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"This way." I indicated them to follow me as if I was a tour guide.
As we made our way to Koenma's office I felt the burden of remembering if something bad may happen. Each step I took forward was caution. At some point I would plunge into anxiety. I just hope all goes well.
___Lets Begin Chapter 18____
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(Botan's POV of course)
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Come on Botan. Think good thoughts. Kurama and Hiei won't be demons no more. They will not want to hurt people. They.. they.... oh forget it. They are getting their minds erased there is nothing good about that, and it is driving me crazy that they don't even mind. They act to relaxed and all right with that decision. Well I am not going to let that happen.
We walked through some halls. Passing many friendly demons on the way. George Koenma's most loyal servant ran rushing up to me. "Botan? Koenma wants me to bring you to his office."
"I know that. That is where we are going to now silly." He sighed. I looked at him oddly.
"No Koenma wants to see you alone first." Now why does is want to see me alone? What ever, probably more lectures and stuff.
"Alright. Stay right here Kurama and Hiei. Don't move." I took a few steps and turned my head to make sure they didn't move. They were still there. I guess they can listen at times.
I continued to Koenma's office and when we got to his huge doors George opened one for me and let me go in first. Then he entered next. Koenma was of course sitting at his big desk. "George I said this was a private conversation get out." He yelled then he threw a stamp at him. George went running out of the room shutting the door. I felt bad and gave Koenma a glare that he totally ignored.
"Hello Botan glad to see you again." I nodded approvingly. "Thank you Koenma sir. Now what is it you wanted to talk to me in private about?"
He put on a serious face and jumped up on the top of his desk. He crossed his arms and started pacing back on forth in a slow pace as if to be thinking, "Botan this is important so be serious." When was I never serious?
"Sorry Koenma." He stopped pacing and sat on the edge of his big desk Indian Style. "I want to know first of all will you be remaining as a ferry girl?" The hard question that I have been thinking so much of lately, but I was ready for this. I am prepared and I know my answer is a good one.
"Koenma I have decided to remain human." I said happily. I get to stay with Keiko, Yukina, and my family. Even though I have to go to school still, but that won't last long. Soon I will go to college get a great job and have a family. Something I would never get as a ferry girl. I will enjoy my life.
"I am sorry Koenma but I have made my decision." He smiled at me. "Good. Your decision was a good one." "Huh?" I asked confused what does he mean by that.
"Botan I never thought you would pick being a ferry girl. Just think of this as a challenge that not many people will face. I just picked you from every one else because I like your spunk and enthusiasm. I have a back up assistant any ways just incase you decided this way. I did have a thought that you may actually pick being a ferry girl but I highly doubted that. I am glad you value your family and friends greatly."
I was happy with all the comments he was giving me. I blushed. Then a question popped up. "Koenma I did have fun though. Do you think after I die I can have this chance again?" He grinned. "Botan I will make sure to keep a spot open for you as my head ferry girl."
I wanted to jump for joy. "Thank you Koenma sir. Thank you so much."
"Your welcome, now go get your friends so we can start this. I have lots of work to get to." Still the same ol' Koenma.
Just then a rush of fear hit me again. I don't want them to have all of their memories erased. "Koenma I have to ask you another question."
"Yes Botan." I took in a breath and thought about what to say and then let that breath go. "Koenma will they remember anything after this?"
Disappointment showed on his features again. I don't think I like that look.
"Botan this process will make them full human and erase all demon aspects from them, but I am afraid that it may erase their memories as well."
I gasped. I just didn't want to hear that. It was what I was hoping he would not say. "Koenma, there's got to be another way." I wanted to cry to shout and shake him until he gave me a better answer. I was just started to actually talk to Hiei and have him actually look at me when he answers me back without saying hn and he actually said my name once instead of calling me women.
Also I was starting to build a new friend ship and get closer with Kurama and this will all be taken away. They won't even remember me. They won't care about me. I wonder if they will actually talk to me, or know whom there mothers are.
"Botan I'm sorry I have no power in that department. The only way they won't have their memories erased is if they have the will power to try and remember those they care for and remember everything they stand for."
I nodded my head sadly. "I understand Koenma." Still with confidence I looked up at Koenma. "So Koenma there still might be a chance they will remember me, not only me but everything?"
