Ceri
stood beside the bed, looking down at Saber with the sad, heart- broken
expression of mothers whose children are ill – and who can't do anything about
it. Her son looked very small and very pale as he lay there, swallowed up as he
was in the dark-blue feather ticks of his parents' huge four-poster bed. His
white pajamas – his favorite because they were so well worn, the cloth rubbed
by wear into an incredible softness – clung to his tremor-wracked frame due to
the light sheen of sweat covering him.
All around the pair was the quiet, muted hum and beeping of
various medical equipment at work. Stephen had arranged for enough
hospital electronics to be brought into their bedchamber to put any of the
galaxy's finest hospitals to shame. Dr. Renn, who in his youth had pioneered
several medical advances and was acknowledged as one of the finest minds in
medicine, practically lived at the castle now. If Stephen thought that anyone
would have been better suited to care for his son, he would have had him brought
here – even if he were on the other side of the galaxy, and damn the expenses!
As it was, though, there was no one better, and there was nothing more to be
done.
Adian spent his days going through Caer Rheidyr with a fine-tooth comb,
augmenting its current security system to such a degree that he was practically
rebuilding it from the ground up. He did not neglect the human aspects of the
castle's security, and the guardsmen endured much haranguing and harsher
training sessions than ever before. Stephen finally had to take him aside and
remind his brother-in-law that, considering how professional the raiders seemed
to be, the guardsmen were not to be blamed and certain of them – the ones
outside Saber's room and the one who had set off the alarm – should even be
commended. Adian, who blamed himself far more than he blamed
the guardsmen anyway, eased up – using his extra time to oversee the
questioning of the raiders at the local police station. Although
technically the police were under the direct command of the High King from
Breton, Duke Rider was popular at the station. He was good friends with the
commander, and many of the men had grown up in that area, grown up under the
rule of the Riders. They were a good family to be under. Yes, the police force
was particularly anxious to get the raiders to talk.
Ceri, for her part, had spent the last week at her son's bedside. Despite all
their hopes, Saber's fever did not break after that first night. It lowered
slightly, but his temperature still remained alarmingly high. His periods of
wakefulness were few and far between; and he was never completely awake even
then. At first, he had drifted in a sort of stasis – fever not breaking but not
rising, his lungs congested but not worsening. And then, abruptly, a few days
ago, things had taken a definite turn for the worse. The pneumonia developed
into complications so severe that they had to put Saber on an oxygen mask, to
ease the strain on his lungs. His fever had begun to rise; and, already
half-starved from his captivity, they had to inject the boy with an IV drip
because he had this distressing tendency to vomit whatever food got into his
stomach. And, to top it all off, he had descended further into unconsciousness,
hovering just above being completely comatose. He hadn't woken for thirty-six
hours now.
His eyelids fluttered rapidly. Ceri's heart clenched, an ice-cold fist squeezed
around it, and she grabbed her son's hand. It was limp in her grasp, and clammy – the ice-cold sweat a disturbing contrast
to the burning heat of his skin.
Despite the hope that now Saber would finally wake up, nothing happened, and
the boy continued in his deep, wheezing-breathed slumber. Ceri sighed, reaching
out her free hand to cup Saber's cheek. It felt much like his hand did – fever-hot
skin underneath an icy layer of sweat. She squeezed his hand tighter. This was
wrong. Parents should not linger by their child's sickbed – they should be out
chasing after rambunctious youngsters who would not stay in bed. It was the
parents who should be in the sickbed, and their children sitting vigil by their
side – many many years from now.
'Or now. I'd trade places with Saber in a heartbeat.'
She turned her head at the sound of the door sliding open. Still tense from the
kidnapping incident a week ago, she found herself reaching for the blaster on
the table beside her before recognizing the man in the doorway.
"Hey, sis," Adian greeted her, his voice assuming that hushed quality that most
people adopt when in a sickroom. "Any change?"
The hope in his dark blue eyes – so like hers, so like Saber's – made her blink
back a burning in her own as she replied, "No, none at all." Adian's face fell
– he tried to hide it, but there was no mistaking the disappointment in his
expression. He always hoped for the best whenever he checked in on Saber. Ceri
didn't know whether to give thanks for his optimism that bolstered her own – or
to curse its misplacedness as it proved, again and again, to be unfounded.
"Oh." He walked nearer, to stand at his sister's side as he looked down on his
pale, still nephew. He looked away after a moment. To him, Saber was the
lively, laughing child who turned up in the oddest places throughout the
castle, hiding in nooks and crannies he found in his roaming, the little boy who
so earnestly practiced the swordsmanship he taught as well as the tricks of
stealing sweets from the kitchen or whistling like any number of birds so as to
fool the castle servants that there was a swallow in the linen closet and such.
