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Chapter 1: Iruka to Kakashi
I saw Sasuke standing on the bridge, waiting for my arrival. He was comfortably leaning back against the rail, his eyes was closed and he was smiling.
A very small and shy smile, but it was there.
He looked like he had... Inner peace. Like he was truly happy.
He was wearing a black suit which looked very delicate on his body.
Hothothothothot!! Wait a minute... A suit. Why would Sasuke wear a suit?
"Shimata!" I yelled and Sasuke immediately turned his head against me. He looked at me with eyes that told me to come next to him, so that he could give me the usual choking hug he does every morning.
"What?" He asked and looked a little lost. He was probably wondering why I wasn't already standing next to him, with my arms encircled around his waist.
Oh man... Don't look at me like that Sasuke...
I was, erhh am, very weak against that look. So I walked over to him and encircled my arms around his waist and placed my head on his shoulder. I felt Sasuke leaning a little on me, and wrapping his arms hard around me.
He released after some time and I stepped back a little from him so that I could see all of him with that suit.
"What?" he asked once again.
"Are you wearing that suit just to tease me?" I asked him suspiciously.
His entire faced smile and he started to laugh a little. It was a big step forward for him, letting himself laugh. The past two months, he had changed. Perhaps not changed, but he had dared to be himself.
"You baka..." Sasuke said and grabbed my hand.
"Then why are you wearing it? Not to get my attention?" I asked furiously. Even if Sasuke was very shy when it came to sex and talking about emotions, he was very teasing. He knew that he drove me mad, and he loved every second of it.
"I already have your attention, dobe. Don't you remember that Kakashi and Iruka are getting married today?"
Shimata...
He was right. About both things.
"I need to put my suit on then..." I said.
"I'll go with you." Sasuke said and dragged me along.
"So that you can see me change, or what?" The blush appeared quickly on his face. Shy, yes, innocent, no.
I laughed at him and he shook his head at me. I entwined our fingers, and pulled him a little bit closer.
He stopped and looked at me with those eyes.
I couldn't stop myself from doing what my heart told me to.
I placed my hands behind his neck, and dragged his head closer to mine. I leaned my forehead against his, and closed my eyes.
I felt Sasuke lips carefully brushing against mine. I couldn't do anything but smile.
Sasuke placed his hands on my back and pulled me closer.
We stood like that for a while, not caring about that we were going to be late to the wedding, and that Kakashi would kill us for that.
"Naruto... We must go now..." Sasuke twisted himself out of my arms and grabbed my hand once again. We walked silently side by side to my apartment.
I couldn't help it. I was constantly peeking at Sasuke, looking at his face, wanting to kiss those lips.
"Sasuke... Are you mine?" I asked. He looked at me with one of those what-are-you-talking-about looks and continued to walk.
"You can laugh if you want to..." I said. "But are you mine?" I asked him again.
"I guess... I am..." Sasuke said and grinned. Yosh!!!
I unlocked the door to my apartment and walked in. Sasuke quickly followed me and sat down on my bed, taking of his shoes and crossing his legs underneath him.
I took out the suit from my closet and started to change.
"Oy, Sasuke! No peeking, all right?"
"Whatever sweety..." Sasuke said arrogantly, not caring about what I said.
For some silly reason I melted every time he said sweety. You wuss Naruto...
I guess that silly reason existed because I love him.
I grinned to myself and turned around to face Sasuke. He was sitting on my bed, resting his head in one of his hands. He was looking at me with something I hadn't seen in his eyes before. Something that looked like I-want-to-you-but-I'm-to-afraid-to-take-you.
I grinned again and removed my shirt.
Sasuke blushed, and I mean Blushed with a super big B.
He muttered something and tried to look away from me, but his eyes didn't obey him. They continued to stare at my bare chest.
I think I look quite good. I mean, I have some muscles and all, and I'm slightly tanned.