He hesitated but then shook his head yes, but still a look of uncertainty stained on his face. I strained myself from crying, but I know they will make it through. They are stronger then anyone I know and they can make it through this. They are demons, so it's a big difference right? Hopefully.
"Oh one more question before I go and get them." He looked down at me annoyed with my constant questions.
"What is it now?" he asked annoyance showing in his tone of voice instead of the concern sad one he was using not even a second ago.
"Will this be painful for them?" I gulped awaited the dreaded answer.
"Yes, of course it will. Must I remind you they are having their demon powers extracted from them? It's not supposed to tickle." I had a feeling he was going to say yes. I just hope it's not that painful.
"I will be going now. They are just down the hall. I will be back in a jip." I walked up to the door and stopped when he started talking again.
"Then hurry up. Oh and Botan." "Yes Koenma." He showed a little more concern now. "Please don't worry." I forced a smile and nodded. How am I not supposed to worry about something like this? I exited the room and shut the door behind me. Then I started on my way to go and get the boys.
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(Kurama's POV) ~What happened while Botan was gone.~
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Botan had left while Hiei and I stood here waiting patiently for her. Hiei kept giving me this look. I ignored him for a while, but I was curious at why he was staring.
"Hiei what is that look for?" He grinned. "Well besides the fact that your hair is all sliver but your also thinking about Botan. Am I correct?" Why does he have to be so right? I remained calm. Showing no proof for his accusation. Hiding any evidence with a mask of no emotion.
I raised my eyebrow at him and kept my cool. "My hair is all sliver?" He crossed his arms and leaned against the wall. "Don't try and change the subject. I know what you are thinking and you are trying to hide it too."
"Really Hiei and what makes you think that?" Growling softly in annoyance Hiei looked at me dead on. "Kurama I have been hiding something from both you and Botan and it's here under this bandana here."
I looked at it. It was something different, but he wears bandana's sometimes, so what is so different about this one and what does he mean he was hiding something. "Kurama I can understand all your thoughts."
"Really Hiei. Explain." I said as simple as that. With a quick whip of his wrist his bandana was off and in his right hand. I looked at his forehead where the bandana was previously on and I gasped slightly at the sight.
Opening slightly revealing a small reddish colored eye. It blinked and I took a step back. "Hiei what is that." His grin got wider. "Kurama I found out that this beauty here is called a Jagan and it holds my powers and I can use telepathic powers that lets me read minds."
"Beauty? The sooner we become human the better. You are starting to act strange despite your normal quiet attitude. You have not even given me a rude remark yet."
"Hn. Kitsune, maybe we should accept these new powers. Or maybe you rather think about Botan."
What is wrong with him?
"Don't even consider it Hiei and I still don't understand what you mean about Botan. Also what's with this Kitsune stuff now? When did you start calling me that?"
"You are a fox demon. Kitsune fits you. Now about your thoughts on Botan." I relaxed a bit. During the conversation I tensed up a bit and Hiei took advantage of that. He will not hit a weak spot again. I wonder what is taking Botan so long.
"Hn, there you go again thinking of her. Face it Kurama you like her and I don't mean friend to friend like either." There's the weak spot again.
"Hiei stop reading my mind. Didn't you know it's rude to invade other people's thoughts?" He frowned.
"Stop trying to avoid the subject." He said sternly.
"Hiei you know me to well. You got me. I do have strong feelings for her. Is there something wrong with that?" I asked him. It was none of his concern, but yet he acts like it is. I never thought he cared about anyone else or what they thought.
"Kitsune she feels the same way for you. I just don't want you hurting her feelings." I looked at him strangely. Was this the same Hiei I knew since we were younger? "She does? Well I don't think nothing will happen between us anyways. Why does this bother you?"
He grinned again. "She is the only girl that I really seemed to grown attached to and since she does not feel the same way for me then she deserves someone I know that will take care of her. I don't want her getting hurt. If you break her heart I will make sure to break you."
(a/n- Way OOC ^_^; sorry!)
Wow Hiei is serious about this. I never knew he liked Botan. He may have even loved her for all I know. "Don't worry Hiei I won't." He smiled with my response and closed his eyes. "Kurama?"
