Born Dreading Herself

Disclaimer-veiw first chapter

A/n  fixed first chapter now im going to make a few more things make sense!

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A great feeling of dread filled her body as she slowly made her way to the cheering table.

Her father will not be a happy camper; more like a mad man on the loose… wait a second… He is! This thought did not make her happy. Oh no, if possible it made her feel worse.

She sat away form Parvati and Lavender, she saw the disappointed looks on their faces but ignored them. She instead sat beside a red headed girl with big brown eyes and petty girlish features. She nearly jumped out of her skin when she sat near and looked at her horrified. This made Melody agitated but she just gave her a half smile to hide her anger.

The girl was now looking around the table for some escape, Melody's blood started to boil.

"I'm not going to stab you with a fork! Calm down, your obviously afraid of me because of whom my father is, but I'm not him! I'm a bloody Gryffindor for Merlin's sake!" Melody cried, trying to hide the anger she was holding in.

"I have a reason to be afraid, he tried to kill me!" she whispered quietly.

"He will kill me! Seeing I was sorted in Gryffindor." Melody said calmly, too calmly.

The girl stopped trying to grab some ones attention and looked at Melody, considering if she should trust her or not, it was a rather hard decision, seeing she did not come from trustworthy blood.

"I… I'm Ginny Weasley." The girl said, still rather uncertain.

"Melody Riddle." Melody said the girl just nodded.

Before they could continue their attention was taken seeing that there headmaster was standing. And every one was silent.

"Yes. Yes, I know a new person is rather exciting ." his eyes flickered towards Melody. " But that dose not give you an excuse to forget a few beginning of year notices." His wise blue eyes twinkled at that comment, why did her father hate him so much?

"Keep in mind that the Forbidden Forest is of limits to all students, seeing that some of you have forgotten." His eyes moved toward Harry and his two friends further up the Gryffindor table. "But also keep in mind that there is no dueling in the hallways, and a number of other things that can be viewed in front of our Caretaker's, Mr. Flinch's office, you may now eat." And food magically appeared in front of them and many of the students started to eagerly fill their plaits.

Melody did not feel very hungry and took very little. She nibbled on her food so deep in thought that many times she fond her fork half way to her mouth.

"Erm… who… Who was your mu-Mother?" she heard Ginny squeak.

"I dunno." She said in a bored voice.

"Oh." Ginny said and started to push her food around her plait, obviously not very hungry herself.

The meal finally finished and Professor Dumbledore dismissed them.

Melody and Ginny rose, they hadn't took a step before the tall red headed boy she recognized as one of Harry's friends marched over.

"Ginny are you all right? C'mon with me." He said

"Oh Ron I'm fine just leave me alone." She replied angrily and stormed off.

"You better not hurt her." He growled at Melody.

"Oh no, drat my plan is ruined," She said sarcastically, and started away.

"You better watch it!" he said sternly.

Melody just rolled her eyes and continued following the crowd of Gryffindors towards where there common room must be.

"Okay the password is 'Nimous Hegury'." said a little blonde haired girl, as the portrait of a very over weight woman in a pink dress flung open; to reveal a hole that opened into a red and gold common room.

Melody entered through it and looked around ; it looked very cozy with a fire place in the middle and squashy arm chairs surrounding it. Off to the side there were tables for studying and on either side there where spiral stair cases, the boys where stumbling sleepily up the one to the right where as the girls entered the one to the left.

She walked up the stairs until she found a door that read: 'Sixth year girls'.

I entered to find a hole bunch of four poster beds arranged in a square like matter so it was clear in the center, and a doors of to the sides that she presumed to be bathrooms (there where two, seeing that they were all girls).

Melody walked over to the bed that had her trunks by it, she plopped down on it to wait for a washroom seeing that they where both occupied.

At that moment Ginny walked out of the washroom to her left and went over to the bed across from her clad in her night things. Melody stood and grabbed her nightdress that had been laid down on her bed along with her new uniform decorated in red and gold.

Melody entered the washroom and dressed in to her nightdress and washed her face.

How am I going to hide my scar?

She thought, she never liked to were her cover-up at night, it was magical but it still could cause pimples.

I'll run for it.

She decided and quickly slide out the door trying to attract the least amount of attention as possible, with her hand on her head pretending to have a headache. She sat on her bed and tucked herself under the covers and pulled the hangings around her bed. She the realized exactly how tired her was and fell into dead sleep.

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A/n that was a rather boring chapter if you ask me, PLEASE R&R! o ya I re did the first chapter so that Lily's pregnancy made some sense is you did not read the note on that chapter then that's your fault!