Chapter Fifteen: Uncertainty
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of Sailor Moon or Gundam Wing. I do own Matsu, Toru and the rest of the children and this plot.
Note: Sorry for the long wait, but believe it or not I had finals the whole of last week and a severer case of writer's block. Hopefully this chapter is good enough. Thank you all for reviewing last time and emailing me. I appreciate it ^_^. This is dedicated to all of you!
On with the story!!!
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Enigmatic red eyes glowed in a thick mist as it watches the battle end between the sailor senshi and the demon that was once Chaos creation. Closing her eyes in sadness, a voice whispered. "It has be gone."
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In the Winner mansion, Heiji was found pacing the living room rug in front of the other four men of the house. Toru remain hidden by the doorway, staring at his future father while Matsu clung on to his right leg. He couldn't blame is father for worrying He was worried himself. He knew what this period was about, and its worth to everything. Any slight change during this period could change everything and ruin the future he called home. Sighing, he looked down at Matsu with worry eyes before turning back to Heero.
"Who would have thought the perfect soldier would tear a hole in the rug." Duo whispered as he slowly got over his shock. He immediately regretted his words when Heero had turned his once worried gaze, towards him blazing. The pilot 02 laughed nervously and sighed as he watched the leader of the group continue his pacing.
"You know they can take care of themselves, Hee.Heiji. They are not defenseless like most women are." Surprisingly these words came out from Wufei. The Chinese man looked serious as he caught the astonished eyes of Heiji. "So stop worrying about that Onna."
Quatre nodded in agreement. "I have to agree with him." He spoke sitting up properly while his gaze is fixed on the man in front of him. "Mako and the other girls are warriors just like ourselves, though to a different extent. They can take care of themselves.you shouldn't be so worried." A sympathetic smile crossed his handsome face. "They will some back."
Heiji stared at him for a moment, as if he was taking in his words. Frowning he turned his back to him and walked out of the room silently. He noticed Toru sneaking back into the shadow. Heiji shook his head at the boy's attempt not to be seen, he silently walked upstairs and closed the door to his room.
Duo shook his head as he exhaled. "He is Heero in so many ways yet isn't. Funny how he can be both Heiji and Heero isn't it?"
"He's still struggling with his identity." Trowa announced catching the attention of everyone in the room and outside. "Forgetting who you are and remembering all of the sudden, is a big impact. He knows what he wants yet he doesn't know how to get it. He needs more time."
"But time is never going to be on his side." Duo whispered yet loud enough to be heard. "Six months is over," he started, "we soon need to leave for our next mission in Toyama, the China, who knows when they would meet again."
"I thought we were no longer need! Injustice!" Wufei exclaimed as he sneered, while the other two men frowned in dislike.
"I received an email saying they want us back."
"So we can refuse if we don't want too." Quatre asked puzzled.
"Yes and no." Trowa answered. "No matter what we do or say, we would still have to go."
"Its up to the doctors."
Toru narrowed his eyes as he left the room with his sister in his arms. "Wrong." He whispered. "You can leave anytime. Its your choice."
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"Do you honestly think Toru can pull this off?" Makoto asked a man across from her.
The man chuckled as he placed his wine glass down on the table he was sitting in front of. "Have I ever told you, you worry to much?" His rough yet gentle voice was heard.
The brunette squeezed and slightly twisted her lips as her eyes showed slight irritation. "A mother is."
"Suppose to worry." He finished off her sentence and smiled. "True but only to an degree, Mako. Toru will be fine. After all we did raise him. He knows what to do. Trust him."
"I know Hei-chan, I just don't like it when my children are far away from me. It scares me Heiji. What if something happens to either one of them? Those two mean the world to me, I." Mako was silenced when a finder was on her lips. She raised her eyes to look in to Prussian blue ones of the man in front of her.
The once perfect soldier gave her a gentle smile, while his hand moved from her lips to her cheek. "It will be okay. Jovian.my Juno." He whispered to her tenderly.
Makoto bowed her head as she wiped her tears away before looking at him once more. "Hei-chan, I want to leave. Can we go home?"
The man nodded. "Of course." He dropped his hand from her face and gazed around the restaurant, ignoring stares from civilians of Tokyo, to see their waitress walking towards them. "Check please!" He told her before she reached their table.
