I am SO SORRY I could not update until now but as it is, I am sneaking on to the computer. I got myself grounded because I "wasn't watching my sister good enough" and SHE lost her glasses...I think that's a really DUMB reason to ground ME anyway so I am grounded so the chapter might not be one day after the other like they used to...sorry. Also just incase it is hard to get this chapter starts out with Scully's thoughts :-D. Also there may be something in this chapter or maybe the next I don't know yet but what I do know is it MIGHT not make sense.But see.... We missed a whole day of Scully's life that I didn't write about so that happen there.

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'Waiting... *Tick Tock* .... Waiting..... *Tick Tock*.... I HATE WAITING!........... *Tick Tock* ... how much longer can I wait..... *Tick Tock*......I could go mad just sitting here!................... *Tick Tock*.... why aren't they coming out yet?.................... *Tick Tock*.....is he hurt that badly?............ *Tick Tock*.....oh god Mulder what have you gotten yourself into.... *Tick Tock*.....waiting....*Tick Tock*....waiting...*Tick Tock*'

Scully sat in a chair in an empty deserted waiting room. She had her head down in her hands and her feat were shuffling left and right. She couldn't keep still no matter how hard she tried. First she was wringing her hands in her lap. Then she put her head in her hands and he feet began to shuffle. So she pulled them up under her, but then her whole body began to rock back and forth. She finally just gave up.

Just as she began to stand up and take a walk a nurse walked in. Seeing she was the only one in the room she assumed that she must be the one she was looking for.

"Mrs. Fox Mulder?"

Dana smiled at the sound and decided not to correct her. Her smile quickly faded as she saw the worry in the nurses eyes.

"Yes..."

"Well your husband is out of operating and he has been x-rayed and...."

"Look lady I haven't slept in over 24 hours and if you don't cut to the chase here I am gunna snap, so can I see him or what?"

Even Scully was surprised at the way she snapped at the poor nurse. The nurse nodded her head and motioned for her to follow. Scully figured she was probably afraid to speak now.

As She walked in the room she couldn't help but let a gasp escape her lips. Every part of him sticking out from the hospital gown and the blanket was bruised, He had a bandage around his head, his eyes appeared to be swollen shut. He had stitches in his head and there was a cast on his arm. She was sure there were many other injuries that she couldn't see because of the gown....or the covers...or maybe flesh.. But before she could finish that thought the nurse broke in.

"Uhm..he's in REALLY bad shape.."

Scully gave the nurse her best 'NO DUH!' look. The nurse took this as a warning she might explode again and hurried up.

"What I am trying to say here Mrs. Mulder...."

Again the name sent shivers up and down her spine and she couldn't help let out a bubbly giggle. She patted her stomach and that reminded her of all she had to tell Mulder. She of course didn't hear a word the nurse said after that. The nurse was confused at her giggle.

"Did you not hear what I said?"

"I'm sorry what?"

The nurses sad expression came back and her eyes dropped to the floor.

"He might....not.....he might not make it through the night....."

Scully felt her stomach and her heart fall through her to the floor. She was sure if she looked down she would see a hole in the floor with them buried there. Her mouth slightly dropped open and tears began to flood her eyes. She immediately caught herself and threw up her walls. The nurse moved a bit closer and went to put a hand on her back. But Scully knocked it away.

"I'm fine. Just go."

"Are you sure?"

"JUST GO!"

It was obvious this woman was not just fine but she left anyway.

Scully found a chair next to Mulder bed and fell into it. That's when her walls fell down and crumbled. She grabbed his hand and kissed each finger gently as she cried. Tears soaked his palm when she turned it over.

"Mulder...you're gunna make it you HAVE to. There's something I need to tell you. Remember that night at Skinner's birthday party? With the beer and wine and the great food...you loved the food. I remembered something about that night. We were both drunk so I didn't know if you ment it. But now with your song and everything I know you did......Mulder you said you loved me....and then you...you...Mulder you HAVE to come back.."

She took his tow tear soaked hand and placed it to her stomach.

"To me...to us"

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