Author's note: i dont own ffx I have decided to put this chapter up as i write.

"Uh yea I am" Lulu said unsure of what she was saying,could she trust Rikku.
"Oh my god" Rikku couldnt believe it.
"Please dont tell anybody, I couldnt bear it if Wakka found out. I want him to come back to me, but just not because I'm pregnant. I want him to love me."
"I understand. Believe me he wont find out."
"Thanks."
"I have to go now Yuna is expecting me to be back soon."
"OK" Lulu watched as Rikku walked off and decided to go down to the beach herself. She slowly walked down to the beach . She had known she was pregnant for about a week, because of her and Wakka's problems that they were having she had decided not to tell him. Now she didnt have him and she was totally clueless about what to do.

She sat on the beach thinking about the events of the day before. She would have to tell Wakka eventually. Right? It was his child after all. But what about if it makes him hate me. Lulu was struggling with herself. Maybe if I just killed myself I could get rid of all these feelings, I could leave this world and be free from my troubles.

I cant do that I have a baby that is going to depend on me. I cant just kill myself it needs a chance to live.

"Lulu!" Lulu saw Yuna running towards her.
"Whats the rush for?"
"Have you saw Rikku?"
"Yea she was just leaving to go see you."
"What?"
"Yea, she said you were expecting her."
"I wasnt."