Disclaimer: I do not own star wars or any of the characters in star wars
(though I wish I did). Don't try to sue me, cause I'm only a 13 year old,
star wars obsessed girl.
Author's note: I've been addicted to JA books as soon as I started reading the first one and now I'm absolutely in love with the JA series. So, after reading a million fantastic JA fanfics, I decided to get off my lazy butt and actually write one myself. Since this is the first fanfic I've ever wrote, its probably gonna be really crap, but PLEASE read and review.
Oh and a line of this ******* means a skip in time and anything said in this is the persons thoughts.
Anyways, enough of my babbling, so without further ado I give you my first ever fanfic.
Dreams do come true
Chapter 1: Inner thoughts
Obi Wan sighed as he looked out the window and up at the dark blue sky glittering with stars. It was midnight and way past his bedtime, but no matter what he did, he could not fall asleep. He had been back from Bandomeer for a month and he had officially become Qui Gon's padawan three weeks ago.
He smiled as he remembered the padawan braiding ceremony. It had been the happiest moment of his life, when Qui Gon had accepted him as his apprentice in front of the whole council. The smile quickly disappeared and was replaced with a sad, almost heartbroken look.
Although Qui Gon had accepted Obi Wan as his apprentice, Qui Gon had never confided in him about anything. Infact, Qui Gon did not say anything at all to Obi Wan, except to criticize him about his lightsabre techniques, fighting stance and everything else he did. Qui Gon didn't even use the bond that was the foundation of a master and apprentice relationship.
Sometimes, Obi Wan thought that Qui Gon had never wanted Obi Wan as his apprentice and had only accepted him because he felt sorry for him. But of course that's not true, I'm just focusing too much on my anxieties. It's just a figment of my overactive imagination.
Isn't it?
It wasn't that his master treated him badly, it was just that there always seemed to be an air of awkwardness and tension between them. To everyone else, they appeared to be a normal master and padawan pair, but Obi Wan knew that Qui Gon wasn't comfortable with him around.
Obi Wan tried his hardest to convince himself that it didn't matter if his master didn't care for him as a person. After all Qui Gon, had promised to take him as an apprentice and nothing else.
Nothing else.
Despite Obi Wan's best efforts, he felt his heart ache at the thought and a single tear fell from his eyes. Obi Wan sighed again and rolled over in bed. He closed his eyes and released his troubled thoughts into the force. Slowly, he began to relax until his breathing became even and he fell asleep.
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Qui Gon looked down at his sleeping apprentice and thought back to the last few weeks. The boy had made a gigantic effort to be the perfect apprentice. He was always among the top three in all his classes and every one of his teachers had compliments to say about him.
It had been extremely awkward at first, when the boy had tried to get to know him better But finally, Obi Wan seemed to understand that their master/padawan relationship was strictly a working relationship and that personal matters had no place in it.
Qui Gon looked at Obi Wan again and was surprised to find traces of dried tears. His heart throbbed when he thought of Obi Wan crying but he pushed it away. I will not baby this apprentice, he will NOT turn out like Xanatos
He was the Obi Wan's master. Nothing more. He would not give the boy his heart, soul or trust.
Somehow, the thought didn't make him as happy as he thought it would.
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Author's notes: Well that's the first chapter. So, what do you think? Please review with any suggestions, comments or even flamers. I might not get the next chapter up until a lot later.
Author's note: I've been addicted to JA books as soon as I started reading the first one and now I'm absolutely in love with the JA series. So, after reading a million fantastic JA fanfics, I decided to get off my lazy butt and actually write one myself. Since this is the first fanfic I've ever wrote, its probably gonna be really crap, but PLEASE read and review.
Oh and a line of this ******* means a skip in time and anything said in this is the persons thoughts.
Anyways, enough of my babbling, so without further ado I give you my first ever fanfic.
Dreams do come true
Chapter 1: Inner thoughts
Obi Wan sighed as he looked out the window and up at the dark blue sky glittering with stars. It was midnight and way past his bedtime, but no matter what he did, he could not fall asleep. He had been back from Bandomeer for a month and he had officially become Qui Gon's padawan three weeks ago.
He smiled as he remembered the padawan braiding ceremony. It had been the happiest moment of his life, when Qui Gon had accepted him as his apprentice in front of the whole council. The smile quickly disappeared and was replaced with a sad, almost heartbroken look.
Although Qui Gon had accepted Obi Wan as his apprentice, Qui Gon had never confided in him about anything. Infact, Qui Gon did not say anything at all to Obi Wan, except to criticize him about his lightsabre techniques, fighting stance and everything else he did. Qui Gon didn't even use the bond that was the foundation of a master and apprentice relationship.
Sometimes, Obi Wan thought that Qui Gon had never wanted Obi Wan as his apprentice and had only accepted him because he felt sorry for him. But of course that's not true, I'm just focusing too much on my anxieties. It's just a figment of my overactive imagination.
Isn't it?
It wasn't that his master treated him badly, it was just that there always seemed to be an air of awkwardness and tension between them. To everyone else, they appeared to be a normal master and padawan pair, but Obi Wan knew that Qui Gon wasn't comfortable with him around.
Obi Wan tried his hardest to convince himself that it didn't matter if his master didn't care for him as a person. After all Qui Gon, had promised to take him as an apprentice and nothing else.
Nothing else.
Despite Obi Wan's best efforts, he felt his heart ache at the thought and a single tear fell from his eyes. Obi Wan sighed again and rolled over in bed. He closed his eyes and released his troubled thoughts into the force. Slowly, he began to relax until his breathing became even and he fell asleep.
******************************
Qui Gon looked down at his sleeping apprentice and thought back to the last few weeks. The boy had made a gigantic effort to be the perfect apprentice. He was always among the top three in all his classes and every one of his teachers had compliments to say about him.
It had been extremely awkward at first, when the boy had tried to get to know him better But finally, Obi Wan seemed to understand that their master/padawan relationship was strictly a working relationship and that personal matters had no place in it.
Qui Gon looked at Obi Wan again and was surprised to find traces of dried tears. His heart throbbed when he thought of Obi Wan crying but he pushed it away. I will not baby this apprentice, he will NOT turn out like Xanatos
He was the Obi Wan's master. Nothing more. He would not give the boy his heart, soul or trust.
Somehow, the thought didn't make him as happy as he thought it would.
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Author's notes: Well that's the first chapter. So, what do you think? Please review with any suggestions, comments or even flamers. I might not get the next chapter up until a lot later.