My Tears
Chapter one:
A new beginning, or end
Uh, how I hate some people. How irritable he can be, or was it I that was just nieve. I looked at the sunset. My horse standing quietly at my side. I pat his gleaming coat, and mounted him again, leavening, promising my self I wouldn't cry, not over a guy, I had made that promise long ago. Before I knew it wouldn't work out, though I knew it all along. In the end, I guess it was my fault. For being a jerk, denying what could have been mine because I was too afraid to have another at my side, because I was too used to being alone, and living life on the edge, how can 600 years be swept away in 13, hah 13. An unlucky number, to humans. Sometimes elves. I guess it is now. Turning Echo to the side I took one last glance at the sun, and galloped toward the stables, trying to remember, trying to hold that one picture in my mind. My last sunset in Mirkwood, my home.
The woods grew darker, and I felt as if hundreds of eyes were staring at me, waiting for me to slip up again. Then laugh, because there lives were perfect, and mine was not. I lived the life of a warrior and people laughed at me, for being a woman, for being able to fight. I would defend myself; I would not die without a fight. Then I heard it, what I knew had been there, I drew my bow, searching for my enemy and targeting him, waiting for a reason not to kill him, for interrupting my journeys and thoughts. " Veryaer.." His voice trailed off, it was as if there was something he was holing back. " Mani ." I said coldly and taking better aim. " You are leaving." I now recognized Legolas. I didn't care what he though, it was all his fault I'm leaving anyway. His name should be EdhelYassenN'eCorm no it shouldn't I'm just to angry to state how I feel at the moment. " Don't state the obvious." I answered sarcastically. He looked at me, and I stared back full of hatred, you think I hate you I'll show you hate. And that was it. I turned and left. I never wanted to see him again. Never wanted to sit by him, or feel his warmth, or look into his eyes, or just plain glance at him, to try and get the point across that at one time I didn't hate him, he thinks I hate him, he doesn't know what hate is. I didn't care if I was doing to him what hundreds of others had done to me, because at one time or another, all the hate and anger I store up is just going to come pouring back out. I didn't care if I was hurting him, I didn't care if I was hurting any one anymore, not even myself. I would never come here again this I promised my self, day would be here soon, and by then, Mirkwood and Legolas would be gone, and I didn't care.
After having her heart broken 3 times you'd think a girl would get the point. He thought she hated him, and so he never told her how he felt, but with both of them fealing worse then ever, and Unede leaving Mirkwood because of him, Legolas knows what her hate is now. But will Unede choose to follow a path of destruction because of 13 years of heart break, and will Legolas ever realize how much he heart her?
Chapter one:
A new beginning, or end
Uh, how I hate some people. How irritable he can be, or was it I that was just nieve. I looked at the sunset. My horse standing quietly at my side. I pat his gleaming coat, and mounted him again, leavening, promising my self I wouldn't cry, not over a guy, I had made that promise long ago. Before I knew it wouldn't work out, though I knew it all along. In the end, I guess it was my fault. For being a jerk, denying what could have been mine because I was too afraid to have another at my side, because I was too used to being alone, and living life on the edge, how can 600 years be swept away in 13, hah 13. An unlucky number, to humans. Sometimes elves. I guess it is now. Turning Echo to the side I took one last glance at the sun, and galloped toward the stables, trying to remember, trying to hold that one picture in my mind. My last sunset in Mirkwood, my home.
The woods grew darker, and I felt as if hundreds of eyes were staring at me, waiting for me to slip up again. Then laugh, because there lives were perfect, and mine was not. I lived the life of a warrior and people laughed at me, for being a woman, for being able to fight. I would defend myself; I would not die without a fight. Then I heard it, what I knew had been there, I drew my bow, searching for my enemy and targeting him, waiting for a reason not to kill him, for interrupting my journeys and thoughts. " Veryaer.." His voice trailed off, it was as if there was something he was holing back. " Mani ." I said coldly and taking better aim. " You are leaving." I now recognized Legolas. I didn't care what he though, it was all his fault I'm leaving anyway. His name should be EdhelYassenN'eCorm no it shouldn't I'm just to angry to state how I feel at the moment. " Don't state the obvious." I answered sarcastically. He looked at me, and I stared back full of hatred, you think I hate you I'll show you hate. And that was it. I turned and left. I never wanted to see him again. Never wanted to sit by him, or feel his warmth, or look into his eyes, or just plain glance at him, to try and get the point across that at one time I didn't hate him, he thinks I hate him, he doesn't know what hate is. I didn't care if I was doing to him what hundreds of others had done to me, because at one time or another, all the hate and anger I store up is just going to come pouring back out. I didn't care if I was hurting him, I didn't care if I was hurting any one anymore, not even myself. I would never come here again this I promised my self, day would be here soon, and by then, Mirkwood and Legolas would be gone, and I didn't care.
After having her heart broken 3 times you'd think a girl would get the point. He thought she hated him, and so he never told her how he felt, but with both of them fealing worse then ever, and Unede leaving Mirkwood because of him, Legolas knows what her hate is now. But will Unede choose to follow a path of destruction because of 13 years of heart break, and will Legolas ever realize how much he heart her?