Chapter Four: My Home

Disclaimer: Yes I know, I never do this on my stories but some one e-mailed me saying it would be wise to do so. So, I own the plot of the story but not the actual characters except for Matsu. Happy now! Geez, spoil my moment into thinking I actually had a chance. ::scowls:: meanies. ::giggles:: ^_~

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Makoto sighed as she grabbed her keys and walked out of her home. That baby hadn't left her mind since she had saw her. She wanted to see her again. Maybe she would take the job, if it was still available that is. She dreaded working where Heero lived but she couldn't leave that baby girl with only men around. It would be cruel. So swallowing her pride, she will take the job for the baby's sake only. She would just have to tolerate leaving with Heero...Heiji again. Hopefully, luck will be on her side and she wouldn't have to talk to him.

Pulling her light jacket around her tighter, she began making her way to the mansion.

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"Where's Yuy!" Wufei yelled over a crying Matsu.

"How the hell should I know?" Duo answered back. This was no looking good for them. Ever since that Mako, lady, came Matsu had been crying for her. The only problem was that they couldn't reach her and that she had refused to come back. They had tried everything to get Matsu to stop but nothing would work, except if Heero was carrying her, but now they couldn't find him.

Trowa had started looking for people to help after a week had gown by and it was already two weeks and three days, but would always come back empty handed. So he was not in at the moment either. This was definitely not looking good for them.

Quatre sighed as he carryed the baby, pacing back and forth trying to sooth her while caressing her back. She didn't stop crying. Their only hope to have a peaceful night was if Heero would come soon or Mako would.

When Wufei was about to say something, probably insulting, the doorbell rang. Sighing in relief, Quatre ran carefully but quickly to the door. When he opened it ,he was surprised at what he saw there. "Ms. Makoto?"

The brunette smiled an uneasy smile. "Is the job still availlable?"

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It had been two weeks and three days, since Heero had made Makoto tell him who he was and it was the last time he had seen her. She had made it clear that she didn't want anything to do with him and he understood it perfectly. He would have acted the same way if the person he loved had left him for no apparent reason and lose contact with him.

Heero sighed as he stared at the door of his first home. Makoto had giving him his address to where he use to leave, saying he would find everything the way he left it. It had taken him exactly two weeks and three days to get over his fear and come here.

Taking in a deep breath, Heero digged for his key in his jeans pocket. Mako had giving him her copy of his key before leaving the mansion. He wanted to go back and forget this place but he couldn't. He was after all the perfect soldier. How would he live up to that name if he had ran away from his home? He couldn't. Slowly, he slipped in the key into the key hold. Turning the knob slowly, the soldier pushed the door open. To his surprise it didn't make any sound.

It took a while for him to actually step into the apartment and closing the door behind him. Standing in a dark room, he turned to search for the light switch. He quickly turned on the lights, expecting to see the room dusty and messy, but to his surprise the room was clean. It looked as if he never left. He smiled when he knew why. 'Mako-chan must have kept it clean.' He thought.

He slowly walked into the first room, which was the leaving room. He was surpried to see that the room wasn't empty like he thought he would see. It was lively decorated. Simple yet nice at the same time. There was one large sofa, able to fit four people. A one person couch was adjacent to it. In the middle was a coffee table. In front of that was a medium size television. The floor was adorned if a light blue rug while the wall was painted white. One large painting settled there.

Heero went into the next room after carfully studying the leaving room. The next room was the kitchen. It was small but was still usefull. The brunet slowly walked down a hall. He saw three doors. Two on his left and one on his right. The door on his right led to the bathroom while the other doors led to bedrooms. One was decorated in green and white. It looked more of a guest room than his room. He slowed down his steps when he walked towards the last room of the apartment, knowing what he would find in there would be his past. Taken in a deep breath three times he opened the room and walked in.

The colors of the room was blue and white. The walls were white, while the floor, draps, and bedsheets were blue. There was a small coffee table in the middle of the room while to his left was a desk that held a white computer, papers and pictures. There was a large protraite of himself and Mako when they were younger and friends postered on his wall, over his bed. Walking into his room he went to the desk. He looked at the papers and realized that they were unfinished homework papers. Setting them down, he turned his attention to the frames around the computer. They were pictures of him and Mako. Since they were five and six to when they were fourteen and fifteen. He smiled when he started at one. It was of Mako, she was drinking a milkshake while she winked and smiled. She looked beautiful there.

Turning away from the desk he walked to his bed and sat down on it. Staring at the small night stand curiously. He pulled the drawer open and inside he found a small red book. Curious he took in out and opened it to the first page.

