OCCness in this poem. Hey, I'm pretty existentialist during these days, so bear with me.
It's about Soujiro Seta, well, try to be *sighs*… Don't expect something perfect because I'm NOT perfect. :P
Disclaimer: I don't own Rurouni Kenshin. How many times do I have to continue saying that???
My Smile
I smile because I don't know how to cry
This world is so full of hatred and misery
That nothing but my smile can lighten it up a little.
Don't you think so?
You think that I'm dump because of my look-like-angel face.
You're so wrong, I'm not an angel.
I can kill you if I want; if I want justice.
I wish I could end the world's stupidity – your stupidity.
Thinking that everything is perfect,
Thinking that a white pure blanket
Can cover the black underneath…
My smile is a blanket… Do you agree?
No, it is not.
My smile is the pain itself, is the sorrow
As I told you, I don't know how to cry…
Dark emotions that seem to be right, to be normal
Like when you think that this world is normal…
I wish I could see a light,
May be I see a spark but it is not enough.
Believe that it can get better?
Are you asking me to believe
In those who pushed me into the abyss?
My smile is not what you think it is;
It seems to be a relief after all the crying,
But it is my cry.
My smile is my cry.