But Sasuke looks even better. He had let his hair grow, so that he could have it in a braid. A short braid, but still a braid. And it was so cute on him!
His skin was pale, no matter how much time he spent in the sun. He just wouldn't get tanned. His eyes was a lot different from before. They used to be filled with coldness and hatred, but now they were filled with... Love.
Both Kakashi and Sakura said that he had changed. To the better. I guess it's a lot thanks to me.
He-he-he...
I removed my pants and it just became to much for Sasuke. I knew that he wanted to touch me, but he was too shy. And besides, we didn't have time for that.
I put on the pants which had come with the suit, and also pulled the shirt on.
I started to button my shirt, and Sasuke got off the bed and helped me. The blush was still on his face, but he didn't try to hide it like he used to.
He helped me to put my jacket on and I hooked our arms when we walked out. I leaned my head against his shoulder and heard that he was breathing heavily.
But he would never admit that he wanted me. When he's ready, I'll take the first step. He's a virgin you know! If I would rush things, he would freak out, be he wouldn't be able to talk about it. He shuts his emotions inside of him. Well, not all of them. Not anymore.
If I'm a virgin? No... Even if I loved Sasuke I did it with someone else.
With Sakura.
With all my respect to her, it was the most stupid thing I've ever done. Sakura feels the same way.
Why we did it?
I don't know...
Sasuke knows this, and he says that it doesn't matter to him. But his eyes tells me something else. He's afraid that I'll compare him to Sakura and say that she's better.
We walked in silence like we do most of the time. Sasuke's not much of a talker. He's just a quiet person, that looks like he has emotions under control. I doubt that he does, at least not now.
I, on the other hand, is the loud and stupid blonde.
That's just the way it is.
The way it'll always be.
Shimata!!!!!!!!
I just remembered that Sasuke's birthday was tomorrow. His 16:th birthday.
I haven't both him anything... Chikusooooooooooo!!!!!
"What is it dobe?" Sasuke said and looked at me.
"What are you talking about?" I asked and peered into his eyes and smiled. Had he heard my scream inside of my own and private head filled with dirty thoughts about him? No way.
"You just... looked troubled... If it's about my birthday, I would be happy if you would spend the day with me. That would be the best present..." He said and blushed a little.
Yep. I couldn't say no to those eyes, neither to a blushing Sasuke. And I have no reason to say no, so...
"Sure. That would be fun." I said and smiled even more.
"Sasuke!! Naruto!!" Sakura ran over to us, dragging Lee behind her.
Both Sasuke and me were stunned thanks to what she was wearing. It was a completely white dress, which fitted her very well, although it was very... "Small" to use proper words. Her hair was in curls around her head, and she looked very pretty.
Lee was blushing and wearing a suit similar to the ones Sasuke and I had, though his was a lot tighter. Probably picked out by Sakura.
"Sasuke-kun, Naruto-kun." Lee said and smiled briefly to us.
Sasuke nodded, and I said hi to them.
"We have to hurry!" Sakura said and grabbed Sasuke's hand. I tried to hold back my jealousy.
She's a friend... A friend... A friend... Holding your Sasuke's hand. Your Sasuke. Your.
I shook my head and Lee saw me do it.
"Sakura..." He said and grinned.
She turned around and faced him with a smile on her face.
Lee gave her a big hug, and she had to hug him back. With both of her hands, thank god.
Yes, I overreacted. But... I didn't want to share Sasuke... And he didn't want to share me either. At least I hope he doesn't want to.
Thanks Thick-brows...
Lee blinked at me and the four of us continued to walk.
We could hear the music and laughs from a far distance, and I spotted Kakashi and Iruka.
Kakashi looked like a proud rooster, showing off his finest hen. Both of them looked so happy, and I couldn't keep myself from smiling. Neither could Sasuke, or anyone else.