21ST of March, 1991

Hey there. Today's my seventh birthday and you are the first present Mako had ever giving me. She said I can write in you when ever I wanted and share things I don't want to share with others. To tell you the truth, I think this is stupid. I think its only for girls but don't tell that to Mako. She will kick my butt! Anyway, I'm only going to give this a try. Don't be surprise if you don't see me in the next four days.

Heiji

Heero made himself comfortable on his bed as he went to the next page. Little by little he was finding himself again. Knowing more about Heiji. As he read this, he realize that he, Heiji Fujita, was once known as a kind young boy before he was taken away. It wasn't until his twelve entry that he read out loud.

3RD of October, 1997

Today was the day that surprised me the most. I had built up courage enough to go to Mako's home in the morning. When there were talked and talked but I never said what I wanted to say. I couldn't do it. Every smile she gave to me, every laugh she laughed made me happy. I didn't want to tell her something that can make it all change. But I couldn't help my self when I kissed her. She was so close that I couldn't resist. To my shock she had looked at me surprised but smiled at me before kissing me again. Today was when we told each other that we like one another. I know I love her, I've known her basically all my life, but I don't want to scare her away with does three words.

Heiji

14th of June, 1999

Today Mako told me she loved me! I am soooo happy. I thought it would never come! I love her so much. I hope this last forever.

Heiji

18th of June, 1999

An old man came up tp me in school today. He told me that I needed to go with him and if I didn't he would hurt my Mako. I don't want anything to happen to her so I agreed. I was scared. He had just came out of know where. He said he would get me at 11:30 pm. I'm so angry. How can he just come in my life and ruin everything with one sentence? But what can I do? I know nothing of him and how do I know he's not bluffing? Mako could be hurt with my stupidity, so I have to be smart. Today I have to tell Mako good bye. I don't want to do it but I know I have too. Maybe one day we will meet up again. I just hope she'll be fine without me.

Heiji.

Heero sighed as he fell on his back on top of his bed. Staring at the ceiling he thought back of what he read and had scene around his house. When he gathered all the data he analized that Heiji Fujita and Heero Yuy are two different people. His only problem now is to find out who he really was. He knew for sure that he still had feelings for the brunette but things had changed. This was going to be more frustrating than putting up with a hyper Duo. As he thought about this, he slowly feel asleep and for once in his life he felt safe.

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In a room that was fit for a small child, a woman walked in with a sad expression on her face. She brushed her long brown hair behind her ear as she stopped in front of a cribb. Looking inside the empty cribbed she visioned her baby girl sleeping. Sighing she picked up a small stuff bear. She smiled a small sad smile as she gazed at it. The bear had a red tie around his neck and a little black hat on his head. It was a cute little bear. Closing her eyes she remembered the day the bear came into their lives.

Flash Back

A brunette sat down in a rocking chair in a baby's room. Her eyes were closed as she hummed while her hand was caressing her engorged stomach. As she continued to hum she was oblivious to a tall, handsome man that came in.

She suddenly gasped when she felt a warm hand covering her eyes. Her body relaxed when she finally recognized the person scent. "Heiji what are you doing?" She asked half irritated and half amused.

The man laughed, before he pecked her cheek. "Hello to you too darling."

The brunette giggled as she looked at her husband in front of her. "I can't wait for the the baby to come. I wonder if it's going to ba a girl or a boy?"

Heiji smiled at her. "Whatever the baby is, I'll be happy."

She smiled as she looked at him. Suddenly her eyebrows nitted together as she realized he was keeping his hands behind his back. He never did that. Raising an eyebrow she locked gaze with him. "What are you hidding?"

Heiji grinned. "This." He slowly brought his hands forward revealing a small teady bear with a red tie and a black hat. The woman squealed happily as she took it from him. "I was walking in town today and I saw it. I think it would be good with the baby don't you think Mako?"

"Oh Heiji! This is so sweet!"

End of Flashback

Mako wiped a tear from her eye before she placed the bear back neatly in the crib. "Matsu, Mr. Popo and I are waiting for you." She whispered into the room before sighing.

"What about me?" A voice was whispered in her left ear, while strong arms encircled her small waist.

Mako smiled. "And daddy too."

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Author's note: Well there you have chapter four. Like I said in the in chapter three, I have no idea what I'm doing ^_^;; so bare with me. OK? Anyway, how do like this one? You have a glimpse of Heero's past and a foretaste of the future. Tell me what you think ^_^