A/N THANK YOU SO MUCH to the people who reviewed the last chapter!!!!
::Jumps around having my parents stare at me like I'm crazy::
O_____o;; ~ Parents look
But here's the next chapter for all of those other people who don't review, it's all about Kagome basically. So here goes nothing, I love spring break!!!!!
Disclaimer: why do they make you say this anyway? I mean come on if you owned this we would be making the anime series not fan fictions. Oh well just to make the lawyers happy I don't own Inuyasha, but I will one day!!!! And I don't own "Somewhere I belong" By Linkin Park
~*Broken Promises and New Beginnings*~ Kagome's Past and other dream
Kagome's POV
'Why does my life have to be so....so..weird?' I thought to myself, 'I mean come on I lost my little brother, father, and grandfather to an illness I have no idea about all I know is the effects are death and nothing else.'
'Then I met a guy that I already knew but I didn't recognize him because his hair changed, and his eyes I never knew somebody's hair that was once black went to a light sliver or eyes changed from violet to amber, but I should have known his name right? But then again he changed it from Yasha to Inuyasha, hey anybody can make a mistake once in a while right?' I sighed, 'what's the point in thinking about him, I love him and that's all that matters or does it? Wait..Kagome don't think that.' I told myself. 'My life has sucked ever since I lost my little brother, he was basically my life but I never really knew my dad, my grandpa, the only thing I knew about him was he was a monk (A/N ok I don't remember what her grandfather did but all I know is he was basically like Miroku in the anime series so what can I say?) 'Oh well what's the point in thinking about I when I have to go to bed?' I thought and not even thinking I went into the bathroom, got undressed and was in the shower just letting the water run over my face and humming a tune, then I ended up singing the lyrics to my favorite song,
I had nothing to say, and I get lost in the nothingness inside me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things of mine
Inside of me
When all that they can see the words within is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Got nothing to lose
Just stuck, hobbling along, and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
Embrace the pain so it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere, only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I?
What do I have, but negativity
Coz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hobbling along, and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
Embrace the pain so it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel, anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, and find myself today
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
Embrace the pain so it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna hear
I wanna feel that God is Somewhere I belong
I wanna hear
I wanna feel that God is Somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
After I was done taking a shower, I went into my room, turned out the light, and went to bed, only to have a weird but not as weird as last time dream.
As I awoke to a flash of light, I looked around to find out what made it, when I looked there was a window on the corner of the room. It was a dark stormy night, black and gray clouds filled the dark sky, there was just a hint of orange, which indicated the sun had set a few minutes ago. Another flash of light, I found out what it was, it was lighting. 'Why does this scene seem so familiar?' I thought as I walked over to look out of the window. I felt the vibration of somebody walking up behind me, I turned to find my little brother, looking at me with a look in his eyes that I didn't recognize, it was kinda like I'm going to kill you or he's mad at something. As he walked over to me he changed into Inuyasha as he looked like when he was a kid but the same age as me. (A/N like his hairs and eyes didn't change. Ok it's black instead of sliver and violet instead of amber) "Who are you?" I asked. He looked at me funny. "You mean you don't even know it's me Kagome?" Inuyasha said. "...." I was silent. "Well maybe this will spark your memory," He said and with that he leaned in and kissed me. His smooth, warm lips pressed against mine I knew it was Inuyasha in a second. As I pulled away I looked to find my old boyfriend Hojo looking at me with loving eyes. "Kagome, I love you." He said and disappeared. I looked around to find something was in the air but it changed the temperature from warm to cold. The next thing I knew it was raining, but wait when did I get outside? Whatever this is a weird dream who knows what'll happen next, I spoke to soon, I looked over to find Inuyasha kissing Kikiyo (A/N I'm going to hurl!!!!) I felt the tears coming to my eyes. "Why?" Was the only thing I said and walked off. (A/N sounds familiar doesn't it?) I felt like my heart was ripped from my body and put in a blender, I know it was just a dream but it felt like it happened for real, it's weird. Oh well, I turned around to find the scene when my father, brother, and grandfather died. I felt tears coming to my eyes again, then I just broke down and cried, "Why does my life have to be some complicated!" I screamed out.
"Complicated!" I screamed as I sat up in my bed. "It was just a dream." I kept telling my self, looking over at my clock to find it was 3:56 in the morning. "Ok I'm going back to bed and not going to wake up again." I kept telling my self, easier said than done. Turns out I was watching the sun come trough my window since it came over the hill. So basically I was awake to see the sun rise.