Kakashi and Iruka, they just belonged to each other. Like the leafs belongs to the tree, and the sun belongs to the sky. Sasuke said that I was like the sun. Always warm, and there all the time. Sasuke's like the night. Dark and attracting. But that's just how he appears to be. The Sasuke I've got to know is a lot more like fire. A shy fire.
We're pretty alike, and at the same time we're different.
"Kuso... Sasuke.. Did you by any chance bring a wedding gift...?"I whispered in his ear.
"Don't worry sweety, I have one from the both of us." Sasuke said and grinned,
"Thankkk youu!" I whispered in his ear and gave him a light kiss on the cheek.
"Naruto!!" Iruka yelled and ran over to and gave me a big hug. I laughed and hugged him back.
Kakashi came walking behind Iruka and smiled. Without his mask.
He's hot... But Sasuke's hotter! I thought and grinned.
"Here." Sasuke handed over a small package to Kakashi.
"Koibitoo come here and open it with me." Kakashi chuckled.
Iruka and Kakashi quickly opened the present and found a beautiful rose made out of glass.
"Kirei!" Iruka said and hugged Sasuke. Sasuke widened his eyes in chock and patted the other man on his back.
I started to giggle a little, and so did Kakashi.
"You know, I'm lucky today... Iruka's in hugging mood!" Kakashi said and grinned.
"That's not the only reason you're lucky today. You're getting married..." I said and smiled.
"Ahh... Yes I am. Maa... It's the right thing to do, right?"
Did Kakashi have cold feet? Was he going to change his mind?
"If you love Iruka, it's the right thing to do." I said shortly.
"Then... I... I will marry him no matter what. Because it makes him happy. And I get happy when he's happy." Kakashi chuckled and looked at Iruka with desire and happiness in his eyes.
"Koibito... It's time..." Iruka grabbed Kakashi hand and guided him too their priest. The priest shouted that it was time to gather around.
He held a long speech, Iruka said some beautiful things about how much he loved Kakashi, and Kakashi said something about how cute Iruka was after they...
Waaaaayy too much info for me about their love life.
I looked at Sasuke and saw that he glanced at me. He saw that I looked at him and smiled. I leaned closer to him and grabbed his hand.
Sasuke leaned his head on my shoulder and we looked at Kakashi and Iruka. They kissed each other, and exchanged rings.
They looked like the two happiest people in the world. And for once I did not envy them.
I felt Sasuke carefully placing his hand on my back, like I was going to push him away any second. I just leaned a little closer to him, and a smile appeared on his face.
"Now, would the wedding couple start off with the first dance?" Gai asked.
Urghh... Gaiiii... Get away from me... Ugh.....
I can stand Lee. He's nice and all, but not Gai.
Gai is....
Disgusting.
The band started to play a slow song, and Kakashi led Iruka out on the dance floor. Kakashi gently placed his arms around Iruka's waist, and Iruka placed his arms around Kakashi's neck. They moved slowly to the music, holding each other.
After a while, others started to join them on the dance floor. Sakura pulled up Lee on the dance floor, and Lee looked like he was kid who just had got a backpack filled with candy. Cherry candy. Lee and Sakura just fitted with each other. Both of them looked happy.
I looked over the dance floor, and saw boys and girls dancing with each other. Except for Kakashi and Iruka, of course. If Sasuke and I danced, they would stare at us.
Maybe Sasuke would get embarrassed. I don't want him to be that.
"Naruto... You wanna... dance?" Sasuke ask me and smiled.
"Mm.." I said and walked after him up on the dance floor. Sasuke stopped in the middle of it and pulled me close to him.
He carefully lifted up my hands and placed them behind his neck. He also placed his arms around my waist and pulled me a little closer.
"Ano... Sasuke.. I can't dance.." I whispered in his ear.
"Follow me." Sasuke said and started to slow dance.
"Sasuke?!?! What are you doing?!?!?!"
Ino......
Oh yes, there she was. Ino-pig. I must thank her for spoiling the moment.
