AN This is truly the last update concerning this fic. And maybe I should have said this before,
but this fic is manga based, which means the killing of the generals was done differently from
what is seen in the anime. I understand if this caused confusion. If you don't know the happenings
in the manga, you can search for a good translation. And if you can't find one, I can dig up that
specific link from the bowles of my computer. I have it somewhere, I just don't know where. It's a
very good translation, not just of what the characters say, it's written more like a story, which
makes things real easy, cause I don't have the manga, you see.
Anyway, enough talk from me. The last chapter of My Love: Kunzite
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Why? Why couldn't I remember? Why wasn't I stronger? It would have made thing so much
easier for you.
I never meant to hurt you, you know that. I'm glad you killed me - was it only last
night? - because I wouldn't have been able to stand the sight of you dying again. I know I
would have lost my mind then. I'm crazy enough as it is.
You were my angel. I searched the one I served, in the royal gardens, but instead I came
upon you. Granted, at the same time we found the objects we were looking for very much... occupied.
With each other. I told you, you weren't keeping a proper eye on your princess. And you bit back.
I had never been spoken to like that. As leader of the prince's guard I held at least as
much esteem if not even as much power as him. In the palace at least. And you, a slip of a girl,
not even reaching my shoulder, berated me like I was some kind of snot-nosed brat who had spilled
his ice-cream all over your favorite dress. Worse, I even felt like one.
Never in my life had I been so humiliated. Luckily, no-one but you were witness of that,
as the only other two people in the area were, again, too engrossed in each other to notice anything.
How they had managed to escape us for such a long period of time is a complete mystery to me.
I had never met anyone like you. You were so full of life, so unlike me. I was solely
focused on my duties to my prince. You actually managed to have fun while protecting your princess.
And you taught me to do the same.
You were so lucky I had time to prepare our 'first' meeting. You would have made a complete
fool of yourself, I knew you enough for that. I must admit, I nearly ruined it. You shouldn't dress
like that, when you want me to act impersonal.
You were very brave last night, not too bright, but very brave. I know you remember all, that
you always did. I know why you did it. When we fought in the Silver Millennium you were doubtful about
your ability to kill me. I used your feelings against you, undermined you. I saw the pain in your eyes.
I also underestimated you. I thought you had given up, but you still managed to kill me. Granted, you
died first, but I could not survive the injuries. It was clever. You saved yourself the pain of having
to watch me die, like the others had to.
Instead you tormented me with the sight of your death. I was the appropriate punishment. Nothing
could have been more effective than that. I just wish I had remembered, so you wouldn't have had to kill
me again.
I love you. You know I do, even though I didn't show it. I was cruel, ruthless. Even when I
remembered our service to the prince and Beryl's spell, I didn't try to fight it. I thought it was
too late. Because my love for you was still forgotten.
It is now that I remember. And with all my heart, I love you. I just wish I could show you that,
prove it. I long to be with you again. I miss you. I miss the way your eyes sparkle when you smile, the
way your hair hangs down your back and every one of your peculiarities.
I wish you all the good of the world, my love. And I hope you'll find someone more worthy of your
affection, more than me. But will you do one thing for me? Something me and the other generals failed in.
Look after our prince.
but this fic is manga based, which means the killing of the generals was done differently from
what is seen in the anime. I understand if this caused confusion. If you don't know the happenings
in the manga, you can search for a good translation. And if you can't find one, I can dig up that
specific link from the bowles of my computer. I have it somewhere, I just don't know where. It's a
very good translation, not just of what the characters say, it's written more like a story, which
makes things real easy, cause I don't have the manga, you see.
Anyway, enough talk from me. The last chapter of My Love: Kunzite
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Why? Why couldn't I remember? Why wasn't I stronger? It would have made thing so much
easier for you.
I never meant to hurt you, you know that. I'm glad you killed me - was it only last
night? - because I wouldn't have been able to stand the sight of you dying again. I know I
would have lost my mind then. I'm crazy enough as it is.
You were my angel. I searched the one I served, in the royal gardens, but instead I came
upon you. Granted, at the same time we found the objects we were looking for very much... occupied.
With each other. I told you, you weren't keeping a proper eye on your princess. And you bit back.
I had never been spoken to like that. As leader of the prince's guard I held at least as
much esteem if not even as much power as him. In the palace at least. And you, a slip of a girl,
not even reaching my shoulder, berated me like I was some kind of snot-nosed brat who had spilled
his ice-cream all over your favorite dress. Worse, I even felt like one.
Never in my life had I been so humiliated. Luckily, no-one but you were witness of that,
as the only other two people in the area were, again, too engrossed in each other to notice anything.
How they had managed to escape us for such a long period of time is a complete mystery to me.
I had never met anyone like you. You were so full of life, so unlike me. I was solely
focused on my duties to my prince. You actually managed to have fun while protecting your princess.
And you taught me to do the same.
You were so lucky I had time to prepare our 'first' meeting. You would have made a complete
fool of yourself, I knew you enough for that. I must admit, I nearly ruined it. You shouldn't dress
like that, when you want me to act impersonal.
You were very brave last night, not too bright, but very brave. I know you remember all, that
you always did. I know why you did it. When we fought in the Silver Millennium you were doubtful about
your ability to kill me. I used your feelings against you, undermined you. I saw the pain in your eyes.
I also underestimated you. I thought you had given up, but you still managed to kill me. Granted, you
died first, but I could not survive the injuries. It was clever. You saved yourself the pain of having
to watch me die, like the others had to.
Instead you tormented me with the sight of your death. I was the appropriate punishment. Nothing
could have been more effective than that. I just wish I had remembered, so you wouldn't have had to kill
me again.
I love you. You know I do, even though I didn't show it. I was cruel, ruthless. Even when I
remembered our service to the prince and Beryl's spell, I didn't try to fight it. I thought it was
too late. Because my love for you was still forgotten.
It is now that I remember. And with all my heart, I love you. I just wish I could show you that,
prove it. I long to be with you again. I miss you. I miss the way your eyes sparkle when you smile, the
way your hair hangs down your back and every one of your peculiarities.
I wish you all the good of the world, my love. And I hope you'll find someone more worthy of your
affection, more than me. But will you do one thing for me? Something me and the other generals failed in.
Look after our prince.