"Yes Hiei." "Don't ever mention this to anyone or I will be sworn to kill you." I laughed to myself. There is the old Hiei I know. "Of course." He put on his bandana as quick as he took it off and right on time too.
Our conversation was interrupted when we heard the echoes of footsteps nearing us. It was Botan and she was staring at her feet sadly as she approached us. I hate seeing her sad. When she noticed we were watching her she quickly regained her posture and smiled. But I know something is wrong. I went to comfort her but Hiei moved to her first.
"Is everything ready yet, I am growing impatient women." Botan put her hands together and shook her head excitingly. "Yes most defiantly. Come with me." I walked towards her and put a hand on her shoulder.
"Botan can we talk first." I looked at Hiei for approval and he nodded. She looked at me strangely. "Um... I guess, but we can't keep Koenma waiting okay." I smiled politely at her and we walked a little ways from where Hiei was standing. Even though he knew what we were going to talk about.
"Yes what is it Kurama?" So innocent were the thoughts that came to mind when ever she looked confused or asked questions. Her head was tilted slightly. Her lips curved in a pretty way and her eyes blinking with mystery.
"Botan what ever happens after this I hope you know that I will never forget you." She looked real surprised but I kept going. "Botan I have to tell you the truth and that is that I lo....."
"Botan! Koenma wants you to bring them now." A blue demon that Botan had called George before had interpreted me. I growled to myself in annoyance. I guess this will just have to wait. "I'm coming." Botan said in a gentle tone. "Oh Kurama was there something you wanted to say?"
I sighed. "I will tell you later Botan." She nodded and we started following her and George. Hiei followed behind me and we went through a long hall and up to two huge door. Whatever will happen next will happen beyond these doors.
I could hear Botan take in a deep breath as she opened one of the doors with the help of the blue demon. The hall was lighted up with a glow. We all then stepped forward and entered the room.
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END OF CHAPTER!
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Sorry to leave you there, but I hope you don't hate me for it. Anyways 2 more chapters after this. We are nearing the end people. Please don't flame me on how Hiei acted in this chapter. I know I made him OOC, but I didn't know what else to do. Sorry!
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"This way." I indicated them to follow me as if I was a tour guide.
As we made our way to Koenma's office I felt the burden of remembering if something bad may happen. Each step I took forward was caution. At some point I would plunge into anxiety. I just hope all goes well.
___Lets Begin Chapter 18____
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(Botan's POV of course)
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Come on Botan. Think good thoughts. Kurama and Hiei won't be demons no more. They will not want to hurt people. They.. they.... oh forget it. They are getting their minds erased there is nothing good about that, and it is driving me crazy that they don't even mind. They act to relaxed and all right with that decision. Well I am not going to let that happen.
We walked through some halls. Passing many friendly demons on the way. George Koenma's most loyal servant ran rushing up to me. "Botan? Koenma wants me to bring you to his office."
"I know that. That is where we are going to now silly." He sighed. I looked at him oddly.
"No Koenma wants to see you alone first." Now why does is want to see me alone? What ever, probably more lectures and stuff.
"Alright. Stay right here Kurama and Hiei. Don't move." I took a few steps and turned my head to make sure they didn't move. They were still there. I guess they can listen at times.
I continued to Koenma's office and when we got to his huge doors George opened one for me and let me go in first. Then he entered next. Koenma was of course sitting at his big desk. "George I said this was a private conversation get out." He yelled then he threw a stamp at him. George went running out of the room shutting the door. I felt bad and gave Koenma a glare that he totally ignored.
"Hello Botan glad to see you again." I nodded approvingly. "Thank you Koenma sir. Now what is it you wanted to talk to me in private about?"
He put on a serious face and jumped up on the top of his desk. He crossed his arms and started pacing back on forth in a slow pace as if to be thinking, "Botan this is important so be serious." When was I never serious?
"Sorry Koenma." He stopped pacing and sat on the edge of his big desk Indian Style. "I want to know first of all will you be remaining as a ferry girl?" The hard question that I have been thinking so much of lately, but I was ready for this. I am prepared and I know my answer is a good one.
"Koenma I have decided to remain human." I said happily. I get to stay with Keiko, Yukina, and my family. Even though I have to go to school still, but that won't last long. Soon I will go to college get a great job and have a family. Something I would never get as a ferry girl. I will enjoy my life.
