((Different from my normaly long storis, but I need a break...
so... a song fic, story in Devi's Prospective, and some of Johnnys....I
want to try to write more properly...I donno, song is by placebo, every me
and every you))
Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is spent.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I stood at His door, remembering the past; the movie, the star gazing... would there ever be another guy so sweet... or insane... I tried to kiss him... and he tried to kill me, after a while I can almost understand, it was only our first date... but...
I looked up to the window when the courter of my eye spotted movement, I think it was him...
Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What is she doing here? I thought as a quicky moved from the window, I think she saw me... I motioned to the door, that damn voice mocked me again, "she's here for revenge" it says... I wonder how I could dispose of him sometimes...
There was a knock on the door. I stare at the door, is she here for revenge? I wonder, I allmost laugh thinking about the time she knocked me out... it went all wrong...
Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I thought just to take off, I really did... but I knocked again, I know his there. Slowly, now to my dismay, the door creaked, his cracking voice answered, "yes?" suddenly I forgot what I was going to say for that moment.
I then replied, "Johnny, I'm here to forgive you" I could feel myself going pale, sickened even, I was plotting my own death, why am I doing this.
He then replied, "It would be better to forget each other" I didn't believe he words at first, "it wouldn't be good for either of us, I can't protect you from me" he voiced cracked on his words, I don't think he believed what he was saying either.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Why is she still standing there? I opened the door the rest of the way, "what do you want, it's for the best!" I yelled, a bit to loud, I never want to hurt her, I think I did hurt her... she had a morbid look in her eyes. With out warning the date flashed threw my mind, but paused on the near kiss.
I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sighed, "I'm sorry Nny..." I said bluntly and turned around to walk off, maybe he can't forgive me, maybe he was joking when he tried to kill, pretending, people are sick like that... I walked to the end of his side walk and turned around, he stood there on the step watching me, "farewell then..." I said and tried to hold back tears.
All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I looked at her, she's still sane, let her stay that way... I'd love to make up with her... that's all I'd ever want... but what if it happens again... she's wonderful, she will find better... I nodded and shut the door behind me as a moped back inside my house, the voice says I fucked up again... I hope I didn't... hope I didn't harm her... I looked out my window as she walked away slowly, her head down, maybe I did....
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
((I donno... what do you think? I wanted to twist things up a bit...))
Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is spent.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I stood at His door, remembering the past; the movie, the star gazing... would there ever be another guy so sweet... or insane... I tried to kiss him... and he tried to kill me, after a while I can almost understand, it was only our first date... but...
I looked up to the window when the courter of my eye spotted movement, I think it was him...
Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What is she doing here? I thought as a quicky moved from the window, I think she saw me... I motioned to the door, that damn voice mocked me again, "she's here for revenge" it says... I wonder how I could dispose of him sometimes...
There was a knock on the door. I stare at the door, is she here for revenge? I wonder, I allmost laugh thinking about the time she knocked me out... it went all wrong...
Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I thought just to take off, I really did... but I knocked again, I know his there. Slowly, now to my dismay, the door creaked, his cracking voice answered, "yes?" suddenly I forgot what I was going to say for that moment.
I then replied, "Johnny, I'm here to forgive you" I could feel myself going pale, sickened even, I was plotting my own death, why am I doing this.
He then replied, "It would be better to forget each other" I didn't believe he words at first, "it wouldn't be good for either of us, I can't protect you from me" he voiced cracked on his words, I don't think he believed what he was saying either.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Sucker love is known to swing.
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heavens sake.
There's never been so much at stake.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Why is she still standing there? I opened the door the rest of the way, "what do you want, it's for the best!" I yelled, a bit to loud, I never want to hurt her, I think I did hurt her... she had a morbid look in her eyes. With out warning the date flashed threw my mind, but paused on the near kiss.
I serve my head up on a plate.
It's only comfort, calling late.
Cuz there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I sighed, "I'm sorry Nny..." I said bluntly and turned around to walk off, maybe he can't forgive me, maybe he was joking when he tried to kill, pretending, people are sick like that... I walked to the end of his side walk and turned around, he stood there on the step watching me, "farewell then..." I said and tried to hold back tears.
All alone in space and time.
There's nothing here but what here's here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue.
Every me and every you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I looked at her, she's still sane, let her stay that way... I'd love to make up with her... that's all I'd ever want... but what if it happens again... she's wonderful, she will find better... I nodded and shut the door behind me as a moped back inside my house, the voice says I fucked up again... I hope I didn't... hope I didn't harm her... I looked out my window as she walked away slowly, her head down, maybe I did....
Every me and every you,
Every Me...he
((I donno... what do you think? I wanted to twist things up a bit...))