Apart of Me chapter 3- I want her back.
Disclaimer: I think I forgot to disclaim these characters last two chapters so if I did, I don't own them and this covers the two chapters before this one!
A/N: Ummm, I'm hoping that this doesn't repeat the last chapter, and if it does onegai, let me know. Thank you to all who reviewed! I love you all! Personal responses are at the end of this chapter! Everyone else, onegai, review!!!!!! I'll love you forever if you do! Promise! I'm going to update this either every Monday or Tuesday and Friday or Saturday, that means twice a week! Yea! Who cares about home work!?! (okay, I do but.). Oh, yes, check out my other fictions also, Eien Ni Watashi Ai, and Mirai. They will be updated regularly also! Ja!
Japanese words and phrases-
Youkai- demon Hanyou- half demon. Half human Miko- priestess Kirei- beautiful
******************************************************** Kikyou flinched at his words; he wanted Kagome, not her. "Look at me, InuYasha, look into my eyes," she said calmly. He looked up and stared into those glistening brown eyes of hers. His own hard gaze softened as he got lost in her pools of brown. "InuYasha, when you look into my eyes, who do you see?" At this question she smirked inwardly, for sure he was going to say.
"Kagome's. Those are Kagome's big beautiful brown eyes, the eyes that I could never get enough of, the eyes I long to stare into for the rest of my life, and the eyes that belong to my one true love, Kagome." He responded dreamily, Kikyou's inward smirk grew into a scowl.
"I don't understand you, InuYasha, one minute you love me and the next you love her! What is going on here?!?" she yelped.
"Don't you see?"
She shook her head no. He just had to make her see.
"You, one, were died, and I still loved you, and I still do, but know this, you are not my Kikyou. She was kind and wonderful and would never deceive anyone to benefit herself. She held her duty on the highest pedestal, and she was determined to fulfill it. She had the highest of morals and cared for the lowliest of creatures. She was the best I could ever ask for.
Then she died. She pinned me to a tree, and fifty years later, this angel came along and released me. She may be Kikyou's reincarnation, yet, you wouldn't believe how different they were. The biggest difference to me was, ever since she met me she liked me, well, after we got to know each other a little bit. She accepted me as who I was and didn't care what I wanted to be. If I wanted to become youkai, she would be by my side; I could always count on her to be there, whether I wanted her there or not. She always knew the right things to say or do to cheer me up; she even came back to me after I pushed her away so many times. She loved me for who I am, inside and out, and not what I could have been.
So, I guess, I miss that. I miss her laugh and her smile, her giddy cheery attitude she always had. I knew from the day I saw her that I loved her; I knew that she had to be mine, but when Kikyou, the undead miko in a clay form, had come back, I had missed her too. I had pushed away my feelings for Kagome and left for Kikyou, because she was who I loved with all my heart. I loved her with every fiber of my being but she deserved to be put to rest and after thinking about it for a while, I realized that I had never died. I realized that she had just locked me inside this body pinned to a tree for ages. I realized that I didn't kill her, Naraku did, and I would avenge her death, along with Sango's family and village, along with Kouga's tribe, along with Miroku's father and rid Miroku of the hole in his hand, and finally, I'd avenge Naraku for taking away what I so needed and wanted at the time before my pinning to that tree.
With that resolved, I realized one last thing. Everything that happened was in the past. I had to stop living in the past and take the opportunity of the things I have now. And now, I have Kagome. A kirei young miko who loves me, who'd do everything in her power to make me happy, who'd give her life in exchange for her own, and she's here with me and I love her.
Now, I will never forget Kikyou, I'll never stop loving her, but she is the past and Kagome's my future. I just hope everything turns out okay so we can all live in peace, after the mission is over."
Kikyou took in every word, but then again set her face on getting him back. "Now, InuYasha, you have me now, I'm alive and you don't need Kagome anymore!" she screamed.
"That's just it, I do need her. I need her and love her and the only reason that you're alive is because you took what was hers. I must ask that you give it back."