"I am sorry Koenma but I have made my decision." He smiled at me. "Good. Your decision was a good one." "Huh?" I asked confused what does he mean by that.
"Botan I never thought you would pick being a ferry girl. Just think of this as a challenge that not many people will face. I just picked you from every one else because I like your spunk and enthusiasm. I have a back up assistant any ways just incase you decided this way. I did have a thought that you may actually pick being a ferry girl but I highly doubted that. I am glad you value your family and friends greatly."
I was happy with all the comments he was giving me. I blushed. Then a question popped up. "Koenma I did have fun though. Do you think after I die I can have this chance again?" He grinned. "Botan I will make sure to keep a spot open for you as my head ferry girl."
I wanted to jump for joy. "Thank you Koenma sir. Thank you so much."
"Your welcome, now go get your friends so we can start this. I have lots of work to get to." Still the same ol' Koenma.
Just then a rush of fear hit me again. I don't want them to have all of their memories erased. "Koenma I have to ask you another question."
"Yes Botan." I took in a breath and thought about what to say and then let that breath go. "Koenma will they remember anything after this?"
Disappointment showed on his features again. I don't think I like that look.
"Botan this process will make them full human and erase all demon aspects from them, but I am afraid that it may erase their memories as well."
I gasped. I just didn't want to hear that. It was what I was hoping he would not say. "Koenma, there's got to be another way." I wanted to cry to shout and shake him until he gave me a better answer. I was just started to actually talk to Hiei and have him actually look at me when he answers me back without saying hn and he actually said my name once instead of calling me women.
Also I was starting to build a new friend ship and get closer with Kurama and this will all be taken away. They won't even remember me. They won't care about me. I wonder if they will actually talk to me, or know whom there mothers are.
"Botan I'm sorry I have no power in that department. The only way they won't have their memories erased is if they have the will power to try and remember those they care for and remember everything they stand for."
I nodded my head sadly. "I understand Koenma." Still with confidence I looked up at Koenma. "So Koenma there still might be a chance they will remember me, not only me but everything?"
He hesitated but then shook his head yes, but still a look of uncertainty stained on his face. I strained myself from crying, but I know they will make it through. They are stronger then anyone I know and they can make it through this. They are demons, so it's a big difference right? Hopefully.
"Oh one more question before I go and get them." He looked down at me annoyed with my constant questions.
"What is it now?" he asked annoyance showing in his tone of voice instead of the concern sad one he was using not even a second ago.
"Will this be painful for them?" I gulped awaited the dreaded answer.
"Yes, of course it will. Must I remind you they are having their demon powers extracted from them? It's not supposed to tickle." I had a feeling he was going to say yes. I just hope it's not that painful.
"I will be going now. They are just down the hall. I will be back in a jip." I walked up to the door and stopped when he started talking again.
"Then hurry up. Oh and Botan." "Yes Koenma." He showed a little more concern now. "Please don't worry." I forced a smile and nodded. How am I not supposed to worry about something like this? I exited the room and shut the door behind me. Then I started on my way to go and get the boys.
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(Kurama's POV) ~What happened while Botan was gone.~
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Botan had left while Hiei and I stood here waiting patiently for her. Hiei kept giving me this look. I ignored him for a while, but I was curious at why he was staring.
"Hiei what is that look for?" He grinned. "Well besides the fact that your hair is all sliver but your also thinking about Botan. Am I correct?" Why does he have to be so right? I remained calm. Showing no proof for his accusation. Hiding any evidence with a mask of no emotion.
I raised my eyebrow at him and kept my cool. "My hair is all sliver?" He crossed his arms and leaned against the wall. "Don't try and change the subject. I know what you are thinking and you are trying to hide it too."
"Really Hiei and what makes you think that?" Growling softly in annoyance Hiei looked at me dead on. "Kurama I have been hiding something from both you and Botan and it's here under this bandana here."
I looked at it. It was something different, but he wears bandana's sometimes, so what is so different about this one and what does he mean he was hiding something. "Kurama I can understand all your thoughts."
