The white mist slowly filled up the room, walking around the darken area,
he couldn't see anyone, but he could feel her presence here.
"Stacy?" no answer, looking down he wasn't wearing his normal attire. Instead he was actually wearing a suit.
"Stacy!?!" Suddenly the once white-misted room was now the penthouse. Looking up at the stairs, his breath was caught watching Stacy walk down the stairs carrying a small child in her arms.
"Jason what's wrong? I was trying to put Anna to sleep." Staring into her husbands eyes she could immediately tell that something had gone wrong that night at the meeting, even after being together for a while she still didn't press the matters of his business dealings.
'What's happening?' he thought as he hurried over to Stacy lifting her chin up to his face, leaning in he softly kissed her lips, more passionately then he had expected. Slowly pulling away from their heated kiss he breathed a sigh of relief, even though things still didn't seem right seeing her in front of him and feeling her touch made everything perfect for him.
"Jase are you okay?" Before he could answer the young infant began to cry, Stacy began to bounce her up and down trying to stop her crying. Jason slowly reached out to hold his child, taking her from Stacy's arms he looked down at the pink blanket only to see nothing, looking up at only the anger in Stacy's eyes could be seen. Her once jeans and t-shirt outfit was now transformed into a white dress.
"You let her die, you let my baby die, and then you let me die."
"No Stacy, what's happened?"
"You should be in that grave!" Turning around they were now suddenly in the cemetery, next to Lilly's tombstone was a small stone with a small angel on top, the tombstone read,
Anastasia Courtney Morgan Beloved daughter October 21st, 2003 - October 22nd, 2003 Taken from us so soon, In our heart she will always be
Turning back around, the tears now flowing down his face he stared deep into Stacy's eyes, nothing but anger showed in them.
"Stacy, what happened?"
"You didn't choose, you killed her, just like you killed Courtney and her baby. You'll never have a family, you couldn't even save me. Now I'm stuck here, stuck in hell because of you! You should be in that grave, not my daughter!"
Turning around she quickly walked away into the fog, into the darkness, away from Jason. Falling to his knees, he wept for the child he lost, looking up to the heaves he prayed out loud.
"God, please don't take them from me! I know I was wrong to push her away, they're my life, I haven't even held my daughter yet but she's already my life. God please don't take them, take me! Let them live, take me instead!!!"
Jumping up from the chair he was sleeping in, he looked around the room; sweat was now beating down his face. 'It was only a nightmare. Oh thank God.' Looking around the hospital room he could already tell something wasn't right, standing up he walked over to Stacy's bed and sat down in the chair next to her bed, picking up her hand he interlinked their fingers together. Pushing back some hair that had fallen into her face he could have sworn that some color had started to come back into her face.
"I'll never let anything happen to you Stacy, not to you, or our child. I'd die without you guys in my life, and when you wake up I promise to be the best father to this baby, and hopefully if you agree the best husband in the world."
Softly he placed his free hand on her protruding stomach already feeling their child move. Softly a raspy voice called out to him.
"Jason?" Turning his face the most beautiful and miraculous thing had happened, Stacy's eyes were now open and looking at him, his heart now raced, wishing and hoping that this wasn't a dream.
"Jason, what happened? Is the baby okay?" Reaching up he clasped her cheek into his hand silently thanking god for giving him another chance.
"The baby's fine, god Stacy I thought I lost you."
"You could never loose me, I'll always fight for us. Why am I in the hospital?"
"You passed out a couple days ago, your heart stopped a couple times. Sonny and Carly have been really worried."
Reaching up she touched his face; the obvious stubs of not shaving for a few days were shown.
"You look like shit ran over twice."
"More like four times but who's counting. You on the other hand, look so beautiful."
"My chest hurts."
Taking in a deep breath he knew he had to tell her about her condition.
"Stacy, Monica had to run some tests on you when you came in here and she found out something pretty serious. . .apparently one of the walls of your heart isn't pumping blood the way it should be, she said that we could postpone the operation until after you have the baby, or you could have the surgery now but you'd have to terminate the pregnancy."
Silence filled the room for a few minutes, but to Jason it seemed like forever.
"I don't want to lose the baby."
"You wont, God, beautiful you wont lose the baby I swear it. We can wait until after you give birth for the operation."
"I don't want to die Jason."
"Hey don't talk like that okay? You're not going to die, I wont let you. We're going to have this baby, and we're going to pull threw your operation, I swear it."
Slowly closing her eyes, Stacy fell asleep, picking up her hand he brought it up to his lips and softly kissed her hand. Walking out of her room, he reached into his coat pocket and pulled out his cell phone, dialing a number he placed the phone up to his ear and waited.
"Hello?"
"Hey Sonny, it's Jason sorry to wake you up, but Stacy woke up."
"She did? Is she okay?"
"Yeah she's just sleeping right now, listen I know Carly's already probably awake do you think you could put her on the phone for me please?"
"Yeah sure hold on."
Handing the phone over to Carly she looked at Sonny puzzled.
"Jase what's wrong?"
"Carly I need a HUGE favor from you."
"Okay what is it?"
"I need your help with something."
"Anything."
"I need you to help me pick out an engagement ring for Stacy and I need your help with a way to ask her, I want it to be perfect."
A/N: Hey guys, sorry to leave you in suspense like that. Also I'm really sorry that I haven't been able to write any chapters for awhile, I couldn't write a chapter I was happy with. A lot of drama in my life, my fiancée broke up with me, I got injured at work, way too much stuff, lol. Anyways hopefully I'll write another chapter or two tomorrow after physical therapy and my classes, later!
