CS: Oki Doki. Before I get to the fic, I need to state some things
that hurt my own feelings. One, I don't know Ashanti. She's my fave singer.
Two, I don't own her song "Baby". Three, I don't own Gundam Wing. Four, I
don't own Sailor Moon. Although, I might come up with my own anime in the
future. *thinks* Nah! I wanna stay and write fics, wishing I did own
something. Much more fun!! ^^ PS- I skipped lines for you people, so be
happy I toke time.
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*sigh* The world is so cruel to me. Nothing goes right. To make it worse, I'm in love with someone I most certainly can't have. I look out my window across to the basketball court. My dad had built this house here so he could train my little brother to be a basketball player in the NBA. I always laughed at the thought. Little teases like, "You're too short for the NBA." or "Maybe Shaq and Kobe will cut you some slack." Why we moved to the US is beyond my knowledge.
But, I am kinda glad we moved. I know. You must be thinking, "So, she could get away from all those prissy know it alls." NOT! I'm glad because now I can stare at *him* all I want. When, we moved here, I thought I had no purpose to live. I never thought I did. But, now? Oh, it's a whole 'nother story. Every day I live, I get up only because of *him*. I never could get it out my head how *he* could make me do this.
~I got this jones forming in my bones (from a man)
who indeed took over my soul, (understand)
I couldn't breathe if he ever said (he would leave)
get on my knees till they bloody red (baby please)
see I don't if you get it yet(just don't know)
He's like the lighter to my cigarette (watch me smoke)
I never knew another human life (didn't know)
can have the power to take over mine
So baby baby. ~
It's like, he just had some weird power over me. My life was never the same. It may never be, now. I was once Sailor Moon. But, Luna disappeared. The senshi disappeared, too. The only one from Tokyo I still kept in touch with was Rei. I don't know where she is, but I do know she's alive. Nobody can call me 'Odango-baka' like she does. That's how I know she's not being impersonated.
Back to the subject! My mom said she must have run away. I sigh and press the play button on my CD player. I don't think she did. Luna always stands out and takes on her troubles. She never ever let her duties run past her; she always caught them like mice. Suddenly, my heart skips a beat. I hear it. *His* voice. He's arguing with Duo Maxwell. Apparently, Duo cheated by playing a move they had expelled from the game.
~ Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.~
Wait! What's this? A tramp? I tell you, Catherine Bloom (Work with me here.) needs to give up. Everyone knows she's cheating on him. Even *HE* knows! Why doesn't he leave her? I watch as she snatches him out of the game and pulls him to sit down. I can both read mouths and hear her. I mean geez! I'm only two feet above them. I brace myself on my windowsill.
"Trowa, I think it's about time we stopped this." She says, fake innocence laced in her words, "Both, you and me know this wasn't ever gonna work. And I just well- let's see other people." Trowa slightly nods, most of his attention on the game and how Duo keeps cheating with the same move. "I just think that's good. Don't you?" I nearly scream. Trowa nods again, now all his attention on the game.
~See, I could never feel alone with you (in my life)
I gave up everything I own for you (won't think twice)
almost a shame how I'm mesmerized (such a shame)
I loose my thought looking in your eyes (I know why)
because your kisses make my lips quiver and (that's real)
and when you touch me my whole body shivers. (I can feel)
now I can see how another life(nother life)
you have the power to take over mine cause your my..~
Duo Maxwell! Stop cheating!! Oh, uh sorry. He IS cheating! I can see it with my own two eyes. Anyway, I brace myself more and lean out more, determined to hear more clearly. "Trowa, don't you feel the same? I mean, I love you. But, I just well, don't love you anymore." That did it. I screamed at the top of my lungs. "TOKE YOU LONG ENOUGH!! THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNOWS YOU'RE CHEATING ON HIM!!!" I look around when I realized I had said that. I quickly shut my window closed and hid under my bed.
I hear them all murmuring about my weird out burst. Then, I hear it. The stupidest question. "Trowa, you don't really believe that out burst, do you?" Then, I watch her pull out the pout. I nearly died laughing when Trowa replied with a, "Catherine, get off my rm. I know you've been cheating on me. I don't even have the slightest interest in you." Catherine had never been blown off in her life. As a matter of fact, she turned red with anger.
~ Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.~
"Did you just blow me off?!" I couldn't help it. I jump to my window and screamed. "OH, YES HE DID, GIRLFRIEND!!!" I jump back into my window. I started laughing, breathlessly. My mother knocks on my door and asks me if I had gone hysterical. I couldn't reply. "WHO KEEPS DOING THAT!???" Catherine's voice booms. I climb up to watch the rest. Trowa's walking off and Catherine plops down on the floor, fuming. "How can someone just blow me off like that? I've got charm and everything."
I drop my CD player and run down the stairs. I open the door and see him talking to my dad. I think it's about helping my brother. Everything's about my baka brother. Then, Catherine comes over and asks if I'm here. I run back up to my room and plop on my bed, CD player playing and bubble gum popping and magazine pages flipping. Catherine walks in m room, disgust written all over her face. "You wear too much makeup." I say, scaring her.