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"Heiji, I'm afraid." Mako whispered as she looked at the scene outside of the window of their car. Heiji glanced towards her before looking back on the road. "Toru will learn things we have never told him before. What will he think?" She sighed, as she looked at the man on her right side driving. "What would our son say when he comes back?" She paused to redirect her gaze to her hands that rested on her lap. "We shouldn't have sent him. We should have sent someone else."
She was startled to see his hand on her hands with affection. She stared up at him a bit stunned. "Heiji."
"Believe that he will understand, Mako." He whispered to her.
The brunette could only nod.
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Six weeks had past and everyone in the mansion noticed the separation Makoto had created with herself and Heiji. None of them understood why she was doing so, not even Heiji did, but they all respected her that they left it alone. Not wanting to make anything worse.
Heiji honestly thought that since they were to be married and had that night together, there would be no problems anymore. Apparently he thought wrong. What was going on with her was the question that was running through his mind as he watched her play with Matsu who had begun to talk. Although, she could only say little words like brother, mother, father, play etc.
He watched as her eyes shined to its fullest as Matsu stood up and walked towards her. She looked proud. He just wished she would tell him what was going on. His mind wandered back to when Duo had came up to him six weeks ago. "I received an email, saying they want us back." Duo's voice rang in his ear. He didn't want to go. He didn't want to be Heero anymore. All he wanted was Mako and he knew that. He wanted to wake up by her side like he did six weeks ago. He wanted her.
"Have you told her yet?" A low deep voice whispered as the man of the voice stood next to him. "Who we are?"
Heiji's blue eyes stared at Trowa for a while before he looked back to the brunette, who was now joined by the young boy Toru. They looked happy. "No one must know of the Gundams Trowa. You know that just as mush as I do." He paused. "She's already in danger by staying in this house."
"I say you should tell her." Quatre's voice came into play as he stood on the other side of Heiji. "Don't leave her hanging like last time. She's already upset over something don't let it grow into something that could be avoided."
"I don't want to put her in more danger."
"Haven't you heard of curiosity killed the cat?" Quatre asked as he looked at him. "The more she is curious to what we do, the more danger she might put herself in. Its always safer to say."
'I know.' Heiji thought as he looked away from the three playing.
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Rei stepped out of her room quickly dressed in black pants and a purple dressing shirt. She was on her way to visit Usagi and Mamoru and also to report to Usagi on how Makoto was doing. Usagi had felt that Makoto was unstable and needed someone, which was one of the reason why she was still there with Minako. As the raven-haired priestess closed her door, she turned around and gasped in shock, taking a step back unconsciously. Wufei stood in front of her once more. When he didn't speak, her eyebrows rose as she asked. "Yes?"
The Chinese man stared into her violet eyes that radiated annoyance and confusion. He wanted to say something to her, something he would never had found himself doing. He wanted to tell her who he was. For some reason, he felt he needed to tell her.she needed to know. But he was too afraid of what her reaction would be.
"Wufei?" Her voice brought him back to reality and as he realized she was waiting for him expectantly he immediately blurted the first thing that come to mind. "Minako is waiting for you downstairs." Feeling foolish he turned away and swiftly walked to his room. His eyes narrowed as he realized what he had just did. His pride wounded. 'Coward.' He cursed himself before slamming the door behind him shut.
Rei stood in her place staring as he left her confused. She wondered what bothered him so that he would just walk always like that. She knew that wasn't what he wanted to say to her but she would leave it alone for now.
"Rei-chan come on!" Minako yelled from downstairs.
Immediately Rei picked up her pace and ran downstairs to face her friend. Minako stood at the base of the stairs with one of her hands placed on the rail and the other on her hip. She looked impatient but when she stared into Rei's face she relaxed visibly and frowned worriedly. "What's wrong?"
Rei shook her head before she smiled. "Nothing. Come one let's go." She grabbed on to her friend's arm and pulled her out the door. None paying attention to the little boy hidden in the shadows of the far corner of the room.
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Author's note: Sorry you guys, but I hope this chapter satisfied you! Please tell me what you think!
P.S. :WHERE DID ALL THE MAKOTO/JUPITER AUTHOR'S GO!!!!!!
