Rin had been wandering around,not really aiming to go anywhere.Her mind had been clouded with images of Sesshoumaru,she could hear his voice.

Eventually she had had enough and she fell to her knees in the middle of a town road,her hands covering her ears,her eyes clenched tightly together.

"STOP TORTURING ME DAMN IT!!!!"She screamed and broke into tears.

She bent so her forehead touched the dirt and cried on and on.

A young woman walked up to her "Excuse me miss,but my father's cart has to come by and he has poor vision,so if you do not move,he may hit you.So would you please move?"

Rin glared at her and stood up,pointing a shaking finger at her "You.Want me to move?Do you have any idea what I've been through?No you don't.So go ahead and run me over.What the hell will I care."

The young woman ran back to her father and he just took the cart to another road.

Rin later on stood up and walked to a sword shop and handed the man at the table a small bag pouch.

"Please..Please make me a sword."She said.The sword forger opened the pouch and emptied its contents onto a small wooden table.He fingered through it.

A small ivory comb,a locket of silver,a few pieces of gold,and a gorgeous ring set with pearls and pale blue crystals which the forger seemed to like.

He looked up at her and laughed a little "Well,miss,I can make you a sword of half silver,half iron,13 inches,for this ring.How about it?"

She nodded and the forger swept everything else back into the pouch and handed it back to her.

She tucked it into her kimono sleeve and he said "It'll take about a day.Come back tomorrow"

She nodded "Thank you"and walked towards a tavern and inn.She stepped inside and walked to the woman behind the bar and asked how much a room for one night would be.

The woman replied "For one night,its three pieces of gold"Rin dug through her bag and found three pieces and handed them over.

The woman smiled and took the gold and in return,handed Rin a copper door key.

She looked at the key '19' was printed on it so she walked up the stairs to the door that said 19 on it.She unlocked the door and pushed it open.

The room was small,and had a fire place with the embers of last night's fire and a single bed with a straw-stuffed mattress. "Well,its not much,but its still something.."

She sighed as she kicked off her sandals and slumped onto the bed.She felt her eyes tearing up again "No..I can't.cry..."

She tired to hold then in but soon she gave up and let them come.The kept coming and as hard as she tried,she couldn't slow them.

She cried on and on.She continued to cry until she drifted off to sleep.She awoke when a person knocked on her door.

She lazily got up and slowly walked to the door.She opened it and a maid stood there "Hello miss.Might I clean up your room a bit?I'm terribly sorry but I didn't have a chance to after the last guest left."

Rin nodded and the maid stepped in.She put on new bed covers,lit the fire,swept and lit a small wax candle.

She nodded after she was finished and walked out of the room.Rin closed the door and flopped back onto the bed.

She fell back asleep,not even bothering to undress or ever pull up the covers.

***Back to where Sessh and Mitsumi are***

"Nice to meet you Mitsumi"The boy known as Kohaku said. "It's a pleasure to meet you Kohaku."Kohaku just then realized Sesshoumaru standing there

"Sessh.oumaru?"He asked.Sesshoumaru nodded.Kohaku thought for a second then asked "Where is Rin?"

Sesshoumaru thought for a second on how to explain it but didn't know how "She.Um.Well.I had t-"Mitsumi interrupted "She is back at her home..Married."

Kohaku then asked "So..You two are together?"He asked,his eyes saddened.

Mitsumi shook her head "No no no no no!See,his brother Inuyasha,broke my heart.So I need help forgetting Inuyasha.I'm not with Sesshoumaru though."

Kohaku's eyes brightened up and smiled.

***Back to Rin*** The next morning,Rin woke up and rubbed her eyes.Soon after,she stood and put her sandals on,grabbed her pouch and headed out the door of her room.

"Thank you.."She murmured as she walked passed the bar counter and out the door.

She trudged over to the sword shop and to the table "My sword sir?"He nodded and handed her freshly made sword "Thank you sir"

She had decided to carry around a sword for protection,and,for when she finally had had enough,to kill herself.

Over the next days,Rin grew more and more miserable as Mitsumi and Kohaku fell deeply in love with each other.One day,Mitsumi called Sesshoumaru over to talk to her alone.

"Sesshoumaru,thank you.Thank you ever so much for making me happy.Now,you are free.Ah sloh shah,v'adin."

Sesshoumaru's eyes regained their color and he blinked a couple times "Where.Am I?Where is Rin?Is she alright?"

Mitsumi answered his questions "You are in the forest of the Unknown,I'm not sure if Rin is alright,nor do I know where she is."

"I have to find her..Good bye Miss Mitsumi."He said then he left.He searched every town,every village,every forest for days.He searched on until night fall one night.

***Rin's P.O.V*** I had had enough.I walked until I found a field near an abandoned town and knelt in the grass.It was night time,I could hardly see anything.I unsheathed my sword and pressed the tip of it to where my heart was.

"Good bye world."I whispered

***Sesshoumaru's P.O.V*** I came to a field and saw some one kneeling in the grass.They had a sword to their chest and I heard them whisper something.Their voice sounded familiar..Could it be.

***End P.O.V***

Rin pressed the sword deep into her chest and let out a whimper of pain and then something snapped in Sesshoumaru

"Rin?Rin no!"He ran to her side and cradled her close "Please Rin.Don't leave me.." "I..Love you Sessho-.."

Her voice was cut off and she fell limp in his arms.Her crimson blood stained her kimono and glistened in the mood light.

A/N:I'm thinking about ending this next chapter.I hope you liked this one!