((Hey! This song belongs to the Ramones, tainted love... Nny and Devi belong to Jhonen Vasquez so there...)

Sometimes I feel I've got to

Run away I've got to

Get away

From the pain that you drive into the heart of me

The love we share

Seems to go nowhere

I've lost my lights

I toss and turn I can't sleep at night~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I had a sudden thought just to walk back home.... she looked at me with those piercing eyes... she didn't look at sad as she did earlier, she just looked confused, and maybe annoyed... so I did turn around, I wanted to let go, but my feet were glued to the ground, I heard a few footsteps but didn't turn around... after a long minute I broke into a run, I couldn't take it...

Once I ran to you (I ran)

Now I'll run from you

This tainted love you've given

I give you all a boy could give you

Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Tainted love

Tainted love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I sighed, why is he so confusing? But I followed him, don't know why, in fact I couldn't help but do so... "Nny?" I called in question of would he ever turn around.

Now I know I've got to

Run away I've got to

Get away

You don't really want any more from me

To make things right

You need someone to hold you tight

You think love is to pray

But I'm sorry I don't pray that way~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

He stopped, only for a few minutes, then he told me, "you can't REALLY want to accept me..." then walked away more. I could only reply, "what?" short on words. I continued, now allmost, well I chased him... I hope he wasn't getting angery in that killing kind of way.

Once I ran to you (I ran)

Now I'll run from you

This tainted love you've given

I give you all a boy could give you

Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Tainted love

Tainted love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I began to cry, Curse her! Why dose she tear me apart, Curse ME! But I cant fall back, a relationship was out of the question, friendship would end somehow... that's how it goes... but what if it didn't... if she didn't try to kiss me... maybe I should of told her not to, and left it at that, not try to kill he- STOP! There was no chance! Never will be, suddenly my thoughts we stopped my a cold touch upon my shoulder, it was her, "stop! At least talk to me for a minute!" she pleaded...

Don't touch me please

I cannot stand the way you tease

I love you though you hurt me so

Now I'm going to pack my things and go

Touch me baby, tainted love

Touch me baby, tainted love

Touch me baby, tainted love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

He yelled at me, "Don't touch me!" my eyes watered, "sorry" I replied.

"I hate doing this to you..." he said, "but chances are this thing will fall apart! I don't want to get hurt again!" he turned his back on me... maybe to hide his own tears, "being around you reminds me of the past, I THOUGHT that if we were near it would patch up, hence me calling and begging for forgiveness, but it only brings it all back... like opening a scab, it hurts again.. I remember everything..." he turned back to me, "I do love you, don't get me wrong, and I know I'm self centered to now avoid you for my behalf, but it is for you too, I NEVER what to hurt you, and I'm far from sane... the chance of us being happy go lucky friends with out an argument is slim, see, I can't keep friends well..."

Once I ran to you (I ran)

Now I'll run from you

This tainted love you've given

I give you all a boy could give you

Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Tainted love

Tainted love

Tainted love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I wish she wouldn't look so sad... I felt like I was going to fall apart right there, felt as if I would break down and cry to death, "but...then again, I hate NOT being around you... it's a paradox... ARG! I'm sorry for messing with your mind I never intend to do so..." she looked at me, like she was in a similar state of mind at this time... with out the thoughts to kill in the back of her mind.

"...I'm sorry Nny" she muttered, then she asked, "I'll let you go if you wish..." she looked like she would breakdown any moment, "well... can I have a hug before we decide never to see each other again?"

I replied, "no... I wouldn't be able to let go..." I turned and walked away... something told me I WOULD see her again maybe I'll change my mind if I become sane... heh...sane... like that would happen... I do feel bad for her... but she wouldn't want this...

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