I looked into the cold night sky
so cold and void of love ,
and I thought just then ,
I saw a dove.
The sign for peace
was waisted on me ,
because the way everything was ,
it would never let me be.
Why does love hurt so badly ,
why does it torture my soul
just wondering why
it made my heart black as coal.
He didn't care
if he crushed my heart
because to him I wasn't there
and it's tearing me apart.
I can't believe I didn't see it .
Why was I so blind?
The way he talked and looked at me
just possesed my mind.
I can't even cry now
if I did I'd be weak.
I tried to stay strong ,
even if I was meek.
I'll never be happy ,
that's for sure ,
but as long as he's happy ,
my soul is pure.
Now I gaze at the rose
I gripped in my hand
as my thoughts drifted off
to that distant land.
If I said I didn't love him
then you'd know I lied.
I hurt all over.
"Inuyasha . . ."I sighed.