"Really Hiei. Explain." I said as simple as that. With a quick whip of his wrist his bandana was off and in his right hand. I looked at his forehead where the bandana was previously on and I gasped slightly at the sight.
Opening slightly revealing a small reddish colored eye. It blinked and I took a step back. "Hiei what is that." His grin got wider. "Kurama I found out that this beauty here is called a Jagan and it holds my powers and I can use telepathic powers that lets me read minds."
"Beauty? The sooner we become human the better. You are starting to act strange despite your normal quiet attitude. You have not even given me a rude remark yet."
"Hn. Kitsune, maybe we should accept these new powers. Or maybe you rather think about Botan."
What is wrong with him?
"Don't even consider it Hiei and I still don't understand what you mean about Botan. Also what's with this Kitsune stuff now? When did you start calling me that?"
"You are a fox demon. Kitsune fits you. Now about your thoughts on Botan." I relaxed a bit. During the conversation I tensed up a bit and Hiei took advantage of that. He will not hit a weak spot again. I wonder what is taking Botan so long.
"Hn, there you go again thinking of her. Face it Kurama you like her and I don't mean friend to friend like either." There's the weak spot again.
"Hiei stop reading my mind. Didn't you know it's rude to invade other people's thoughts?" He frowned.
"Stop trying to avoid the subject." He said sternly.
"Hiei you know me to well. You got me. I do have strong feelings for her. Is there something wrong with that?" I asked him. It was none of his concern, but yet he acts like it is. I never thought he cared about anyone else or what they thought.
"Kitsune she feels the same way for you. I just don't want you hurting her feelings." I looked at him strangely. Was this the same Hiei I knew since we were younger? "She does? Well I don't think nothing will happen between us anyways. Why does this bother you?"
He grinned again. "She is the only girl that I really seemed to grown attached to and since she does not feel the same way for me then she deserves someone I know that will take care of her. I don't want her getting hurt. If you break her heart I will make sure to break you."
(a/n- Way OOC ^_^; sorry!)
Wow Hiei is serious about this. I never knew he liked Botan. He may have even loved her for all I know. "Don't worry Hiei I won't." He smiled with my response and closed his eyes. "Kurama?"
"Yes Hiei." "Don't ever mention this to anyone or I will be sworn to kill you." I laughed to myself. There is the old Hiei I know. "Of course." He put on his bandana as quick as he took it off and right on time too.
Our conversation was interrupted when we heard the echoes of footsteps nearing us. It was Botan and she was staring at her feet sadly as she approached us. I hate seeing her sad. When she noticed we were watching her she quickly regained her posture and smiled. But I know something is wrong. I went to comfort her but Hiei moved to her first.
"Is everything ready yet, I am growing impatient women." Botan put her hands together and shook her head excitingly. "Yes most defiantly. Come with me." I walked towards her and put a hand on her shoulder.
"Botan can we talk first." I looked at Hiei for approval and he nodded. She looked at me strangely. "Um... I guess, but we can't keep Koenma waiting okay." I smiled politely at her and we walked a little ways from where Hiei was standing. Even though he knew what we were going to talk about.
"Yes what is it Kurama?" So innocent were the thoughts that came to mind when ever she looked confused or asked questions. Her head was tilted slightly. Her lips curved in a pretty way and her eyes blinking with mystery.
"Botan what ever happens after this I hope you know that I will never forget you." She looked real surprised but I kept going. "Botan I have to tell you the truth and that is that I lo....."
"Botan! Koenma wants you to bring them now." A blue demon that Botan had called George before had interpreted me. I growled to myself in annoyance. I guess this will just have to wait. "I'm coming." Botan said in a gentle tone. "Oh Kurama was there something you wanted to say?"
I sighed. "I will tell you later Botan." She nodded and we started following her and George. Hiei followed behind me and we went through a long hall and up to two huge door. Whatever will happen next will happen beyond these doors.
I could hear Botan take in a deep breath as she opened one of the doors with the help of the blue demon. The hall was lighted up with a glow. We all then stepped forward and entered the room.
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END OF CHAPTER!
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Sorry to leave you there, but I hope you don't hate me for it. Anyways 2 more chapters after this. We are nearing the end people. Please don't flame me on how Hiei acted in this chapter. I know I made him OOC, but I didn't know what else to do. Sorry!
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