"Give what back?" she asked innocently.
"Don't give me that shit! You know what you have to give back! You have to give Kagome her soul back."
"And what if I don't?" she sneered.
"Then I'll just have to kill you."
His eyes flashed red and his pupils turned blue. He gently placed Kagome's barren body on the ground and raised ten sharp, extra long talons, moving his hands in a certain way of movement that caused his knuckles to pop and shift. Kikyou gulped.
"You wouldn't!"
"Watch me," he snarled and took a step toward the miko who stepped back in fear for her life. Suddenly she grabbed her head and screamed shrilly, her head thrashed from this way to that. Her eyes dimmed and her limp form slumped to the ground.
By now, InuYasha had already untransformed and rushed to the miko's side. She, at his tender touch, stirred and opened her eyes. She spoke softly so only he could hear.
"InuYasha, I love you, too," she said. Kagome said.
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Personal responses:
Kokoro: Thank you, I appreciate your support of my story, even though you thought you might not like it at first. Thanks for reading anyway!
Courtney: (chapter 1) Thank you! I wanted this story to be a little different and I had never read this done before so. I'm glad you like it!
(chapter 2) Actually, Kikyou is alive again, that was the point of Kagome giving up her soul to Kikyou so she could live happily with InuYasha, but, apparently, he doesn't love Kikyou anymore so. ^_^
Lindze: Hey! I'm sooo happy you like this story! Try reading my other ones too. I'm sure you'll like those. And oh, I'm posting my newest one, Mirai, today too so look it up! Mata Aimasho (and don't try to kill Phillips at school, hehe) (I know it'll be an effort on my part.).
Aka Hime Meian: I'm glad you like it (and my other stories too!) Ja! And don't forget to read my newest one. Mirai!
Anime Ambreen and Poke' Manic: Gomen this is so sad for you, it's angst, it's supposed to be sad. Demo (but) I promise it will turn out happy and inu/kag. PROMISE! Otherwise, I'm sooo happy you like it. Check out my other fictions too!
Disclaimer: I think I forgot to disclaim these characters last two chapters so if I did, I don't own them and this covers the two chapters before this one!
A/N: Ummm, I'm hoping that this doesn't repeat the last chapter, and if it does onegai, let me know. Thank you to all who reviewed! I love you all! Personal responses are at the end of this chapter! Everyone else, onegai, review!!!!!! I'll love you forever if you do! Promise! I'm going to update this either every Monday or Tuesday and Friday or Saturday, that means twice a week! Yea! Who cares about home work!?! (okay, I do but.). Oh, yes, check out my other fictions also, Eien Ni Watashi Ai, and Mirai. They will be updated regularly also! Ja!
Japanese words and phrases-
Youkai- demon Hanyou- half demon. Half human Miko- priestess Kirei- beautiful
******************************************************** Kikyou flinched at his words; he wanted Kagome, not her. "Look at me, InuYasha, look into my eyes," she said calmly. He looked up and stared into those glistening brown eyes of hers. His own hard gaze softened as he got lost in her pools of brown. "InuYasha, when you look into my eyes, who do you see?" At this question she smirked inwardly, for sure he was going to say.
"Kagome's. Those are Kagome's big beautiful brown eyes, the eyes that I could never get enough of, the eyes I long to stare into for the rest of my life, and the eyes that belong to my one true love, Kagome." He responded dreamily, Kikyou's inward smirk grew into a scowl.
"I don't understand you, InuYasha, one minute you love me and the next you love her! What is going on here?!?" she yelped.
"Don't you see?"
She shook her head no. He just had to make her see.
"You, one, were died, and I still loved you, and I still do, but know this, you are not my Kikyou. She was kind and wonderful and would never deceive anyone to benefit herself. She held her duty on the highest pedestal, and she was determined to fulfill it. She had the highest of morals and cared for the lowliest of creatures. She was the best I could ever ask for.
