Am I not loveable?
By: Wee-hoo
Summary: Lyle is thinking about his life.
Disclaimer: I don't own him or the show.
`My adoptive father hit me and locked me in a shed. And my mother, sorry adoptive mother just didn't care enough to stop him. I thought they loved me but I guess they didn't. He told me that my real parents didn't love me either. And I guess he was right. I don't know about my real mother, she died before I got a chance to know her. But I don't think she would have been able to love me, at least that's what my sister tells me. Mr. Parker didn't love me either, hell he was even afraid of me. He didn't even say goodbye when he jumped out of the plane when my sister and Jarod had found the scrolls. My real father is either Mr. Parker or Mr. Raines. Mr. Raines, that's someone who couldn't love if his life depended on it. And my sister, she can love, but not me I know that. And I also know that I can't love her, not ever she wouldn't let me. Jarod is someone who loves everyone he ever meets until they give him a reason not to. Except for me, he hated me the second he saw me. The fact that I killed his brother didn't help. Or the fact that I threw his sister out of a window. The only person, who has ever loved me in any way, was Jimmy. And I killed him. That is my biggest regret; I had to do it though. Otherwise my adoptive father would be free and able to beat my sorry ass. I would have died in that house I knew that, that was why I had to kill Jimmy, the best friend I ever had. Sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I had killed Mr. Lyle Bowman instead. But I would probably have been thrown in jail. I don't think I could survive in jail, but Jarod will probably make sure I find out, because I killed all those women plus his brother. I always had this question in the back of my head; am I not loveable? And I think I finally got the answer.`
By: Wee-hoo
Summary: Lyle is thinking about his life.
Disclaimer: I don't own him or the show.
`My adoptive father hit me and locked me in a shed. And my mother, sorry adoptive mother just didn't care enough to stop him. I thought they loved me but I guess they didn't. He told me that my real parents didn't love me either. And I guess he was right. I don't know about my real mother, she died before I got a chance to know her. But I don't think she would have been able to love me, at least that's what my sister tells me. Mr. Parker didn't love me either, hell he was even afraid of me. He didn't even say goodbye when he jumped out of the plane when my sister and Jarod had found the scrolls. My real father is either Mr. Parker or Mr. Raines. Mr. Raines, that's someone who couldn't love if his life depended on it. And my sister, she can love, but not me I know that. And I also know that I can't love her, not ever she wouldn't let me. Jarod is someone who loves everyone he ever meets until they give him a reason not to. Except for me, he hated me the second he saw me. The fact that I killed his brother didn't help. Or the fact that I threw his sister out of a window. The only person, who has ever loved me in any way, was Jimmy. And I killed him. That is my biggest regret; I had to do it though. Otherwise my adoptive father would be free and able to beat my sorry ass. I would have died in that house I knew that, that was why I had to kill Jimmy, the best friend I ever had. Sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I had killed Mr. Lyle Bowman instead. But I would probably have been thrown in jail. I don't think I could survive in jail, but Jarod will probably make sure I find out, because I killed all those women plus his brother. I always had this question in the back of my head; am I not loveable? And I think I finally got the answer.`