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of Sailor Moon or Gundam Wing. I do own Matsu, Toru and the rest of the children and this plot.
Note: Sorry for the long wait, but believe it or not I had finals the whole of last week and a severer case of writer's block. Hopefully this chapter is good enough. Thank you all for reviewing last time and emailing me. I appreciate it ^_^. This is dedicated to all of you!
On with the story!!!
~ * ~ * ~ * ~
Enigmatic red eyes glowed in a thick mist as it watches the battle end between the sailor senshi and the demon that was once Chaos creation. Closing her eyes in sadness, a voice whispered. "It has be gone."
~*~*~*~*~
In the Winner mansion, Heiji was found pacing the living room rug in front of the other four men of the house. Toru remain hidden by the doorway, staring at his future father while Matsu clung on to his right leg. He couldn't blame is father for worrying He was worried himself. He knew what this period was about, and its worth to everything. Any slight change during this period could change everything and ruin the future he called home. Sighing, he looked down at Matsu with worry eyes before turning back to Heero.
"Who would have thought the perfect soldier would tear a hole in the rug." Duo whispered as he slowly got over his shock. He immediately regretted his words when Heero had turned his once worried gaze, towards him blazing. The pilot 02 laughed nervously and sighed as he watched the leader of the group continue his pacing.
"You know they can take care of themselves, Hee.Heiji. They are not defenseless like most women are." Surprisingly these words came out from Wufei. The Chinese man looked serious as he caught the astonished eyes of Heiji. "So stop worrying about that Onna."
Quatre nodded in agreement. "I have to agree with him." He spoke sitting up properly while his gaze is fixed on the man in front of him. "Mako and the other girls are warriors just like ourselves, though to a different extent. They can take care of themselves.you shouldn't be so worried." A sympathetic smile crossed his handsome face. "They will some back."
Heiji stared at him for a moment, as if he was taking in his words. Frowning he turned his back to him and walked out of the room silently. He noticed Toru sneaking back into the shadow. Heiji shook his head at the boy's attempt not to be seen, he silently walked upstairs and closed the door to his room.
Duo shook his head as he exhaled. "He is Heero in so many ways yet isn't. Funny how he can be both Heiji and Heero isn't it?"
"He's still struggling with his identity." Trowa announced catching the attention of everyone in the room and outside. "Forgetting who you are and remembering all of the sudden, is a big impact. He knows what he wants yet he doesn't know how to get it. He needs more time."
"But time is never going to be on his side." Duo whispered yet loud enough to be heard. "Six months is over," he started, "we soon need to leave for our next mission in Toyama, the China, who knows when they would meet again."
"I thought we were no longer need! Injustice!" Wufei exclaimed as he sneered, while the other two men frowned in dislike.
"I received an email saying they want us back."
"So we can refuse if we don't want too." Quatre asked puzzled.
"Yes and no." Trowa answered. "No matter what we do or say, we would still have to go."
"Its up to the doctors."
Toru narrowed his eyes as he left the room with his sister in his arms. "Wrong." He whispered. "You can leave anytime. Its your choice."
~*~*~*~*~
"Do you honestly think Toru can pull this off?" Makoto asked a man across from her.
The man chuckled as he placed his wine glass down on the table he was sitting in front of. "Have I ever told you, you worry to much?" His rough yet gentle voice was heard.
The brunette squeezed and slightly twisted her lips as her eyes showed slight irritation. "A mother is."
"Suppose to worry." He finished off her sentence and smiled. "True but only to an degree, Mako. Toru will be fine. After all we did raise him. He knows what to do. Trust him."
"I know Hei-chan, I just don't like it when my children are far away from me. It scares me Heiji. What if something happens to either one of them? Those two mean the world to me, I." Mako was silenced when a finder was on her lips. She raised her eyes to look in to Prussian blue ones of the man in front of her.
The once perfect soldier gave her a gentle smile, while his hand moved from her lips to her cheek. "It will be okay. Jovian.my Juno." He whispered to her tenderly.
Makoto bowed her head as she wiped her tears away before looking at him once more. "Hei-chan, I want to leave. Can we go home?"
The man nodded. "Of course." He dropped his hand from her face and gazed around the restaurant, ignoring stares from civilians of Tokyo, to see their waitress walking towards them. "Check please!" He told her before she reached their table.