~Baby, I can't see my worth (I can't see)
living here on God's green earth, you don't know what
you've done to me (done to me)
I never thought I'd need you desperately (desperately)
it's kind of sick how I'm stuck on you(stuck on you)
but I don't care cause I'm needing you (I'm needing you)
and how I feel will remain the same (remains the same)
cause your're my baby (cause your my baby) ~
"Oh, Usa-chan! I'm really not in the best moods." I'm not really listening to her. I'm staring in *his* eyes, behind her as he stands in the upstairs hall in front of my door. Somehow we must be having some eye contact talk, cause it's like he just asked me if I heard the loud out bursts. I reply that they were my outbursts. His eyes smile and my eyes smile back. Then, he waves slightly and walks towards my brother's room. My heart slips some and I return to Catherine's world of blab.
Suddenly, my radio turns on and Catherine takes my hands and makes me dance too. It's my fave song. "Baby by Ashanti." I say, getting into the music. Catherine sighs and says she'll see me later. I watch her leave. I hear the front door close. Then, my brother comes speeding down the hall. I stare after him and turn back, to face *him*. His emerald eyes fix on me. I just realized how tall he is. I feel REAL small and REAL uncomfortable under his gaze. Maybe because I've never been under it.
~listen and when the world starts to stress me out (where I run)
it's to you boy without a doubt (you're the one)
who keeps me sane and I can't complain (can't complain)
you're like a drug you relieve my pain (may seem strange)
you're like the blood flowing through my vain (oooo)
keeps me alive and feeding my brain
(oooo) now this is how another human life (nother life)
could have the power to take over mine cause you're my~
Unable to hold myself back, I step forward and he steps forward. It keeps going like this until we're so close I could die. Emerald washes over cerulean as I close the small gap between us. At the first touch, my whole body is washed over with a feeling so, so, so, so indescribable! I swear we can't keep our hands off each other. Well, I can't.
I hear my little brother 'OoO'ing, but I ignore him. Right now, it's my turn to feel important, sexy, and down right special!! Whoo! I've been swept off my feet. At the need for air we both break the kiss, that's when I realize my feet aren't touching the floor. I sigh, ever so silently. I hear a voice screaming my name and see my phone is wiggling around. I try to get down, but I can't and look up at him. He let's me go and I rush to hang up the loud phone.
~ Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.~
"USAGI SERENITY TSU-" I put the phone back and turn to Trowa. "Where were we?" I ask, closing the gap between us again.
*sigh* The world is so cruel to me. Nothing goes right. To make it worse, I'm in love with someone I most certainly can't have. I look out my window across to the basketball court. My dad had built this house here so he could train my little brother to be a basketball player in the NBA. I always laughed at the thought. Little teases like, "You're too short for the NBA." or "Maybe Shaq and Kobe will cut you some slack." Why we moved to the US is beyond my knowledge.
But, I am kinda glad we moved. I know. You must be thinking, "So, she could get away from all those prissy know it alls." NOT! I'm glad because now I can stare at *him* all I want. When, we moved here, I thought I had no purpose to live. I never thought I did. But, now? Oh, it's a whole 'nother story. Every day I live, I get up only because of *him*. I never could get it out my head how *he* could make me do this.
~I got this jones forming in my bones (from a man)
who indeed took over my soul, (understand)
I couldn't breathe if he ever said (he would leave)
get on my knees till they bloody red (baby please)
see I don't if you get it yet(just don't know)
He's like the lighter to my cigarette (watch me smoke)
I never knew another human life (didn't know)
can have the power to take over mine
So baby baby. ~
It's like, he just had some weird power over me. My life was never the same. It may never be, now. I was once Sailor Moon. But, Luna disappeared. The senshi disappeared, too. The only one from Tokyo I still kept in touch with was Rei. I don't know where she is, but I do know she's alive. Nobody can call me 'Odango-baka' like she does. That's how I know she's not being impersonated.
Back to the subject! My mom said she must have run away. I sigh and press the play button on my CD player. I don't think she did. Luna always stands out and takes on her troubles. She never ever let her duties run past her; she always caught them like mice. Suddenly, my heart skips a beat. I hear it. *His* voice. He's arguing with Duo Maxwell. Apparently, Duo cheated by playing a move they had expelled from the game.
~ Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.~
Wait! What's this? A tramp? I tell you, Catherine Bloom (Work with me here.) needs to give up. Everyone knows she's cheating on him. Even *HE* knows! Why doesn't he leave her? I watch as she snatches him out of the game and pulls him to sit down. I can both read mouths and hear her. I mean geez! I'm only two feet above them. I brace myself on my windowsill.
