Disclaimer: I do not own Queer as Folk or any of its characters.
This is the final chapter to the story, everything is revealed here⦠And its yummy
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The music is pounding throughout the entire room. The colored lights are flashing one the sea of dancing men. The beat of the music is drawing everyone to the dance floor. Their bodies are rubbing together creating a heat generator. Justin unable to withstand the pull of the dance floor starts dancing. Brian enters to see Michael, Ted and Emmit standing by the bar.
Michael spots Brian, "There he is. He actually kept his promise."
"Which was what again, that he'd be blowing dicks" Emmit remarks.
Ted lets out a laugh, "Well, I guess that's the only promise that he can actually keep."
Brian makes his way across the room to the bar and orders a drink.
Michael says to Brian, "You came."
Brian puts his arm around Michael's shoulder, "Mickey, don't I always."
After a couple of drinks and an interesting conversation with 'the boys', Brian addresses Michael, "Enough of this, come on Mikey, lets go dance."
Brian grabs hold of Michael's wrist and pulls him onto the dance floor.
While dancing Brian spots Justin through the masses dancing with a hot sweaty guy. Justin, knowing that Brian is watching, takes off the guy's shirt and gives the guy a 'nod'. Brian knows what the 'nod' means, he himself has used it millions of times. Brian watches as Justin and the guy leave and go toward the back room.
Michael notices that Brian is preoccupied, "Brian, what's the matter?"
Brian stops dancing, "nothing, I'll be back."
As Brian leaves Michael calls after him, "Brian, What? Wait."
Unnoticed, Michael gives up on Brian and heads back to the bar. Brian on the other hand makes his way to the back room. When he enters he sees a row of men fucking and sucking each other. He goes further and sees Justin. Justin, unaware of Brian's presence leans against the wall while a guy is pulling down his pants. The guy starts sucking Justin, but Justin pulls away and picks up his pants.
In an Australian accent the guy inquires, "What are you doing?"
Justin doesn't answer because of the slur of things going through his mind. He doesn't want to be like Brian, he doesn't want to be cold hearted and inconsiderate like Brian and at most, he doesn't want to stoop to Brian's level.
Justin leaves the back room in a rush, still not noticing that Brian witnessed the entire event.
And as for Brian, he just stands there in shock of what Justin did. His look on his face makes him almost appear to be in lieu of a revelation. But the music keeps on playing, the people keep on dancing and fucking and its as if nothing changed, just another night at Babylon.
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The dim lights in the loft combined with the aroma from the candles create an atmosphere of sensuality. Justin unzips Brian's pants. Still kissing, barely gasping for breath in between kisses, Brian pulls off Justin's shirt over his head and tosses it. Brian's hands are like explorers, searching every nook and cranny of Justin's body. Brian and Justin move on top of the blanket covered in petals. Brian and Justin fall to the floor. Brian on top lets out a couple of words before their next kiss, "I do care."
Justin's eyes are gleaming with delight. He can't say anything, he can't think of anything to say. The only thing he can do is have sex with the one he loves, Brian. They go off into their own world that has a barrier, which nothing can penetrate. Brian pulls off Justin's' pants and Justin does the same for Brian. Now naked and sprawled out on the floor, Brian reaches for a condom. He and Justin stare at each other while Brian opens it. He starts to put it on, but Justin takes it from Brian's hands. He gives Brian a look and Brian sends one of agreement back. Justin puts the condom on. He wants to be the key that fits into Brian's hole to unlock it. He wants to open Brian up, to open Brian up to him, to know the truth behind the locked doors. He wants to be the key. He gets on top of Brian, gives him another kiss and then Penetrates.
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Justin wakes up on the couch the next day to see Brian not in the bedroom. Justin, staying on the couch staring at the ceiling thinks about his decision that he made last night. He wants to be true to his beliefs but he doesn't want to loose Brian. Is jealousy the only way to keep Brian? Justin, confirming his actions, thinks that what he did last night was right. He doesn't want to fuck just to make Brian jealous. He wants to fuck, just to fuck and that's it. After a couple of minutes Justin goes to take a shower and get ready to go to school.
Exhausted from school and then work Justin falls on the bed and falls asleep. Brian enters the apartment to discover Justin asleep on the bed. Brian goes into the kitchen and pours himself a drink. He looks at Justin and goes into deep thought. What Justin did last night, he would never do. He would never do that especially after what he did to Justin. He never knew how much Justin cared and how little of how much he cared he was showing to Justin.
Brian put down his drink, got up and went to the cabinet. He took out a blanket and candles. He set everything up, just like Justin had the other night. Brian noticed, the other night. Justin might think that he didn't notice anything, but he did, to every last detail. He just didn't want to let down his guard, his cover that he always has in front of him. He didn't want to reveal his true feelings; he even tries to convince himself that they don't exist.
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The sun shines on Brian and Justin to reveal them lying there, holding each other, their body's in sync, interlocked with each other. Justin's eyes open to see that Brian is still asleep, so he closes them, so he can prolong the moment. Brian's eyes open to see Justin's still closed. He also closes them, so he can stay with Justin longer, so their bodies can still be with each other, against each other forever.
The end.