~*~*~*~*~
"Heiji, I'm afraid." Mako whispered as she looked at the scene outside of the window of their car. Heiji glanced towards her before looking back on the road. "Toru will learn things we have never told him before. What will he think?" She sighed, as she looked at the man on her right side driving. "What would our son say when he comes back?" She paused to redirect her gaze to her hands that rested on her lap. "We shouldn't have sent him. We should have sent someone else."
She was startled to see his hand on her hands with affection. She stared up at him a bit stunned. "Heiji."
"Believe that he will understand, Mako." He whispered to her.
The brunette could only nod.
~*~*~*~*~
Six weeks had past and everyone in the mansion noticed the separation Makoto had created with herself and Heiji. None of them understood why she was doing so, not even Heiji did, but they all respected her that they left it alone. Not wanting to make anything worse.
Heiji honestly thought that since they were to be married and had that night together, there would be no problems anymore. Apparently he thought wrong. What was going on with her was the question that was running through his mind as he watched her play with Matsu who had begun to talk. Although, she could only say little words like brother, mother, father, play etc.
He watched as her eyes shined to its fullest as Matsu stood up and walked towards her. She looked proud. He just wished she would tell him what was going on. His mind wandered back to when Duo had came up to him six weeks ago. "I received an email, saying they want us back." Duo's voice rang in his ear. He didn't want to go. He didn't want to be Heero anymore. All he wanted was Mako and he knew that. He wanted to wake up by her side like he did six weeks ago. He wanted her.
"Have you told her yet?" A low deep voice whispered as the man of the voice stood next to him. "Who we are?"
Heiji's blue eyes stared at Trowa for a while before he looked back to the brunette, who was now joined by the young boy Toru. They looked happy. "No one must know of the Gundams Trowa. You know that just as mush as I do." He paused. "She's already in danger by staying in this house."
"I say you should tell her." Quatre's voice came into play as he stood on the other side of Heiji. "Don't leave her hanging like last time. She's already upset over something don't let it grow into something that could be avoided."
"I don't want to put her in more danger."
"Haven't you heard of curiosity killed the cat?" Quatre asked as he looked at him. "The more she is curious to what we do, the more danger she might put herself in. Its always safer to say."
'I know.' Heiji thought as he looked away from the three playing.
~*~*~*~*~
Rei stepped out of her room quickly dressed in black pants and a purple dressing shirt. She was on her way to visit Usagi and Mamoru and also to report to Usagi on how Makoto was doing. Usagi had felt that Makoto was unstable and needed someone, which was one of the reason why she was still there with Minako. As the raven-haired priestess closed her door, she turned around and gasped in shock, taking a step back unconsciously. Wufei stood in front of her once more. When he didn't speak, her eyebrows rose as she asked. "Yes?"
The Chinese man stared into her violet eyes that radiated annoyance and confusion. He wanted to say something to her, something he would never had found himself doing. He wanted to tell her who he was. For some reason, he felt he needed to tell her.she needed to know. But he was too afraid of what her reaction would be.
"Wufei?" Her voice brought him back to reality and as he realized she was waiting for him expectantly he immediately blurted the first thing that come to mind. "Minako is waiting for you downstairs." Feeling foolish he turned away and swiftly walked to his room. His eyes narrowed as he realized what he had just did. His pride wounded. 'Coward.' He cursed himself before slamming the door behind him shut.
Rei stood in her place staring as he left her confused. She wondered what bothered him so that he would just walk always like that. She knew that wasn't what he wanted to say to her but she would leave it alone for now.
"Rei-chan come on!" Minako yelled from downstairs.
Immediately Rei picked up her pace and ran downstairs to face her friend. Minako stood at the base of the stairs with one of her hands placed on the rail and the other on her hip. She looked impatient but when she stared into Rei's face she relaxed visibly and frowned worriedly. "What's wrong?"
Rei shook her head before she smiled. "Nothing. Come one let's go." She grabbed on to her friend's arm and pulled her out the door. None paying attention to the little boy hidden in the shadows of the far corner of the room.
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Author's note: Sorry you guys, but I hope this chapter satisfied you! Please tell me what you think!
P.S. :WHERE DID ALL THE MAKOTO/JUPITER AUTHOR'S GO!!!!!!