Slowly but surely I knew I was falling for Guy. It was just a feeling
inside my stomach. It was deep within, towards the bottom and as Guy and I
grew closer Thursday I felt it become stronger and stronger. I told him and
he just blushed, refusing to tell me why he did.
I remembered about the detective needing to see me and I told him. He had just left to get his car keys from his dorm room. I was prepping myself for what I knew would be a hard thing to do. I was preparing myself to walk out of the room.
I walked to my bathroom and threw cold water onto my face. I needed to calm down, I felt like I was going to hyperventilate. I stood letting the water slide down my face and shut my eyes. I breathed in as deeply as I could before I let it all out again. The knock on my door is the only thing that made me open my eyes.
"Come in." I called knowing it was Guy because that feeling in my stomach became stronger. He walked into the bathroom to talk to me. He asked if I was ready to go and I nodded slightly walking to the towel on the wall rack to dry my face. "As ready as I'll ever be." I said to him and we walked towards the door.
I placed my right foot in front of my left and gradually moved my weight to it, then did it again with my other foot. I didn't focus on how scared I was, I just put my mind on getting to Guy who was standing slightly outside my door frame.
"Guy." I whimpered moving my right foot out in front of the left once more and shifting my weight. I needed to get to him and I was almost there. I reached out and touched his clothing. He leaned into my touch and I grabbed onto him for support.
He wrapped his arms around me to keep me from dropping onto the floor. No one was in the hall way because classes were going on. We both fell to the floor and I buried my head into him, where exactly I did not know. "Guy, I can't." I said.
"Yes you can, Charlie." He said moving to sit us both upright. What a sight we would be to see. Two boys sitting on the floor half in and half out of one's room. One crying and the other trying to console him. "Believe that you can and you will. I believe in you, Charlie."
Guy saying those words made me get the strength to stand and with the tears still streaking down my face we started towards the stairs. I leaned on him for support and along with feeling the heat from his body I felt his power. It was as if he was transferring it all to me and I soon stopped crying.
"Guy." I stopped moving. I couldn't anymore and it was time to let him know this was as far as I could get right now. "Take me back to my room please. We can call the detective and have him come here. I can't, Guy, please." I heard the whining in my own voice and was surprised when he turned us around and started back to my room.
I wouldn't cry, no, I couldn't. Because Guy had given me strength somehow today. Today he gave me all the strength I would need for a while. I was able to make it to Russ's dorm room, and that alone was an accomplishment.
I remembered about the detective needing to see me and I told him. He had just left to get his car keys from his dorm room. I was prepping myself for what I knew would be a hard thing to do. I was preparing myself to walk out of the room.
I walked to my bathroom and threw cold water onto my face. I needed to calm down, I felt like I was going to hyperventilate. I stood letting the water slide down my face and shut my eyes. I breathed in as deeply as I could before I let it all out again. The knock on my door is the only thing that made me open my eyes.
"Come in." I called knowing it was Guy because that feeling in my stomach became stronger. He walked into the bathroom to talk to me. He asked if I was ready to go and I nodded slightly walking to the towel on the wall rack to dry my face. "As ready as I'll ever be." I said to him and we walked towards the door.
I placed my right foot in front of my left and gradually moved my weight to it, then did it again with my other foot. I didn't focus on how scared I was, I just put my mind on getting to Guy who was standing slightly outside my door frame.
"Guy." I whimpered moving my right foot out in front of the left once more and shifting my weight. I needed to get to him and I was almost there. I reached out and touched his clothing. He leaned into my touch and I grabbed onto him for support.
He wrapped his arms around me to keep me from dropping onto the floor. No one was in the hall way because classes were going on. We both fell to the floor and I buried my head into him, where exactly I did not know. "Guy, I can't." I said.
"Yes you can, Charlie." He said moving to sit us both upright. What a sight we would be to see. Two boys sitting on the floor half in and half out of one's room. One crying and the other trying to console him. "Believe that you can and you will. I believe in you, Charlie."
Guy saying those words made me get the strength to stand and with the tears still streaking down my face we started towards the stairs. I leaned on him for support and along with feeling the heat from his body I felt his power. It was as if he was transferring it all to me and I soon stopped crying.
"Guy." I stopped moving. I couldn't anymore and it was time to let him know this was as far as I could get right now. "Take me back to my room please. We can call the detective and have him come here. I can't, Guy, please." I heard the whining in my own voice and was surprised when he turned us around and started back to my room.
I wouldn't cry, no, I couldn't. Because Guy had given me strength somehow today. Today he gave me all the strength I would need for a while. I was able to make it to Russ's dorm room, and that alone was an accomplishment.