Hi! Sorry I haven't updated in a while, well I'll stop making excuses; here's the next chapter!

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A certain Lily Evans sat lifelessly at a window staring out at nothing. The door swung open suddenly, making her gaze change for a few seconds before she went back to looking out the window.

'Come on Lils Mrs Weasley made pancakes.' Smiled Becky bounding into the room.

'I'm not hungry.' Sighed Lily.

'You've gotta eat something.' Muttered Becky sitting down on a dusty near by bed.

Lily shook her head, feeling tears well up in her eyes.

'Is this because you're dead here? You know it isn't so bad being dead I'm dead.'

Lily shook her head at her friend's stupid comment, 'You aren't dead, and you haven't died yet.'

Becky scowled, 'Well that isn't fair, you're remembered here. I'm just that crazy girl who died.'

Lily shook her head, 'I can't believe I ended up with James.'

'Long time coming.'

The scowl on Lily's face increased, 'I thought him and Katie would get married.'

'No, even thought them two are together now, I reckon Katie would be better off with that Ravenclaw.'

Lily smirked suddenly, 'you know it's funny that Sirius and Remus were both single here.'

Becky laughed, 'Yeah and Remus is really good looking here. Though I have seen pictures of Sirius at you and James's wedding and I gotta admit you married the wrong one. I wonder if the crush Remus's has got on you carried on till you died.' She suddenly put her hand over her mouth.

'What crush?' Lily said suddenly.

'Nice weather today. So why are you upset?'

Lily sighed again, 'I don't mind being dead here, I also don't mind being married to James. But Harry,' she stopped feeling the tears in her eyes, 'He's here all alone with no one.'

'He had Remus and Sirius.' Said Becky gently.

'Sirius is dead here, you can tell it broke Harry's heart. And Remus is too afraid to get close to anyone.'

Becky looked at her suddenly, 'You know?'

'Since first year, the signs were their. He's afraid to be a father figure to Harry because he thinks the wolf will hurt him.'

The other girl sighed looking around the empty room.

'And Harry, he's not my son yet. But I feel I want to protect him, I love him more then anything but he's hurt, and it's the most painful feeling in my heart I have for him. I should be here, I should have protected him. He was my responsibility and I took the easy way out.'

'Don't ever say that.' Growled Becky angrily, 'Harry's never known either of you, except when he was younger, but he can't remember. You helped stopped Voldemort, Harry saved millions of people. Your sacrifice wasn't in vain. One of these days Harry's gonna kick Voldemort's arse! You wanna be their for Harry, then be here now, let him know you love him, let him get to know you. It's all he's ever wanted. But you're wasting the few hours we have here feeling sorry for yourself! It's pathetic!' said Becky angrily, she stood up and went towards the door, 'I'll leave you to think.'

Lily suddenly stood up and went quickly after her. 'You're right.' Said Lily after running down the stair and finally catching up with her near some red curtains.

'Thank you.' Becky smirked all knowingly.

The red curtains suddenly sprung apart.

'Dirty blooded vermin bringing shame into my house.'

Becky's eyes became big circles; she smiled happily at the portrait, 'Cool!'

'Sound like Petunia,' groaned Lily.

'Get out you impure Mudbloods!'

'I wanna be just like you when I grow up!' Grinned Becky sincerely smiling at the portrait.

'You Britney Spears loving idiots!' cried the portrait.

'Who's Britney Spears?' asked Becky.

'I dunno, probably some future singer, maybe Sirius's mother was a seer.'

'She's Sirius's mother?'

'Yeah.' Replied Lily.

'I wanna marry your son!' cried Becky.

Sirius's mother stopped screaming and raised her eyebrows.

'Knew that would work.' Grinned Becky.

Lily shook her head, looking amused. 'You're crazy, you know that?'

'Filthy Blood bringing shame on my house! Stay away from my blood traitor son!'

'What's your name? I wanna name all my kids after you!' laughed Becky.

'Shut up you vermin!'

'Evil hag Jr, come away from bugging your grandmother, Evil hag two don't touch that priceless family ornament.'

Sirius's mother screamed in frustration, bringing her curtains shut in front of them.

'Don't leave now.' Cried Becky, 'We were just having a heart to heart!'

'You are sure a people person.' Laughed Lily.

'I try.' Smirked Becky.

'Kreacher is outraged of the evil dirty blood's bringing shame on the house, and upsetting my mistress.'

'A talking teddy bear!' cried Becky hugging a struggling Kreacher, 'Can I keep him, can I?'

'But the house elf down.' Moaned Lily.

'But he's so cute.'

Lily raised her eyebrow looking at the old dirty elf. 'Leave him alone.'

Becky sighed, 'Fine.' She let him go.

'Come on, they must be all eating breakfast,' Becky laughed running into the nearby room.

Lily sighed shaking her head, then following her. She looked in the room, and noticed with a sharp pain her son was their, having an animated conversation with both Remus's and Sirius.

'Hi ya Lily.' Said Sirius happily.

Harry stared at Lily with his emerald eyes for a couple of seconds, before going back to the conversation.

Lily shook her head, noticing Becky having a conversation with a bushy haired girl. Lily sat down near them listening.

'So James says to Dumbledore all innocent, I didn't mean to sell my grandmother's house. And Dumbledore looks at him with his blue eyes and says, then why did you put a for sale sign in front of the house and take the money from the Muggles and James says he thought the sign looked cool so he borrowed it from a muggle lawn, and he thought the Muggles were being nice, so then Dumbledore says-'

Lily shivered as she felt Harry's piercing emerald eyes on her.

'You know Luna really likes you Ron.' Muttered a ginger haired girl to her brother.

Lily sighed again pushing her plate away, and heading out the door. She was half way up the stairs before a voice stopped her.

'Don't go, I don't know anything about you, and Dumbledore says you're going back tonight by that rock thing you came by.' Lily turned round seeing desperate emerald eyes.

'You're my mother, but nobody's ever told me about you life, or the things.'

Lily walked up to him, and looked him in the eyes. 'You're my son Harry, even though you're not born yet I love you already.' She smiled stepping forwards and hugging him.

Harry started to shiver.

'Please Harry I'm your mother I want to know about you. And I'll try my best to tell you everything about me. Now please don't act so strong all the time, I'm here please let it out.'

She felt Harry start to cry in her hold, warm tears fell into Lily's red hair. 'Come on we'll go somewhere private sp no one will see you like this.'

Harry nodded through his tears and followed Lily.

Two pairs of eyes watched them leave.

'You think she'll be able to help Harry?' asked a young Sirius Black to the girl next to him.

'Of course,' smiled Becky, we aren't just gonna sit back and let history repeat it's self again.

They both silently agreed, both with fire in their eyes.

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*Sniffs* all done that chapter, I've gotta say that's one of my favourites so far. Lily and Harry bonding so cute, lol well I'll try and update soon, it'll be probably be next week innless I have the time to update quicker, but I might do another chapter of one of my other fics. I'll really try and update soon. Thanks to all reviews!

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