"What Ino?" Sasuke said coldly and backed away a little from me, still having his hands on my back.
"You're.. Dancing with that... that thing!" Ino said shocked.
"And I like it." Sasuke said and brushed our lips together, and then resting his forehead against mine, looking deeply into my eyes, like he saw what I was thinking. And he smiled.
Sasuke...? Are you getting over your shyness...? He-he-he! Yoooooosh!! Gya.. I sound like Lee...
"Sasuke.. You.. Kissed him!! Urghhhh!!" Ino looked like she was going to throw up.
"Ino, just get over it."
Ino turned around and faced Shikamaru.
"Naze?? My Sasuke kissed that... That thing...!"
"Can't you just realise that Sasuke's a little faggot and that you should..." The last part was nothing more than a whisper. "...like me...."
Ino started to cry and walked away, muttering something like "Gay...... Gay.......... Gay......... with Naruto..."
Shikamaru just shook his head and walked away with a sad expression on his face.
Sasuke smiled at me and grabbed me once again.
After hours of dancing, both Sasuke and I was exhausted. We sat down and watched all the other couples dance.
Kakashi was whispering something in Iruka's ear, and Iruka blushed. I heard Iruka say something like "Mada mada dane, koibito..."
Kakashi just smiled and kissed Iruka. Kakashi do look good without his mask, even though his skin very, very pale.
I turned my head and looked at Sasuke. I smiled at the sight. Sasuke had fallen asleep, and was about to fall down on the ground. I reached out for him and leaned him against me. Sasuke didn't wake up, but he moved one of his hands and... Yes he accidentally placed it there.
Kisama!!
I carefully moved his hand, but it seemed to be comfortable where it was, since it returned.
I felt blood rushing down to my crouch and tried to carefully push Sasuke away. But the push was too hard, and he fell down on the ground.
"Ouch.. Was that really necessary, dobe?" Sasuke rubbed his left arm and looked sour.
"Maa... Gomen..."
"Oyy... Maybe I should go home now... I'm really tired..." Sasuke stood up and reached out to grab my hand.
I grabbed his and pulled him down next to me.
"Eto.. Can't we just.. sit here for a while?" I so not wanted him to see me with a....
"Whatever..." Sasuke said and placed his head on my shoulder. After a few seconds, his breathing became slower and rhythmic.
I carefully watched his hands when Kakashi came walking.
"Oyy Naruto, you better take that lazy bum home." He said and smiled.
"Yeah... But I don't want to wake him up..."
Kakashi lifted Sasuke up and placed him on his shoulder.
"What are you doing? Let me down...!"
Sasuke was awake, and he didn't seem to like being on Kakashi's shoulder.
Kakashi chuckled and placed Sasuke on the ground.
"Sayonaraaaa to both of you!! Go and get some sleep now, okay?"
I could finally stand up without getting embarrassed, and I walked over to Sasuke.
"Let's go home, ne?"
"Mhm." Sasuke grabbed my hand and we said good bye to everyone, and started to go home.
"Ano... Naruto...." Sasuke said.
"Nani?" I asked and gave him my fox grin smile.
"Wanna sleep at my place tonight?" he asked and looked at me with puppy eyes.
"Sure." I said, since I couldn't answer anything else to those eyes.
I'm so weak against him.
We often slept together in Sasuke's bed. We didn't do anything like that, we just held each other through the night and kissed a little.
We rarely slept at my place. My bed is a lot smaller than Sasuke's, and it always ended up with someone falling down on the floor. Usually me.
"Oyasumi Naruto.." Sauske whispered in my ear right before he feel asleep.
"Oya..." I feel asleep before I could say anything more. I was right were I belong, were I was the happiest. In his arms.
All the hate deep insideSlowly covering my eyes
All these things I hide
Away from you again
All this fear holding me
My heart is cold and I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Until I'm broken
Stupid ff.net... screwing up my text.. SHINDE!!!!