AN And this is the last one. I promise my next fic will be more optimistic. Thanks for

sticking to this story.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

No, no, no! Why, why, why? It isn't fair. I am the goddess of love! Why can I not

save the one I love?

It is too cruel. Fate is pure evil.

Kunzite. My wonderful, lovingly Kunzite. I love you so much. The time we had

together was far too short, but I don't think eternity wouldn't last long enough to

live through the love I feel for you.

I hated the end. I hate the fact I had to kill you. I am weak, I know that. I

died before you, leaving you to die on your own. It was selfish of me, but I couldn't

bring myself to watch your life fade before my eyes.

Maybe that is why I killed you so suddenly last night, why I didn't listen to

my princess when she begged me to spare your life, just a little longer, to find out

how Endymion was doing. I knew that I couldn't bring myself to kill you, if I waited

any longer. I knew I would lose the courage.

You were so stiff when I first met you, solely focused on protecting the charge

left you. That was why you were searching the palace gardens, trying to find out why

your prince disappeared from the palace so often. And I did the same for my princess.

I am eternally grateful for that girl's stubbornness. If it wasn't for her

incessant want to find out more about the Earth, I would never have had the need to

go down there, and then I would never had met my Kunzite.

You were so proud when I first met you. You even had the audacity to chastise me

for not keeping a proper watch on my charge. I wasn't her nurse! That was Luna's job. I

had my training. Well, I gave you quite a mouthful in return. I think you had never

been spoken to like that. You looked rather perplexed, I must say.

After a few encounters I had as much reason to want to go down to Earth as

Selenity. In fact, we began to conspired to be able to meet our lovers as much as

possible.

And then you were invited to the Moon royal court. I thought I would die. How

were I to explain my sudden close acquaintance with a man I had supposedly never met

before.

Luckily your tact saved my from those awful questions. Though I think the other

girls suspected something. However, your colleagues kept them busy enough. And Selenity

didn't mind if I lost sight of her.

But all too soon the war began. We made a good team, complementing each others

skills. That made our battle one of the most brutal of all of them. I don't know how

long it went on, but all our other friends (I refuse to see them otherwise, even though

Beryl had turned them against us) were already dead, slain by each others's hands. They

showed me the fate that awaited me.

And I couldn't. I couldn't watch you die. So I made the killing blow with a

sacrifice of my own life. It could have been done differently, but my heart was torn

enough as it was. I didn't need any more claws ripping it apart. The knowledge of your

death was enough.

So why did I kill you now?