looking at the light he saw someone he hadn't seen for almost 19 years. . .Anna. She looked so beautiful, he dark brown hair curled down to her shoulders, and her white dress flowed in the air.
"What do you mean it's her time? You can't take my daughter! I wont let you!"
"It's time Michael, it's time for her to go back home, where there's no hurt, no pain, no sadness, only pure love, and joy, and happiness."
"No, I wont let you take her! You'll have to kill me first before you take my daughter!"
"It's already begun Michael, I'm sorry but she's needed back home."
*How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....*
"NO! She's needed here, and stop saying home, her home is with me! I love her! Please God don't take her, please!"
"I'm sorry Michael, it's not up to me where she goes, he wants her back home, and I'm going to lead her there."
"No! NO!" Quickly standing up he ran all the way from the chapel towards Stacy's room, hoping and praying that it was just a dream and not real. At the same time, Jason still held onto Stacy's hand, pulling it up towards his lips he kissed it, suddenly the alarms started to go off. He looked at the monitor, the once steady beeping turned into one long beep and the rhythm of her heart turned into nothing but a line. . .
Song Credit: Trisha Yearwood "How Do I Live"
Authors Note: Another cliffhanger! God I'm so evil! *does an evil laugh*, lol. Okay so Jason's speech to Stacy, part of it was taken from Nikolas' speech to Emily on Tuesday's General Hospital. I cried so much during that episode and I can't wait for Emily and Nikolas to be together! Also part of Sonny's speech was taken from when Carly got kidnapped. All right hope you guys liked this chapter. At first I didn't want to use this song, since we played this song at my Uncle Billy's funeral, and I have a really hard time listening to this song without crying my eyes out but I felt this song fit the scene. The next chapter will be Stacy's dream during her coma, it's going to be good! I may just write it now since it's fresh in my head but if I do then after that chapter then I'm calling it a day, enjoy!
Any and all feedback is welcomed! Thanks!
His attention quickly turned back to Stacy as Doctor Meadows along with Monica walked towards them, quickly standing up he prepared himself for the worst. "Mr. Morgan?" Sonny and Carly stood next to Jason, hoping everything was all right.
"Jason after examining Stacy we ordered a lot of tests because she had done the same thing a couple months ago, the tests results showed that Stacy's heart isn't pumping the way it should. Basically one of the walls is pumping blood in instead of out like it should be doing. To make matters worse she's spiked a very high fever and is lapsed into a coma. The only way we could repair the defect is to operate, but with her pregnancy already in it's 15th week, you have to make a decision, we can either postpone the operation until she goes into labor, but you run the risk of her lapsing into another coma, one she may never come out of. . . or you could choose to end the pregnancy and have the operation."
All of the information seemed like so much for him to take in at once, he wasn't sure what to do, all he wanted was to see Stacy, maybe she'd wake up and then they'd know what to do.
Looking around at everyone, Sonny finally broke the silence. "Is the baby okay?"
"Yes the baby's fine, she's a little underweight right now for how long she is but if she continues with the pregnancy you should have a healthy grandchild sometime around the end of October beginning of November."
"Can I see her?"
"Yes, Jason, follow me."
Following the women he used to call 'mom' she lead him to Stacy's room, it seemed as though not too long ago he had went into her hospital room the first time they had found out she was pregnant. Stopping in front of her room he saw Johnny standing guard, he could tell the guard was tired but knew that he would stand tall until someone else took his place.
Placing his hand on his shoulder he nodded his head in thanks as he walked into the room, the monitors beeping two heartbeats, one obviously Stacy's, and the other one was obviously their child's. So many things were hooked up to Stacy; a tube in her mouth was the only thing helping her breathe. Walking over to the side of her bed, he reached out and held onto her hand.
*How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life.*
Breathing hard, trying to hold back his tears he placed his other hand on her protruding stomach, their child was in there, 'could their baby feel what was going on? Did their baby know that it's mother would fight from the depths of hell to get back to them?' Looking up to her face, he couldn't help but think that she looked so pale and fragile. Holding onto her hand even harder, he pushed back the tears that wanted to get released.
*Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life*
"Stacy? Sweetheart I know you can hear me, please wake up sweetie, I need you to wake up, please. I know you probably don't want me to be here, but those two months that you were gone I was miserable. . .I couldn't stop thinking about you and our baby. Stacy you have to believe that the only reason why I pushed you away was to keep you and our baby safe from the danger. Monica says that you need surgery, but if you get the surgery they'll have to kill our baby. Stacy please I need you to wake up, I can't lose you. Sonny and I have gotten along since he found out I was the father, I thought he was going to kill me at first. You can't leave. You're not going to leave us, not when we have a future together to live for. I want to live for us, Stacy, so if you can't fight for yourself, then you need to fight for the baby and me. I love you so much, and I need you to love me back. Please, please, stay with me. Please. Please Stacy stay with me."
*And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?...*
Reaching up he wiped away the tears that had finally fell from his face, brushing away some strands of hair from her face he finally let his emotions go, tears falling from his face as he held onto her hand tighter.
*If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby cuz you know your everything good in my life*
"Stacy I know you can hear me, fight, FIGHT STACY! God please fight Stacy, I can't live without you baby. I can't lose you god please just fight for us, please!"
Inside the hospital chapel Sonny and Carly walked in, seeing Tyler and Brian sitting down, taking a seat next to them Sonny explained the situation to both of them, he could tell Tyler cared about Stacy from the tears that suddenly fell from his face. Standing up, Carly and Brain walked Tyler out of the chapel leaving Sonny alone to pray. Doing the sign of the cross he folded his hands and looked up towards the heavens, hoping that god would hear his prayer.
*And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live *
"God, I know that I've done a lot of bad things in my life. Having a family isn't something I ever thought I'd get to have, but you gave me a daughter and you kept her as safe as you could and you brought her to me. Now she's in there fighting for her life and the life of my grandchild, God please watch over Stacy. Give her courage and keep her safe. And let her know that I'm not going to give up on her. I love my daughter, and I'm going to do everything in my power to keep her safe and alive."
"It's her time Michael, it's time to let go"
Quickly looking around the room he couldn't see anyone, suddenly a white light started to shine brightly in front of him, looking at the light he saw someone he hadn't seen for almost 19 years. . .Anna. She looked so beautiful, he dark brown hair curled down to her shoulders, and her white dress flowed in the air.
"What do you mean it's her time? You can't take my daughter! I wont let you!"
"It's time Michael, it's time for her to go back home, where there's no hurt, no pain, no sadness, only pure love, and joy, and happiness."
"No, I wont let you take her! You'll have to kill me first before you take my daughter!"
"It's already begun Michael, I'm sorry but she's needed back home."
*How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....*
"NO! She's needed here, and stop saying home, her home is with me! I love her! Please God don't take her, please!"
"I'm sorry Michael, it's not up to me where she goes, he wants her back home, and I'm going to lead her there."
"No! NO!" Quickly standing up he ran all the way from the chapel towards Stacy's room, hoping and praying that it was just a dream and not real. At the same time, Jason still held onto Stacy's hand, pulling it up towards his lips he kissed it, suddenly the alarms started to go off. He looked at the monitor, the once steady beeping turned into one long beep and the rhythm of her heart turned into nothing but a line. . .
Song Credit: Trisha Yearwood "How Do I Live"
Authors Note: Another cliffhanger! God I'm so evil! *does an evil laugh*, lol. Okay so Jason's speech to Stacy, part of it was taken from Nikolas' speech to Emily on Tuesday's General Hospital. I cried so much during that episode and I can't wait for Emily and Nikolas to be together! Also part of Sonny's speech was taken from when Carly got kidnapped. All right hope you guys liked this chapter. At first I didn't want to use this song, since we played this song at my Uncle Billy's funeral, and I have a really hard time listening to this song without crying my eyes out but I felt this song fit the scene. The next chapter will be Stacy's dream during her coma, it's going to be good! I may just write it now since it's fresh in my head but if I do then after that chapter then I'm calling it a day, enjoy!
Any and all feedback is welcomed! Thanks!