Crazy in Love by Beyonce

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He looked quite nervous and I couldn't read his eyes. So his face
expression was useless to help me guess at what he was going to say. Goody,
his mouth is moving, words coming out any minute.

"Gin I...." He started to speak.
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Certified quality
A dat da boy dem need and dem not stop cry without apology
Buck dem da right way - dat my policy
Ginny Weasley alongside - now hear what da boy say - Harry Potter
Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya, Dutty Ya
Harry Potter say it now ya
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Gin's POV
I was holding my breath now. Now was the moment he would tell me if he felt
the same or not. I prayed he did. I didn't know what I would do if he said
he didn't feel the same, probably go mad.

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BABY GIRL YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY NIGHTMARES

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Harry's POV
I really hadn't planed on telling her this until I had destroyed Voldadork
for good. I didn't want to chance the risk of her getting hurt. I knew
becoming friends with her wouldn't have been such a good idea. But I never
knew at the time I would fall so madly in love with her either. Not much I
can do now, she's cornered me.

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BABY GIRL NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY NIGHTMARES

AAH OH MY BABY'S FLY BABY OH
YES NO HURT ME SO GOOD BABY OH
I'M SO WRAPPED UP IN YOUR LOVE LET ME GO
LET ME BREATHE STAY OUT MY FANTASIES

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I actually came very close to telling her many times, but I had a couple of
nightmares involving her lifeless body held in my arms while Voldadork was
laughing his arse off. I didn't want that to become reality, I would avoid
that at all cost. I think I actually woke up crying after having that
nightmare for the first time. It seemed everytime I got the balls to tell
her my nightmare popped into mind and so I never told her.

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Ya ready gimme da ting dat ya ready get ya live
And tell me all about da tings that you will fantasize
I know you dig da way me step da way me make my stride
Follow your feelings baby boy b/c they cannot be denied
Come check me in-a night and make we get it amplified
Me have da ting to run da ship cause I'm go slip and I'm go slide
And in the words of love I got ta get it certified
But I give you da toughest longest kinda ride - boy

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Ginny's POV
'Why isn't he saying anything? Oh he is probably wondering how to let me
down gently. How can he not see we belong together? I mean we both faced
Riddle and lived to tell about it, we are close in age. And my parents
already love him. The only thing he has to worry about is my brothers, and
I can take care of them. DAMNIT! Say something already Harry Potter!'

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BABY GIRL YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY NIGHTMARES

BABY GIRL NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY NIGHTMARES

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Harry's POV
I think I need to give her an answer now before she passes out from not
breathing. This should be fun. I'm glad Ron isn't around and the Twins are
out of school now. They would make this very hard on me. I don't know if I
should lie or tell the truth. Telling the truth could cost her life and
lying would probably cost mine because I know she would move on and that
would kill me.

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PICTURE US DANCIN REAL CLOSE
IN A DARK DARK CORNER OF A BASEMENT PARTY
EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES
IT'S LIKE EVERYONE LEFT BUT YOU AND ME

IN OUR OWN LITTLE WORLD
THE MUSIC IS THE SUN
THE DANCE FLOOR BECOMES THE SEA
FEELS LIKE TRUE PARADISE TO ME

BABY GIRL YOU STAY ON MY MIND
FULFILL MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY NIGHTMARES

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"Gin I not exactly sure what it is I feel for you. I mean I love spending
time with you and talking to you and all that over stuff. I love the times
we played pranks on Ron and Hermione. And I always seem to loosen up and
enjoy myself when I am around you. Everything just seems so right around
you.

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BABY GIRL NOT A DAY GOES BY
WITHOUT MY FANTASIES
I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME
I SEE YOU IN MY NIGHTMARES

BABY GIRL YOU STAY ON MY MIND
BABY GIRL YOU ARE SO DAMN FINE
BABY GIRL WON'T YOU BE MINE

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But it also scares me to death. I mean we are so young and have so much
life ahead of us, could we really commit to just each other so soon and
being so young. What's happens if we aren't what each other thought we
would be? So many what if's. What if this isn't real? I don't want to hurt
you Gin, ever. I guess I love you, it's the only word that can come close
to describing what I feel for you. You know loving me is dangerous Gin.
Voldemort is after my blood and would use anything and anyone to get to me.
I've already lost so many people I care about and some that I don't. but
none of them deserved to die by him and I am scared to death that's what
would happen to you if I got to close. My parents, the Longbottom's,
Cedric, Sirius, Katie, Ernie, Colin, Susan, the Dursley's, Miss. Figg and
the Patil Twins. I don't want to add you to the list I don't want anymore
names ever added to that list. It's just I am tired of it all." He sighed
when he finished. Well I am sure all she wanted was a yes or a no answer
and he had to go and blab his whole heart to her. Well he did feel better
now that he had let it all out.

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Top top - boy
Me and you together is forever - dat boy
Flyin around da Pitch in your Quidditch Robes - boy
You no stop lovin - boy
Little more da Dutty, we'll rock dat world

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Ginny looked at him with surprise. She was sure he was going to laugh at
her. What he said never came to mind when she thought about what his answer
was going to be. He was exhausted emotionally and mentally of everything
that was going on in the world, all he wanted was a break. Well she would
be the one to give it to him. It was long overdue for him and her.
"Harry.." she started "You aren't the only one who has those fears.
Remember, I was a target of his too. Not in the sense that you are but one
nonetheless. One that should have died 5 years ago. He wont rest until he
is dead or both of us are dead. I still feel responseable for all those
students I peterfied. And I thank god everyday that no one was killed, I
don't think I could live w/ the fact I killed someone. I know its not easy
on you but it's not easy on me either. Its not exactly a comforting thought
knowing you peterfied two of your brother's girlfriends and getting Hagrid
hauled off to Azzy for months (AN ~ I cant remember how many months he was
there). Believe it or not Harry I know what you are going through, maybe
not exactly more than enough to understand where you are coming from. We
all know the risk of being friends with you and we all accept them no
questions asked. To my family you are family, to Hermione you're like a
brother she never had and to me well you're a lot to me. And I accept the
danger with open arms."

Harry stood there realizing that she had made a very good point that made
more sense than he wanted it to. She was right in everything she said and
there was no reason not to be with her.
"Ginny? Do you want to go on the next Hogsmeade trip with me?"

"I would love to Harry." She replied back with a smile on her face and pure
happiness in her eyes.

Hand in hand they left the Tower together to go enjoy the new feeling that
over swept them both.

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cleopatra ~ ta da! here is more. Hope you like

DarkJadedEyes ~ Yes I know I am mean, proud of it too. Yes it was hard and
I think this completely suxs but I cant stand being mean for too long so I
did this. And the results are not what I hoped them to be

Darcy16 ~ lol. fell off ur chair? I don't recall ne of my fics making
someone fall off a chair. Is that a good thing? I hoping it is. Sorry I had
ta make ya wait. This isn't what I had planned for the 2nd chap but I think
it semi fits sorta I am not so sure but I guess I will find out from the
reviews or lack of reviews.

Rinfirithiell ~ I thrive on driving people nutz. It makes life more fun.
And I am sick of being depressed so I try and have more fun. I think I am
doing that pretty well along w/ my bad smoking habit. I haven't had a
cigarette in over 4 days. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa for me. Though I do tend to find
my hands less occuopied than before and its quite annoying. They twitch
now. Ne who hope liked it.

This is not what I was hoping for I am sure you already know that if u read
the thank you's. and I am very happy. This and What was I Thinkin did a
whole lot better than I was expecting and hoping for. Thank You all even if
you haven't reviewed. And if you're a fan of Eminem then u might like what
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