Why Do I Hide It?

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Summery: A character thinks about love

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Love. Sometimes I hate that simple 4-letter word. I hide my feelings away to help them. To help those two star-crossed lovers (to quote Shakespeare) to find there true feelings.

            The storyteller and the school bully. It seems funny when you put it like that. Deep in side she has a heart of gold and only he can bring it out.

Once she gets over her feelings for me that is.

            The thing is I knew how Helga felt about me before she admitted it. I just wanted to hear her admit it. So she can start to finally get over me. I would love to be with her. To kiss her sweetly, but Gerald's the one for her. I can see it. I think Phoebe might now be accepting it as well.

            I saw them on the bus and that's what finally convinced me. When they where arguing about who was driving the bus and how Gerald had no right to boss Helga around (or something like that) It hurt to see that she didn't really like me. It was just like a teens obsession over a pop star, except that I was the obsession.  She needs to find out her true love and that that true love is Gerald Johansson.

            I wait for the bus to come up. To start another day hiding my true feelings for Helga G Pataki. Choosing girls opposite her is one way that I do that. Ruth, Summer, Lila. Hopefully Gerald gets the hint the next time we talk. Which will be in five minutes. Oh joy time for another fun filled day to start.