His little lantriath – and he did not
want to equate that boy with the one in the bed in front of him. The old
stories, about sickly-looking changelings and the children they replaced, were for a moment in his thoughts.
He turned his head, his gaze falling onto the small table beside Saber's bed.
On it was his favorite stuffed toy, Toddy; the blaster Stephen insisted Ceri
arm herself with; and the thin silver chain on which hung the Lesser Ring.
Saber had taken it off when the raiders had come, hiding it under his mattress.
That had shown more foresight than was expected from a five-year-old.
He remembered a younger Stephen showing the ring to his curious best friend,
and how he had run his eyes over and over again the small but exquisitely
carved unicorn in the onyx-stone. Thinking of the ring made him think of
unicorns; and thinking of unicorns made him think of a song, a song that Saber
loved to listen to and was connected to one of the boy's favorite stories.
He began to hum the tune, absently, under his breath. To his surprise, Ceri
heard it and immediately began to sing the words. Adian looked at her, a bit
surprised. Ceri shrugged and explained, "Dr. Renn said it's good if we keep
talking to him, just on the off-chance he can still hear us. I'm certain Saber,
if he can hear, would like this song." She looked fondly from her son to her
brother. "After all, he keeps asking it from you."
Adian shrugged and smiled. It was a wan smile, but it was the best he could do.
"Right then. When the last eagle flies/over the
last…."
***
When the last eagle flies
Over the last crumbling mountain
He stood in the middle of a sun-blasted wasteland, all parched cracked earth
and hot winds. The nightmare landscape stretched out in every direction,
towards the horizon with no end in sight. It was a bit like the desert-scenes
he'd looked at in his books and holos and vids, but worse – because it was
real, because it was there, because he was there.
There was an absolute lack of life in the scene that frightened the young boy.
The air, despite the winds howling through it, seemed to exude a feeling
of…mustiness, non-movement… lifelessness.
He turned in a slow circle, looking around him. The sun – hotter and more
vicious than anything the boy had ever felt – beat down on him, burning him. He
was unaccustomed to this type of sun-glare; Highland climate was cool, wet,
and with mild sun. Not this desert intensity.
To the north was a break in the monotony of parched earth. A single rocky
mountain stood there, a huge fang of stone against the flat unbroken blueness
of the sky. As Saber fastened his eyes upon it, a large landslide suddenly
began – as if his blue gaze had somehow triggered it. An entire section of the
mountainside suddenly collapsed, rumbling down the slope, leaving one side of the
face completely sheared off.
Something soared up from behind the mountain. Saber was still too far away to
see anything more than a small dot hovering above the newly remodeled peak. But
then the dot began to move.
It soared even higher into the cloudless sky, diminishing even further in size,
until it began to dive. Forward, away from the mountain, and down…
run away, run away, it'll hurt
…down, abandoning the heights for the land…
no no no, catch it, run for it, catch it,
it's yours
…away from the mountain, that broken-sided, sharp-peaked fang of rock…
it'll hurt to hold it, it'll cut, it'll
burn, it'll rip
…falling from the sky like a javelin hurled straight down…
i'm born to hold it. it's
mine!
Saber held his right arm over his head, crooking it at the elbow to offer the
eagle diving towards him a perch for his talons. The eagle pulled up and out of
his dive, flaring his wings. Wicked claws that could cleave a prey in half
closed around the boy's slender forearm with a delicacy that seemed almost
impossible. Saber lowered his arm, slowly, trying not
to jostle the raptor perched on it. The eagle bated his great silver wings as
Saber lowered his arm, to keep his balance, but did not tighten his hold on the
boy's arm one jot. His forearm was parallel to his chest now, and the eagle
balanced easily upon his arm was at exactly the right place so that their eyes
were on a level.
Saber could see himself reflected in the golden raptor-eyes; he wondered if the
eagle could see himself in Saber's blue ones. The eagle was like no other Saber
had ever seen – its feathers were none of the brown or tan or white shades he'd
expected. Instead they were shining silver, nearly metallic, glare-bright in
the heat of the sun. It almost didn't look like a flesh-and-blood animal, more
like a…sculpture, a piece of art – steel brought to life. It was a uniform
silvery shade everywhere, except for the eyes; those were a gleaming gold.
Saber jerked his arm, in the sudden movement the falconers at the castle had
taught him. And just like a trained merlin, the eagle launched from his arm
into the air, the winds of his great beating wings sending a welcome breeze
through Saber's hair. But instead of soaring into the sky, to find and kill
prey, the silver eagle floated a mere few meters directly above Saber's head.
