Bitter Loneliness



You are my sweetest yet bittersweet sin.

You made me hurt people whom I cared for

You hurt me when you told me you were using me for your own selfish ways

But yet, as I stand here today, braiding my Trademark Flaming Weasly Red hair

I wonder why?

What hurt you so bad that it made you want to hurt others?

Why do I even care?

I hate you so....

Though, that is because you made me love you

Yes, we both know how badly the muggles at the orphanage hurt you, beat you, wrecked you...

But it seems only I know how much you want to undo what you've done to so many, muggle borns or

Mudbloods as you like to call them.

You have no remorse, no feelings, no emotion, no mercy...

Yet I see through your poor, shattered, disfigured, self

You are just the same young boy

Crying on no ones lap

With no one to love you or care for you

To tell you it'll be alright

You're torn, broken, shattered, hurt, a cold deathly soul

Any yet, you continue to torture with no regrets, no hesitation...

Or do you?

I know what you've been through, for you put me in the same position

You do have feeling, remorse, mercy, the want to be loved, but you've been beaten, hurt, to many times

That is why you felt the urge to see my strawberry blood bleed on my fragile limp ikle eleven first year body

I really want to help you, but you are too far ahead

When the war starts, I will not be a healer of light or so everyone thinks

I will be by you're side, loving you, caressing you, even if you are so disfigured

I will grace you, and make you feel what we are meant to feel for each other...

We are meant to be my love, no matter what the consequences...

Don't stop feeling for you, me...us.

For there is no light without darkness

No Yin without Yang

No rich without poor

No strong without the weak

You have taught me that, Tom

I will always love you...


A/N: Was it good? This is my first Gin 'n' Tonic I actually POSTED up, but I wasn't sure where to start, so I decided to put it here, Please R 'n' R! No Flames please, but constructive criticism is alright by me!


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~Twi