A/N How was that? Oh well REVIEW PLEASE I want to know what you thought of it please review!!! Well till next time I'm out!!!
O_____o;; ~ Parents look
But here's the next chapter for all of those other people who don't review, it's all about Kagome basically. So here goes nothing, I love spring break!!!!!
Disclaimer: why do they make you say this anyway? I mean come on if you owned this we would be making the anime series not fan fictions. Oh well just to make the lawyers happy I don't own Inuyasha, but I will one day!!!! And I don't own "Somewhere I belong" By Linkin Park
~*Broken Promises and New Beginnings*~ Kagome's Past and other dream
Kagome's POV
'Why does my life have to be so....so..weird?' I thought to myself, 'I mean come on I lost my little brother, father, and grandfather to an illness I have no idea about all I know is the effects are death and nothing else.'
'Then I met a guy that I already knew but I didn't recognize him because his hair changed, and his eyes I never knew somebody's hair that was once black went to a light sliver or eyes changed from violet to amber, but I should have known his name right? But then again he changed it from Yasha to Inuyasha, hey anybody can make a mistake once in a while right?' I sighed, 'what's the point in thinking about him, I love him and that's all that matters or does it? Wait..Kagome don't think that.' I told myself. 'My life has sucked ever since I lost my little brother, he was basically my life but I never really knew my dad, my grandpa, the only thing I knew about him was he was a monk (A/N ok I don't remember what her grandfather did but all I know is he was basically like Miroku in the anime series so what can I say?) 'Oh well what's the point in thinking about I when I have to go to bed?' I thought and not even thinking I went into the bathroom, got undressed and was in the shower just letting the water run over my face and humming a tune, then I ended up singing the lyrics to my favorite song,
I had nothing to say, and I get lost in the nothingness inside me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things of mine
Inside of me
When all that they can see the words within is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Got nothing to lose
Just stuck, hobbling along, and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
Embrace the pain so it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere, only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I?
What do I have, but negativity
Coz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hobbling along, and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
Embrace the pain so it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel, anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, and find myself today
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
Embrace the pain so it's gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna hear
I wanna feel that God is Somewhere I belong
I wanna hear
I wanna feel that God is Somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
After I was done taking a shower, I went into my room, turned out the light, and went to bed, only to have a weird but not as weird as last time dream.
As I awoke to a flash of light, I looked around to find out what made it, when I looked there was a window on the corner of the room. It was a dark stormy night, black and gray clouds filled the dark sky, there was just a hint of orange, which indicated the sun had set a few minutes ago. Another flash of light, I found out what it was, it was lighting. 'Why does this scene seem so familiar?' I thought as I walked over to look out of the window. I felt the vibration of somebody walking up behind me, I turned to find my little brother, looking at me with a look in his eyes that I didn't recognize, it was kinda like I'm going to kill you or he's mad at something. As he walked over to me he changed into Inuyasha as he looked like when he was a kid but the same age as me. (A/N like his hairs and eyes didn't change. Ok it's black instead of sliver and violet instead of amber) "Who are you?" I asked. He looked at me funny. "You mean you don't even know it's me Kagome?" Inuyasha said. "...." I was silent. "Well maybe this will spark your memory," He said and with that he leaned in and kissed me. His smooth, warm lips pressed against mine I knew it was Inuyasha in a second. As I pulled away I looked to find my old boyfriend Hojo looking at me with loving eyes. "Kagome, I love you." He said and disappeared. I looked around to find something was in the air but it changed the temperature from warm to cold. The next thing I knew it was raining, but wait when did I get outside? Whatever this is a weird dream who knows what'll happen next, I spoke to soon, I looked over to find Inuyasha kissing Kikiyo (A/N I'm going to hurl!!!!) I felt the tears coming to my eyes. "Why?" Was the only thing I said and walked off. (A/N sounds familiar doesn't it?) I felt like my heart was ripped from my body and put in a blender, I know it was just a dream but it felt like it happened for real, it's weird. Oh well, I turned around to find the scene when my father, brother, and grandfather died. I felt tears coming to my eyes again, then I just broke down and cried, "Why does my life have to be some complicated!" I screamed out.
"Complicated!" I screamed as I sat up in my bed. "It was just a dream." I kept telling my self, looking over at my clock to find it was 3:56 in the morning. "Ok I'm going back to bed and not going to wake up again." I kept telling my self, easier said than done. Turns out I was watching the sun come trough my window since it came over the hill. So basically I was awake to see the sun rise.
A/N How was that? Oh well REVIEW PLEASE I want to know what you thought of it please review!!! Well till next time I'm out!!!