It uttered a single piercing shriek and flew forward – not fast, and not
gaining one inch of altitude. Saber stood still for a moment; then, without
another word or thought, the young scion of the ancient Rheidyr clann followed
the bird of prey.
And the last lion roars
At the last dusty fountain
The eagle flew towards the broken-fang mountain to the north; and Saber
followed. He walked, only, not running or trotting or going very fast – still,
somehow, the background changed with his every step, and he was able to keep up
with an eagle in full wing. It was like something quite aside from his own feet
was moving him towards the mountain.
They were at the foot of the mountain in no time at all. The huge mountain cast
a shadow that was very large and very dark; and in this shadow was relief from
the desert sun. Saber found it very much like stepping into a totally different
world; one second was hot desert with dry sand underfoot; the next the
intensity of the sun had faded away, and he was walking on a lush verdant
carpet of grass.
As soon as he had set foot upon the grass, the eagle stopped its flight and
circled back to him; it landed on his shoulder, talons as gentle to him as
ever, and stayed there. Saber went forward.
There was a fountain in the middle of that expanse of grass - only the jets of
water it was supposed to produce were not there; and the white marble had
turned into the ivory-cream of old stone. Saber came nearer – and was startled
when from behind the fountain slunk the long lean form of a full-grown lion.
Unlike the eagle, the animal's colors were natural: tawny fur, a sleek mane of
darker russet, and yellow cat's eyes. For a moment, it regarded the small boy a
mere ten paces away. Then it opened its mouth and very deliberately roared.
The sound was thunder, it was avalanche-rumbling, it
was the breaking of earth and the crash of storm-waves upon the shore. Saber
involuntarily flinched. The eagle on his shoulder spread its wings wide, one
wing in front of his face so that the fountain and the lion were blocked from
sight and all he could see were many little reflections of his own face in the
silver, mirror-bright feathers; like gazing into a faceted mirror.
The eagle screamed in reply to the lion's roar, a shrill sharp cry that pierced
through the thunder and made it seem less scary. It went on and on, raptor's
cry and lion's roar twining about each other, for several long moments. And
then abruptly it stopped. Saber, who had been frozen during the whole thing,
took a deep breath, catching the scent of feathers and burnished steel for one
instant before the eagle folded its wings again.
He looked at the fountain again; but the lion was gone. And then the fountain
burst into joyous life, crystalline streams arcing into the air and splashing
into the basin with a sound like rain on stone.
In the shadow of the forest
Old and ancient the fountain may have been, but the water held within its bowl
was as fresh and clear as if it had just been drawn from one of the mountain
springs of Saber's own beloved Highlands. Saber lowered his
cupped hands into the glimmering pool. He was startled and pleased when the
water he raised to his lips was not only sweet, but ice-cold as well. He drank
his fill of the fountain's water.
He lowered his cupped hands again, splashing the water onto his face. The cool
wetness was as a balm to his hot skin. He closed his eyes, reveling in the feel
of cold droplets sliding over his face.
When he opened them again, he was in a place totally different from before. He
still stood next to the marble fountain – but he stood now on a carpet of
fallen pine needles and damp earth, not lush grass; and the floor was shadowed
by the towering forest giants all around him.
Though she may be old and worn
You will stare unbelieving
Saber turned his head at the now-familiar shriek of the eagle; he saw its
silvery form, duller now in the shadowed forest but still distinguishable,
perched on a branch. It shrieked again, and then flew off.
As in the desert, Saber followed. They hadn't gone very far, though, when a
flash of white at the corner of his vision distracted him. He turned,
instinctively seeking it out. The eagle wheeled, practically on a wing tip, and
flew off in the direction of the flash of white. It was surprisingly agile for
a bird of its size, darting in between the tall straight trees as easily as a
much smaller falcon.
Saber ran after it, moving quickly over the uneven forest floor. He moved
clumsily in that he crashed around like a buffalo and shoved branches out of
the way roughly, not searching for the subtle forest
tracks that make for easier, quieter going – but he did not lose his footing.
Suddenly the eagle braked in the air, flaring its
wings before dropping to Saber's shoulder. Similarly, Saber skidded to a stop,
unmindful of the way his chest heaved and how he gasped for breath. All of his
attention was fastened upon the unicorn.
At the last unicorn
It stood, very calmly and serenely, among the trees,
meeting Saber's astonished eyes as though they were old friends who had
arranged to meet up there. It seemed removed from the dim shadows of the
forest, glowing with a soft white nimbus. Its fur was very white, and its long
horn was as gold as sunrise.
It stamped one diamond-like hoof, and vanished.