"Stacy?" no answer, looking down he wasn't wearing his normal attire. Instead he was actually wearing a suit.
"Stacy!?!" Suddenly the once white-misted room was now the penthouse. Looking up at the stairs, his breath was caught watching Stacy walk down the stairs carrying a small child in her arms.
"Jason what's wrong? I was trying to put Anna to sleep." Staring into her husbands eyes she could immediately tell that something had gone wrong that night at the meeting, even after being together for a while she still didn't press the matters of his business dealings.
'What's happening?' he thought as he hurried over to Stacy lifting her chin up to his face, leaning in he softly kissed her lips, more passionately then he had expected. Slowly pulling away from their heated kiss he breathed a sigh of relief, even though things still didn't seem right seeing her in front of him and feeling her touch made everything perfect for him.
"Jase are you okay?" Before he could answer the young infant began to cry, Stacy began to bounce her up and down trying to stop her crying. Jason slowly reached out to hold his child, taking her from Stacy's arms he looked down at the pink blanket only to see nothing, looking up at only the anger in Stacy's eyes could be seen. Her once jeans and t-shirt outfit was now transformed into a white dress.
"You let her die, you let my baby die, and then you let me die."
"No Stacy, what's happened?"
"You should be in that grave!" Turning around they were now suddenly in the cemetery, next to Lilly's tombstone was a small stone with a small angel on top, the tombstone read,
Anastasia Courtney Morgan Beloved daughter October 21st, 2003 - October 22nd, 2003 Taken from us so soon, In our heart she will always be
Turning back around, the tears now flowing down his face he stared deep into Stacy's eyes, nothing but anger showed in them.
"Stacy, what happened?"
"You didn't choose, you killed her, just like you killed Courtney and her baby. You'll never have a family, you couldn't even save me. Now I'm stuck here, stuck in hell because of you! You should be in that grave, not my daughter!"
Turning around she quickly walked away into the fog, into the darkness, away from Jason. Falling to his knees, he wept for the child he lost, looking up to the heaves he prayed out loud.
"God, please don't take them from me! I know I was wrong to push her away, they're my life, I haven't even held my daughter yet but she's already my life. God please don't take them, take me! Let them live, take me instead!!!"
Jumping up from the chair he was sleeping in, he looked around the room; sweat was now beating down his face. 'It was only a nightmare. Oh thank God.' Looking around the hospital room he could already tell something wasn't right, standing up he walked over to Stacy's bed and sat down in the chair next to her bed, picking up her hand he interlinked their fingers together. Pushing back some hair that had fallen into her face he could have sworn that some color had started to come back into her face.
"I'll never let anything happen to you Stacy, not to you, or our child. I'd die without you guys in my life, and when you wake up I promise to be the best father to this baby, and hopefully if you agree the best husband in the world."
Softly he placed his free hand on her protruding stomach already feeling their child move. Softly a raspy voice called out to him.
"Jason?" Turning his face the most beautiful and miraculous thing had happened, Stacy's eyes were now open and looking at him, his heart now raced, wishing and hoping that this wasn't a dream.
"Jason, what happened? Is the baby okay?" Reaching up he clasped her cheek into his hand silently thanking god for giving him another chance.
"The baby's fine, god Stacy I thought I lost you."
"You could never loose me, I'll always fight for us. Why am I in the hospital?"
"You passed out a couple days ago, your heart stopped a couple times. Sonny and Carly have been really worried."
Reaching up she touched his face; the obvious stubs of not shaving for a few days were shown.
"You look like shit ran over twice."
"More like four times but who's counting. You on the other hand, look so beautiful."
"My chest hurts."
Taking in a deep breath he knew he had to tell her about her condition.
"Stacy, Monica had to run some tests on you when you came in here and she found out something pretty serious. . .apparently one of the walls of your heart isn't pumping blood the way it should be, she said that we could postpone the operation until after you have the baby, or you could have the surgery now but you'd have to terminate the pregnancy."
Silence filled the room for a few minutes, but to Jason it seemed like forever.
"I don't want to lose the baby."
"You wont, God, beautiful you wont lose the baby I swear it. We can wait until after you give birth for the operation."
"I don't want to die Jason."
"Hey don't talk like that okay? You're not going to die, I wont let you. We're going to have this baby, and we're going to pull threw your operation, I swear it."
Slowly closing her eyes, Stacy fell asleep, picking up her hand he brought it up to his lips and softly kissed her hand. Walking out of her room, he reached into his coat pocket and pulled out his cell phone, dialing a number he placed the phone up to his ear and waited.
"Hello?"
"Hey Sonny, it's Jason sorry to wake you up, but Stacy woke up."
"She did? Is she okay?"
"Yeah she's just sleeping right now, listen I know Carly's already probably awake do you think you could put her on the phone for me please?"
"Yeah sure hold on."
Handing the phone over to Carly she looked at Sonny puzzled.
"Jase what's wrong?"
"Carly I need a HUGE favor from you."
"Okay what is it?"
"I need your help with something."
"Anything."
"I need you to help me pick out an engagement ring for Stacy and I need your help with a way to ask her, I want it to be perfect."
A/N: Hey guys, sorry to leave you in suspense like that. Also I'm really sorry that I haven't been able to write any chapters for awhile, I couldn't write a chapter I was happy with. A lot of drama in my life, my fiancée broke up with me, I got injured at work, way too much stuff, lol. Anyways hopefully I'll write another chapter or two tomorrow after physical therapy and my classes, later!