"Trowa, I think it's about time we stopped this." She says, fake innocence laced in her words, "Both, you and me know this wasn't ever gonna work. And I just well- let's see other people." Trowa slightly nods, most of his attention on the game and how Duo keeps cheating with the same move. "I just think that's good. Don't you?" I nearly scream. Trowa nods again, now all his attention on the game.
~See, I could never feel alone with you (in my life)
I gave up everything I own for you (won't think twice)
almost a shame how I'm mesmerized (such a shame)
I loose my thought looking in your eyes (I know why)
because your kisses make my lips quiver and (that's real)
and when you touch me my whole body shivers. (I can feel)
now I can see how another life(nother life)
you have the power to take over mine cause your my..~
Duo Maxwell! Stop cheating!! Oh, uh sorry. He IS cheating! I can see it with my own two eyes. Anyway, I brace myself more and lean out more, determined to hear more clearly. "Trowa, don't you feel the same? I mean, I love you. But, I just well, don't love you anymore." That did it. I screamed at the top of my lungs. "TOKE YOU LONG ENOUGH!! THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNOWS YOU'RE CHEATING ON HIM!!!" I look around when I realized I had said that. I quickly shut my window closed and hid under my bed.
I hear them all murmuring about my weird out burst. Then, I hear it. The stupidest question. "Trowa, you don't really believe that out burst, do you?" Then, I watch her pull out the pout. I nearly died laughing when Trowa replied with a, "Catherine, get off my rm. I know you've been cheating on me. I don't even have the slightest interest in you." Catherine had never been blown off in her life. As a matter of fact, she turned red with anger.
~ Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.~
"Did you just blow me off?!" I couldn't help it. I jump to my window and screamed. "OH, YES HE DID, GIRLFRIEND!!!" I jump back into my window. I started laughing, breathlessly. My mother knocks on my door and asks me if I had gone hysterical. I couldn't reply. "WHO KEEPS DOING THAT!???" Catherine's voice booms. I climb up to watch the rest. Trowa's walking off and Catherine plops down on the floor, fuming. "How can someone just blow me off like that? I've got charm and everything."
I drop my CD player and run down the stairs. I open the door and see him talking to my dad. I think it's about helping my brother. Everything's about my baka brother. Then, Catherine comes over and asks if I'm here. I run back up to my room and plop on my bed, CD player playing and bubble gum popping and magazine pages flipping. Catherine walks in m room, disgust written all over her face. "You wear too much makeup." I say, scaring her.
~Baby, I can't see my worth (I can't see)
living here on God's green earth, you don't know what
you've done to me (done to me)
I never thought I'd need you desperately (desperately)
it's kind of sick how I'm stuck on you(stuck on you)
but I don't care cause I'm needing you (I'm needing you)
and how I feel will remain the same (remains the same)
cause your're my baby (cause your my baby) ~
"Oh, Usa-chan! I'm really not in the best moods." I'm not really listening to her. I'm staring in *his* eyes, behind her as he stands in the upstairs hall in front of my door. Somehow we must be having some eye contact talk, cause it's like he just asked me if I heard the loud out bursts. I reply that they were my outbursts. His eyes smile and my eyes smile back. Then, he waves slightly and walks towards my brother's room. My heart slips some and I return to Catherine's world of blab.
Suddenly, my radio turns on and Catherine takes my hands and makes me dance too. It's my fave song. "Baby by Ashanti." I say, getting into the music. Catherine sighs and says she'll see me later. I watch her leave. I hear the front door close. Then, my brother comes speeding down the hall. I stare after him and turn back, to face *him*. His emerald eyes fix on me. I just realized how tall he is. I feel REAL small and REAL uncomfortable under his gaze. Maybe because I've never been under it.
~listen and when the world starts to stress me out (where I run)
it's to you boy without a doubt (you're the one)
who keeps me sane and I can't complain (can't complain)
you're like a drug you relieve my pain (may seem strange)
you're like the blood flowing through my vain (oooo)
keeps me alive and feeding my brain
(oooo) now this is how another human life (nother life)
could have the power to take over mine cause you're my~
Unable to hold myself back, I step forward and he steps forward. It keeps going like this until we're so close I could die. Emerald washes over cerulean as I close the small gap between us. At the first touch, my whole body is washed over with a feeling so, so, so, so indescribable! I swear we can't keep our hands off each other. Well, I can't.
I hear my little brother 'OoO'ing, but I ignore him. Right now, it's my turn to feel important, sexy, and down right special!! Whoo! I've been swept off my feet. At the need for air we both break the kiss, that's when I realize my feet aren't touching the floor. I sigh, ever so silently. I hear a voice screaming my name and see my phone is wiggling around. I try to get down, but I can't and look up at him. He let's me go and I rush to hang up the loud phone.
~ Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.
Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby,
baby,baby baby,baby, I love it when I hear
ya name, got me sayin' baby, baby, baby,
baby, baby,(baby I love you) baby, baby, baby, baby, baby.~
"USAGI SERENITY TSU-" I put the phone back and turn to Trowa. "Where were we?" I ask, closing the gap between us again.