Part III
Padmé looked almost stunned by as the realization of his words
registered to her. "We could do what?" she dared whisper, in case the Jedi were
listening in.
"You heard me," he insisted, his eyes on hers. "We could
return to Naboo and join lives."
She broke first, walking to the foot of the bed, pacing and muttering
to herself. "We can't, they would know. Of course they'd know. Why couldn't I just
have kept my mouth shut?"
"You can't blame yourself for what happened in the past. We were
sentenced to die. We thought we were going to die," Anakin replied, his voice soft
and soothing in the attempt to calm his beloved down. "What you said saved my life
again."
She turned back and made eye contact, a small sigh shuddering her
beautiful face. "Our lives will be destroyed."
"We already tempted fate once before," he said, lifting his
eyebrows as she began pacing again. "I don't know what they taught you about men at
the diplomatic school you attended, but this one will protect you. And he will honor you.
And he will love you, cherish you and yours until the end."
She was shaking as she turned back to him. "Ani," she
whispered softly, tears threatening her perfect control. "You will be expelled from
the Jedi Order."
"It doesn't matter to me," he spoke loudly now, trying to
convince her. "It didn't matter to me when you fell."
Padmé lowered her eyes and tried to imagine what that must have been
like. He must have been so distraught.
"As I have said before, I thought you died and I was imagining my
heart as a scar of what we once shared, of the love we both felt. I know you feel it,
Padmé. I could feel your heart. I can see it. It moves me beyond breath, beyond anything
I have felt before. You complete me."
Padmé returned to his bedside and sat down. "What do you propose
we do?" she asked lightly.
His face broke out into a small smile. "You will?"
She nodded slowly, watching his face flush and a handsome, ecstatic
smile broke out. She leaned over, a grin on her own face, kissing his lips and his
forehead, breathing in the wonderful scent.
It was intoxicating, the feeling of love.
* * *
Anakin was released the following morning, and quickly afterwards
summoned to the Jedi Council. He found Obi-Wan and Mace Windu waiting for him, along with
the score of the other surviving members of the Jedi Council. Yoda was in his usual chair,
peering at Anakin as he swept in.
"Healed well have you," Yoda said, gesturing toward Anakin's
arm. "Survive this new circumstance, you will."
Anakin nearly laughed as he extended the shiny metallic arm and just
for show curled his fingers into a fist. "I'm not sure how much longer I can love my
new arm, but I am grateful for it. I wouldn't be able to use my lightsaber
otherwise."
Obi-Wan chuckled. "I'm not sure you could stay alive without
it."
Anakin gave a small smile and bowed to the Council.
"We have two small favors to ask of you, Padawan," Mace
began, folding his fingers into a triangle. "The first favor is to conduct your
briefing in the Jedi Library. We wish for you to fill out your report over the past few
days."
Anakin nodded. "Yes, Master. And the other?"
"I feel that Senator Amidala is in no immediate danger," Mace
replied. "Escort her back home to Naboo and return here. We will then send you and
Obi-Wan back to Geonosis to oversee the clone army."
Anakin nodded and bowed, silently moving out. Once the doors had
closed, he let out his long breath. How many of them could see through his cold exterior
and feel the love he had soaring through his veins? He had just proposed a marriage
between him and the Senator. The Jedi Council wasn't stupid. They would find out
eventually.
A flush broke out across his face as he started for the elevator, eager
to complete his first task to return to Naboo. As he pressed the button, Obi-Wan cleared
his throat behind him. "Master," Anakin choked out, bowing.
Obi-Wan glanced at him curiously. "I was beginning to think you
were hiding everything," Obi-Wan said, his voice arched and suspicious. Anakin kept
his gaze steady. Breaking it would show he was lying to his Master. "Do you have
anything you wish to tell me?"
Anakin swallowed the dagger in his throat and shook his head.
"Nothing at all, Master."
"Ah," Obi-Wan said, looking faintly relieved. The doors
parted and Anakin practically jumped inside. "May the force be with you."
Anakin managed a tight smile as the doors slid shut tight.
Then he finally allowed himself to breathe again.
One crisis down. Another to go. He could hardly believe that in just a
few short days, he would be married.
Forever.
