Song is Tomorrow, by Lillix
Chapter 7
I picked my clothes and put then away. Tears started falling from my eyes and I didn't know why. They just started to spill from my eyes, I laid down in my bed. I clutched my pillow and fell asleep.
tomorrow just another day
another way
to spend my day
all by my self
starin at the tv screen
flipping through my magazine
everything is unclear
i need you hear do
I woke up and heard laughing coming from the other room. I grabbed my blanket and dragged it with me into to other room. Lindsey was sitting on the couch in the Lions Den watching some show on Nick. I stood in the door way watching her.
and i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok
i'll be ok
'Mom are you alright?'
'Yeah baby, I'm fine.'
'Did you and uncle Grissom have a fight?'
'No baby, we're fine.'
'Then why did he leave us?'
'He had to go to work a couple hours early today.'
'Did he want to go?'
'I hope not. I'm going to go take a shower then I'll make dinner for the two of us.'
'OK.' Lindsey went back to watching the TV. I went into the bathroom and took a hot shower, taking care in washing my hair. I put on my make-up and put some clothes on. Back in the kitchen I threw together a toss salad and a couple of hot dogs. Nothing big, but I didn't feel like making anything big.
get off from the floor
i just can't take anymore
leave that all behind
just get along
Lindsey came into the kitchen and hugged me, 'Is anything wrong?'
'You just seem like you need a hug.' I kissed the top of her head and rocked from side to side. 'Are you sad because Uncle Gil went to work alone?'
'A little. But it's ok, I understand why he left. We both have our jobs. It's just like when I have to stay for two shifts and I know that you don't like it when I do. It's the same way with me and Gil.'
'I love you mommy.'
'I love you too. Now come on eat, then I'll take you over to Aunt Rachel's.' I let her go, then took a little bit of salad and poured a bit of dressing on it. I walked back into my bedroom and shut the door, then picked up the phone and called Gil.
oh,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i'll be ok
i'll be ok
'Grissom.'
'Gil.' I whined into the phone.
'Cat? Honey what's wrong?'
'I miss you.'
'I miss you too. I'm sorry that I didn't call you, I've been busy.'
'It's ok. Have you eaten anything?'
'Haven't had anytime to get out of here.'
'Alright, I'll bring you a sandwich or something.' I took in a bit of my salad.
'No Cat, you don't have to.'
'Gil please, I'm going to anyways.'
'Fine, I'll be waiting for you in my office.'
'Why do you make the sound so kinky?' He laughed and I smiled.
'I'll see you later Cat, I love you.'
'I love you too.' I hung up the phone, then finished eating.
oh,i wake up
put on my make up
pick up the phone
nobodys home
and i need to break out
give me some take out
standing side the crowd
i wanna scream out loud
i need to break out!!
were ok were alright
were ok we'll be alright
After I walked back into the kitchen and I made a peanut butter and banana sandwich. I put the finished sandwich into a bag with a soda. Lindsey came out from the Lions Den. 'Lind's you ready to go?'
'Yup.' She grabbed a bag from the floor and we walked out to the car. I drove to my sisters house. Lindsey got out of the car and I followed her into the house.
'Catherine, Lindsey hello.' Rachel greeted us.
'Hi Aunt Rachel I'm going to put my stuff away.' Lindsey left the room. Rachel embraced me.
'Catherine anything new happening?'
'Gil and I are going out now.'
'Does he know this?'
'Yes. What kind of question is that?!'
'Just checking baby sister. So you going to work now?'
'Yeah, I'll call you if I have to pull a double.'
'Try not to, you work a lot.'
'I'm saying no promises. But I have to get going, so I'll talk to you later.' I hugged her.
'Bye Cat.' I left her house then started the drive to work.
tomorrow just another day
another way
to spend my day