:.:*Disclaimer*:.: Here comes another BPSA (boring public service announcement): DP doesn't own Yu-Gi-Oh.

Authoress's note: Bakura refers to the Yami and Ryou refers to the boy.

Don't Want to be Here

Chapter One

* Razor Blades

Bakura somehow got hold of razor blades and decided to take over Ryou's body again. He turned the sink on and smiled maliciously. Although he knew Ryou was fighting in his dimension of his mind for posession of the body, he ignored the boy. He placed the blade on his wrist, less than a centimeter away from the main vein, and made a small cut. He pressed harder, watching blood drip into the sink.

//This is for your own good, Ryou. You're too weak.// Bakura thought.

/Don't cut my wrist! You could kill me!/ Ryou pretested.

//I'm not going to pop the vein, you fool. I'm just making small cuts. I want to know if you can stand the pain. I surely can.//

/Stop it, Bakura!/

//Make me.//

Ryou sighed in his mind chamber. There was nothing he could do but stay where he was, since he couldn't escape. He couldn't stop his Yami from doing anything to his body. All he could do was wear his usual expression and pretend there was nothing going on when he got control of his body back. He sighed again.

Bakura made a small cut that curved along the side of the vein. He watched as blood dripped into the sink, and washed down the drain by the water gushing from the sink. After a few seconds, when the blood his cleared, Bakura hid the blades in a drawer and walked back into Ryou's room.

//All right, pathetic one, you can have your body back.//

Bakura went into his mind chamber and Ryou came out. The boy immediately dropped to his knees, massaging his wrists.

/Damn, Bakura, this really hurts!/

//Good.//

/Why is it good?/

//If you can stand this, then you'll be fine, okay?//

/Just quit cutting my wrists with those stupid razor blades!/

//I like the feeling. //

/I don't, and it's my body, so stop it!/

Bakura became angry, and came out of the millenium ring. Ryou found himself staring at a transparent figure of himself, who was giving him a death glare. Bakura punched Ryou in the stomach and threw him into a wall. He walked over to the boy, and kicked him in the stomach. With each kick came an insult.

"Weak!" Kick. "Pathetic." Kick. "Stupid fool!" Kick. "Idiot." Kick. "Moron." Kick. "Waste of time and energy."

Just as he was about to kick again, Ryou grabbed his foot and pulled him down. Then Ryou scrambled away from Bakura and found his way to his bathroom. He locked the door, sat with his back against it, and sighed out of relief. Then grabbed his stomach, hurried over to the toilet, and vomited. After emptying the contents of his stomach, he pulled the razor blades from their hiding spot and placed one on the vein, but not breaking through the skin.

Bakura snuck over to the bathroom door, a paperclip in hand, and unlocked the door. He opened it and saw Ryou, ready to pop open the vein.

"What are you doing?" Bakura asked.

"Getting ready to die!" Ryou said angrily. "I can't put up with it anymore! You're torturing me every hour of the day for no reason, and I have no peace anymore. I can't take it anymore, Bakura. I want to take myself out of this world for good!"

Bakura threw the paperclip at Ryou's face, and he dropped the blades. Bakura scooped up the blades before Ryou had a chance, and pocketed them. Then, he walked out of the room, leaving a fuming Ryou glaring after him. Bakura hid the blades where he didn't think Ryou would find them, and sat on the bed.

Ryou walked out of the bathroom and stared at Bakura from the doorway. His parents weren't home, so Ryou had the house to himself. He walked downstairs into the kitchen and opened the freezer door of the refridgerator. There was an oven-bake pizza inside.

He decide to cook the pizza, since he'd have to cut it later with a knife...

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What do you people think? I, for one, don't think Ryou's that OOC. Many 'normal' people have thoughts like that. Yes, I do have thoughts like that, if that's what you're wondering, but if I didn't, would I be able to come up with this kind of FanFic?

Read and Reply, please.

Darkness Princess