Then she died. She pinned me to a tree, and fifty years later, this angel came along and released me. She may be Kikyou's reincarnation, yet, you wouldn't believe how different they were. The biggest difference to me was, ever since she met me she liked me, well, after we got to know each other a little bit. She accepted me as who I was and didn't care what I wanted to be. If I wanted to become youkai, she would be by my side; I could always count on her to be there, whether I wanted her there or not. She always knew the right things to say or do to cheer me up; she even came back to me after I pushed her away so many times. She loved me for who I am, inside and out, and not what I could have been.
So, I guess, I miss that. I miss her laugh and her smile, her giddy cheery attitude she always had. I knew from the day I saw her that I loved her; I knew that she had to be mine, but when Kikyou, the undead miko in a clay form, had come back, I had missed her too. I had pushed away my feelings for Kagome and left for Kikyou, because she was who I loved with all my heart. I loved her with every fiber of my being but she deserved to be put to rest and after thinking about it for a while, I realized that I had never died. I realized that she had just locked me inside this body pinned to a tree for ages. I realized that I didn't kill her, Naraku did, and I would avenge her death, along with Sango's family and village, along with Kouga's tribe, along with Miroku's father and rid Miroku of the hole in his hand, and finally, I'd avenge Naraku for taking away what I so needed and wanted at the time before my pinning to that tree.
With that resolved, I realized one last thing. Everything that happened was in the past. I had to stop living in the past and take the opportunity of the things I have now. And now, I have Kagome. A kirei young miko who loves me, who'd do everything in her power to make me happy, who'd give her life in exchange for her own, and she's here with me and I love her.
Now, I will never forget Kikyou, I'll never stop loving her, but she is the past and Kagome's my future. I just hope everything turns out okay so we can all live in peace, after the mission is over."
Kikyou took in every word, but then again set her face on getting him back. "Now, InuYasha, you have me now, I'm alive and you don't need Kagome anymore!" she screamed.
"That's just it, I do need her. I need her and love her and the only reason that you're alive is because you took what was hers. I must ask that you give it back."
"Give what back?" she asked innocently.
"Don't give me that shit! You know what you have to give back! You have to give Kagome her soul back."
"And what if I don't?" she sneered.
"Then I'll just have to kill you."
His eyes flashed red and his pupils turned blue. He gently placed Kagome's barren body on the ground and raised ten sharp, extra long talons, moving his hands in a certain way of movement that caused his knuckles to pop and shift. Kikyou gulped.
"You wouldn't!"
"Watch me," he snarled and took a step toward the miko who stepped back in fear for her life. Suddenly she grabbed her head and screamed shrilly, her head thrashed from this way to that. Her eyes dimmed and her limp form slumped to the ground.
By now, InuYasha had already untransformed and rushed to the miko's side. She, at his tender touch, stirred and opened her eyes. She spoke softly so only he could hear.
"InuYasha, I love you, too," she said. Kagome said.
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Personal responses:
Kokoro: Thank you, I appreciate your support of my story, even though you thought you might not like it at first. Thanks for reading anyway!
Courtney: (chapter 1) Thank you! I wanted this story to be a little different and I had never read this done before so. I'm glad you like it!
(chapter 2) Actually, Kikyou is alive again, that was the point of Kagome giving up her soul to Kikyou so she could live happily with InuYasha, but, apparently, he doesn't love Kikyou anymore so. ^_^
Lindze: Hey! I'm sooo happy you like this story! Try reading my other ones too. I'm sure you'll like those. And oh, I'm posting my newest one, Mirai, today too so look it up! Mata Aimasho (and don't try to kill Phillips at school, hehe) (I know it'll be an effort on my part.).
Aka Hime Meian: I'm glad you like it (and my other stories too!) Ja! And don't forget to read my newest one. Mirai!
Anime Ambreen and Poke' Manic: Gomen this is so sad for you, it's angst, it's supposed to be sad. Demo (but) I promise it will turn out happy and inu/kag. PROMISE! Otherwise, I'm sooo happy you like it. Check out my other fictions too!