Scully woke up in the hospital bed and looked over expecting to see Mulder.
Then reality took its toll and she remembered that he was missing. She
hugged her knees up to her chest like a three year old who thought there
were monster's under their bed. She rapped her arms around her legs and put
her head down onto her knees.
The darkness was soothing in some way or another. She felt a hand rubbing her back and expected to look up and see her mother. But when she looked up she saw Mulder's face smiling down on her.
"Mulder?"
"Hey."
"Mulder, is it really you?" Scully was smiling uncontrollably and blinking back happy tears. "I knew you wouldn't go!"
Mulder's smile however faded "I have to go..."
Scully's breathing became uneven and her voice was shaky and panicky again. "Mulder, what? You just got here. No!"
She was crying but it did no good. His hand slid down her arm and she reached out they were holding hands but he was slipping.
"Mulder! Don't go!"
She tried to hold his hand but something made her let go, until just their fingertips were touching. Scully was now crying uncontrollably.
"Mulder no, I need you."
Mulder smiled and disapeared. Before he left however Scully heard a whisper of 'I need you too, just believe and it'll be okay' but Mulder's mouth didn't move.
Scully choked back the tears as a song blasted through her head no matter how hard she covered her ears.
And I wanna believe you When you tell me that it'll be ok Yea I try to belive you But I don't
Scully went back to her three-year-old position, but this time darkness wasn't enough. Scully knew that was not Mulder because he had a certain transparency to him he also just disappeared. But she couldn't think much else as the song was still pounding through her head.
When you say that's it's gunna be It always turns out to be a different way I try to believe you Not today today today today today I don't know how I'll feel tomorrow Tomorrow And I don't know what to say Tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow is a different day Tomorrow ********************************** Across the hospital however lay a very alone Mulder. All hooked up to machines making beeping noises. They only knew his name from his driver's license. He spent most of the night before in surgery. He still had yet to wake up, the doctors were getting worried. They also thought it was cold for a man to lay alone in a hospital bed but he had no family anywhere the closest was his mother states away and she couldn't be bothered. They all thought it a shame and by morning he was the talk of the hospital.
The darkness was soothing in some way or another. She felt a hand rubbing her back and expected to look up and see her mother. But when she looked up she saw Mulder's face smiling down on her.
"Mulder?"
"Hey."
"Mulder, is it really you?" Scully was smiling uncontrollably and blinking back happy tears. "I knew you wouldn't go!"
Mulder's smile however faded "I have to go..."
Scully's breathing became uneven and her voice was shaky and panicky again. "Mulder, what? You just got here. No!"
She was crying but it did no good. His hand slid down her arm and she reached out they were holding hands but he was slipping.
"Mulder! Don't go!"
She tried to hold his hand but something made her let go, until just their fingertips were touching. Scully was now crying uncontrollably.
"Mulder no, I need you."
Mulder smiled and disapeared. Before he left however Scully heard a whisper of 'I need you too, just believe and it'll be okay' but Mulder's mouth didn't move.
Scully choked back the tears as a song blasted through her head no matter how hard she covered her ears.
And I wanna believe you When you tell me that it'll be ok Yea I try to belive you But I don't
Scully went back to her three-year-old position, but this time darkness wasn't enough. Scully knew that was not Mulder because he had a certain transparency to him he also just disappeared. But she couldn't think much else as the song was still pounding through her head.
When you say that's it's gunna be It always turns out to be a different way I try to believe you Not today today today today today I don't know how I'll feel tomorrow Tomorrow And I don't know what to say Tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow is a different day Tomorrow ********************************** Across the hospital however lay a very alone Mulder. All hooked up to machines making beeping noises. They only knew his name from his driver's license. He spent most of the night before in surgery. He still had yet to wake up, the doctors were getting worried. They also thought it was cold for a man to lay alone in a hospital bed but he had no family anywhere the closest was his mother states away and she couldn't be bothered. They all thought it a shame and by morning he was the talk of the hospital.