I sniffed and lifted my head from his neck. He moved to get me a tissue and
moved back to where he was. He handed it to me and I took it gratefully. I
blew my nose and looked around for my garbage can, where the hell has that
thing gone?
I didn't have to worry for to long because he took my used tissue and threw it in the garbage. He led me to the bed and I followed without a word. He sat me down and walked away. He came back a few moments later with a warm wet cloth.
He wiped my face and I leaned into his touch when I could. "Are you okay?" He asked me and I didn't respond. I dropped my head to his chest and wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt his slid around my shoulders and I genuinely smiled, I haven't done that for a while.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked me a while later. I sat up and wiped my eyes. I didn't really, but I knew it was pointless to hind something from him, he bring it up and the craziest of times and I'd confess everything.
"Fulton was my boyfriend." I whispered my head dangling from my neck. It was too much work to try and keep it upright. "He said he was talking about us, referred to me as his boyfriend, and before he knew it I was beaten by them." I said.
I could feel tears break the surface again and I could feel my heart give way. I felt an empty void, more like a vacuum, sucking in everything around it. It was like a pain, constant. Only a void that could be filled with Fulton's love.
I started to cry once more. Seems like that's all I do now, my life is an angst movie, at least that's what it is to me. I could feel a sob choke me, and I tried to breath around it, but I couldn't and I started to cough. I stopped soon after and I felt him lay me down.
"Don't leave." Seems like only a few days ago I said those words to him. I meant them with everything of my being, and he stayed. He crawled into bed next to me and I was starting to fall asleep and I heard him whisper something.
"I love you, Charlie." I heard it, I swear I did. 'I love you, too, Guy.'
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A.N. I keep throwing myself, as well as all my readers, for loops. I'm trying different things than you'll normally see in a story and I would like to give credit to Luciana Littrell (a backstreet author and her name on ff.net) for giving me the idea to write something along the lines of her story, which I can not remember the name of.
Beloved- This will not be the only story of mine with a Charlie/Fulton story line, I'm thinking of started something soon as the prequel about them, it may take me a while because when I'm writing more than one story at a time I get confused and everything comes out twenty five different ways than the way I want it to. When I'm done with this, though, I promised to write one for you.
Scootergirl- Fulton is a jerk, but, he needs to be. Thanks for the reviews, I greatly appreciate them.
Anne918- Thanks for calling my story great, I never seem to like them as much as everyone else, but I have a different feeling about this one, thanks for all your reviews.
Melissa- You'll find Charlie's very, I dunno-giving-, in this story, they'll be many up moments for him, it's just sad that this had to be a down.
KShyne99- Sorry to disappoint you, but Adam's not his savor this time. Charlie is lucky to have him, I wish I did!
Banksiesbabe99- I hope I wrote your pen name right, if not, I apologize. Just because it's not Adam doesn't mean Adam can't possibly be gay *hint, hint*.
Crazy4nc128- It's someone else!
Sorry if I didn't respond to your review, I only did for the people who reviewed the 7th chapter. I haven't written any author's notes because I thought it would jinx the feedback from this story, and I hope it doesn't but I felt I should give the reasons as to why I haven't been able to update for a while, they are listed below.
high school sucks and as I'm just starting the second quarter in my freshman year I'm still getting used to my new schedule. I twisted my knee last Thursday (week before the 13th, can't remember the date and don't feel like doing the math) and I haven't been able to move around much, last Friday I had to walk around school with a cane. I'm going away on the twenty second and I wont be back for more than a week, I wont have a computer at my disposal because I'll be out at sea, another cruise!
I'm sorry if my chapters haven't been as long as they were and haven't been long in general, but I'm trying, there's just so much I can think of putting down when I'm trying to move around my house, do my homework AND watch the hockey games. Bye all!
~*Angel*~
I didn't have to worry for to long because he took my used tissue and threw it in the garbage. He led me to the bed and I followed without a word. He sat me down and walked away. He came back a few moments later with a warm wet cloth.
He wiped my face and I leaned into his touch when I could. "Are you okay?" He asked me and I didn't respond. I dropped my head to his chest and wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt his slid around my shoulders and I genuinely smiled, I haven't done that for a while.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked me a while later. I sat up and wiped my eyes. I didn't really, but I knew it was pointless to hind something from him, he bring it up and the craziest of times and I'd confess everything.
"Fulton was my boyfriend." I whispered my head dangling from my neck. It was too much work to try and keep it upright. "He said he was talking about us, referred to me as his boyfriend, and before he knew it I was beaten by them." I said.
I could feel tears break the surface again and I could feel my heart give way. I felt an empty void, more like a vacuum, sucking in everything around it. It was like a pain, constant. Only a void that could be filled with Fulton's love.
I started to cry once more. Seems like that's all I do now, my life is an angst movie, at least that's what it is to me. I could feel a sob choke me, and I tried to breath around it, but I couldn't and I started to cough. I stopped soon after and I felt him lay me down.
"Don't leave." Seems like only a few days ago I said those words to him. I meant them with everything of my being, and he stayed. He crawled into bed next to me and I was starting to fall asleep and I heard him whisper something.
"I love you, Charlie." I heard it, I swear I did. 'I love you, too, Guy.'
&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*
A.N. I keep throwing myself, as well as all my readers, for loops. I'm trying different things than you'll normally see in a story and I would like to give credit to Luciana Littrell (a backstreet author and her name on ff.net) for giving me the idea to write something along the lines of her story, which I can not remember the name of.
Beloved- This will not be the only story of mine with a Charlie/Fulton story line, I'm thinking of started something soon as the prequel about them, it may take me a while because when I'm writing more than one story at a time I get confused and everything comes out twenty five different ways than the way I want it to. When I'm done with this, though, I promised to write one for you.
Scootergirl- Fulton is a jerk, but, he needs to be. Thanks for the reviews, I greatly appreciate them.
Anne918- Thanks for calling my story great, I never seem to like them as much as everyone else, but I have a different feeling about this one, thanks for all your reviews.
Melissa- You'll find Charlie's very, I dunno-giving-, in this story, they'll be many up moments for him, it's just sad that this had to be a down.
KShyne99- Sorry to disappoint you, but Adam's not his savor this time. Charlie is lucky to have him, I wish I did!
Banksiesbabe99- I hope I wrote your pen name right, if not, I apologize. Just because it's not Adam doesn't mean Adam can't possibly be gay *hint, hint*.
Crazy4nc128- It's someone else!
Sorry if I didn't respond to your review, I only did for the people who reviewed the 7th chapter. I haven't written any author's notes because I thought it would jinx the feedback from this story, and I hope it doesn't but I felt I should give the reasons as to why I haven't been able to update for a while, they are listed below.
high school sucks and as I'm just starting the second quarter in my freshman year I'm still getting used to my new schedule. I twisted my knee last Thursday (week before the 13th, can't remember the date and don't feel like doing the math) and I haven't been able to move around much, last Friday I had to walk around school with a cane. I'm going away on the twenty second and I wont be back for more than a week, I wont have a computer at my disposal because I'll be out at sea, another cruise!
I'm sorry if my chapters haven't been as long as they were and haven't been long in general, but I'm trying, there's just so much I can think of putting down when I'm trying to move around my house, do my homework AND watch the hockey games. Bye all!
~*Angel*~